Sucks to be Tired

I find it rather weird how every single day when i get into the office i will feel sleepy after an hour or two of doing work, and it doesn't really matter if the job at hand is important or not as long as i'm in the office i'll want to sleep...now why is that? Surfing around the world wide web for anything that i normally would do at home doesn't really help alleviate me from my drowsiness as well, on the contrary it actually makes things worst. So what do i do? Well either i'll walk around the office pretending to be thinking of something important or just look elsewhere and concentrate on something that 'might' help me stay awake..."Oh lookie here, hot chic walking around", ahem, sorry where was i...kinda got distracted.

I remember sometime ago (a years ago) when i was working i would be alright and it doesn't matter if i had enough sleep the previous night or not i'll still be ok...no problems whatsoever, of course that would only last till bout lunch time. Reason being, after a nice hearty meal i would feel all nice and comfortable and yes....sleepy. Well its more then apparent that that isn't really working for me now is it, instead its the other way around and i'll actually feel more alive after lunch and after that nice hearty meal that i absolutely crave, lol. Hrm, i reckon the problem lies in my health, like i'm already fucked up somewhere....most likely the blood circulation or something, has got to be that. To solve this problem i'm gonna have to get some booze...well i think red wine will work fine, but yeah need to get back the energy of my youth.

I also think that its really weird how when you feel sleepy and nothing seems to be able to help you shake that very irritating feeling..cept for one thing. What is it you ask? Well its time...with each and every tick of the clock you slowly but surely regain your energy, and just when its almost time to go home, you're full of it and rearing to go. And every single time that happens i always ask where the hell did all this sudden burst of energy come from...hello!!! couldn't you have come earlier, i mean it would have been less torturous had i had this amount of energy earlier when i needed it...But noooooooooo!!! it just decided to go, hey i'll let you fuck up at work for awhile and tease you towards the end only to get all the energy later so you won't be able to sleep early at night which inevitable will result in you fucking up some more the next day at work...Sigh it really sucks to be tired everyday at the office.