Reckless Abandonment

The Transformers

2007-07-01T23:46:00.000+08:00

I think if i were to summarize my weekend i would say it was a trip down memory lane, reminiscing the days when i was just a small little kid waking up early during Saturdays to watch Saturday cartoons. The trigger was all thanks to The Transformers movie, even though i don't really agree with how some of the characters were changed into stuff that i don't remember seeing but nevertheless it still brought back alot of memories. I can still vividly remember the old Transformers movie which was a cartoon and how the kids during my time would have all watched it. Hahaha....thinking about it its kind of funny, cause i remember some kids telling me they cried when Prime died. I even heard some of them actually went out to their garden to bury their toy Prime. Hell i can remember the lines of the original movie...i guess that goes to show how many times i've seen it...its practically embedded into my head, hahaha.

All in all i thought the movie was pretty good, and it leaves some space for a sequel. Although i would have to say that there are some missing gaps to be covered in the current movie, not gonna put any spoilers though....hahaha. Oh and for those of you that don't know about the Transformers it is originally a JAPANESE anime/cartoon and its still pretty much is. In fact it is the longest running anime of all time...even today there are still new episodes of it, just that its in a different generation. So Prime doesn't really look the same anymore....and of course he has pretty much died and resurrected over and over again, into many forms and sizes that i guess its not the same as it used to be. But all in all i thought the movie was pretty cool....especially the hot chic...Mmmmmm.

Another Late Night Job

2007-06-28T05:39:00.000+08:00

Ah yes another day when once again i'm blogging at the weirdest and most ungodly time of the day. And as you might have guessed, its cause i'm at work....to be honest though it is kind of a good change to be working at this hour. Few reasons really, for (1) There is no traffic and (2) Its nice and peaceful, finally (3) Its not hot as hell outside when i go for a ciggy break. It really has been a long time since i worked at weird hours. I used to have a part time job a long time ago at a cyber cafe...well you should know how that works, cafes don't close until the sun comes up for a few hours before it opens again for business.

Being an insomniac i think i can live with this kind of working hours actually, unfortunately today would be the last day that i get to work at this kind of hour till next month when i have to do this again for a day...sigh. Apparently my work just loves to fuck my time up. Now its just gonna be hell to get back to normal people time again, oh woe is me. Anyways today was pretty cool though, i managed to hang out with some of my customers for a bit and i guess we're roughly about the same age but me being the youngest. And we started talkin bout stuff that we grew up to and shit like that...All started because of Transformers. Its a pity that i don't have tickets to go watch them tomorrow when it opens...oh how i wish i had. Damn i think i better sleep...i still have to work tomorrow.

1.45AM

2007-06-27T01:44:00.000+08:00

Its 1.45am in the morning and i think i must be a mad man to be blogging at this hour, but what the hell i'm bored as hell waiting for the server administrator to give access to the server. What the hell could i be babbling about at a time like this? Well just to make things simple...i'm working, yes thats right....at 1 fucking AM in the fucking morning.

It has been pretty long since i last posted anything at all, so seeing how i'm bored as hell with really nothing to do at all i thought that i'd might as well just do something productive by bitching to the whole world that my job requires me to work at this god forsaken hour....well sometimes anyway. Whole weeks is gonna be like this and it really pisses me off that i don't get paid extra for this shit. But oh well guess thats part of the job huh?

For those of you that are wondering...yeah i'm still very much alive, although i think i would consider myself to be barely alive. Things have been pretty much dead of late, i don't do much these days cept for work, sleep, eat...you know the usual. I don't hang out as much as i used to which is a good thing cause that way i can save me some money. Although it really doesn't seem to me that i have any savings...lol.

Sigh i just wish the administrator would hurry up and give me the access i need to do my job so i can get the fuck out of here and go home. Well i guess since i have to wait i'll just go read the Heroes graphic novel, hahaha....Oh btw, did i mention that Heroes rock!!!! I guess its been that long huh? Oh well....maybe now that i don't go out that much anymore i'll have more time to blog a.k.a bitch again...hahaha.

Made to remember

2007-05-07T20:25:00.000+08:00

It has been awhile since i last visited this place, its not like i never thought about blogging or i got so busy or whatever it is that i would normally say. In fact i wouldn't even be blogging right now, but i was made to remember a painful memory...something that should have been buried along time ago. I wouldn't really blame anyone for unearthing a pass that i want to forget, but every now and then i can't help myself but to reflect on those past events that occurred so many moons ago. Oh yeah it hurts alright, it hurts so much that it makes me cry...after all i am only human.

Yeah well life hasn't been too great, on the contrary its actually quite crappy lately, and i foresee that its gonna get worst. It sucks even more that there really isn't much that i can do about to make things better and even if there was a way to make things better its probably gonna be out of my reach. Every time its always the same old shit and its really driving me insane...i think i'm just gonna go sleep it out and let tomorrows troubles deal with tomorrow.

My Boring-ness

2007-03-19T19:54:00.000+08:00

Well i've been a boring person this past week, and i think i'll keep it that way till the end of the month or so. Don't exactly have anything interesting in mind to expect in the near future. I've also been very busy at work with a lot of customization work...too much actually. For the past week till now all i've done is pretty much type out commands over and over and over again, and my hands now hurt like mad...i guess that also explains the missing week in my blog, but then again i could always point the blame to the boringness that i have succumbed to lately therefore the lack of things to blog about in the first place.

Whatever way it may be i think i'll be happy with the pace i'm currently doing things, at least this way i'm not really pressured to do anything i don't wanna do. Besides i've got the whole season of heroes to watch and i i'm taking it pretty slow, so i guess that takes up a good amount of time already. I guess the best part about it all is that i now stay home more, which is really a very good thing because i smoke less and i spend less two very very good reasons to just sit in the house and look for things to do. There really isn't shortage of things to do at home...for starters cleaning the house, but knowing myself i just couldn't be bothered by some chores. So i guess i really should spend more time at home doing stuff and get things done.

Going Broke

2007-03-12T19:18:00.000+08:00

Back to work again, i think i've been a pretty good boy recently although i will admit that i have gone late on a number of occasions. But i've got to work every single day for the past...well since the time i got really sick and needed to take the whole week off la, which of course couldn't be helped. You know what i wanted to go to work, but doctors advice was to stay at home...so oh well, hehehe.

Yeah well, anyway i'm still dragging myself through the start of the week...i guess this is what some people call monday blues huh? Or something like that anyway. Was out clubbing again last weekend, an old friends birthday and another friend that wanted to celebrate his return to "civilization"...lol, not his words but mine. So we all went out to club with a pretty large group i might add, i guess it was fun enough that they wanted to go again next week....Please!!! Spare me!!! my wallet is really running very thin already...anymore and i'll just die of starvation.

So i'm seriously running dry and i really gotta find some cost saving technique or i won't make it through the month. So first off for food...i think i'll just go buy rice, cook it and eat it with black soy sauce. Now thats definitely gonna be cost saving, plus the soy sauce adds flavor to it so i won't have to eat plain and dull rice. Now if only i can find out some magic secret on how to save on the really expensive stuff....fuel. I guess the best way would be to break someones car open and siphon his petrol into my car. Yeah that sounds like a plan, why pay for petrol when others do it for you...with home delivery too. Hope none of my neighbours are reading this, lol.

Bali - Final Night

2007-03-08T20:58:00.000+08:00

Well i guess some of us had too much to drink the night before and so my room mate and i woke up too late and we missed breakfast...Oh well. Anyway since it was almost near lunch time we just headed down our hotel to hard rock cafe for lunch, which blew a hole in my wallet....a very big hole, and considering the shopping spree that i went on the night before i almost finish all my local currency. Then we went to the beach for a short walk and the sand was fucking burning...yes it was that hot, it was so hot that you'd feel like your stepping on coals or something. Actually thats the impression i got, i don't know cause i was wearing my sandals the whole time.

So we walked along the beach back to the hotel where we chilled out for awhile and then it was on with the tour again. This time we went to a Spa, a Balinese spa place...well i guess it was pretty ok only la, i was expecting better. And after the spa we went off to visit another temple, and man this temple is like full of monkeys i tell you. Dinner followed and we went to hard rock hotel for some drinks with the bosses....so that pretty much sums up the trip, theres a little bit more actually but i think thats a story for another time.

Bali - Day 2

2007-03-07T18:59:00.000+08:00

Well day two started with lunch, or at least thats what the pictures are telling me...i can't really remember what we did in the morning. I remember eating breakfast though, but what we did after breakfast i can't really remember...(ponder)...Oh yeah, we went to visit all those handicraft places. Erm, i didn't really take pictures cause everyone was crowding to either look or take pictures so i figured that i'd just get the pictures off from them. Yup haven't done that yet. Although i can't really remember where was the first handicraft place we actually stopped at...so i guess i'll just not go into it in any specific order. So we visited a Batik place, a silver and gold carving place and then there was the painting place...i remember the last was a wood carving place, now i feel like i left out something but i seriously can't recall what was one more....assuming there is one more.

Then we stopped for lunch, actually i really don't remember this part so well...i could be wrong but i think we actually stopped for lunch before we actually finished visiting those places that i mentioned earlier. But anyway, we had crispy duck for lunch. Not too bad actually...and of course we got to try a little bit of smoked duck which i heard takes like a whole day to prepare and we also tried some 'Babi Guling'. Wasn't really too impressed with the babi guling cause i kinda tasted it before when i was in the Phillipines...or at least tasted something very similar.

Well after all the handicraft places we went to some market which i can't remember the name, and its pretty much like central market cept that its open air and its fucking hot.

Funny thing is it didn't look all that hot...but trust me it was, and coming from a guy who hardly sweats you better believe it when i tell you you'd sweat like a pig. After we were done there we went to another similar market which i also forgot what its called...But i didn't really bother to go down or take pics there, cause everything there is so similar to the first only difference is probably the size, it was smaller. After that we had dinner and then went back to the hotel...dinner was at some Chinese restaurant which was really crap...the food that is, i've never tasted food so bad, and the best part is i was hungry...and it still tasted like crap. Not gonna talk bout it. After that i went shopping and blew almost all my money after which i decided that i should have coffee....i so love this picture of the amount i had to pay, the amount of zeros are just nuts...makes you feel rich.

Finally after that only did we go back to the hotel, walked was more like it...sweating like a pig and all. I tell you after that long day nothing beats having a nice cold shower, man i felt like i could have just stood there forever. Anyway after the shower i chilled for awhile then got dressed and went out for our first experience of the night life in Bali. Well we went to this place which was recommended to us by the tour guide and some other people like the cab drivers. We arrive at about 10 plus to 11 to an empty joint....we were like WTF!!??? Well apparently someone forgot to tell us that the pace starts to pick up at 2am!!!! Oh well, we just went to some empty ass place and drank a few jugs before we went back to catch our Zzzzz.
Before we went straight back though we stopped by the McDonalds to grab a bite after all that drinking we were very very hungry people....BRING ON THE MUNCHIES!!!

And that pretty sums up the events of day two...was long and tiring, and obviously the drinking just made it all the better to have one hell of a good night sleep.

Bali - Day 1

2007-03-06T18:02:00.000+08:00

While we were walking to the plane i saw a funky ass looking airplane and i thought i'd take a picture to show you guys what kind of a plane we were sitting in for the long journey. Well technically its not long and was more like relatively short.

And when we arrived at the airport we were greeted by our tour guide and then the locals gave us one of those flowery thingies you put around your neck smelling all...flowery. Which obviously made the whole bus smell fragrant in some ways.

When we got there we didn't even have time to check into our hotels, and the tour began right away. Considering that we arrived there in the afternoon and that we haven't had lunch our first stop was to a restaurant, unfortunately since i haven't gone and take the rest of the pictures from my other colleagues i would just have to settle with showing you what i took which is just a plaque of the restaurant...not too bad actually, the food that is.

After we had our stomachs filled, we still have time to go back to the hotel to chill or anything like that. So we proceeded to our next tour destination which is Tanah Lot. Its actually a site of a temple, i thought it was pretty cool though and apparently during the high tide you can actually see the temple floating on water...Well at least thats what the tour guide said. In reality though the temple rests over a a small piece of land where the surroundings have since eroded leaving just that small piece of land where the temple sits on, so obviously during high tide the temple is gonna look like its floating. Well we didn't stay around long enough to wait for that...so no floating temple pics.

Well apparently from here you can actually have a very good view of the sunset, and so we waited and lepaked and chilled and what not all for the sake of a sun disappearing before our very eyes. Hell we were so free that we even watched a whole bunch of crabs try to catch fish...now that was really long. Of course we didn't see that happen thanks to all the cheering of nature getting violent, so i guess the fishes got scared and just remained in hiding....sorry crab you're gonna have to wait a little longer. Finally when the time came there was no sunset...thanks to cloudy weather.

By the time we were done with Tanah Lot, it was time for dinner and so we went to this place (i can't remember what it was called) and we lou sang!!! hahaha...so that makes it two times this. After which the dishes came and i showed them the powah of my devouring mode...erm, well you'd probably not know what that is, but you gotta see me eat dinner when i'm hungry to understand....hehehe.

And then FINALLY we got to go back to the hotel at i think was 10pm or somewhere around that time. So it was tiring as hell and after all that walking and sweating i felt like crap and i really needed a nice hot or cold (i couldn't really give a damn) shower. We were so tired that we didn't even bother to go out, actually partly due to the rain as well. So some of them not so tired people came to our room to gamble. Yeah and they were so loud that the reception called because some people were not too happy with the noise coming from the room. Actually they were so loud that i had to jack the volume on the TV and when they left the TV was blasting. So thats it for day 1 of Bali.

Very Tired

2007-03-05T20:46:00.000+08:00

Ok i know i'm supposed to be putting up pics and telling you guys story bout the trip to Bali, but honestly i haven't slept the whole night, i didn't have my lunch and i didn't have a cigarette break when i was at work for like 9 hours. And under the amount of stress and what not i was getting today i think i should have went. So i'm a little grouchy today although i still have that happy thought in me so i'm not gonna bitch any further then that. But it sure as hell was a long day at work today, and its been quite some time since i've actually been out so long from morning till now.

Well besides me being really tired and all from work i don't really want to go on and on about my story telling of what happened on my trip with pictures to illustrate, so i guess if i'm not too tired tomorrow then i'll put the pictures and the story telling up tomorrow. Hrm, but i'm pretty sure that i'll be coming home late tomorrow since i have to go to the airport to pick up a friend whos coming back from vacation. So i'm pretty sure i'll have to go out right after that for some drinks and chatter...But you never know. I might have more time in the afternoon, so we'll see.

Just another update

2007-03-02T18:57:00.000+08:00

Oh finally the weekend is here, it took awhile but then now that everything seems to be settling in once again the traffic is back to its normal jammed self. I should be uploading the last day of pics later on today, couldn't really be bothered to do them now...well that way at least i'll have something to do today. I already have tomorrow planned out, and i call it the 'give the car some love' day...Lol, actually its just me taking like 4-6 hours washing the car. I hope i can last that long, what with the heat and all i'd probably take more breaks then wash the car....oh i guess we'll have to wait till tomorrow to see what kind of a job i do.

Work hasn't really been hectic lately, although the work that i'm getting is way beyond my skill set so i'm actually learning how to use tools that i haven't even touched before. Its really a good thing since i'm actually learning how to use something new and i'm pretty sure having the skill to use it might come in handy one day. Besides that i'm not really too busy, although i still can't find the time to return to the office anytime soon to do my claims. But whatever it is i had better to do before the 15th, after all i don't want to be running around for a whole month without my claims again.

Broke Month

2007-03-01T20:44:00.000+08:00

Ok just one more day of pictures to go and then i'll start putting them up here and explaining what is what or what happened and what not. So i guess it'll be during the weekend or next week, hrm...that means it'll be a whole week since i've been back before i start telling you guys what happened in Bali. I have pretty much just stayed at home the whole week, didn't really feel like going out or chilling out or what not and to be honest i don't know why either, i guess it comes with age. Either that or i must really miss my pc and just wanna spend more time with it....LOL.

On the bright side at least its more cost saving if i just came home after my dinner and chill at home instead of going out all the time. And after i blew my whole wallet in Bali and not to mention not being able to meet the dateline to file my claims for this months pay, staying at home and saving a little bit here and there sure as hell helps. I can already see that this month ain't gonna be kind to me in financial terms. And considering that i have quite a few chores to do i think it'll be a good thing.

Pictures are on the way

2007-02-28T20:46:00.000+08:00

Ok i'm in the midst of uploading my pictures that i took from Bali so gimme like a few more days to get all the pictures sorted out. Waiting for the rest of the pictures is just taking so long that i might just use what i got from my camera or rather my phone. I was looking through the pictures and i realized that i have quite a few shots that were very grainy. I think i'm gonna start saving money to invest in a DSLR or something...yeah lately i've been wanting to take pictures here and there, but then again maybe not la we'll see how things go first. After all i don't think i'll use it as much as some of the people i know so might not be worth the investment, but like i said...you never know.

Out of the 31 people that went for the trip so far i know of only one other person that have got the photos ready and uploaded it to a server, the rest are still pretty much busy with work or whatever it is they're doing. I'm just probably gonna want to take pictures of two more people and thats probably all i'm gonna get anyway. Besides thats gonna be alot of photos as it is. I know one of them took like almost a gig worth of pictures and that in my opinion is insanely alot considering it was only 4 days. Can you even imagine a 2 month holiday? Probably would need a hard drive to store all those pictures. I only took about 100++ mb worth of photos and they were mostly redundant pictures and stuff anyway...lots of scenery so that explains all the retaking and shit. Well since i'm free now i'll probably work on sorting them out.

The Days should be Longer

2007-02-27T17:53:00.000+08:00

Nope, still haven't sorted out the pics...they're still in my phone though and i'm too lazy to move them into my pc. Then again i have too much work to be bothered transfering pictures, at least for now...hell i can already see myself being like super busy this weekend with all the things i have got to do. Sometimes i just wish the days were longer, of course at the same time the working hours should be maintained la like now like that...that way people would have more time to do shit, and they should really change the time things are open, like the post office, tax department, banks you know stuff like that. I mean how the hell do people get things done like this anyway, i already hardly have time to do my laundry let alone going to the bank or to see the landlord and what not. With that said i think they should really just do that. I think i should continue bitching instead i should just relish in the moment that i'm still happy from my Bali trip...hahaha, and here i thought i wasn't gonna have fun.

I'm Back

2007-02-26T16:06:00.000+08:00

Yes i'm in KL, but if your expecting me to put up picks...well you'll be disappointed, not because i'm not gonna put up any pics but its because you guys would have to wait if you want to see the pics. Theres like a whole lot of pics for me to go sort out and some of which aren't taken from my camera so i have to wait for those pics to be sent to me then only i'll put them up for your viewing pleasure. So right now i'm on site and at work again....sigh, i wanna be still on holiday.

Well yeah even though initially i was griping about the trip all together it was pretty much very fun and not to mention tiring as hell. I have never sweat so much in my entire life...i mean back in the day it was different cause i was playing some sports or something which MAKE people sweat regardless....over there i can sweat in the market, now how do you sweat in a shaded market??? That place is one very very hot place i'll tell you that.

Oh yeah i didn't jump by the way....yeah yeah i know what you're all gonna say, but seriously i really would have, but there were some unforseen circumstances due to stupidity and negligence on my part mostly. But that story would have to wait. If you were to ask me to go again next month i'll definitely go...At least this time i know what to do when i get there.

To Bali I go

2007-02-21T21:50:00.000+08:00

I just realized that i would only blog when i'm NOT free and when i'm free i do every other thing i can think of except blog. I guess its because i'm free and i get to do whatever the hell i want that there are less things for me to whine and bitch about that the post would be too short to merit all the effort into bitch blogging in the first place...well at least i think so la.

Well i should wish all my fellow Chinese visitors a very very happy and prosperous Chinese new year...i believe that has been long overdue and i should have done so earlier. But no matter i think its always better late then never. Initially i wanted to post on valentines as well but then again it would just be more pointless bitching and whining so i decided that i should leave such a 'happy and joyous' occasion alone.

So tomorrow is the day i fly off for my trip to Bali, i hope i'll have a good time...really i do, somehow i don't feel like Bali right now. Guess cause i don't know what to look forward to when i get there, so maybe thats why. Plus the fact that i have been depressed for quite awhile...for no apparent reason really just one of those phases that happen every year. Oh yeah and i haven't packed yet and i'm leaving in the morning, gawd i've been running around the whole day today that i'm just to tired to do shit.

Then again i'll only be gone for like what 4 days, so no big deal la i think i can handle the packing in like 5 minutes. After all i once packed my entire room when the movers arrived...lol, yeah imagine that. With all that said i'm just wondering if i can survive the trip without being in front of a computer or using the internet for the duration of the trip. Looks like for 4 days i won't have an outlet to release some of my steam....thats if i get any la, which i'm pretty sure i'll have. I can think of one already....roommate snoring me to death.

Working in Google

2007-02-16T16:33:00.000+08:00

Now this is what i call a great working environment...i'll trade my one of my kidneys to work in google...LOL!!! But for those of you who have heard it but not seen it, well heres a video to give you a better insight of how working in Google is like.

Still think i'm crazy to trade in my kidney? hehehe.

Don't feel like bitching

2007-02-12T23:19:00.000+08:00

Its strange...I always have something to bitch about and if i think about it yes i still do have a lot to bitch about, but its strange because i don't feel like bitching. Hrm, maybe i dropped from a flight of stairs and hit my head or something but i seriously don't feel like bitching. So what do i wanna do then? I don't know...just spew out some crap i guess. Well besides the crappy week i had last week, i don't think this week will be any different from last although i seriously hope of an improvement even a little bit of improvement would be good.

Anyway I have been watching my house mate play WoW lately and i've got to say that i kinda missed playing it, maybe because i had such a bad week last week and i had mostly confined myself to solitude that the moment i saw how fun it had been playing WoW i was immediately tempted to load up the game and start playing again. But of course i didn't la, i mean that would seriously fuck my whole life around if i did...and i don't think i can afford to do that right now, i've got some resolutions i intend to fulfill.

One of my buddies would be going on a holiday for like 3 weeks so the good points about it is that i definitely won't be spending so much now, which is of course a good thing since i'm always running low. But the bad side to it is that there probably won't be all the much to do until he gets back...Then again i won't be around next week, so i guess it wouldn't really be so bad la. But suddenly thinking of the Bali trip is making me not wanna go...yes again. Well its not that i don't wanna go, i mean i really do wanna go...just that its been so hot lately i think i'd rather go to somewhere really cold, someplace where i can freeze my ass off...Literally chill out.

But nevertheless a holiday is a holiday so i guess i really shouldn't be complaining, hell i'm sure there are tons of people who would trade with me for going to Bali...so i guess i should just go with the flow and enjoy the ride. Oh yeah and i still haven't cleaned the house for new year like i initially intended too, hrm...now how to hell am i gonna get this done before new years, think i'm kinda late for that. Guess i'll see if i can try to squeeze some time here and there to get it done before the weekend arrives.

Just got worst

2007-02-09T18:13:00.000+08:00

Its that time of the year again when the sun is like at its peak or something, i could have sworn that this doesn't happen till later in the year though...oh well i could be wrong, who remembers this kinda shit anyway. But yeah so its been freaking hot lately and off all days it decided to rain today, the thing that really sucks about raining today is its a Friday, traffic is really really bad on Fridays minus the rain...now imagine what happens when its raining. I mean normally people would drive really slow when its raining, which of course is a good thing...i mean you don't want people to be banging each other right? that would just make traffic come to a standstill and thats alot worst...but i guess its because its a weekend that everyone actually decides to go home early, so that just makes things alot worst.

I don't know if someone knows why its like that please do enlighten me because i for one am utterly oblivious to whats going on. Today is an exceptionally crappy day because firstly clients office wasn't open and i went down all the way to KL only to go back to the office which was a completely waste of time, worst...come next week i'm gonna have to crunch. The rain isn't making things better right now cause the humidity is just killing me, i can probably soak myself in the tub only to come out sweating so i really feel like crap right now. Oh yeah and remember how i said i was suppose to change the shoes that i bought cause it was too big....well i lost the receipt. To summarize my day into one word i'd say it has been a fan-FUCKING-tastic day.

Nothing going right

2007-02-08T17:27:00.000+08:00

I have been reflecting on the events of the week and i must say that nothing has gone quite right this past week. On the contrary everything has been going wrong...very wrong. There hasn't been much progress with work, which really sucks cause if i can solve whatever problem it is thats causing me so much stress i would have to work double time just to get things to a presentable state come this wednesday. And i don't know bout you but i seriously hate to step it up a notch just to get things done, i guess mainly its because you tend to make alot of errors when you're rushing...i'd just rather work at my own pace, well obviously thats not gonna happen.

Then theres the deal with my phone, sometime ago (like a month or two) i fucked my phone by attempting to update its firmware cause it was giving me some kind of weird problems where i can't see the words i'm typing out, and because the connection to god knows where is not working as well as it should the process failed but the program still continued with the update therefore giving my phone some sort of a half update kind thing which actually made my phone worst then it should have been, so i send my phone in for repairs and now i won't see it for a whole week...guess theres not gonna be any pictures taken if i go club this weekend.

Oh wait you mean theres more??? Of course there is, i spend my leave doing some chores which didn't really amount to much also...well i'm obviously not happy bout it because i could have spend the day sleeping which i seriously lack (according to doctors diagnosis). And everytime i can't get things done i always go into my grouchy modes. Oh yeah and then theres the one where i bought a new pair of shoes for new year and it was a little too big, so i have to bring it back (which i haven't) but i also have to change the design cause the one that i bought was actually the smallest already (yes i have small feet...so sue me).

Finally my budget for this month has indeed been blown out of proportion pretty much what i had predicted even before i got my salary, so this month is gonna be kinda tight...worst thing is i have that Bali trip to go to so thats gonna knock me back even more. I'm still currently struggling to try and balance things up financially...well for this month anyway, but the way i see it i'm probably not gonna make it till next pay day. After all i still haven't calculated the amount of money i would need to renew my drivers license, pay the phone bill, pay the house bills, pay some credit card debts and lets not even talk about daily expenditure...sigh, i wish money would just drop from the sky.

15 More Days

2007-02-07T18:10:00.000+08:00

15 more days till i fly off to Bali, at first i thought that i'd probably have to drag myself to go on this trip mostly i guess because i heard the news the Russell Peters was coming to Malaysia. Yeah i want to see his show more then Bali, but then his show was canceled so guess i'll have to settle for second best then. You know actually as time went by i kinda felt like going to Bali more then anything else, after all i was complaining that i wanted a change in my environment so i guess this has got to be it la. But given a choice i would rather go somewhere else...Like Australia or Japan, hell i'll even settle for New York again just for the hell of shopping. Hrm, then again being a smoker i don't think New York is a good choice after they passed that law where you can't smoke in public anymore...i'll probably get fined so much that i could buy another plane ticket or something.

Anyways i was told that theres like this place in Bali where you can bungee jump from like 50 meters or something, when i first thought about it i was thinking that 50 meters ain't that high...and it isn't really that high, but then again i am afraid of heights so i guess thats gonna be high enough to be really really frightening. I would really love to jump though, hope someone is gonna accompany me else i probably won't jump. I think it'll definitely be cool cause its like i died and when the whole thing is over its like i've been reborn or something...Like getting a fresh start cept without resetting the age and what not. I'm so afraid of heights that i might actually get an anxiety attack on the way down and die...that would be so ironic wouldn't it. Hell i'll probably laugh it off if that ever happened, course then again no one would ever know.

My Angst

2007-02-06T17:29:00.000+08:00

I've been told that i have alot of angst and this is coming from people that have read my blog...lol, of course i have alot of angst do you even have any idea how fucked up the traffic in KL is??? Bad traffic is understandable but what really ticks me off is the fact that the jam is caused by nothing...yes thats right there is no apparent reason why the line is held back for so fucking long. Oh wait then again maybe there is a reason....and that would be the amount of fucking idiots who don't know how to wait in line and cutting left right center and whatever else. Then of course there is also the road hogs.

Seriously if you are gonna drive slow then please for crying out loud stay in the fucking slow lane thats what its there for!!! But noooooooo!!!! apparently all the lanes are suppose to be the same to these people and they just decided that 'hey this lane is empty...i should drive on this lane taking my own sweet time'. ARGH!!! Give me a gun and i'll seriously waste all these fools, sometimes i just wonder how do they even get the license to drive on the road...Oh and some of them have like really really nice and expensive cars but when they drive their break lights are like permanently turn on...WTF!!??? I know la you got damn fucking alot of money, but seriously if you wanna spend all your money on new break pads just give me the damn money la...hell even better give me the car and i'll make better use of it.

Oh and don't even get me started on the motorcyclist....If i could i'd gather all of these dumbasses on the road and make them like congregate in one huge area after that i'll just like get that whole area nuked so even if they survive they'll be like too mutated to drive not only them but their generations to come as well...which is a good thing since getting rid of them would also probably reduce the road accidents creating a safer environment for the rest of us to drive in. Well of course traffic is just a small part of where all this angst is coming from, there is more but i think i bitched enough for one post...lol.

Drinks Over the Weekend.

2007-02-05T18:55:00.000+08:00

Delaying pictures again won't be such a good idea la i guess, so i think i'll just put the weekend pictures up to start things of....wow i actually did two post with pictures back to back, hrm...i hope this doesn't start to become a trend or something else i'm really gonna start to run out of hard disk space.

Eu-jin meets Eugene

Messing around

More fooling around

I was pretty much wasted at velvet over the weekend, since i couldn't drink much anyway. Well that obviously wasn't an excuse for not drinking la....at least thats what my friends had to say, so came more drinks and there goes my guts. Fortunately i was ok enough for the journey home...or the mamak session anyway. By the time i made my way home i was pretty much ok already...as a matter of fact i was so ok that i wasn't too happy bout it. All in all i by the time i left the club i had consumed a total of four different types of concoction with a shooter to boot. Fortunately i was already fucked when the shooters came so i didn't have to go on one of them shooter sprees that normally happens and instead just had one...which suffice to say was more then enough to send me straight to hell. I'm still thinkin if i should put up the pics of them hotties....hrm.....need time to think. Well not really fair for me to put it up without asking right? Not!!! hahaha.

The laddies.

Well i think this would officially be my last clubbing night for the month, we still have to go back to finish the rest of the bottle. I just hope the next time around my friends don't decide to buy more drinks on top of the bottle and drown me in alcohol considering that i can't really drink all that much. I seriously wouldn't want to be puking my guts out again....that was seriously a very horrifying experience. Well not like i've never been through it, its just that i haven't drank that much in a VERY VERY long time and i haven't thrown up like that in an even longer time. But i can assure you that the feeling isn't very pleasing.

Overdued Pics.

2007-02-04T06:43:00.001+08:00

I guess its about time i posted up those pictures that i've promised, reluctantly posting them up actually since i don't really like to put up pictures of people whom i never got permission for putting it up in the first place...But since they probably won't even know i guess it won't hurt anyone la right. Anyway this was for the events of two weekends ago.

This pic is kinda out of focus, but its the only pic of all of us.

Taking a sip from a jug of Long Island Tea.

The Hotties.

Jo, Sherms and I

Another group pic...for old times sake.

If i have the time i'll post more pics tomorrow, this time about the events that occurred last night/this morning. Also in the same place i might add, just with different people...well not entirely different but different nonetheless. Anyway i'm fucking tired and i really need to get some sleep now, its like fucking 7am for crying out loud and i'm already sober as anyone can be...sigh.

I'm good now.

2007-01-29T17:12:00.000+08:00

Yeah so i've been very sick and i had the whole of last week off mostly confined to the four walls of my living room or otherwise known as my room, lol. Well obviously i feel hell alot better compared to say sometime like 7 days ago...so now its back to work. So how does the new week celebrate me getting my ass back to work??? With lots of traffic thats how!!! Well not like i was late or anything but seriously i love to drive at my pace and lots of cars on the road don't drive anywhere near my pace most of the time their just fucking hogging the whole damn road. And just like every other normal day where i'm stuck in traffic i just got impatient and hit the pedal to the metal zooming in and out hoping that i can reach my destination in record time. Result? Well i didn't reach there in record time considering i've done better, but i got there on time so i'm not really gonna complain bout that.

Oh yeah i believed i promised some pictures, well i think i'll just put those up tomorrow or something. Too lazy to go look for those pics right now besides i've got other better things to do. Anyway i've got lots of things to do this week, for starters theres work...well you know that there is no end to work right so i think i should just give up on complainin bout that. Then i have to go service my car which is already overdued anyway but i think i'll just put it off for a little bit more until i my salary get banked in, at least that way i won't be so tight around the belt which without a doubt i already am. Some other personal shit to be settle hopefully by the end of the week, i probably have to take half the day off or something to get this done oh well i'll just delay it as well....lol. Gawd i really should stop all this procrastinating. Oh then theres the new year shopping and for the weekend some social event....So i pretty much got the whole week packed already, and this is without considering the weird things that happen along the way...i wonder how am i gonna pack that all in.

Under Medication.

2007-01-21T06:22:00.000+08:00

This is like one of those rare cases where i happen to blog at like fucking 6.30am and a Sunday morning this is definitely one of those things that you don't see every day. So what this about? Well last night my finger started to feel pain and when i woke up yesterday afternoon (yes i was pigging in the morning...now leave me alone :P) the pain actually got worst. How much worst well now i can see spots all over my hand, and i feel like both my hands has pins and needles...not very funny. The sensation actually comes from the spots that are all over my hands, and now it has gone further and spread to my feet so right now i have trouble walking.

Now why am i up when i'm not feeling too well? Well lets just say that i just came home not too long ago, i was out clubbing actually...trying to sweat it out was a bad idea since its pretty hard for me to sweat in the first place, hrm maybe if i wore my turtle neck that it would be an entirely different story. Then again velvet has a collar dress code so i might not have been able to get in if i did dress like that. I'd actually like to post up some pictures of tonight but i think i'm too lazy so i might consider putting up another post along with the photos or at least some of the photos tomorrow after i wake up, i wonder...is it my medication thats making me sleepy or is it the linger effects of the alcohol. Well whatever it is i don't care cause i feel so tired and sleepy that whatever it is its doing me one hell of a favor for helping go to bed.

Disappointment

2007-01-19T13:19:00.000+08:00

I don't know why but i am, don't even bother asking why cause you'll probably never know the answer. Perhaps i'll carry my disappointment to my grave never letting the world know what i've been so disappointed about. True i'm probably no better then my disappointment but it doesn't change the fact that i am or have been let down. But i'm not gonna mull over it and be sad and all that crap, why? simply cause i know i don't deserve it and i'll just have to stand my ground. Yeah you're all probably wondering what kind of rubbish am i blabbering about, and i'm really sorry for it. But you know i like to unleash my angst here, well not all of it...somethings are usually better left unsaid. Yup so this is one of those bitching posts to get some stuff off my chest, hell if i don't do this i'll probably collapse at work due to the work stress that i'm getting. Ok with this out of the way i think its about time i get back to work again.

And the work comes in

2007-01-17T17:06:00.000+08:00

The one thing about work that i have definitely got to say is that when i'm free, i'm really free but when i'm busy...well all hell breaks loose. So today is one of those sorta free days where you think that nothings gonna happen and what not, well thats until the shit hits the fan (hrm, still wondering how that works). So right now on top of whatever work i already have i've got to do two things and thats to help out in some other modules that i'm familiar with. Honestly i'm fine with that, as a matter of fact i'd gladly do it without being told hell i was just about to get to it today even if it wasn't for me being the old absentminded freak that keeps forgetting to bring the media to work so now i'd have to postpone whatever it is that i have to do till tomorrow. Ok la not so bad la since i had SOME work to do today. The bright side to this first thing i hafta do thingy is that at least for the next couple of days i'm gonna be preoccupied with work....woot!!! hehehe.

Now moving on to task number two, as i was just thinking about how to fit things into my schedule i received a call informing me that i have to do some work on a certain project using a certain product that i have only touched once in my entire life which was dated way way way way way back during a somewhat crash course training. And the first thing that came to my mind was that 'i'm fucked', and now that i come to think of it....i think that saying that is so highly appropriate. Problem with the whole thing is during that training i was thought how to use the product not how to implement the product, so therefore next week i've got roughly two days to experiment and then the real shit starts...well sort of anyway, basically i've got to get it to work after that two days. Because of that i've now got to spend a hell lot of time refreshing my memory by reading the reading material that was provided during the training. With that said i think i'd better get started.

Experiences with Ronald McDonald

2007-01-16T19:28:00.000+08:00

So i was at McDonalds the other day for dinner or supper don't really remember but i think it was more supper or yum cha since the damn place opens 24/7 now. Since there wasn't any space outside we had to sit inside for the time being (need to sit outside for smokes), so the plan was to sit inside and after whoever is done eating can go out and smoke and then come right back...I think it was something like 3 of us just went out and whats left at the table was another 3, with one more person on the way. While we were smoking some tables were now empty and so we just sat there while we were smoking and the rest just decided to come out and stay out. Well of course thats gonna work for me since the first 3 that went out (me included) are quite fond of the nicotine stick, when suddenly a friend decided to sit next to Mr. Ronald McDonald himself...or should i say on, lol. Here's a picture to make things clearer.

Apparently he said it was quite comfy to sit there, and if you follow the same posture as good ol' Mr. Ronald there it gets even better...erm, in a sense that its really comfortable la. Well obviously i didn't try it out la and no i won't try it anytime in the near future but i think i'll take his word for it. Of course then something ridiculous happen....
OMG!!! What is he doing!!??? look at Ronald McDonalds face....he's smiling from ear to ear!!! It must be something dirty isn't it!!??? Well no la, he just put his drink there and he's taking a sip...but what a great sport for taking his time drinking so that we could all take a snapshot of it. But i guess you already figured that one out.

Spending too much on....

2007-01-15T19:49:00.000+08:00

Now that the new year has finally settled in (yeah i take a while to settle into things), i'll have a quick review from Christmas to date. First and most important issue is money, due to the festive season being a back to back kinda thing and with the somewhat extended holiday (which i'm totally not complaining about) has taken a huge toll on my wallet. Ironically all that money just disappeared without me going partying or anything like that, and seriously the new years that i had in 'the curve' wasn't really that much of a party anyway. But anyway getting back on track i've actually gone and spent almost 80% of my income from the 24th of December till today, so i'm already close to broke. Besides that one trip to 'the curve' on new years eve i've not actually gone partying or clubbing to spend insanely excessive amounts on alcohol.

However i did go all out on food, in just two weeks i've already spend more then rm 200 just on two weekends on food, so that would mean i've spend roughly a whooping rm 400 to rm 600 just on food in those two weeks (i show how think its more though)...cigarettes, yum cha and miscellaneous expenses excluded. To solve that problem, i'm gonna have to eat like a beggar for awhile and that would mean only roti kosong and ais kosong for me until the pay check comes out. Hrm, maybe i was really happy with my exam results and cause me to unconsciously go on a spending spree to reward myself. Well although i could have thought of much better ways to have actually put that money to better use but oh well whats done is done, nevertheless if theres any consolation to this whole saga is that at the end of the day i have a very very happy stomach, lol.

First bad news for me?

2007-01-11T11:36:00.000+08:00

Well my training trip to Singapore next week has been canceled, no apparent reason for the cancellation but i guess i am rather happy that it was called off reason being that at least now i don't have to spend too much. Initially my schedule for the beginning of the year seem to be very hectic and also very very expensive. I projected that i'd be broke for the next three to four months...this month included la, but now since the Singapore training was called off i get to save quite an amount there. Although from my career point of view this doesn't really bode too well la because from that point of view i'd love to go for as much training as i possibly can. But oh well, there's always a next time.

Oh well there is still always that Bali trip i have to look forward too, hrm....bungee jumping sounds like fun, although i fear that i might actually get an anxiety attack and die on the way down, lol. Now thats a one way to die don't you think...hahaha, ironic really. So anyway the first bad news of the year is that my phone fucked up....yeah my rm2k++ supposed state of the art hand phone (at that time) just decided to be all bitchy and died on me, so now i have to bring it back to the service center to get it fixed....sigh i hope this is a small problem and i can get this fixed as soon as possible. More importantly i hope i don't have to leave it at the service center for a few days or however long i just want it fixed on the spot....even if they can't do it i would expect they give me a temp mobile to use or something. Well what can i say...shit happens.

Resolution for 2007

2007-01-08T15:10:00.000+08:00

So with the new year all running and what not already i guess i should put down my resolution, for one i've decided to fuck it with the quit smoking thingy since i never actually bothered to try and quit in the first place...its just something that always seems to be in my resolution year after year to make it longer. This years resolution would be:

Be more dedicated at work.
Be more responsible
Clean the house and what not more often
Finish all them unfinished business

Hrm, i think that should be about it, with the number one resolution being the highest priority...hell i think i wanna push it this year, push it to the point where i will go work even when sick....unless too sick la, then that wan got no choice. Basically the point of this resolution this year is to be more responsible in every way as an adult la, look lets face it...its not like i'm getting any younger.

Merry Christmas and Happy 2007

2007-01-06T17:38:00.000+08:00

Wow its really been awhile since i've last blogged, i mean i know sometimes i take a break from telling the whole world what i'm actually doing but this extended break seem a wee bit too long that i kinda forgot that i even had a blog in the first place. Now that i've put the pleasantries aside i guess i should really start with all the Post Merry Christmas and Happy 2007 to everyone. Sigh took me awhile to get there didn't i...hehehe. But then again i'm not really at fault here considering how mother nature decided to send a massive earthquake in taiwan during the anniversary of the tsunami that swept the south east asia region oh so long ago.

The events of that quake was that the international submarine links were severed and its reported by the ISP that i used that it would take about 3 weeks to get things fixed (yeah they say la....probably gonna take longer then that now). The repercussion of those events have cause the Malaysian public severe internet slowness, therefore i really wasn't in the mood to do much on the net anyway.

Anyhow i'm bored and i'm in the office so i thought i'd just survive through the slowness of the internet and try to blog anyway since its been such a long time. So where do i start? Hrm, i guess i should update on the important stuff first....remember sometime ago i was complaining about studying for my certifications and blah blah blah? Well i finally took the exam on the 22nd (And that was why i didn't blog for the whole of that week thanks to all the studying and work that i was doing.) and the result of the exam is....(insert drum roll here)....i passed with flying colors!!!! woohoo!!! yes i guess you could say that it was a Christmas and new year gift.

But putting that aside i didn't do much on Christmas and i spend the eve in starbucks with my buddies showing the russell peters while drinking coffee, hell they were so preoccupied with the show that we didn't even know that it was already Christmas till someone said:

you guys know that its Christmas already right?

And then those that were watching just turned up and went:

Oh issit? well merry Christmas then.

After that they just continued watching the show like nothing even happened...I was like wow, talk about anti social. But i guess it was fun though cause at the end of the day we were just calling everyone 'Blowjobs', lol. If you don't know well go buy his DVD and go watch.

New year was more...whats the word?....Loud? Yeah i was actually at the curve, so i'm sure many of you who were there or those of you that have been there would know how chaotic that place can be. I took a video of the fireworks that were on display when the clock hit midnight but i don't really know how to put it up but i guess theres really no point in doing that after i saw some of the pyrotechnics found in some other places...it was simply not even near as impressive as some other places. However it was still fun with my buddies and all...i guess even if we weren't there it would have been equally as fun or even more. All in all its all good.

Hahaha....i just had to put that last picture there. But yeah those are some of the pictures that i took on new years eve. Like i said i have a video of the fireworks that were on display but i can't be bothered to figure out how do i put it up, and besides it wasn't all that great anyway...although it would be a good 'instant replay' for those of you who have missed it....Well i'll see what i can do about it sometime in the near future. Hope everyone will have a fantastic year.

Accelerated Aging

2006-12-19T19:28:00.000+08:00

Some time two weeks ago i had a lunch appointment with a friend since i was somewhere near her work place and during the course of having lunch i can't remember what was the topic about but i showed her my IC and i was told that i have aged................This doesn't sound good, this doesn't sound good at all. Why??? Well when i went for my high school reunion i was told that i didn't change one bit, of course i think thats highly unlikely la but i'll take their word for it. And even if i showed you my younger pictures you'd probably say the same. So i have concluded that when i was younger to about now i didn't change much however there was a big change in recent years considering that my IC wasn't changed all that long ago.

Oh gawd!!! I currently aging at an accelerated pace....i can see it now, 5 years down the road i'll age so fast to make up for all the lost time that i practically stopped aging. The stress of the change might even be too much for my body to physically handle that it my distort me to waaaaayyyyy beyond my age. I'm already having nightmares about it...what should i do??? I know i should look at what might be the cause of the problem that started to make me age so fast in the first place....hold on while i think.

(5 Minutes Later)

I think i got it....it must be because of the stress i'm getting at work, and not to mention the fucking idiots that i constantly loose patience with on the road. Very well then i should tender my resignation effective immediately and stop driving all together, well cept for like really late at night when theres like not too many cars on the roads....yeah that sounds good. Hrm, and maybe i should revert back to my carefree lifestyle. So first agenda would be to party...yeah thats always a good way to keep young, hrm this is starting to sound good already....as a matter of fact i can start feeling the effects of aging slowing down already. Mwahahaha!!!!

*Disclaimer*
Please don't try this at home kids....just some mad man rambling nonsense to past time.

Sick

2006-12-18T14:49:00.000+08:00

I guess you could say that i have had the worst weekend ever for the year by being sick...i was so sick that i can't even begin to describe how sick i was, but whatever it is i stayed at home for the whole weekend missing out on a couple of dinner and lunches along the way resulting in more unhealthy conditions. It all started on Wednesday really, i had a horrible running nose and i blame it to allergies either with my neighbors cute little cat or the little bugger disturbing everything that has dust on it...so its got to be either one, and since it was really one of those time where i've actually spend extended periods with a cat i can't really that the exact cause.

Well whatever it was that's how it started and i got sick on wednesday sneezing the rubbing my nose practically the whole day at work, and as i left for home it actually got worst instead of better. I don't even remember having my dinner i just took my flu pills and went to bed, next day i woke up no difference i was still sneezing and my nose was sore as hell. So no work on thursday, just sut at home and recuperate...feeling like shit so it was kinda hard to sleep throughout the whole day, although i did pretty much just that.

But me being the smart ass that i am decided not to drink any water because i was too goddamn lazy to boil some water to drink, so nicely the next day when i woke up everything was still pretty much the same....Until roughly about lunch when i felt like throwing up, ok thats not so bad yet although that has never happened before so i didn't put much thought into it. Of course right after lunch i went home and started feeling really really fucked up. Thats when i started to get a fever....basically i got dehydrated, i'm dry as a prune...well not outwardly la.

Yup so the rest of my weekend was staying in bed shivering like a gutless whore completely cover in my blanket everywhere i went (while still shivering) with drinking water never too far out of reach. Well fever is pretty much gone, but i still get the weak feel like my extremely high resistance to cold (for someone my size) is completely gone, hopefully for now only la....but the fucked up feeling in my stomach is there cause its still trying to push out all the air thanks to me not eating much over the past few days. Man i still feel like shit....argh!!! This sucks.

I Want a Holiday Too!!!

2006-12-11T16:36:00.000+08:00

Today is a public holiday for the state of Selangor and thats where i reside....so now why the hell does my office need to be in Federal territory and not in Selangor??? WHYYY!!!???? I also want holiday, you see if i had a holiday today then at least i could have slept in and play more games last night or if i wanted to be productive i could have studied and blah blah blah. No instead i had to sleep early when everyone was still out partying and having fun and shit and i got to go to bed!!! fuck!!! I'm so not happy...It really isn't so bad if i actually had work to do also, but noooo....the customer site today also on holiday so i had to come into office and do nothing.

Lepaking around the office hasn't been so boring, i guess i kinda got used to all the problems that i have been having during the project implementation. And to be honest i find it quite good because it actually keeps me awake and my mind actively thinking of troubleshooting. Although on the downside it does give me a hell lot of frustrations and stress...but still at least something is being done. Seriously theres only so much you can do when you don't have work to do, and when your at the office everything that you can do must be cut down even further so that limits you to only a handful of things that you can do. Eventually you'll also get bored doing any of those things on a 9-5 job, sigh i too wished that i had a holiday....sleep sounds so good right now.

Heavy Penalty?

2006-12-05T11:30:00.000+08:00

Ok early post since i am waiting for support and have nothing much to do. Anyway i was reading some tech news over at yahoo and i just found out that apparently my country has very very strict penalties on pirated movies...compared to the seven years jail penalty in some other country. I definitely got to say that here there you can find an abundant amount of pirated movies here, but what i didn't know were the strict penalties. Yeah i'll admit that i don't think i would be able to live with those penalties in the event that i were to get them (not like i will since i don't pirate movies anyway), but if it really were as strict why would i still be seeing so many pirated dvd peddlers around?

So whats so strict about the penalties found over here? Well apparently from the news article the penalty is life imprisonment or death....i think i just stopped dead in my tracks reading that, not so much as because i was scared or anything but more because i wasn't aware that there was such a heavy penalty in the first place. So i turned over to my colleague and showed him the article and of course he was just as surprise as i was. Then again its not like i really know if that was true or not nor that i even care if it were true or not....apparently its also same to our fellow neighbors down south. But regardless of the articles validity it definitely got me intrigued so i think i'll look it up later when i have more time. For those of you who are interested in reading it i'll leave you the link.

Very Stressed Condition.

2006-12-04T18:38:00.000+08:00

Think its getting hot again, dammit no more rain....nuuuuu!!! It so fucking hot today i swear i was melting, yeah no joke and even as i was leaving work for home it was still fucking hot got home still the same damn thing. Bah can't it just be cooling or something, i hate this heat...and to make things worst the office was freezing like a freezer today so its really bad when your out its fucking hot and when your in the office its fucking cold, and if you were to go in and out on a regular basis i won't be surprise if i get sick or something. At least if it rained or something then it wouldn't be so bad now would it. Plus i didn't sleep today so i'm being a grouch, and i'm very agitated when i don't sleep....as a matter of fact i was troubleshooting to the point where i was so frustrated that i wanted to smash something...fortunately common sense told me other wise or my poor mouse would have been smashed up.

Speaking of trouble shooting, yes i went into work today and not training thanks to some problem that creeped out of no where on friday which requires my attention and so i had to cancel my training....sigh, and here i was so looking forward to it. Oh well, guess i'd have to wait till next time.....fuck. Well at least one problem has been solved at work, but there are tons more to go and i need to get everything done and fully working in less then 2 weeks and on top of that i still have to study and take my exam in about 2 weeks time also...so i'm pretty much screwed in more ways then one. I better have one hell of a kick ass Christmas present come end of the year cause seriously with the amount of work and shit that i'm going through right now its just about making my head explode like *kaboom!!!*.

I hope I can finish tomorrow.

2006-11-30T18:37:00.000+08:00

I have one more day to wrap things up, didn't really get to do much today though due to some technical mishap, that and of course the lack of information in regards to other settings which i obviously did not set in the first place. All in all if tomorrow goes as planned then i should be able to finish up all the important things by tomorrow.

I really hope i can finish everything by tomorrow though at least then i can go for training...woohoo!!! yeah right, so for all those people that haven't left school yet and think working is all about...well working, then i'm sorry to burst your bubble but that is so far from the truth. Of course work is all about learning new things but if you were in my line of work you actually HAVE to study....sheesh, and here i thought i left school already.

There is a big difference from learning and studying by the way so please don't mix the two up. So why do i have to study again? Well for one there is that exam i have been doing nothing but complaining about and yes i only have 2 more weeks before i go take it and yes this is also the last time i'm gonna postpone the date of the exam....and secondly theres the training, technically training is not really studying but the more you think about it the more it seems like training.

Anyway...after reviewing how the new interface of my blog looks like i realized that i don't really like it, it seems a little....i don't know, messy??? hard to read??? Can't really find the word to describe it, but whatever it is it has been bugging me since i changed it. Especially those lines running across everywhere like every post has like 2 lines or so...well its good in a sense that you know where it starts and where it ends but it just somehow makes it...ah forget it. Oh well i think i'll just look into it when i have more time.

Frustratingly Good

2006-11-29T20:57:00.000+08:00

Today has was a frustratingly good day, frustrating because before lunch i was so frustrated with troubleshooting that i swear if anyone were to have poked me i would get up and beat the shit out of the poor guy so bad that even his mama won't recognize him....yes that frustrated. But like i said that was before lunch la, it was good after lunch because the case was solved. I was so glad and relieved that the thing finally worked after two very very frustrating days of going through materials of how to solve the case. Oh well guess you can say its one of those days at work la huh?

Now that the biggest stumbling block has been removed i can continue with my work and assuming everything runs smoothly (not putting too much hopes on this one), i can get this done by the end of the week....at least i hope to get it done by the end of the week. I really hope i can get everything up by the end of the week though, because i'm suppose to go for training next week and i really really really want to go for that training. Well obviously if my job at my current project is not done then no training for me la....so i'm really pushing myself to get things done.

Hey i didn't really slack my ass off to get into this situation ok....its just bad timing and bad luck that things started falling apart when it was all fine. Conclusion about computer stuff: It can be doing fantastic one minute and the next minute it'll just fuck up and die in front of you...Well then again i guess that applies to most things anyway. Well got work to do, i think i should go read up to prepare myself for tomorrow at least that way i'd know what to do the minute i get in. Oh and just in case you haven't noticed...i've finally migrated my old blog to the new blogger beta, hrm....think i'll do some tweaking when i have more time, but as for now i really need to find food first.

Nothing new

2006-11-28T19:23:00.000+08:00

Been so busy lately, and still busy...its probably gonna be like this for awhile though, which in a way is a good thing at least i ain't complaining about not having work to do. And i have to run around abit sometime this week, the plus side to that is at least i get to plan which day i wanna go run around town so that's not really a bad thing la i guess. The only drawback i guess is i get all tired after work that i get damn lazy to drive out for dinner again...so most of the time I'm just thinking that i should just skip dinner and chill at home, well not really the best idea but its definitely an idea. Hey after all i did gain weight....damn, need to loose that excess fat else i won't be able to wear any of my clothes. Although it does make good excuse to go shopping....hrm, bah i think I'll just stick to being scrawny ol' me. Oh well, think i should kick back and relax now before i try to find someone to take me out for dinner, lol.

Start a Day with a Surprise

2006-11-23T21:45:00.000+08:00

For once (in a long while at least) i've managed to wake up early and get to my colleagues place so that we can car pool to work reaching there early...or were we just on time? Bah doesn't matter point is 'I' was early, something that you don't see everyday. If only more people were there at that time when i got in, they must have been surprised to see me there at that hour, lol. Speaking of surprises i got one myself early this morning. I received a message from someone who i never thought would have messaged me, well i was definitely caught off guard for that one hahaha... so much so that i didn't really know what to do. But considering how busy i've been especially over the past couple of weeks (and a few more weeks to come) i didn't manage to read the message till some time after lunch and then its back to work again. Sigh i guess you could call it a pleasant surprise la hearing from someone who you haven't heard from or seen in a very long time...oh well i better get around to replying that message, i believe i'm like 12 hours overdue or something...lol.

Long Work Day

2006-11-21T23:40:00.000+08:00

This is definitely the first time i've worked this late in months, i am so fucking tired that i'm probably just mumbling some rubbish right now. Oh yeah so where have i been right? Yeah well as you all can probably guess by now i've been so fucking busy that i barely have time to even reply mails (that are not work related)...so seriously blogging would definitely not be any where near my 'to do' list. But i thought that i should take a breather for today even though i'm so god damn tired and just rant or bitch whichever you prefer to call it about how hectic things are for me right now.

Like i've mentioned in my previous posts, exams are creeping up on me at a very alarming rate. And yes even though i was suppose to have taken it by now i obviously haven't due to some unforeseen circumstances, therefore my exams have been put on hold for the time being until i sort out some issues. Secondly the work has been pilling up as of late, funny thing is i'm still on the same project with the same amount of work. So now why is work pilling up...well simply because things start fucking up, this can easily be translated to troubleshooting.

Now for those of you who are not familiar about the term troubleshooting, it simply means countless of hours wasted on trying to find out what the fuck is wrong with something and why the fuck did it stop working. And more often then not the solution is so simple that it takes a mere second to fix things (exaggerated) but it takes a fucking long time to find out the root of the problem. So right now everyday i'm sitting in front of the laptop trying to figure out whats wrong by reading text files that go on forever and ever about something that doesn't make sense and experimenting with the 'what happens if i do this?', which in turn (if unlucky) would give me more problems.

Well you know what they say curiosity killed the cat, but what better way to learn then jumping in head first right...lol. So to sum everything that i've been doing lately i'll just use three words, work, eat and sleep. Yup thats probably bout it, haven't even washed my car for like what...3 weeks now? Gawd its so fucking dirty...i had better wash it this week or else its really gonna be a chore when i finally get around to doing it. By the way if anyone is interested in getting an Apple Nano 4gig, please email me....its brand new just so you know. Sleep....need sleep!!!

Study Study Study

2006-11-14T15:03:00.000+08:00

Ah yes its been awhile hasn't it...Well what can i say, i've been so absolutely busy recently with work and studies. My study breaks consist of releasing some stress by playing some games which require some killing involve, well obviously i'm doing all the killing la else i would be even more stress if i was the one getting killed right? Anyhow today i'm alone at work and it has been an utterly boring day cause i don't really have anyone to talk to here, and no i don't mean talk talk i mean talk as in 'How do you do this?' kind of talk.

Studying has seen some progress lately and i think after the more advanced implementation that we had recently (still on going i might add) i have gained some substantial knowledge to further increase my knowledge in the product. Well it wasn't really all that much to begin with anyway, however i'm still a long way off from being able to pass the paper...sigh this is so depressingly unmotivating. Besides the exam theres all that work although i've pretty much done my entire part i can't say that its completed yet, so still got quite a bit to go on that part.

On a good note i've been getting to work on time lately, hahaha....yeah thats something new, in a good way of course. Ok ok enough bout work, hey did you guys here that the new extremely highly anticipated next generation console is out in Japan, yup thats right i'm talking about the PS3. And did you see the queues that was generated due to its release??? Madness i tell you simply madess....if i were one of them i'd just wait until later to get one. But no thanks i really can't afford one anyway....its so expensive, what to do they just take the price and convert only how to not expensive.

Then theres people in America lining up camping outside the stores to get their PS3 Units not one, not two, not three but nine...yes nine fucking days ahead of the launch. I don't know i'm not much of a camping kind of person so there is no way in hell that i would sit out there in the blistering cold (Even though i love cold weather) for nine days just so i can say that i'm the first guy to buy a PS3 on this side of the planet. I'll probably just pay some guy to go camp there for me, now thats a plan and thats how things should be done.

Ok now i know i'm suppose to post up pics of the new notebook that i've just acquired (not with my money mind you), but unfortunately i can't really do that now so i think i'll just edit this post later and post it up as well as alter this last paragraph. So this is the pre pictures post...stay tuned for the post pictures post....nah don't its just pictures, not like its a new sports car or something of that magnitude, well looks like i better get back to studying.

Mmmmm....Black.

Yes its not the much sought after Intel Core 2 Duo.

More Work

2006-11-08T19:31:00.000+08:00

Oh no, got a big presentation this coming friday, and off all people i have to go first...sigh why me!!!??? I hate doing presentations, and most of all i hate being asked questions so i seriously hope that they don't ask me anything that i can't answer. Well my colleagues will be there la so even if i can't answer i'm sure that one or two of them are more then capable of answering whatever it is they throw at me, but still i'll look stupid...not like i'm not la but still, lol!!!

The day went almost exactly like how i thought it would have, thanks to the late night yesterday i woke up late. Nevermind that i didn't even have enough sleep, so if i actually was too tied up with work and someone asks me something i will actually get a migrane just thinking about it. Man that really sucked, thanks to that i was taking things nice and slow. Nevertheless i managed to finish my task. So now all thats left is a few more tiny bits of pieces here and there...you know touch up work and familiarize myself before the presentation.

In RedBox

2006-11-07T22:41:00.001+08:00

Well believe it or not i am currently blogging in redbox...yes redbox the karaoke place where everyone sings their hearts out. So what exactly am i doing here? Well you see it so happens that today is a birthday celebration for not one, not two but four of my colleagues...woohoo!!! But no la its not really all of them ber birthday together la, but you know la since we all working and all we are all very very busy people so we just decided to celebrate together gether la, easier that way anyway. But i would dare say the best news today is that i'm blogging from my brand-spanking-new notebook...Woohoo!!! Why simply because my old one went kaput on me, i guess i really ran the poor thing to its limits playing WoW and all sorts of other games. Well its not really dead la but its more like my hard disk drive is gone....sniff sniff. Fortunately a friend has managed to boot it up so all i need now is to get a HDD enclosure so that i can put it in to backup all the data.

Now for the bad news, i have been put under extreme pressure because i need to do my certification. Well i know i've been talkin bout that but the thing is if i fail marginally its ok la, but if i do really badly (Which i think i will) then i'm really fucked....and i mean seriously fucked. Then of course i've got some issues that i have to sort out, the main problem here is i know what to do but at the same time u don't know if i can handle it. So in that sense i think i'm screwed as well....sigh, if i were to summarise the last two months i'll have to say its mostly been fucked up. Oh well i guess all i can really do is try my best and pray....Pray really hard. Well i'll try to put some pictures up when i have the time, until then i guess i have to start singing or something, lol...Sigh.

Support

2006-11-02T22:52:00.000+08:00

I had a call from support today regarding some work issues that my incompetent brain couldn't solve. Well i got the reply yesterday actually but everything was through email, so nothing big there until of course i actually replied the mail and then i received a phone call from an anonymous number nevertheless. To be honest i didn't really want to answer the call in the first place thinking that this might be some funny phone call, but i thought then 'hey what the hell, if i don't want to speak to the person i could always say i'm busy right'. And so when i picked up i was surprise to hear a girls voice, and a rather cute voice too i might add. The best part was it was a call from the support that was corresponding to my 'distress' signal...lol.

Initially when i got the reply through mail i thought that i was dealing with a guy, i knew the support was coming from China and i didn't really like the idea since i might have real problems trying to communicate with the person. Well i'm not saying that they can't speak but i'm more worried about the accent and that would result in repeating ourselves over and over again and that would really prove to be time consuming. But i think today was pretty ok since i actually manage to understand what the support was trying to say so its all good. She was kinda cute too cause she was trying so hard to explain to me the solution to my problems and all, and i could tell that she was really having a hard time.

And for your information i didn't see how she looks like and neither do i intend to, but after today i think any bad things i have to say about speaking with chinese support well i'll take it all back because they are really good. My problems was instantly solve after that phone call, yup thats right by listening to her advice on how to solve my problem i actually manage to work things out and everything is progressing smoothly. As a matter of fact i had a few colleagues who had similar experiences with China's support and they really do things fast and they're very good at what they do too...seriously i'm impressed (Although it doesn't really take that much to impress me). The one thing i felt funny talking to that support girl though was that her name is similar to one of my buddies name so that was kinda of a turn off. For those of you who are curious to know which of my buddy...well all i say is he's the 'Rain Maker' Lol!!!!

Borat

2006-10-31T19:03:00.000+08:00

I am so fucking tired today that i didn't wanna blog, but then i was chilling in my room surfing and stuff when i thought that 'hey its been some time since i've been on youtube'. So i went and see if there were any interesting videos to see...Well of course got la else this post won't exist right, lol. So anyway just to humour you guys with his sense of idiocy i present to you Borat.

Strange dreams

2006-10-30T15:05:00.000+08:00

I had one of the weirdest dream over the weekend, weird as in it was something that would never happen...but if it does i really don't mind at all, hahaha. So anyways the dream goes a little something like i was driving and all, in a brand spanking new car. That occuring by itself is already very unlikely since i'm probably not gonna upgrade my car anytime soon, but what was really out of this world is that the car i was driving is something that only a few can afford...i was driving a Lamborghini, yes a set of wheels that costs in the millions (well at least in this country la). So i was driving to meet my friends or something when i came to a traffic light near my high school when there was a traffic jam due to some accident that occured up ahead. The jam was so bad that it was actually more of a traffic stand still and no cars were moving, so i decided to just stop my car at the side of the road and get out of the car to see whats going on.

So it would seem that at least one (or more) of my friend was involved in the accident, don't worry nothing serious, just your normal car hit car pile up until the whole road block kinda thing but friend/friends were uninjured. So they were all lepaking at the side of road talking whatever it is they were talking about when i came and ask whats going on. Ok i don't know if they actually told me what was going on but whatever it is i can't remember. The only thing i remembered after that was that i offered to take a friend for a spin and after that i woke up. But really the strangest part about the whole thing is actually the car, yes first of all its a very very expensive car that i probably would only get in my dreams (proved with this dream...lol), and secondly if i had that kind of money i wouldn't have bought that car in the first place and finally if i did have that car anyway i wouldn't have been driving it during the day time on a weekday going for a drink.

But honestly though i really wouldn't mind having the car, then i can sell it or something i get a different car. You know something that i'd probably would like more, and now what could i possible like more then owning a Lamborghini? Well i don't know but i like Jap cars a whole lot better. Oh well, its was definately a strange dream for me but it was pleasantly nice since i got to own a very nice car although it was very short lived and very unreal...lol. Speaking about cars, now that the holidays are but a distant past, once again our daily lives will be flooded with the nightmare of traffic jams....sigh, i'm gonna get a headache because of this.

I want a longer holiday

2006-10-26T15:11:00.000+08:00

Ah yes the first day of work after a considerably long holiday and so the big question is "How do you feel"...Well to be completely and brutally honest it totally fucking sucks!!! I wanna stay on holiday like for an indefinate period, then i'd be happy. Dammit wish i could just stop time then that would solve everything, hell i don't even need for the rest of the world to move also...i'll just layan myself the whole day and night, And since time has stopped i could like just go out and eat for free la, pump petrol free la....oh wait cannot petrol stations got cctv cameras. Then i got all the time in the world to do my studying for this cert that i'm suppose to take, sigh adding stress unto myself only. For entertainment well i can play games the whole day....yeah single player games of course, but i think most important of all i can sleep as much as i want and like a pig, yeah that would be the best.

Ah fuck la, i'm just so sick and tired of my current routine la i guess...not really sick at it as in i don't want to do it anymore or i'm being forced to do this and that (well forced to do some stuff got la but not everything la), i guess you could say that i feel like something's missing. I mean i'm sure theres more to life then just this right....dunno la i think i'm getting senile already at this age. Yeah i think a trip to somewhere out of this god forsaken country would be a good start. On top of that i feel tired and sleepy right now, hell if i were to go and sleep now no one would even know i tell you well besides maybe my colleagues who just happen to be sitting next to me la, so not good. After all this place is empty and the airconditioning is cold too, plus the filling lunch i had hrm....a perfect combo for a nice nap.

A Better Day

2006-10-20T22:07:00.001+08:00

Ok today was definately a much much better day compared to the past two days, and when i saw much better i mean like TONS better. Had a meeting and then dinner after that with the whole company although some people couldn't make it (yeah that was the saddest part of today)...and i have to say it was pretty refreshing i mean the change and all, the best part is i'll be on holiday till next thursday so it was definately a good thing. Dinner wasn't really that great, and sorry i didn't take pictures so that i can show the whole world what i ate. But if i was payin for todays dinner then i'll probably never go back there again, or maybe i choose the wrong thing to eat. Well i guess if i ever do go there again i'll just try something different, and if that still isn't all that great then i guess that would definately be the last time i'm ever gonna go there.

Todays meeting gave me a better understanding of things going on in the company which is always a good thing, due to the fact that you are more aware about the entire organisation and what benefits and what not you are entitled to. So now i have to look at some stuff like getting insurance...but thats probably gonna happen when i have my next company meeting. Apparently theres gonna be another one and i'd like to see the agenda on that one, hrm...initially i was kinda reluctant to go, but after today i'm kinda looking forward to the next one. Its strange, maybe its because starting tomorrow i'm on a really long break...i don't know, well i guess we'll just have to wait and see how things go. Good la anyway...i hope this can help further fuel me to achieve more.

Uber Stessed Out

2006-10-19T19:14:00.000+08:00

Wah stress...seriously stress, so stress until i want to kill, and i mean really kill!!!Got bloodlust jor!!! Mch yesterday fucking bad day all so damn stress already then i blogged about it long long bitching post and then dunno what the fuck happened by it obviously din get posted la for whatever reason i dunno and i really dun care anymore jor....too stress already maybe i should get myself one of those stress balls i heard it helps, then again i would probably tear it up to shreds, ARGH!!! cannot take it jor!!!

*Edited*

Hey WTF!!??? My post yesterday suddenly appeared!!! Its like Magic!!! Now if only the tagboard could just disappear without me doing anything.

Horribly Tragic Day

2006-10-18T19:23:00.000+08:00

Today is a horrible horrible day...its so horrible i don't even know where to start. I woke up this morning early, and i thought hey not bad you know...long day ahead but not bad. I started driving to work when some moron decided to cut the lane and in doing so hit the cone that was placed there to PREVENT people from cutting into the path of my car. So i had to stop, luckily the car behind me saw what happened and didn't really need to press hard on the brakes. Ok i least i didn't get hit, but i can't move also....great just fucking great, so i had to look at the other lane making sure no fucker was gonna come near me as i attempt to step out of the car so move to fucking cone out of my fucking way...Of course la you know how fucked up drivers in this country is mar so they ber horn horn la, fuck them la i should just like fucking thrown the cone to the next lane i cabut only stupid fuckers. I really don't understand, if you wanna prevent people from cutting in so much just wall the goddamn place up la instead of doing this every morning and i think what happened today just made the jam worst, at least for awhile anyway.

Then since i was early i thought that i'd try a different route to work today, never taken that route before only took it once and that was from the opposite direction. Well i guess in overestimated my own sense of direction because i overshot the turning and therefore had to drive around to look for a way to get back...wasn't really that bad la, but i'm guessing it took me bout 10 minutes cause i went really slow to make sure i saw where to turn this time, else i would have probably just driven straight till i hit KLIA or something. So after those two incidents i ended up being late for about 30 minutes or so, fuck man from being early to being late...now how the fuck did that happen, talk bout unfortunate man. The day pretty much went by pretty smoothly after that did my own stuff read up on my module for the cert that i should be sitting for sometime end of the month.

After lunch it was back to work and then someone brought to my attention that the module that i was handling wasn't really working as it should have been, so i thought hey no problems i'll look into it and get it fixed in no time. Yeah thats what i thought la...fuck man what a dumbass. But just to cut the already long story short i basically fucked the thing up, hell i fucked it up so bad that not only my part was effected...but anyone who was doing anything on that drive that needed to use certain protocols for their module, well too bad we gotta do it all over again. Why??? Well because i fucked the config and it cannot be undone so we need to clear the damn thing and do it all over again...Great huh?? Best part is we have a timeline to follow, and we can't stay back late too...Woohoo!!! Fan-Fucking-Tastic i tell you. But honestly i think every 18th of October just hates me, every year nothing good ever happens on this day. I think next year i'll just stay at home and sleep through the whole day so when i wake up there ain't gonna be an 18th Oct, hell i'll even wipe that date off my calendars or something.

Stressed with Morons.

2006-10-16T19:52:00.000+08:00

Wow what is up with the traffic today man? This is the first time ever where i had to take more then one hour to get home from the office...i think it was more like one and a half hour stuck in traffic. Thats fucking ridiculous if you think about it my house is only like 15 minutes away from the office, now how did 15 minutes become one and a half hours??? Something must have gone terribly wrong somewhere. At first i thought it was because there was some accident or something but after inching and inching myself through the endless stream of cars...i didn't see shit!!! So whats all the hold up about??? The wet road??? Fucking hell i couldn't have came home way earlier if it weren't for dumbasses who are scared of the goddamn rain!!!

Don't get me wrong i like rain, rain is good....keeps the air cool, and with the recent haze around it also helps clear the air and on top of that i don't have to water the plants cause mothernature has already got to that before i can, so whats there not to like right? Well obviously its not the rain that i am pissed about, its more like the fucking morons on the road. Notice when it rains its always jam, cause maybe some fool decided to leave early to avoid the rain and blah blah blah...Hell i don't even have an umbrella in my car and i don't give a fuck. Already la damn stress with work and all...now i got to study this thick ass manual for my certification which equates to more stress, and the idiots on the road wanna add on top of that summore meh!!!??? Ok i need to chill...go kill something, thats always a good way.

Searching for the unknown

2006-10-13T16:08:00.000+08:00

I guess its was a bittersweet day after all, something that was totally unexpected yet somehow somewhere i always knew that it would have been this way. But denial was probably the culprit, but denial as someone once said is the first step to acceptance. Was today closure? or did it just create more unanswered questions? Only time will tell....

The vortex that constantly envelopes me never seem to fade, and as time goes by i slowly but surely sink further into a void unknown of my own fate. I try and i try to struggle free from its clutches but my struggle is all in vain...have i given up? I don't know. I seek to find the answer to questions that i don't know of. So what am i looking for?

Perhaps i'm looking for my purpose...yes perhaps that is what i want? I wish my future was revealed to me somehow, at least then i might have the drive to move forward. And as i sluggishly drag my heavy feet through the mud, i sink deeper and deeper into an abyss devoid of life and existance...into an eternity of sorrow.

Mail and Search Engines

2006-10-12T16:31:00.000+08:00

While i was waiting for some stuff to get done here at work today i was exploring around the normal stuff that i do daily, in particularly the email. So i'll start with yahoo mail, did you guys know that yahoo recently launched the beta yahoo mail, a new interface and more...i'll have to say one thing bout it, its totally fucking cool!!! But one thing i don't really like bout it is its a lot slower then what it used to be, which could be a bad thing...But i like things that look and feel cool and high tech, so the eye candy was enough to make me ignore the slowness. But seriously if you haven't already tried it i'd encourage you to go and try it now...Besides if you can't stand it or too confusing or whatever the hell reason you have for not liking it well theres always a 'switch back' button to revert your mail back into the yahoo mail that you are more familiar with...so pretty nifty huh?

Now that i've said my share regarding yahoo, its time for my personal favorite....Google!!! I've always said that if the websites were alive then the whole world would have three best friends, and they are: wikipedia, google and youtube. Now that youtube and goole are already one, i guess i should revise that list and make it two best friends. But anyway back to the story...i was looking at all the other available features listed in my google mail (you know all them links located on the top left of the interface), and i just realise a whole bunch of stuff that i could use. Google has so many things that i don't even know where to begin...but if i were to describe google, it say something like...Google is like the borg, assimilating everything in its path...And of course resistance is futile!!! mwahahaha!! Ahem...sorry bout that, but yeah google rocks man,

I mean how can they not rock...think about it google is so big and famous that when you talk bout searching for things online, you don't go "Go online and search for it" instead people just say "Go google it". See how searching for things online has now become synonymous with google...thats how "terrer" they have become. But then again i'm just like a delusional fan boy la...going on and on and on about something that seems so great, at least for me and from my perspective la. But seriously though whether you like it or not they are the leading search engine and thats really got to mean something whether you like it. I just hope their acquisition of youtube is a good move, if you ask me i think it is but thats just me la. I'm sure alot of people are a bit skeptical over the whole thing but i guess we'll all have to wait and see the outcome huh? Only time will tell.

Rant

2006-10-11T19:48:00.000+08:00

As everyday pass the day gets nearer...sigh i don't want it to come, i just want it to slip pass without me even knowing yet i can't seem to just ignore it. So how leh like that? Bah you know what i don't really have the energy to think of such tiny matters, my brain has more important things to think about then a day in a year. Ok on to other matters...I was stuck in what i would call the most horrific traffic jam in my life ever, well i'm sure some other people have been through worst but for me this has got to be it. At least in my own car la...considering that i didn't have a car for a long time and most of the time i'm probably sitting in some one elses car or more like sleeping in some one elses car, then yeah this was just fucked up.

And the weather man what the fuck is up with the weather...First its all totally fucking hot and sunny and the next minute it starts to rain, and i'm still thinking if the rain started because the clouds were beeing seeded or was it of natural causes? Well whatever it is its really making my car dirty and i hate it!!! Of course dirty la!! With all the cibai haze floating around and then rain so the dust sticks to your car when the water droplets dry up. Seriously Indonesia should fucking get their shit together man, every goddamn year its the same damn thing. Lucky i haven't actually felt really sick because of it unlike last year. Nevertheless i'm having my cough thanks to it la. Seriously though weather better start improving...and i mean soon!!! Like yesterday soon, else i'm really gonna get sick one day.

Blah Blah...Uttering Nonsense

2006-10-10T16:19:00.000+08:00

Wow i've got so much work to do lately that i've been getting a headache, and the best part of it all is that i am no where near finished. If i were honest i would say that its like i've hardly done anything at all...well at least on my part. Like i've been saying, in my line of work most of the time its really not like i wanna do work or what not its more like i'm waiting for other parties to complete what they're suppose to do before i can actually start my part. I think i really need a break but with all the workload that i have lately i really can't see myself having a holiday of any sort...Well maybe during the weekend or something.

Strangely for the first time i'll be looking forward to the Raya Holidays...reason being because its a holiday. Phew its been awhile since i last bitched, kinda glad that i'm back at it again...mwahahahaha!!! But looking at the bright side of things i would dare say that i'm finally settling down with all this working shit yes FINALLY after so damn fucking long...took me awhile i must admit but hey!!! better now then never right? So anyways recently i have quite the drive to work, of course not SOOO semangat la, but its still a drive nevertheless la. Thinking back at how i used to be around 4 months ago i would definately have to say that this has been a drastic change for me. Although i'm also pretty sure that to the most of you it really ain't nothing much of a change la.

Besides all this work thats pilling up on me i've done pretty much nothing in terms of entertainment besides your normal go out and yum cha and normal normal stuff like that, yes and i still go out for drinks even if the haze was bad. Bah!!! no gawddamn ash flying around the sky is gonna kill me, after all my lungs have already been tarnished....Badly!!! Of course then again if haze actually came like a tsunami i think i would still die la, on rushing cloud of pollution in one whiff can be pretty deadly don't you think, i'll be like totally engulfed in a cloud of contaminants thats suppose to be bad for health and imagine all that in one go...i'd say yeah i'm pretty much fucked in that case, lol.

Hey don't mind me rambling aight i'm just slightly bored cause this is the first time that i'm in the office in about 1 month plus. So i kinda get to blog now and i can't really think of anything so i'm just splurting out some garbage...or any garbage that comes to mind. Think i might be going a bit mental already, lol. Speaking of nothing to do i was thinking of trying blogger beta...was looking at it a little while earlier and yeah it does have more custamisable features which is a good thing, although for a lazy bugger like me i'd really like it if they had added a wider variety of new templates, that'd be extremely cool so i can change the look of my blog. Still thinkin if i should migrate to the new beta blog but i think i'll just give it a test run for a little while more first to see how things go. Well i better get back to work and stop slacking before more work comes in.

Wedding Bells for Weekend

2006-10-09T16:21:00.000+08:00

On any normal Saturday i would most likely if not most definately be sleeping my lazy ass of till whatever time i damn please after all it is the weekend, and recently i've been so busy and i lack so much sleep that in my opinion its only right if i did that, lol. But the just passed weekend wasn't the case, instead my schedule was so packed that it was worst then my normal working day. Not only was it worst it was much more tiring as well. But i would have to say it was all for a good reason, a VERY good reason even. So before i start my long winded story i would first like to say congratulations to my buddy Shaun for getting himself married!!! lol!!! YAY!!!!

Yes thats exactly what happened, i had to go for a wedding dinner...so what does that have to do with waking up early and staying out the whole day? You see i was one of the 'Heng Tais' so morning morning must wake up and go to the bridegrooms house to synchronise ourselves with the other Heng Tais and then convoy our asses off to the brides house where we had to play what is normally called 'Games'. It was a horror show i tell you....i'll be traumatised for life, i'll never get married!!! sniff sniff!!! HAHAHA!!! No la, the 'Chi Muis' very nice wan all give chance, i tell you if not everybody sure die already wan.

And after playing them 'Games' there was the tea ceremony with the brides parents, and some photo taking. After that we had to like go all the way back to the bridegrooms house where we had lunch, another tea ceremony and more photo taking. How not to tired??? I tell you if i was the one driving i think i'd probably collapse before the day was over so fortunately i wasn't la. Some more i have like a trademark of being late for everything so i was obviously late in the morning also, so yeah my bad...shit i should really do something bout my tardiness (suggestions are welcome).

Then i went out for a drink after that la, but for awhile only....got home rest for a bit then had to wash my car cause it was really dirty thanks to some bird droppings (i swear i'll shoot them all down man i tell you...fucking birds). Again was suppose to go for the blessing ceremony which was just before the cocktail party and as usual i was latela, so my best friend, another friend and i were late lucky not so late as to have completely missed the whole thing la. We probably missed like 85% of the ceremony but still at least got 15% hahahaha. Then dinner lor....Dinner is really a long story so i'm not even gonna bother telling story here la. But just so you know i had to go on stage to do some cheer, and i also help in the yam seng part but only 3 tables...need to drive ler thats why.

I would really like to put up some pics from the whole event ler but unfortunately i don't have pictures of the event, cause there were so many camera guys running around with their SLR's that i felt so inferior so i didn't even bother la. Besides bridegroom my buddy what anytime can take from him wan ler. Another reason is because not nice la so many people face there i don't wanna go to them one by one asking if ok or not i flaunt their pictures all over the internet, lol. Anyways i stayed there till the whole thing was over and it was really pretty funny the dinner aftermath and the speech that the best man gave was so gay we were like cringing in our seats just listening to it...but was nice la.

Oh well so far thats the first friend of mine that i meet on a regular basis to have walked down the married path. So one down, and many more to go...crap come to think of it i do have quite a number of friends thats in the 'about time' age. Hope they all don't get married all at once or that'll definately blow a hole in my wallet, eek!!! Oh and yesterday was a friends birthday so heres wishing her a very happy birthday...and in 4 more days another friends birthday. Wow come to think of it i know quite a few librans...hehehe. Wah if all decided to celebrate by hitting the clubs, i'll also go broke....so fortunately not all of them are doing that. But i think there should be one next weekend that should be hitting the clubs. Oh gawd what a busy month this turned out to be.

Stag Party

2006-10-03T15:39:00.000+08:00

Over the weekend a bunch of friends and i were having a stag party for one of our buddies who's gonna be married soon. The whole idea was to get him dead and no longer vertical by the end of the day...well that didn't really happen and instead i was the one that wasn't vertical when we left the club. We got there pretty early actually so we had kinda like a head start in the drinking department. But it didn't take very long for the crowd to start filling in the empty tables and pretty soon the place was jammed packed. I knew some of my friends would be there to celebrate another friends birthday so immediately i knew that there were going to be two different groups of friends there. Of course later i found out that it was kinda split up so instead of two groups it now became three groups.

Oh well, the more the merrier i guess....so there i was trying very hard to get the-soon-to-be bridegroom drunk and at the same time entertaining some old friends that i haven't seen in a very long time when i decided that i should make my rounds. Now for those of you who don't know what them 'rounds' mean let me enlighten you. Basically it means going around to see them other groups of friend to say hi and have a drink or two...a courtesy thing so to speak. So off i went to say happy birthday to the birthday girl and i was shocked to see another old friend that i haven't seen in a very very very long time there. So chatted for a bit, drank for a bit...down 2 glasses with the birthday girl, took a picture or two. Suddenly one of my buddies went like 'Hey isn't that so and so's brother?". And i was like 'Where!!!???'

Went there started talkin to that guy met another group of friends that i used to hang out with about like 10 years ago so went and catch up and stuff and drink some more, well you get the picture. By the time i went back to my table i was a little more then tipsy but still managing just fine...So i thought to myself, i think i'd better hit the floor and try to sweat it out or something. But you know la i'm not exactly that young anymore so after a while i kinda got tired 'Oh my old bones'. After resting for a few minutes i decided to head back to my seat....went there grab my glass had it filled and did my second (and final) round. Almost at the end of my round i found out that another group of friends were there, so in total i now have 5 groups of friends...and i thought oh shit i'm fucked.

So when i finally hit that last table i knew i can't handle anymore that what i've already taken, so i was just chatting and stuff when one of my old buddies came from behind and drag me to another table where a whole tray of tequila shots was waiting...well i don't think i need to elaborate more but just to cut the story short, i wasn't walking very straight after that. Hell i wasn't even aware of what i was doing let alone anything else for that matter. With that said the prime objective of the day resulted in FAILURE. Of course i got a lotta shit too because it was as though i was the bridegroom to be instead of my buddy, lol!!! But oh well, one thing i know...i sure did have alotta fun. I'll try and see if i can put some pics up....but just so you guys can laugh at me heres me being dead.

I don't feel so good...need sleep!!! Zzzzz!!!!!

Asking for Directions

2006-09-26T17:37:00.000+08:00

Since i normally tell the whole world where i went or where i'm going you guys would probably remember i was complaining about going to Banting a few weeks or days or however long was it ago right. Well yesterday a funny thing happened, you see one of my managers was suppose to go there and he obviously didn't know the way so he called me up to ask me where or how to get there.

B: Eh how to get to banting ar?
me: Oh well if you use the kesas highway...
B: what if i'm using NKVE?
me: Oh...erm, well once you reach klang just go towards the end of klang and keep going straight.
B: So i just keep going straight until the end and i'll reach there?
me: yeah, something like that...probably take bout 45 minutes once you reach klang.
B: ???
B: You mean once i reach klang i still need another 45 minutes?
me: erm, yeah about there la.
B: Wah!!! how far is the place.
me: Hrm, i'd say about 70+ km....one way.
B: Holy!!! Thats like going back to my hometown already...so far wan ar the place.
me: yup.
B: Erm, later you can draw map for me ar?
me: hahaha, ok ok.

So now you know leh how far i have to go over the past few weeks. But it was so funny cause i thought he knew how to get there, but i was obviously wrong la he apparently have never even seen the place how much more been there. So i hope he got that ok though, it would really suck to get lost in a place so far from home. Fortunately for me i have used that road frequently when i was a lot younger so i know my way around that area...another plus factor was that the roads there didn't really change much (long story how i know the roads there...not gonna talk bout it). I really can't imagine if i were to have driven there by myself alone the first time..."Mommy i'm scared!!!" LOL

Utter Rubish

2006-09-25T18:01:00.000+08:00

Sigh and so the week begins once again and that means back to work. I see another jam packed week for me, cept for this thursday where i took leave so i can go pick up my brother from the airport. Then maybe i can go settle some stuff as well, hopefully pay comes out on time though i'm running a little low already...too low in fact. Hrm, thinking i should get myself a new notebook bag, mines really bulky so i don't really like it. I mean even though my notebook is a little bigger compared to everyone else but i still feel that my bag makes it look even bigger and its really a bother, so maybe i should get a new bag...still thinking though cause it ain't gonna come cheap.

But as much as i want something i think i'll just settle for ciggies...seriously with the ever increasing prices of ciggies that will see no end, nothing will beat duty free ciggies. Actually as long as its cheaper then anywhere else i don't care how it tastes its gonna work for me, free would be like a good dream...lol. Yeah been smoking like a chimney, not good...oh well, still have yet to find that reason to quit. If only there was such thing as buying petrol from duty free now that would absolutely rock, hell thats reason enough for me to not buy duty free ciggies....its like yeah gimme all the fuel that every single cent i have can buy. I won't even need loose change for emergency, as long as i have gas i have everything i need...mwahahahaha

Being Bitchy

2006-09-21T16:16:00.000+08:00

After finally hearing about what happened to my guild in WoW i have concluded that its safe to say that my WoW career is as good as finish...erm, not like there was much to begin with anyway but i don't have any reason whatsoever to back in anymore. So maybe i should just sell the account like i intended too. Anyways was talking to a friend on MSN earlier asking her about the situation with the guild and blah blah blah and yeah thats how i found out as i refuse to log into the game. So anyway this friend of mine is going out with one of my old friends that i used to hang out with whose birthday just happen to pass not too long ago (i think it was last weekend). We were talkin bout giving him a surprise something stupid like pushing him into a pool or something along those lines. But then in the end i wasn't called for their thingy...which was really a stupid incident altogether, of course i'm not saying this without basis la. I would have loved to put up the chat logs of what happened that day but then i'd rather not la hor....its like invading someone privacy. But actually it was really only due to some incompetant individuals that happen to be present at the little birthday bash that they were having.

Aiyah whatever it is there are alot of issues that came along in the past 24 hours that i'm really in a very bitchy mood so i'm gonna try to be as non bitchy as i can (yeah right!!! I'd be as bitchy as i pretty damn well please!!!). Lets see i have so much work to do lately that it isn't funny, and to make matter worst the security for the current project i'm on is so tight that a virgin's pussy would be put to shame (ok i'm exaggerating...but you get the picture la). This is the first time that i have to take a mug shot to do something for a client...well i'm really fine with that you want my picture take lor, want my autograph too??? But want i didn't know was that they actually ran a background check on me!!! Its like WTF!!! do you wanna know what color are my boxers too??? Sheesh....Well its really my first time i guess i'll get used to it after awhile, so as for now i'm just gonna be ranting all bout it. So how come i was never warned of such things before...oh wait i had been warned, some more of worst incidents...lol!!! Must have slipped my mind. Ugh so much work to do...so much WAITING to do, thats the worst really. Work isn't really so bad when you can just do it instead of waiting for things so that you can START the actual work. Sigh i think i've gone long enough la....besides finger getting tired.

Training Day 2

2006-09-19T17:47:00.000+08:00

1 more day of training to go, well i guess it wasn't really too bad today wasn't really that stressful on my brain. Least i don't have a freaking headache unlike yesterday...maybe it was cause i lacked sleep or food or something, i don't know but whatever it is it wasn't really the most pleasent thing in the world. Anyways, because most of the training required us to like do some automated processes that actually leaved us with ample of time to walk around the office and do our own stuff instead of just sitting in front of the screen listening to what suppose to be done and blah blah blah. And because of that i actually managed to as you can see now....blog, woohoo.

Needless to say all i did was pretty useless boring stuff, like change or modify my notebooks shell32 so that it'll look like an apple pc instead of well your normal lookin windows interface. Got to say though that after changing the interface...gawd does my desktop look so sexy, lol!!! Besides that i don't think i actually did all that much since i wasn't hooked up to the network for the most part of the day, which means i didn't get to do anything on the internet...even if i did for some reason the WiFi in my office refused to give me internet connections.

Oh i went to satisfy my craving to play Time Crissis 4 (that is one kick ass game i tell you), and after that i went for a drink at a nearby mamak. I think i was there for less the 10 minutes when i saw an old classmate of mine with her husband, so i went to say hi and catch up on things and stuff like that. I ended up ditching my friends and just sat with them till we all went back (yeah i'm evil...gonna burn in hell). So some other old classmates dropped by later and one of them brought something i never would have thought i'd see in this time and day.

Oh my gawd its a tai kor tai!!!

Training Day 1

2006-09-18T18:03:00.000+08:00

Wow that was some intense training, it feels like my brain is about to explode. What to do crash course, but good la at least now i have a better understanding of the product. I can officially tell you a bunch of shit and its all gonna be true although you'll have absolutely no idea of what i'll be talkin about...well even if i were to lie and all its gonna sound so impressive that you're gonna believe the shit i feed you all anyway so yeah...mwahahaha. Erm, sorry bout that....brain going rogue on me, lol. Hrm, i think to unwind today i shall go and kill some people at the arcade...lol. Gotta make some phone calls now to see who wants to be my partner in crime...oh yeah and then theres dinner too, fuckin hungry.

Long work day.

2006-09-15T22:05:00.000+08:00

Wah lao talk about travelling...i was everywhere today from all the way north to all the way south of selangor, i went through the same toll four times and was in three different locations. Lets see i got out of the house at about 8 something 9 in the morning and now its 10pm, yeah i just got home and had my shower. What to do traffic was a killer today, like every other rainy day la so nothing surprising there. The one thing that i really hate about traffic jams are how your car consumes more petrol compared to driving when the roads are clear...strange ain't it but yeah, and because of the thousand and one fucking morons that don't know how to drive being fucked up on the road i was forced to get into my road rage mode and be more aggressive which would have also meant pressing more of the gas pedal...sigh more petrol down the drain.

I think i've said earlier that i'll be pretty busy and boy was i right, my entire next weeks schedule has already been laid out so in terms of work i have something to do every day for the next week...woohoo!!! no boring don't know what to do day, then again there wasn't one of those this week as well. For the week after, well no news yet but theres definately bound to be something sneaking around to corner to jump on me...hell i'm so sure of it i can smell it from where i am now (hrm, or is that my stinky feet???). I'm definately tired as hell but i'm so hungy as well cause i haven't had my dinner....no time. Now i have to look for some one to teman me go eat, crap hate it when i have to eat dinner this late. Oh and before i go i wanted to wish Ms. MooseMousse a very happy birthday...so for birthday present i'll bring you out to go eat so you won't feel all the pain and stuff, lol. Oh time for me to look for food.

Packed Schedule

2006-09-14T18:02:00.000+08:00

Phew been so busy at work i don't really have time to do much these days, much less blog all about it. Schedule has been packed to the brim for the next week as well...luckily its gonna be the weekend, that would definately be a welcome breather for sure. Now i can go and clean my car or something its so god damn dirty i tell you...must be the fucking weather. I was just thinkin bout if i still played WoW actively, man it would probably have ended the same way as it already is...so in some ways all this time not playing was something like a preperation for live after WoW. I guess i should really off load the accound, at least i know someone that would definately be interested. But we'll have to wait and see ler, it is still something that i really can't imagine letting go off for now. Sentimental value i guess...i don't knnow, either that or i'm still very intrigued with the game and still wanna go back sometimes to just play or something. Its not like if i sold it i can't play anymore or anything after all gonna sell it to and old friend...oh well i'll guess i'll just wait and see la.

Funny thing is i have so much to do at work but i seem to be starting work later and leaving earlier, of course when i'm working its like a damn crash course or something la. Actually it isn't really up to me to decide also since i have to work together with customers and other people. Of course if you'd ask me i'd rather start at whatever time i feel comfortable with la, like at night or something so i can sleep longer during the day and avoid all the traffic to work and from work. One thing good though i've got training next week, kinda looking forward to that at least i'll get some question answered...been fiddling with that damn software for what seems like forever and i never seem to be able to get it right, on top of that the damn help isn't really helping instead it just confuses the hell out of you and at the end of the day you're left in a worst situation then when you started...gg documentation i'll say. Oh well gotta get back to work and arrange stuff for tomorrow.

No pictures

2006-09-12T17:06:00.000+08:00

Ok you know what i give up no more trying to upload them pictures, i'll just leave it to someone else to put it up....maybe i'll try la one last time when i get home, but after that thats it no more. This is fucking stupid man....i practically spend 2 hours plus a day just trying to upload pictures. I don't know bout you people but seriously thats something very wrong with that...hell its not even alot its just four pictures. Been quite busy at work today...i think this is the first time that i had so much to do when i'm in the office. Well of course you all should know la i whine like a bitch (at least i've been told :P) day in and day out bout how theres always nothing for me to do in the office and what not. But yeah today is pretty different lots to do, with so many problems that i can't really get things done properly and i can't continue tomorrow cause i need to be elsewhere...phew, talk about busy. Its amazing how all of a sudden a whole ton of work can just drop right in front of you...oh well guess my slacking days have been numbered.

Weekend.

2006-09-11T15:15:00.000+08:00

Ok that was definately a weekend of cam-whoring and a big blow to my budget this month. Now i have to put my belt tighter a notch so save up on my ever increasing appetite for food which would also obviously be harder on my already small wallet...lol. So i was at midvalley during the weekend with Wimal, Mikel and erm...i'll leave the last persons name annonymous. We were there for quite some time too i might add i think i was there from around 3 something 4 to around 10.30pm. So about 6 to 7 hours in a shopping mall without shopping for anything...although we did some window shop, like for car accessories and stuff which Mikel had to give me a wake up slap.

Mikel: Wake up!!! Wake up!!! Stop dreaming!!!
Me: Huh??? where am i??? what happened???
Wimal: You were fantasizing bout adding ridiculously expensive stuff for your car.
Me: Oh was i??? Hahaha guess i needed that then.
Wimal: So thats your future planning?
Me: More like future investment...lol.

Come to think of it i think it'll be more of a liability then investment if i ever do get those stuff, like a rm500++ stearing wheel and a rm300++ gear knob and thats just the tip of the iceberg. Oh i'll probably get those one...but not anytime soon. Sometimes i question the logic in getting those...For example my car has airbags, and if i were to replace my current stearing with something thats worth rm500++ without airbag whats it gonna do for me? I mean if you were to say that just by changing the stearing your car gets an increase in horsepower now thats something...but i honestly don't see how changing it would increase my cars performance cept for stearing responsiveness, and its not like my car can go all that fast anyway. Well maybe i'll still get it one fine day, you know just for fun...lol.

Dammit i've been trying to upload the pics that i took over the weekend for the pass 2 hours or so but i have no idea whats wrong with the line or what not but whatever it is its definately not uploading...and frankly speaking i'm very frustrated with it. So i think i'll skip the pictures for another time, besides i only have 4 the rest are with Mikel i think...so maybe i should just wait till i get those.

Busy Month

2006-09-08T18:11:00.000+08:00

It would seem that this month is gonna be a pretty busy month for me, excluding the work that is. A dear friend of mine just came back from Hong Kong lately and i went to meet her last night, well to be honest it wasn't as long as i expected it to be. I would have liked to chat with her a little longer, but oh well its not like there isn't a next time or anything right? Then end of the month my best friend would be coming back, and of course there is tomorrow...gonna meet up with splashmilk along with Wimal....hahaha. And once again its like i said this is all excluding the work stuff, if you wanna add that in then there is gonna be like a training session towards the end of the month and then theres all the traveling to Banting that still needs to be done and then there are a few projects that have been postponed (thank god) for now. If those projects went live now hell i don't know if i even can sleep already, lol. But its all good at least all these stuff is keeping me busy...i bet it beats the hell out of bitching about nothing to do right. Hrm, thinkin bout washing my car again this weekend....don't know if its such a good idea though.

Glutton is me

2006-09-07T16:27:00.000+08:00

I've been seeing alot of people cutting down on food intake to 'loose weight', but i on the other hand have been eating too much...well at least thats what i think la. I mean when you spend 20 bucks in a mamak to get full i think thats some serious problem la. Well one things for sure i've been eating really alot lately, so much to the point that it scares me...if i was eating like this in some country where there's like winter then i'd understand after all i need food to burn to keep myself warm mar right? So anyway while i can complain all i want some of my friends would scold me by saying stuff like "you scared what? you eat how much also you won't gain weight". While that is true i'm just afraid that its affecting my health. I honestly can't get full with just a normal meal these days i wonder why...maybe i need to take those de-worming pills or something, must be some worm crawling in my insides thats been gobbling up on anything that i've been throwing in. But you know what it still feels nice to have a full stomach, hahahaha!!!

Been Busy

2006-09-06T11:36:00.000+08:00

Yup i guess you all can guess la that i've been busy, i means thats got to be pretty obvious considering the lack of new posts. Anyway i washed my car over the weekend, well ok everyone knows that already...but i got it waxed the next day. Yeah i know i'm like suppose to do it all in one go but then i didn't get my wax yet so didn't manage to do it till i got it which was the next day la. And let me tell you doing all that was some serious work out, i think i lost like 2 kgs or so just washing and claying (don't ask) and waxing. But after all the work was done it really brings great satisfaction to see your car all squeeky clean and shinny and all...like them bling blings. So straight after finishing i went into the house to grab my cellphone so that i can take a picture of a job well done.

But actually right i think i did a very bad job, of course you can't see it here la...but on closer inspection you'll notice some parts that i manage somehow to fuck up and that really sucks. Nevertheless i was still happy with it because its really the first time ever i've ever polished a car, any car for that matter. Lol, i can remember that bathing afterwards was really a problem cause my arms were aching like mad. Of course i said i was happy for a reason cause now its all dirty and shit again, sigh....maybe i'll just wash it again over the weekend, although i've been told not to wax the car again cause its not a good thing to do it every single week la. Oh well guess i'll have to wait and see if i'm tired or not.

Washing my car.

2006-09-01T20:10:00.000+08:00

Phew i'm bloody goddamn tired, i've been washing my car for the first time in erm....a very long time. Yeah i used to wash my mom's car when i was younger for extra cash but i haven't done that in more then 10 years. Well its not really the first time i wash my own car, imagine if that were true my car would probably be so dirty that dirt wouldn't even go near it. I think i've gotten the car washed 3 times before today, but this is the first time that i did it myself....well i mean i'd better do it la considering that i spend almost a 100 bucks on car care products and some more thats not the end of it. Yup that ain't all i'm gonna spend...its just that i couldn't afford all the stuff last month, so i think i'll go get some of the other stuff later today or tomorrow or something. Fuck this is blowing a hole in my pocket...But the satisfaction of seeing my car all nice and shinny is just out of this world...LOL. Ok ok, i'll go take a rest...i'm so beat my hands can barely move right now, great feeling though.

Bang! Bang! Bang!

2006-08-29T14:49:00.000+08:00

Sienness is the word that comes to my mind of how boring it is when i don't have a project to do. So once again i'm sitting in the office doing absolutely nothing. There really is only so much you can surf before you start reading the same things over and over and over and over again. Actually its not that i don't have a project to work on, its just that i'm waiting for some good news so that i can fucking finish the project else i'm just stuck with nothing to do...more like can't do anything. Ok ok, i think i should stop bitching so much la (after people complain).

Yesterday a few friends and i decided to do something different for a change, so after dinner at shakey's we all went to the arcade located on the toppest floor of 1 utama (new wing) above the bowling alley and splurge on shooting games. Damn those games are addictive i tell you, i think i was going 'bang! bang! bang!' the whole night. And it wasn't all that cheap too...i can spend way less that what i did in a cybercafe and get almost the same amount of satisfaction as i did. But nevermind la once in awhile only...besides it was fun.

We then went to have a drink in a mamak in taman tun do discuss how the hell did we die like flies to the game, and we also thought of ways how to play the game and look cool at the same time, like playing the game with solo but with both sides so you'll look like some John Woo reject. Of course considering that how we lost so badly with two individual players i doubt that playing it like that would improve our game, it'll probably make us suck even more really.

So while we were just yabbering in the mamak of how cool it would be if you could complete the game that way and blah blah blah, someone called out my name. So i was turned around to see this guy standing over me and it took a little time for the face to register in my head that its a friend of mine that i met when i was in NYC. We chatted for a bit then his wife came to say hi which also happens to be my first crush in high school. Then we talked abit more before they left, what to do late already mar have to go home and see how the baby is doing all. Wah seeing them makes me think...has it been that long since i left school, oh yeah it has actually..HAHA!!!

Gaming over the weekend

2006-08-28T18:38:00.000+08:00

Someone was mentioning something bout a TV and a PS2 the in previous post...and that just made me wanna tell you what i did over the weekend. Of course la related to those two things, firstly i got a TV and secondly i got a PS2, and i already finished 1 game. Yup i went out and got myself 'Final Fantasy VI : Dirge of Cerebrus' and yup i've finished it...Damn i have to say that game is way to short, but like what most people say games of those genre don't usually take very long to complete. Now i'm just like playing them games that i started sometime ago that i never managed to complete and thats all thanks to my TV blowing up on me, guess i over worked the last one or something...Oh well don't matter. So just incase you haven't seen 'FF7: Dirge of Cerebrus' yet, i thought i'll just leave you guys a clip...Not that great really, but the CG (computer graphics) are equivalent to 'Final Fantasy Advent Children' so that part is like WOW!!!

Busy and Lost

2006-08-25T13:43:00.000+08:00

Phew already the weekend and i only had two posts for this week, dammit not enough whinning and bitching. But yeah i've been really busy with work...i'm not so busy that i can't blog actually, its just that currently i have to fucking travel to Banting (don't ask...its the most god forsaken land i've ever been for work...So far) which is so fucking far that i spend most of the time driving around like getting to the clients place and back. Then theres all the traffic jams and then theres all the trouble shooting and this and that and blah blah blah, that i end up so drained at the end of the day. So what to do, don't blog la, just sit back lepak chill and relax...play some PS and watch some series before i call it a day.

Speaking of series i've just started watching LOST thanks to Wimal for providing me the series, and i have to say it is pretty interesting....not too shabby if i would say so myself. But then again it was at the top at one point or another, not really sure if it still is though. Yeah i guess you could say i'm a little outdated la, but what to do i think i've mentioned before that i don't have a TV to watch at home, besides even if i did i don't have astro and because of that i tend to watch everything later. I'm still in season 1 though but might probably finish it over the weekend if i have the time, hrm...now what am i gonna watch when i'm done with that. Hey anyone got CSI?

Sucks to be Tired

2006-08-22T17:25:00.000+08:00

I find it rather weird how every single day when i get into the office i will feel sleepy after an hour or two of doing work, and it doesn't really matter if the job at hand is important or not as long as i'm in the office i'll want to sleep...now why is that? Surfing around the world wide web for anything that i normally would do at home doesn't really help alleviate me from my drowsiness as well, on the contrary it actually makes things worst. So what do i do? Well either i'll walk around the office pretending to be thinking of something important or just look elsewhere and concentrate on something that 'might' help me stay awake..."Oh lookie here, hot chic walking around", ahem, sorry where was i...kinda got distracted.

I remember sometime ago (a years ago) when i was working i would be alright and it doesn't matter if i had enough sleep the previous night or not i'll still be ok...no problems whatsoever, of course that would only last till bout lunch time. Reason being, after a nice hearty meal i would feel all nice and comfortable and yes....sleepy. Well its more then apparent that that isn't really working for me now is it, instead its the other way around and i'll actually feel more alive after lunch and after that nice hearty meal that i absolutely crave, lol. Hrm, i reckon the problem lies in my health, like i'm already fucked up somewhere....most likely the blood circulation or something, has got to be that. To solve this problem i'm gonna have to get some booze...well i think red wine will work fine, but yeah need to get back the energy of my youth.

I also think that its really weird how when you feel sleepy and nothing seems to be able to help you shake that very irritating feeling..cept for one thing. What is it you ask? Well its time...with each and every tick of the clock you slowly but surely regain your energy, and just when its almost time to go home, you're full of it and rearing to go. And every single time that happens i always ask where the hell did all this sudden burst of energy come from...hello!!! couldn't you have come earlier, i mean it would have been less torturous had i had this amount of energy earlier when i needed it...But noooooooooo!!! it just decided to go, hey i'll let you fuck up at work for awhile and tease you towards the end only to get all the energy later so you won't be able to sleep early at night which inevitable will result in you fucking up some more the next day at work...Sigh it really sucks to be tired everyday at the office.

Monday Blues

2006-08-21T16:12:00.000+08:00

Sigh i hate mondays...its one of those days where you begin to wonder why the weekends aren't long enough. Actually i'm just saying all that because i'm really tired and sleepy right now, but then again i really do think the weekends are never long enough...reason being just when you're about to adjust into your lazy mode monday comes and spoils everything. Ok ok, on the the picture at hand, i'm tired and sleepy and i feel like falling face flat on my keyboard (not the first time). I pratically didn't sleep last night thanks to the grilled fish la that i had for supper, ended up sweating and all in bed that it practically took forever to finally fall asleep, if you could even call it sleep in the first place...therefore i would say its safe to say that i didn't sleep. In some ways its kinda fortunate that i didn't have to get into the office first thing in the morning, but instead i had to go to a clients place which unfortunately is located somewhere in Banting. Yes you're probably wondering where in tarnation is Banting. Well if you ask me all i can say is, its far.....really far, so far and so deep inside some kampung that you'll feel like civilization was simply ripped out of your hands.

First i had to drive to OUG to get my colleague so we can go look for the place together which isn't really so bad la, if i was alone i'd probably fall asleep on the wheel and i would have died somewhere already...hrm. I remember i used to complain about how far putrajaya is and how its like in the middle of no where but seriously this is like on a whole new level, just getting there is like going to putrajaya and coming back all in one trip. The roads are worst, the drivers are plain fucked up and there are so many heavy vehicles on the road you feel like you'll get squashed at any minute. Lucky for the two of us i used to pass by that place when i was really young so getting there wasn't really gonna be a problem since i already knew how to get there. Honestly though the journey there proved to be rather fruitless as in the end we achieved practically nothing...i was just thinking that whatever we accomplished today could have been easily done over the phone in under 10 minutes. On the plus side since Banting is rather close to Klang my colleague suggested that we stop by there for some famous Bah Kut Teh for lunch....Mmmmm, i'm still full, hehehe.

But now that i'm back in the office with no one here cept my boss and with nothing to do i really feel like sleeping. All that driving around just drained my energy, it normally wouldn't be the case but because i didn't get enough sleep i have to use more energy into concentrating on the road and trying not to get us killed...Its already bad enough that i'm operating on my back up batteries but this is really just stretching it to the limits. I should have just gone home after dropping my colleague off at least i could just kick back and relax and do the work that i'm suppose to do at home instead of coming back here. In the end the work only lasted like what 2 minutes, definately no where longer then 2. Oh well no point in bitching over something that has already happened anyway...But the only consolation driving down there was that it bring back some nice memories when i was young following either my mom or dad down to some ulu place located in some where really far at the state border down south somewhere. It was also cool to see how much the place has changed from back then...Now they have huge and nice looking houses over there it makes you wanna live there or something. Too bad i was driving else i would have taken some pics....oh well, think i'll just go home early today and get some rest.

Alone

2006-08-17T16:49:00.000+08:00

I totally can't believe it for the first time since i started working today is the first day that i've spent the whole day in the office completely alone. Yes i remember there were a couple of occasions in the past where i had to sit in the office alone, but not for the entire day...i wonder where everyone went today? Did i miss something like its a public holiday or something like that, because this is really strange. Today is definately one of those boring days too simply because i don't have anything to do...my testing has pratically come to a complete stop thanks to some problems that i can't seem to solve (and this is after 2 complete days of trouble shooting). I've actually tried to seek some help with the problems i'm facing but i haven't got a reply or nothing helpful as of yet. Initially i was planning to just do the whole thing from scratch again (3rd time), but unfortunately i don't have the required software installers with me since it was taken by my colleague yesterday. Had i known that would happen i would have copied it all first...of course i only found out that the office had blank media after the discs were taken.

I guess the highlight of the day would be that a colleague dropped by for awhile earlier to have lunch and the less the 2 minutes that my boss was here...besides that i'm the only living thing in this place for the last god knows how many hours. Anyway i had a pretty late dinner last night, somewhere around 10 something at A&W (PJ State) with Wimal and another friend. As we were eating all i saw this girl that looks exactly like a good friend of mine, probably the only difference between them is that this one was relatively fairer and a hell lot more younger. Even Wimal thought so, and when i pointed that out to him...he was like 'Yeah yeah i also thought so'. Nope i didn't take a picture of her as that would probably make me look like some stalker or some psycho fella surveying targets to kidnap or something, so too bad guess i'll have to leave that for you peeps to imagine. Oh and i think maybe something was wrong with whatever Wimal ordered cause he didn't feel so good after that...i was okay la, no problems whatsoever cept maybe i had a little too much to eat. Besides that all was good....so maybe it was just something he ordered, therefore i think i shall start to avoid that particular A&W since Wimal is actually the 2nd friend to feel bad after eating there.

To leave or not to leave?

2006-08-16T18:50:00.000+08:00

Ok its about time i leave the office cause there isn't a single soul in this place and its starting to get dark...But thats not really the main reason, the main reason would probably be because my official working hours have passed and i'm hungry as hell. Still thinking if i should just eat here like yesterday or should i just go home....argh i hate making decisions. But then again if i go home now its gonna be damn jam, so i might just stay here for dinner....but wait i have to go do the laundry and water the plants. Bleh guess i'll just go home then, i honestly hate the jam...there's like two ways home. Taking one way has an alternative route where you can bypass the toll but its very jam to take that...on the other hand you can pay the toll and get stuck in a 'not as bad' jam. Of course the best would be to take the other way where the toll is more expensive (two times to be exact) but no jam...Recently been taking the expensive toll home and although its not really that much but if i were to take that road everyday the toll is gonna drain me dry. Hell its not like i'm not running low as it is....Sucks. Oh well think i better leave now before it really gets too dark, then i won't know what am i watering when i get home.

Need to format

2006-08-15T16:52:00.000+08:00

Oh remember a few days ago when my notebook got infected by a virus...well like i've said i've managed to contain the virus and eliminate it from existance, well on my machine la that is. But the damage have already been done and now my notebook is a bit sot sot. Sniff sniff...i didn't notice till i was attempting to do some tests at work, when suddenly i realised that 'eh wtf?? how come cannot wan??'. So i asked one of my colleague to test and see if he could accomplish what i couldn't and to my horror...he could!!! That means something wrong with my notebook already...Noooooooo!!!!! On top of that i actually lost the 'My Folders Options' options thats located on my computer when you start browsing for your stuff.

Man now i really need to format this little bugger, cept that i still need a whole lot of hard disk space to backup everything in here before i can format. Question is where the hell am i gonna find a hard disk big enough to store my own shit. Of course i could always go buy one, after all i've been meaning to buy one ever since i started working...then of course there was that unfortunate incident that set my plans back and now i'm kinda tight on the budget so buying a HDD is a no no. I could always borrow one though, although i can't think of anyone who i can ask...well there might be one or two friends but i don't really feel like asking. For one i'm sure as hell lazy to do backup, why?? Simply because its such a pain in the ass thats why...crap now i can't complete my work.

The weekends over...i'm deeply saddened

2006-08-14T14:47:00.000+08:00

Well the weekend went pretty well although i do have to admit that i did blow a considerable amount of money from my wallet...perhaps more that i would have liked, but nevertheless it was all good and i thought that the weekend went well. And so the weekend has come to pass and now once again the repetition of my monotonous life begins with work, sigh so sad. I'm not really complaining about work though, as a matter of fact i do like my job very much...its just that when i'm frustrated with something i tend to bitch at almost anything. I also finally managed to catch pirates of the carribean 2 : dead mans chest. I've got to say its pretty good, just as expected from all the rave reviews its been getting. Unfortunately though my story had been pretty much spoiled by a couple of people so i wasn't surprised at what happened in the end and what not. Yeah i know i've 'fuckers' for friends....lol, eh don't anger yah you know i love you guys :P

But anyway as good as the weekend was over the headache has started to come in, with lots of things to handle both on the domestic front and erm...where ever else that needs my attention (and i can assure you that there are matters that i really need to look into). Some of which i have to admit is pretty troublesome to handle, but have to be dealt with one way or another. Thinking of solutions for so many things at the same time is really putting me under alot of stress right now, and like i've said before when i'm under alot of stress and/or frustrations i will tend to go a little mental. So before i start blasting my mouth every now and then let me first say that 'I've warned you'.

I saw an Angel

2006-08-11T17:19:00.000+08:00

Hrm, looks like i forgot to mention about the angel i bumped into yesterday when i came back from putrajaya to the office. So guess i'll just do that for today then, well you see i was in the office for almost the whole day when my colleague and my boss asked me to go down to putrajaya (god forsaken place) to grab something and bring it back (what the hell...i'm the office boy now ar!!?? haha), well not that i'm really complaining la since its not as boring as stayin the office the whole day la right. I arrived at putrajaya at about 4 something close to 5 got in, grab the stuff and got my ass out of there...after all it was approaching the time where everyone rushes home, don't wanna get caught up in the jam.

So anyway when i got back it was pretty much 6pm already and i felt really really tired from that stupid drive to that god forsaken place. I was so tired that after i parked my car i pratically sleep walked to the office, well at least thats what i thought la when i arrive at the parking lift....and finally when the lift opened, there she stood in all her grace and beauty. I was struck in awe of her presence, my tiredness seem to have faded away and i just stood there stoned...to be honest i think it even showed on my face, lol!!! Fortunately though i didn't drop my stuff else that would have been really obvious and to top it all off....funny as hell.

The Good and The Bad

2006-08-10T18:28:00.000+08:00

You know its really weird that after a whole month plus plus of bitching and whinning about yadah yadah, things are finally looking up. Two concerns that i was really complaining about was my car and how i lost my shades. For the car issue it was really only a matter of time before everything would work out, so it really wasn't an issue to begin with...i was more just impatient over the matter. And then there was the lost shades, now i know that i left it in a friends car but apparently i didn't...so i wrote it off as lost, how i don't know. It could have been due to my carelessness or it could have been one of my dad's 'friend' that took it from my room. After all if he/she could have taken my bottle of perfume from the room, what stopping him/her from taking anything else right?

Well this week has proved to be very interesting, for one everything starting working out. Take for instance my car, you see after i collected my car the central locking didn't work. Something to do with the hook not clamping the boot door tight enough or something like that, and to make things worst the boot door is misaligned. And its because of that reason that my car always detects at least 1 door to be open...until a few days ago that is. I was transporting some stuff to my office and it requires me to use the boot space...after moving this and that and everything is done i locked my car up with my key as how i normally do. But as i was leaving i hit the remote to first 'lock' the car and then hit it a second time to 'unlock' the car. But to my surprise when i hit it the first time it gave me the indication that the car is locked...without problems. And so my car alarm is working again due to some strange phenomenon.

As for my shades, well i got it back...it was left in my friends car after all. I have no idea how it ended up under the seat but it did and that was why my friend said it wasn't in his car, because obviously he didn't check under the seat. Oh well, no problems at least i got it back...now i don't have to buy myself a new one, woohoo. But something did happen along all those things that have been reverting...my notebook has been hit with a virus, it really fucked up one. And there just so much junk in my notebook that i haven't backed up yet that i can't afford to format and reinstall stuff...So i spend the whole of last night fixing it and shit, thank god its all good and healthy again. Although i do think that i should really format this little fella the moment i get some free time to back up and stuff, it is really too cluttered. Hrm, since i don't have to buy myself a new pair of shades...i'll just use the money to get myself a new portable hard disk, then i can back up my stuff...Woot!!!

More things...Soon >.<

2006-08-07T19:29:00.000+08:00

Ok so everyone knows bout them new toys that i have, so it really wasn't a surprise when an old friend of mine (whom i haven't seen in like....erm, forever, lol) asked about my new acquisitions when i bumped into her. And now since we're on the topic of 'toys', a new toy is coming into my every increasing number of new toys...i think i'd rather just keep it a bit of a hush hush till it arrives, but it would be cool if you could guess what its gonna be. So to help you guys out with this so called riddle i'll leave you with a clue...Because of this new toy that i will be getting (god knows when..but getting nevertheless), it will render my 1GB memory stick for my k800i utterly useless. I think thats a big enough hint already...for all of you who already know (because i told you or someone else told you) do keep it to yourself...at least for the time being. Hrm, i wonder if i could like trade in this memory stick for something smaller plus some cash...that'll be great though since i'm running low this month.

Got the sniffles.

2006-08-03T20:14:00.000+08:00

Damn got them sniffles...i hate it when this happens, and believe me it does come every once in awhile. Feeling all weak and shit cause i've been blowing my nose the whole day, furthermore due to all them blowing and wiping my nose is really sore. Feel like i should just chop it off and get myself a new one...bah, if only that would work then i won't have to be in this situation. It would be a hell alot easier if i could determine when my nose is gonna act up on me this way at least then i'll know before hand and i can get them tissues and flu pills ready. Well looking on the bright side after taking them flu pills i'm a little bit drowsy so that means i can call it a day earlier and i'll be damn sure that the sleep would be damn good too, no interuptions and shit like that. Well at least thats what happens most of the time when i do take them pills. So anyway didn't go to work because of that, and i've been practically sniffling and sneezing the whole day while laying on my couch trying to suppress my goddamn nose. Although since i had the day off i took the opportunity to take my car to its first service, get one thing out of the way la you know. Damn feel sleepy already, oh well think i'll just go lay down some more...since i've already pigged out the whole day i guess there really isn't much harm pigging out some more right...lol.

New shirts

2006-08-02T17:16:00.000+08:00

Its my first month working already, gee how time flies...there are still stuff that i was suppose to do before i even started work that i haven't gotten around to finishing. Yeah lor what to do i am such a bum, but i believe that one fine day la i'll actually get around to finishing it all off once and for all...When will that be you ask??? Well i have absolutely....no idea, lol!!! Well i guess when it comes it comes la you know. Anyhow after working for this past 4 months i finally got my first HP shirt, woot woot!!! At least now i don't have to wear working clothes all the time, i actually hate wearing long sleeve shirts and slacks i feel very very uncomfortable wearing those. But work is work la right i mean i will wear it if i had to but other then that i'd rather not. Hell even when i go clubbing i don't wear shirts and by shirts i mean collared with buttons running from the top all the way to the bottom.

I'd really like to point out that i hate the color of the shirt though. I mean look at that...who actually wears colors like that??? Well i'm definately not one of them la, but hell since its free and since i always wanted one i guess i won't really complain la. At least now that i have one i don't have to feel 'pai seh' when i wear a normal plain polo-tee when i on site or whatever. But most likely i'll just wear this in the office la, or when i go outstation or something like that. Oh and i finally got my shirts that my mom was sending me already...hrm, good stuff. Although its in the cleaners so no pics.

Hrm, i have to run to the cleaners later cause i'm running outta clothes to wear already, lol....Shit maybe i should really go take a look at them washing machines so i can get a new one then i don't have to go through all the trouble of going to the cleaners. Its actually not very far and all but seriously the place always got no parking, so i really don't like going there. Then again if you think about it most cleaners are located in very high density places so it will always be packed...well cept a few that i know of but unfortunately its further away, bah!!! Bleh maybe over the weekend i'll go look for one.

Tired and Sleepy

2006-08-01T17:16:00.000+08:00

Bleh its an awfully tiring and boring day here in the office, hrm...maybe i should rephrase myself, when i say boring it doesn't mean that i have nothing to do as a matter of fact i actually have a whole lot to do. Problem is i can't get this goddamn thing to work and i have to resort to looking for the solution on the internet. Now we all know the great wonders of the internet and how its like the 'Guru' of just about every god damn thing under the sun (and underneath too). But due to the lack of sleep thanks to 'Dragon Tiger Gate' i can't really read a long winded article on installation and implementation, i'd probably fall asleep faster then the page can load. Trust me i've tried, hell i've even gone as far as pumping my body full of caffeine but its really not working right now, hell i'm even falling sleepy just typing this out.

Guess watching a butt kicking show didn't really help me stay awake when i need to does it. To make things worst (for me that is) its raining a little tad too heavy here right now, and the monotonous tone of the rain hitting against the window panes is just making me wanna fall asleep even more. Sigh and everybody seems to be so busy so i also very very the 'pai seh' to ask them to help out...well although i did ask one or two guys la, but i don't wanna overdo it or anything la. Scarred after they all scold me...i'm like a bimbo, lol. Lots to do yet not enough time or sleep...this is bad, well at least looking on the bright side my salary has finally been cleared so once again i can eat peacefully, lol. Mmmmm...pay, otherwise known as the good stuff...but then i've got bills to pay, seriously i swear before the end of next week i'll be broke as a beggar all over again...sigh, my life is in shambles its so depressing, lol.

My Other Toi...Delayed Stuff Again.

2006-07-27T19:29:00.000+08:00

Ok here is another delayed post, hrm...been plenty of those recently. Maybe i've always been planning to put it up but never really got around to putting it up and it eventually slipped my mind when one fine day when i actually ran out of ideas, inspiration hits me and i realise that it had been on my mind to put it up awhile back. Oops, did i just think out load??? dammit....lol, oh well doesn't really matter now does it. So what this post gonna be about? Well actually before i got my new toy...please refer to two postings ago. I actually got a new toy, it was about a month before but i'm not really counting so go figure. Anyways its pretty important to me since i really really needed it. What is it? Oh let me put some pics for you guys, it helps with what i'm trying to get across.

Yes i got myself a car...hahaha, yeah yeah i know i didn't actually need to put pictures up to help with the elaboration or anything. But hell since i got myself a new "camera" i might as well put up pictures right, after all i don't want to be justifying myself to other people when they ask me 'why the fuck did you pay that much for a phone'. So better to use it, and that way it would seem that it was really money spent worthwhile...Although i don't that would be the case. Actually i've wanted to blog about my car ever since i got it, but something came up on the day i got my car itself and so i had to postpone it till now. And nope i don't intend to bring it up, well at least not here...i'll let you know if you ask me personally though, just for those who are curious enough and know me.

Need more time

2006-07-26T16:49:00.000+08:00

Hrm, been so busy with work recently with all the deadlines to meet its just been so tiring to blog. Well not that i really can blog anyway considering that i am unable to connect to the internet from home. So the only time i actually get to do this is in the office, which really isn't a good thing to do to begin with la. But anyways here i am sitting in the office with a ton of work to do and yet i'm blogging, whinning about not having enough time and what not just to appease myself by slacking off work for a bit. Although i think i shouldn't get too comfortable with this behaviour or i might not be able to take it if there ever was a time where this luxury was taken away from me.

Well my new toy has been getting alotta attention from my friends that i had to charge the battery everyday for the past 3 days (hrm, or was that two...oh well no matter). But its all good, i've managed to activate my 3G and tested the video call but the video camera really really sucks. The picture was so bad that i'd rather not use it at all, although the sony cyber shot camera built into the back of the phone is really damn kick ass!!! Man this seriously is a camera with a built in phone as my best friend would say it. Uh oh boss walking around the office, i think i better get back to work...lol.

New toy

2006-07-25T13:32:00.000+08:00

Ok late post was kinda busy yesterday running around and what not and on top of that my modem got fried over the weekends thunderstorm. The damage cause by the thunderstorm was:

Modem fried - Its acting really whacky right now
Router fried - 1 port of the router has been totalled (lucky i have 3 more to use)
NIC fried - The network card on my desktop has been charcoalled.

Other damages cause that doesn't really concern me are:

Housemate's desktop power supply friend.
Housemate's desktop system board friend.
Housemate's modem friend.

So for 2 days i haven't been online in my own home, just in the office or if said otherwise. Take now for instance i'm actually using my lunch time to blog. Anyway i got a new toy over the weekend, pictures of it weren't any good though but i'll just put it up anyway:

Yeah pictures are really blur, but just so that you all know the phone is the new Sony Ericsson K800i, where the 'i' stands for international. In my opinion it is pretty pricey, but this is a camera with a built in phone. This has got to be the best camera phone that we can get our hands on in this country for now. And as painful as it may be for dishing out the money on this new gadget of mine i still think that it was a pretty good deal considering that my old phone was on the verge of collapse and i needed a camera. Well over all i'm happy with my new acquisition...and now back to work, hahaha.

Weekend...YAY!!!

2006-07-21T20:34:00.000+08:00

Woohoo, weekend is here. Initially i had to work over the weekend but management had some change of plan and so i'm free to sit back and chill over the weekend. That means i get to raid!!! mwahahaha, hrm...not today thoug damn tired, haven't been getting enough sleep thanks to the weather. Eh wait a sec, oh shit i just remembered i had some work to finish by monday...oh well there goes the plan. I'll probably be able to finish it in 1 day if i were hardworking enough, but knowing myself i'll probably slack a little here and there and get it done by monday instead. Then again i don't really have anything planned out for this weekend so what the hell i'll probably have a considerable amount of time on my hands to finish up whatever it is i have to do anyway, so its really no biggy.

Oh and since its the weekend maybe i should drag someone with me to go look for a new washing machine. Although i'd rather just send all my clothes to the cleaners at least thats so much easier, all you have to do is drop them off and pick it up whenever its ready. No need to put soap and the hang it out to dry, better yet don't have to worry bout it when its going to rain. Sigh i'm tired again that i don't feel like doing anything even though i haven't had my dinner yet, and its the weekend too. This sucks....lol. I should go look for someone to teman me go eat or something if not i guess i'll just tar pow some food and be miserably lonely while having my dinner and watching some anime till i get too tired and fall asleep....sniff sniff, so sad....yeah right :P

Zzzzzzz

2006-07-20T22:34:00.000+08:00

I just got back from the office boy i feel so damn tired, man i've been working for the pass 12 hours well this is definately a first. Well fine fine its not really 12 hours if you wanna count all them breaks and lunch and dinner and what not, but you know what i mean la right. Funny thing is i didn't accomplish all that much really, but i do have to say that i am a wee bit disappointed in myself. Hey i'm still learning aight so lay off my back aight!!! hahaha...But seriously its been a long day and i'm really really really tired that i'm practically falling asleep on my keyboard right now, and as much as i want to bore you all to death with my whinning and bitching and other nonsense that usually just spews out of my mouth i think i'll let this one slide for now. So with all that said i think i'm just gonna sit back relax and catch some Zzz.

Ranting like a biatch

2006-07-19T20:18:00.000+08:00

And just when everything was starting to fall back into place it has come back to haunt me, well at least for a day anyway. I guess that kinda explains yesterdays missing entry well not that i really care anyway just thought i'd rant about it. It was however a very grueling day yesterday, i don't know maybe cause chores and things that doesn't really concern me bugs the hell outta me when i have to handle it. I mean why should i handle it, its not my problem...and because i have to deal with it, it totally messes up my entire daily routine (Not like i really have one but hey who knows right). I was in my office clothes and i was sweating like a pig and let me assure you that that is not a very nice thing, with the recent dry spell that we've been experiencing here in good ol' Malaysia it actually really really sucks!!!

Even though i have pretty much chilled from yesterdays episode of horror, the whole day my head was screaming FUCK!!! FUCK!!! FUCK!!! GODDAMN IT ALL TO HELL!!! But yeah like i said thank god its over, well at least for now. As i stepped into the office today i was suddenly overcomed by the massive workload that i have to do, the workload doesn't really bother me really its the deadline which is a real killer. I'm just wondering how the hell am i gonna be able to pull this off, its gonna take a miracle and more to make this happen. So as i sat down on my chair lost in my own senseless thoughts i suddenly remembered to a day earlier this year (Chinese New Year to be precise) and i recalled reading that this year i'd have a bad year. Well having a bad year isn't suppose to be a bad thing cause everyone has their day right? But this is just plain silly...I mean come on!!! 1 month??? 1 whole fucking month of a bad spell...that is just the shit la i tell you.

And this damn thing isn't really helping my cause as well, hell its doing quite the opposite really and frankly i feel like i'm down in the dumps. And like i said i was just about ready to muster up all my strength to crawl out of this hell whole and get everything back on track again when all of a sudden shit happens and i'm back down to square one. Kinda reminds of you of snake and ladder don't it...fucking hell. Did i also mention that it has been really hot recently??? Well it has been REALLY HOT recently, i want it to rain goddammit!!! I immediately sweat when i step out of the shower so that really a very bad thing, well maybe its not really that hot but it sure as hell is humid and to be honest i really hate that. Its precisely because of the humidity that i have get all sweaty and shit every single time i get out of the shower, when i go to work, when i go out for lunch, when i go out for dinner and whatever else that i do that does not place me in the vacinity of an aircondition area. Hell i'm a smoker, so now how is that gonna help me stay in an air condition area for long!!??? Sigh...everything sucks.

I'm back?

2006-07-17T18:38:00.000+08:00

After such a long time of slacking on almost anything and everything that i've been accustomed to on a daily basis, i have finally picked up the bits and pieces of where i left off before my terminally fucked up depression that i had the pain of going through for almost a whole month now. Although to be quite honest i don't think i'll every fully recover from it, but as things have finally been settling down i guess i'll now reorganise myself and get things rolling again. So far i guess i'm starting off really slow, but its better then just wallowing in my own shit being totally unproductive la. I've finally got my car, actually thats one long story that i don't intend to tell....yet anyway, lol. And its also because of my car that i felt really down, it wasn't really cause i don't like the car or anything but it has more to do with the story, oh don't you worry i'll let the whole world know about it when i decide. Well i'm kinda tired right now, need to get some stuff done and theres also dinner and blah blah blah. So i guess thats my queue.

p/s: Can anyone recommend me a washing machine to get, mines broken.

Absence WithOut Leave

2006-07-03T22:17:00.000+08:00

Its been two weeks since my last post and then my absence, and to think that when i was outstation on work i had blogged more. Well things haven't been anywhere near decent lately and in lately i mean in the past two weeks, and i seriously doubt its gonna get better anytime soon although the situation now has already mellowed somewhat. However i don't intend to tell the whole world about whats going on in my life, not that it really matters actually but its much bigger then that. I always use to say that its funny how life is sometimes, like when how everything is bad you know something good is just around the corner...but i guess the question that you should be asking is what lies around the next corner. To summarize things up in the last 14 days my life has been filled with lots of ups and downs, and its not just those normal ups and downs but its more of those extreme ones....something you'd get when you're sitting on a rollercoaster.

If i were to choose the highest point of the last two weeks it would have been last wednesday, but sad to say it actually only lasted no more then 20 minutes before every god damn thing came crashing down and making what would have been a great day become just plain miserable. Yes as you can see i'm being bitter due to the shit thats been going on, and as much as i hate being bitter i can't help but feel that way...hell i feel so bitter that it sinks down to my bones and its tainting my heart black. I just want to reach out to the sky and scream at the top of my lungs 'SOMEONE HELP ME'. But it all falls on deaf ears, as hard and as much i a scream till my throat goes sore the only sound that i can hear fading into the distance is nothing more then my own voice filled with grief, frustrations and sadness echoing into nothingness.

But at the end of the day life goes on, everyday i drag my feet through the mud trying so helplessly to find back my drive and somehow it still eludes me. I know what to do but i just can't seem to do it after being knocked off my feet, and yet i try to get back up with this heavy burden on my shoulders that only seem to get heavier weighing me down with only my sanity holding me. 'Just how long can i go on like this?' i have asked myself many times during this trying time, and i can't seem to the answer...All i pray for is that i last long enough before my sanity lets me slip into a spiral vortex of eternal damnation never to be able to recover ever again...Ok so thats basically the explanation of my disappearance, and honestly i never would have written this until i felt that the situation was better but i don't think thats gonna change anytime soon, and besides someone has been calling me names for "slacking" so yeah there you go. Oh yeah did i also mention that i am sick...for the last four days, this really sucks. Well i'll probably post something more uplifting in the next day or so depending on my mood.

Broke

2006-06-19T22:11:00.000+08:00

Well so far things haven't been looking up all that much, been getting massive migraines lately on a daily basis and frankly its not a very pleasent thing. And even though my car is all ready to collect and shit i don't wanna go and get it yet cause i'm so dead fucking broke that i won't be able to afford the goddamn petrol. Funny thing is this month i didn't over spend it was actually due to some unforseen circumstances that i am in my current predicament, but oh well shit happens. I just hope that this damn thing don't last too long or i really won't be able to survive one way or another. Well obviously there is another alternative as to how i can manage to get by la, and thats to take on another job. But knowing myself i'm not really up to it, although i know some people that manage to pull it off (now thats what i call time management).

Sigh the amount of stess i've been getting this past few days is really horrible, and the best part of it all is that its not coming from work can you fucking believe that. Anyhow i already started doing some research on the car and shit, like whats the best way of running in the new engine, how to tighten the security of the car, maintaining the car and blah blah blah and it looks like i've got quite a bit to spend some more for the car right after i drive it out of the where ever it is i'm gonna pick it up from. So i just incurred more expenses unto myself, great... And if that wasn't really bad enough i read that new cars tend to be fuel guzzlers for awhile till the engine settles in or something like that, i honestly hope that that is a myth cause that would burn a terribly big hole in my spending. Guess for the next month i'm gonna have to live and eat like a beggar la...its all about cutting costs, must look to HP and follow their example.

Haven't seen football.

2006-06-15T17:08:00.000+08:00

I was just too busy yesterday to do anything was running around the whole day doing stuff that i didn't even have the time to sit down and chill. But at least things got done la so it wasn't such a bad day or anything like that. As a matter of fact i manage to catch up with some friends that i haven't seen in awhile so its really a good thing la. I've finished 2 projects now and today was the first time ever that i did a "hand over", i let me tell you i was a nervous reck...going ermmm, arrr, urmmm sound like a sor hai only. Oh course i got better eventually la but its all good learning, hahaha. Looks like i don't really have much time today as well got work to do that has to be finished by tomorrow night and once again its something i've never done before so got to do lots of referring here and there wah like doing school work only, hahaha.

I'm sure everyone knows its like football season right with the world cup going on and all. Even though i like to watch football and start blasting foul languages out of my mouth for the incompetence that i see on the tele, i haven't actually watched any matches cept one which was boring as hell anyway. The funny thing was yesterday i kena 'kutuk' by a girl cause i haven't seen a single decent game for this world cup....can you believe that a GIRL!! I mean i know la some of them actually watch and all, but then i kena kutuk wor!!! i damn beh song already, must do something about it. And so i've decided that tonight i shall not sleep and watch all the matches playing today mwahahahaha!!! Then tomorrow i go into the office looking like a zombie if not worst. Yeah so do work and watch football at the same time, hahaha...i bet it'll read like a formal documentation then suddenly got GOAAALLL!!! before it continues...lol

You are being watched

2006-06-13T21:31:00.000+08:00

I was surfing around reading the news around the world as well as the local front when i came across an article that made me wanna pull out a number of recent posts. So you must be wondering what got me so terrified as to do something like that right, well i wasn't really terrified or anything like that la, i just didn't wanna loose my job for something that i wrote on my blog if there was any reason in the first place. But then i thought that what the hell, i don't really care la its not like i'm saying that the job sucks or anything like that hell i'm even glad i got the job and i'm definately having a good time working here when there's work to do la. Just that when there's nothing to do it gets really really boring and i really can't stand that.

Apparently in the US, when you apply for a job the employer would check you out (normal) to the point of looking you up on the internet, and in the event that you did say something on someone or maybe your own blog that doesn't conform to their "standards" you actually don't get the job. Then theres always the thing about when you're already working, what not to say about your job. Well its common sense not to talk about work details on your blog because that'll be plain dumb and also you'd be asking for it la. But that aside, there are many thing that you should be talkin about too (all work related of course). So now i guess i won't really talk much about work anymore then, great now i have to draw out new topics from thin air fan-fucking-tastic. If you are interested in the two articles you can find them here.

Over the Weekend

2006-06-12T11:18:00.000+08:00

Some how i feel really reluctant to blog about it but i still feel i wanna get it off chest, you know what i mean? Well the weekend wasn't too bad, cept for the fact that i didn't manage to catch the movie which was part of the initial plan for the weekend. Oh well, guess i'll just have to wait a little longer then. Besides that it has been pretty boring, the world cup hasn't been particularly exciting either as i started yawning watching a match. I guess you could argue that maybe it was because the match was like 3am, but to be honest it wasn't...it was really only a 9pm match up and already i was yawning from how boring the game was.

Anyway over the weekend i was out with a friend, and we practically did nothing but talked for what seemed like a very very long time...oh wait it was long. Much things were said and talked about during that long conversation of ours and at the end of the day i think i might have said something i shouldn't have. I've been thinking since that day have passed if i shouldn't have done what i have done, although it is too late to regret and i should just continue forward i'm looking to see if there was something i could learn out of this whole thing. I knew though that whatever that happens would remain the same now or later it didn't really matter. I guess most of you must be really confused right now as to what am i talking about...i think i'll just leave it at that la, just wanted to get it off my chest (haven't vented fully yet though).