The Transformers

I think if i were to summarize my weekend i would say it was a trip down memory lane, reminiscing the days when i was just a small little kid waking up early during Saturdays to watch Saturday cartoons. The trigger was all thanks to The Transformers movie, even though i don't really agree with how some of the characters were changed into stuff that i don't remember seeing but nevertheless it still brought back alot of memories. I can still vividly remember the old Transformers movie which was a cartoon and how the kids during my time would have all watched it. Hahaha....thinking about it its kind of funny, cause i remember some kids telling me they cried when Prime died. I even heard some of them actually went out to their garden to bury their toy Prime. Hell i can remember the lines of the original movie...i guess that goes to show how many times i've seen it...its practically embedded into my head, hahaha.

All in all i thought the movie was pretty good, and it leaves some space for a sequel. Although i would have to say that there are some missing gaps to be covered in the current movie, not gonna put any spoilers though....hahaha. Oh and for those of you that don't know about the Transformers it is originally a JAPANESE anime/cartoon and its still pretty much is. In fact it is the longest running anime of all time...even today there are still new episodes of it, just that its in a different generation. So Prime doesn't really look the same anymore....and of course he has pretty much died and resurrected over and over again, into many forms and sizes that i guess its not the same as it used to be. But all in all i thought the movie was pretty cool....especially the hot chic...Mmmmmm.

Another Late Night Job

Ah yes another day when once again i'm blogging at the weirdest and most ungodly time of the day. And as you might have guessed, its cause i'm at work....to be honest though it is kind of a good change to be working at this hour. Few reasons really, for (1) There is no traffic and (2) Its nice and peaceful, finally (3) Its not hot as hell outside when i go for a ciggy break. It really has been a long time since i worked at weird hours. I used to have a part time job a long time ago at a cyber cafe...well you should know how that works, cafes don't close until the sun comes up for a few hours before it opens again for business.

Being an insomniac i think i can live with this kind of working hours actually, unfortunately today would be the last day that i get to work at this kind of hour till next month when i have to do this again for a day...sigh. Apparently my work just loves to fuck my time up. Now its just gonna be hell to get back to normal people time again, oh woe is me. Anyways today was pretty cool though, i managed to hang out with some of my customers for a bit and i guess we're roughly about the same age but me being the youngest. And we started talkin bout stuff that we grew up to and shit like that...All started because of Transformers. Its a pity that i don't have tickets to go watch them tomorrow when it opens...oh how i wish i had. Damn i think i better sleep...i still have to work tomorrow.

1.45AM

Its 1.45am in the morning and i think i must be a mad man to be blogging at this hour, but what the hell i'm bored as hell waiting for the server administrator to give access to the server. What the hell could i be babbling about at a time like this? Well just to make things simple...i'm working, yes thats right....at 1 fucking AM in the fucking morning.

It has been pretty long since i last posted anything at all, so seeing how i'm bored as hell with really nothing to do at all i thought that i'd might as well just do something productive by bitching to the whole world that my job requires me to work at this god forsaken hour....well sometimes anyway. Whole weeks is gonna be like this and it really pisses me off that i don't get paid extra for this shit. But oh well guess thats part of the job huh?

For those of you that are wondering...yeah i'm still very much alive, although i think i would consider myself to be barely alive. Things have been pretty much dead of late, i don't do much these days cept for work, sleep, eat...you know the usual. I don't hang out as much as i used to which is a good thing cause that way i can save me some money. Although it really doesn't seem to me that i have any savings...lol.

Sigh i just wish the administrator would hurry up and give me the access i need to do my job so i can get the fuck out of here and go home. Well i guess since i have to wait i'll just go read the Heroes graphic novel, hahaha....Oh btw, did i mention that Heroes rock!!!! I guess its been that long huh? Oh well....maybe now that i don't go out that much anymore i'll have more time to blog a.k.a bitch again...hahaha.

Made to remember

It has been awhile since i last visited this place, its not like i never thought about blogging or i got so busy or whatever it is that i would normally say. In fact i wouldn't even be blogging right now, but i was made to remember a painful memory...something that should have been buried along time ago. I wouldn't really blame anyone for unearthing a pass that i want to forget, but every now and then i can't help myself but to reflect on those past events that occurred so many moons ago. Oh yeah it hurts alright, it hurts so much that it makes me cry...after all i am only human.

Yeah well life hasn't been too great, on the contrary its actually quite crappy lately, and i foresee that its gonna get worst. It sucks even more that there really isn't much that i can do about to make things better and even if there was a way to make things better its probably gonna be out of my reach. Every time its always the same old shit and its really driving me insane...i think i'm just gonna go sleep it out and let tomorrows troubles deal with tomorrow.

My Boring-ness

Well i've been a boring person this past week, and i think i'll keep it that way till the end of the month or so. Don't exactly have anything interesting in mind to expect in the near future. I've also been very busy at work with a lot of customization work...too much actually. For the past week till now all i've done is pretty much type out commands over and over and over again, and my hands now hurt like mad...i guess that also explains the missing week in my blog, but then again i could always point the blame to the boringness that i have succumbed to lately therefore the lack of things to blog about in the first place.

Whatever way it may be i think i'll be happy with the pace i'm currently doing things, at least this way i'm not really pressured to do anything i don't wanna do. Besides i've got the whole season of heroes to watch and i i'm taking it pretty slow, so i guess that takes up a good amount of time already. I guess the best part about it all is that i now stay home more, which is really a very good thing because i smoke less and i spend less two very very good reasons to just sit in the house and look for things to do. There really isn't shortage of things to do at home...for starters cleaning the house, but knowing myself i just couldn't be bothered by some chores. So i guess i really should spend more time at home doing stuff and get things done.

Going Broke

Back to work again, i think i've been a pretty good boy recently although i will admit that i have gone late on a number of occasions. But i've got to work every single day for the past...well since the time i got really sick and needed to take the whole week off la, which of course couldn't be helped. You know what i wanted to go to work, but doctors advice was to stay at home...so oh well, hehehe.

Yeah well, anyway i'm still dragging myself through the start of the week...i guess this is what some people call monday blues huh? Or something like that anyway. Was out clubbing again last weekend, an old friends birthday and another friend that wanted to celebrate his return to "civilization"...lol, not his words but mine. So we all went out to club with a pretty large group i might add, i guess it was fun enough that they wanted to go again next week....Please!!! Spare me!!! my wallet is really running very thin already...anymore and i'll just die of starvation.



So i'm seriously running dry and i really gotta find some cost saving technique or i won't make it through the month. So first off for food...i think i'll just go buy rice, cook it and eat it with black soy sauce. Now thats definitely gonna be cost saving, plus the soy sauce adds flavor to it so i won't have to eat plain and dull rice. Now if only i can find out some magic secret on how to save on the really expensive stuff....fuel. I guess the best way would be to break someones car open and siphon his petrol into my car. Yeah that sounds like a plan, why pay for petrol when others do it for you...with home delivery too. Hope none of my neighbours are reading this, lol.

Bali - Final Night

Well i guess some of us had too much to drink the night before and so my room mate and i woke up too late and we missed breakfast...Oh well. Anyway since it was almost near lunch time we just headed down our hotel to hard rock cafe for lunch, which blew a hole in my wallet....a very big hole, and considering the shopping spree that i went on the night before i almost finish all my local currency. Then we went to the beach for a short walk and the sand was fucking burning...yes it was that hot, it was so hot that you'd feel like your stepping on coals or something. Actually thats the impression i got, i don't know cause i was wearing my sandals the whole time.

So we walked along the beach back to the hotel where we chilled out for awhile and then it was on with the tour again. This time we went to a Spa, a Balinese spa place...well i guess it was pretty ok only la, i was expecting better. And after the spa we went off to visit another temple, and man this temple is like full of monkeys i tell you. Dinner followed and we went to hard rock hotel for some drinks with the bosses....so that pretty much sums up the trip, theres a little bit more actually but i think thats a story for another time.

Bali - Day 2

Well day two started with lunch, or at least thats what the pictures are telling me...i can't really remember what we did in the morning. I remember eating breakfast though, but what we did after breakfast i can't really remember...(ponder)...Oh yeah, we went to visit all those handicraft places. Erm, i didn't really take pictures cause everyone was crowding to either look or take pictures so i figured that i'd just get the pictures off from them. Yup haven't done that yet. Although i can't really remember where was the first handicraft place we actually stopped at...so i guess i'll just not go into it in any specific order. So we visited a Batik place, a silver and gold carving place and then there was the painting place...i remember the last was a wood carving place, now i feel like i left out something but i seriously can't recall what was one more....assuming there is one more.

Then we stopped for lunch, actually i really don't remember this part so well...i could be wrong but i think we actually stopped for lunch before we actually finished visiting those places that i mentioned earlier. But anyway, we had crispy duck for lunch. Not too bad actually...and of course we got to try a little bit of smoked duck which i heard takes like a whole day to prepare and we also tried some 'Babi Guling'. Wasn't really too impressed with the babi guling cause i kinda tasted it before when i was in the Phillipines...or at least tasted something very similar.

Well after all the handicraft places we went to some market which i can't remember the name, and its pretty much like central market cept that its open air and its fucking hot.

Funny thing is it didn't look all that hot...but trust me it was, and coming from a guy who hardly sweats you better believe it when i tell you you'd sweat like a pig. After we were done there we went to another similar market which i also forgot what its called...But i didn't really bother to go down or take pics there, cause everything there is so similar to the first only difference is probably the size, it was smaller. After that we had dinner and then went back to the hotel...dinner was at some Chinese restaurant which was really crap...the food that is, i've never tasted food so bad, and the best part is i was hungry...and it still tasted like crap. Not gonna talk bout it. After that i went shopping and blew almost all my money after which i decided that i should have coffee....i so love this picture of the amount i had to pay, the amount of zeros are just nuts...makes you feel rich.


Finally after that only did we go back to the hotel, walked was more like it...sweating like a pig and all. I tell you after that long day nothing beats having a nice cold shower, man i felt like i could have just stood there forever. Anyway after the shower i chilled for awhile then got dressed and went out for our first experience of the night life in Bali. Well we went to this place which was recommended to us by the tour guide and some other people like the cab drivers. We arrive at about 10 plus to 11 to an empty joint....we were like WTF!!??? Well apparently someone forgot to tell us that the pace starts to pick up at 2am!!!! Oh well, we just went to some empty ass place and drank a few jugs before we went back to catch our Zzzzz.
Before we went straight back though we stopped by the McDonalds to grab a bite after all that drinking we were very very hungry people....BRING ON THE MUNCHIES!!!


And that pretty sums up the events of day two...was long and tiring, and obviously the drinking just made it all the better to have one hell of a good night sleep.

Bali - Day 1

While we were walking to the plane i saw a funky ass looking airplane and i thought i'd take a picture to show you guys what kind of a plane we were sitting in for the long journey. Well technically its not long and was more like relatively short.

And when we arrived at the airport we were greeted by our tour guide and then the locals gave us one of those flowery thingies you put around your neck smelling all...flowery. Which obviously made the whole bus smell fragrant in some ways.

When we got there we didn't even have time to check into our hotels, and the tour began right away. Considering that we arrived there in the afternoon and that we haven't had lunch our first stop was to a restaurant, unfortunately since i haven't gone and take the rest of the pictures from my other colleagues i would just have to settle with showing you what i took which is just a plaque of the restaurant...not too bad actually, the food that is.

After we had our stomachs filled, we still have time to go back to the hotel to chill or anything like that. So we proceeded to our next tour destination which is Tanah Lot. Its actually a site of a temple, i thought it was pretty cool though and apparently during the high tide you can actually see the temple floating on water...Well at least thats what the tour guide said. In reality though the temple rests over a a small piece of land where the surroundings have since eroded leaving just that small piece of land where the temple sits on, so obviously during high tide the temple is gonna look like its floating. Well we didn't stay around long enough to wait for that...so no floating temple pics.

Well apparently from here you can actually have a very good view of the sunset, and so we waited and lepaked and chilled and what not all for the sake of a sun disappearing before our very eyes. Hell we were so free that we even watched a whole bunch of crabs try to catch fish...now that was really long. Of course we didn't see that happen thanks to all the cheering of nature getting violent, so i guess the fishes got scared and just remained in hiding....sorry crab you're gonna have to wait a little longer. Finally when the time came there was no sunset...thanks to cloudy weather.

By the time we were done with Tanah Lot, it was time for dinner and so we went to this place (i can't remember what it was called) and we lou sang!!! hahaha...so that makes it two times this. After which the dishes came and i showed them the powah of my devouring mode...erm, well you'd probably not know what that is, but you gotta see me eat dinner when i'm hungry to understand....hehehe.


And then FINALLY we got to go back to the hotel at i think was 10pm or somewhere around that time. So it was tiring as hell and after all that walking and sweating i felt like crap and i really needed a nice hot or cold (i couldn't really give a damn) shower. We were so tired that we didn't even bother to go out, actually partly due to the rain as well. So some of them not so tired people came to our room to gamble. Yeah and they were so loud that the reception called because some people were not too happy with the noise coming from the room. Actually they were so loud that i had to jack the volume on the TV and when they left the TV was blasting. So thats it for day 1 of Bali.

Very Tired

Ok i know i'm supposed to be putting up pics and telling you guys story bout the trip to Bali, but honestly i haven't slept the whole night, i didn't have my lunch and i didn't have a cigarette break when i was at work for like 9 hours. And under the amount of stress and what not i was getting today i think i should have went. So i'm a little grouchy today although i still have that happy thought in me so i'm not gonna bitch any further then that. But it sure as hell was a long day at work today, and its been quite some time since i've actually been out so long from morning till now.

Well besides me being really tired and all from work i don't really want to go on and on about my story telling of what happened on my trip with pictures to illustrate, so i guess if i'm not too tired tomorrow then i'll put the pictures and the story telling up tomorrow. Hrm, but i'm pretty sure that i'll be coming home late tomorrow since i have to go to the airport to pick up a friend whos coming back from vacation. So i'm pretty sure i'll have to go out right after that for some drinks and chatter...But you never know. I might have more time in the afternoon, so we'll see.

Just another update

Oh finally the weekend is here, it took awhile but then now that everything seems to be settling in once again the traffic is back to its normal jammed self. I should be uploading the last day of pics later on today, couldn't really be bothered to do them now...well that way at least i'll have something to do today. I already have tomorrow planned out, and i call it the 'give the car some love' day...Lol, actually its just me taking like 4-6 hours washing the car. I hope i can last that long, what with the heat and all i'd probably take more breaks then wash the car....oh i guess we'll have to wait till tomorrow to see what kind of a job i do.


Work hasn't really been hectic lately, although the work that i'm getting is way beyond my skill set so i'm actually learning how to use tools that i haven't even touched before. Its really a good thing since i'm actually learning how to use something new and i'm pretty sure having the skill to use it might come in handy one day. Besides that i'm not really too busy, although i still can't find the time to return to the office anytime soon to do my claims. But whatever it is i had better to do before the 15th, after all i don't want to be running around for a whole month without my claims again.

Broke Month

Ok just one more day of pictures to go and then i'll start putting them up here and explaining what is what or what happened and what not. So i guess it'll be during the weekend or next week, hrm...that means it'll be a whole week since i've been back before i start telling you guys what happened in Bali. I have pretty much just stayed at home the whole week, didn't really feel like going out or chilling out or what not and to be honest i don't know why either, i guess it comes with age. Either that or i must really miss my pc and just wanna spend more time with it....LOL.

On the bright side at least its more cost saving if i just came home after my dinner and chill at home instead of going out all the time. And after i blew my whole wallet in Bali and not to mention not being able to meet the dateline to file my claims for this months pay, staying at home and saving a little bit here and there sure as hell helps. I can already see that this month ain't gonna be kind to me in financial terms. And considering that i have quite a few chores to do i think it'll be a good thing.

Pictures are on the way

Ok i'm in the midst of uploading my pictures that i took from Bali so gimme like a few more days to get all the pictures sorted out. Waiting for the rest of the pictures is just taking so long that i might just use what i got from my camera or rather my phone. I was looking through the pictures and i realized that i have quite a few shots that were very grainy. I think i'm gonna start saving money to invest in a DSLR or something...yeah lately i've been wanting to take pictures here and there, but then again maybe not la we'll see how things go first. After all i don't think i'll use it as much as some of the people i know so might not be worth the investment, but like i said...you never know.

Out of the 31 people that went for the trip so far i know of only one other person that have got the photos ready and uploaded it to a server, the rest are still pretty much busy with work or whatever it is they're doing. I'm just probably gonna want to take pictures of two more people and thats probably all i'm gonna get anyway. Besides thats gonna be alot of photos as it is. I know one of them took like almost a gig worth of pictures and that in my opinion is insanely alot considering it was only 4 days. Can you even imagine a 2 month holiday? Probably would need a hard drive to store all those pictures. I only took about 100++ mb worth of photos and they were mostly redundant pictures and stuff anyway...lots of scenery so that explains all the retaking and shit. Well since i'm free now i'll probably work on sorting them out.

The Days should be Longer

Nope, still haven't sorted out the pics...they're still in my phone though and i'm too lazy to move them into my pc. Then again i have too much work to be bothered transfering pictures, at least for now...hell i can already see myself being like super busy this weekend with all the things i have got to do. Sometimes i just wish the days were longer, of course at the same time the working hours should be maintained la like now like that...that way people would have more time to do shit, and they should really change the time things are open, like the post office, tax department, banks you know stuff like that. I mean how the hell do people get things done like this anyway, i already hardly have time to do my laundry let alone going to the bank or to see the landlord and what not. With that said i think they should really just do that. I think i should continue bitching instead i should just relish in the moment that i'm still happy from my Bali trip...hahaha, and here i thought i wasn't gonna have fun.

I'm Back

Yes i'm in KL, but if your expecting me to put up picks...well you'll be disappointed, not because i'm not gonna put up any pics but its because you guys would have to wait if you want to see the pics. Theres like a whole lot of pics for me to go sort out and some of which aren't taken from my camera so i have to wait for those pics to be sent to me then only i'll put them up for your viewing pleasure. So right now i'm on site and at work again....sigh, i wanna be still on holiday.

Well yeah even though initially i was griping about the trip all together it was pretty much very fun and not to mention tiring as hell. I have never sweat so much in my entire life...i mean back in the day it was different cause i was playing some sports or something which MAKE people sweat regardless....over there i can sweat in the market, now how do you sweat in a shaded market??? That place is one very very hot place i'll tell you that.

Oh yeah i didn't jump by the way....yeah yeah i know what you're all gonna say, but seriously i really would have, but there were some unforseen circumstances due to stupidity and negligence on my part mostly. But that story would have to wait. If you were to ask me to go again next month i'll definitely go...At least this time i know what to do when i get there.

To Bali I go

I just realized that i would only blog when i'm NOT free and when i'm free i do every other thing i can think of except blog. I guess its because i'm free and i get to do whatever the hell i want that there are less things for me to whine and bitch about that the post would be too short to merit all the effort into bitch blogging in the first place...well at least i think so la.

Well i should wish all my fellow Chinese visitors a very very happy and prosperous Chinese new year...i believe that has been long overdue and i should have done so earlier. But no matter i think its always better late then never. Initially i wanted to post on valentines as well but then again it would just be more pointless bitching and whining so i decided that i should leave such a 'happy and joyous' occasion alone.

So tomorrow is the day i fly off for my trip to Bali, i hope i'll have a good time...really i do, somehow i don't feel like Bali right now. Guess cause i don't know what to look forward to when i get there, so maybe thats why. Plus the fact that i have been depressed for quite awhile...for no apparent reason really just one of those phases that happen every year. Oh yeah and i haven't packed yet and i'm leaving in the morning, gawd i've been running around the whole day today that i'm just to tired to do shit.

Then again i'll only be gone for like what 4 days, so no big deal la i think i can handle the packing in like 5 minutes. After all i once packed my entire room when the movers arrived...lol, yeah imagine that. With all that said i'm just wondering if i can survive the trip without being in front of a computer or using the internet for the duration of the trip. Looks like for 4 days i won't have an outlet to release some of my steam....thats if i get any la, which i'm pretty sure i'll have. I can think of one already....roommate snoring me to death.

Working in Google

Now this is what i call a great working environment...i'll trade my one of my kidneys to work in google...LOL!!! But for those of you who have heard it but not seen it, well heres a video to give you a better insight of how working in Google is like.



Still think i'm crazy to trade in my kidney? hehehe.

Don't feel like bitching

Its strange...I always have something to bitch about and if i think about it yes i still do have a lot to bitch about, but its strange because i don't feel like bitching. Hrm, maybe i dropped from a flight of stairs and hit my head or something but i seriously don't feel like bitching. So what do i wanna do then? I don't know...just spew out some crap i guess. Well besides the crappy week i had last week, i don't think this week will be any different from last although i seriously hope of an improvement even a little bit of improvement would be good.

Anyway I have been watching my house mate play WoW lately and i've got to say that i kinda missed playing it, maybe because i had such a bad week last week and i had mostly confined myself to solitude that the moment i saw how fun it had been playing WoW i was immediately tempted to load up the game and start playing again. But of course i didn't la, i mean that would seriously fuck my whole life around if i did...and i don't think i can afford to do that right now, i've got some resolutions i intend to fulfill.

One of my buddies would be going on a holiday for like 3 weeks so the good points about it is that i definitely won't be spending so much now, which is of course a good thing since i'm always running low. But the bad side to it is that there probably won't be all the much to do until he gets back...Then again i won't be around next week, so i guess it wouldn't really be so bad la. But suddenly thinking of the Bali trip is making me not wanna go...yes again. Well its not that i don't wanna go, i mean i really do wanna go...just that its been so hot lately i think i'd rather go to somewhere really cold, someplace where i can freeze my ass off...Literally chill out.

But nevertheless a holiday is a holiday so i guess i really shouldn't be complaining, hell i'm sure there are tons of people who would trade with me for going to Bali...so i guess i should just go with the flow and enjoy the ride. Oh yeah and i still haven't cleaned the house for new year like i initially intended too, hrm...now how to hell am i gonna get this done before new years, think i'm kinda late for that. Guess i'll see if i can try to squeeze some time here and there to get it done before the weekend arrives.

Just got worst

Its that time of the year again when the sun is like at its peak or something, i could have sworn that this doesn't happen till later in the year though...oh well i could be wrong, who remembers this kinda shit anyway. But yeah so its been freaking hot lately and off all days it decided to rain today, the thing that really sucks about raining today is its a Friday, traffic is really really bad on Fridays minus the rain...now imagine what happens when its raining. I mean normally people would drive really slow when its raining, which of course is a good thing...i mean you don't want people to be banging each other right? that would just make traffic come to a standstill and thats alot worst...but i guess its because its a weekend that everyone actually decides to go home early, so that just makes things alot worst.

I don't know if someone knows why its like that please do enlighten me because i for one am utterly oblivious to whats going on. Today is an exceptionally crappy day because firstly clients office wasn't open and i went down all the way to KL only to go back to the office which was a completely waste of time, worst...come next week i'm gonna have to crunch. The rain isn't making things better right now cause the humidity is just killing me, i can probably soak myself in the tub only to come out sweating so i really feel like crap right now. Oh yeah and remember how i said i was suppose to change the shoes that i bought cause it was too big....well i lost the receipt. To summarize my day into one word i'd say it has been a fan-FUCKING-tastic day.

Nothing going right

I have been reflecting on the events of the week and i must say that nothing has gone quite right this past week. On the contrary everything has been going wrong...very wrong. There hasn't been much progress with work, which really sucks cause if i can solve whatever problem it is thats causing me so much stress i would have to work double time just to get things to a presentable state come this wednesday. And i don't know bout you but i seriously hate to step it up a notch just to get things done, i guess mainly its because you tend to make alot of errors when you're rushing...i'd just rather work at my own pace, well obviously thats not gonna happen.

Then theres the deal with my phone, sometime ago (like a month or two) i fucked my phone by attempting to update its firmware cause it was giving me some kind of weird problems where i can't see the words i'm typing out, and because the connection to god knows where is not working as well as it should the process failed but the program still continued with the update therefore giving my phone some sort of a half update kind thing which actually made my phone worst then it should have been, so i send my phone in for repairs and now i won't see it for a whole week...guess theres not gonna be any pictures taken if i go club this weekend.

Oh wait you mean theres more??? Of course there is, i spend my leave doing some chores which didn't really amount to much also...well i'm obviously not happy bout it because i could have spend the day sleeping which i seriously lack (according to doctors diagnosis). And everytime i can't get things done i always go into my grouchy modes. Oh yeah and then theres the one where i bought a new pair of shoes for new year and it was a little too big, so i have to bring it back (which i haven't) but i also have to change the design cause the one that i bought was actually the smallest already (yes i have small feet...so sue me).

Finally my budget for this month has indeed been blown out of proportion pretty much what i had predicted even before i got my salary, so this month is gonna be kinda tight...worst thing is i have that Bali trip to go to so thats gonna knock me back even more. I'm still currently struggling to try and balance things up financially...well for this month anyway, but the way i see it i'm probably not gonna make it till next pay day. After all i still haven't calculated the amount of money i would need to renew my drivers license, pay the phone bill, pay the house bills, pay some credit card debts and lets not even talk about daily expenditure...sigh, i wish money would just drop from the sky.

15 More Days

15 more days till i fly off to Bali, at first i thought that i'd probably have to drag myself to go on this trip mostly i guess because i heard the news the Russell Peters was coming to Malaysia. Yeah i want to see his show more then Bali, but then his show was canceled so guess i'll have to settle for second best then. You know actually as time went by i kinda felt like going to Bali more then anything else, after all i was complaining that i wanted a change in my environment so i guess this has got to be it la. But given a choice i would rather go somewhere else...Like Australia or Japan, hell i'll even settle for New York again just for the hell of shopping. Hrm, then again being a smoker i don't think New York is a good choice after they passed that law where you can't smoke in public anymore...i'll probably get fined so much that i could buy another plane ticket or something.

Anyways i was told that theres like this place in Bali where you can bungee jump from like 50 meters or something, when i first thought about it i was thinking that 50 meters ain't that high...and it isn't really that high, but then again i am afraid of heights so i guess thats gonna be high enough to be really really frightening. I would really love to jump though, hope someone is gonna accompany me else i probably won't jump. I think it'll definitely be cool cause its like i died and when the whole thing is over its like i've been reborn or something...Like getting a fresh start cept without resetting the age and what not. I'm so afraid of heights that i might actually get an anxiety attack on the way down and die...that would be so ironic wouldn't it. Hell i'll probably laugh it off if that ever happened, course then again no one would ever know.

My Angst

I've been told that i have alot of angst and this is coming from people that have read my blog...lol, of course i have alot of angst do you even have any idea how fucked up the traffic in KL is??? Bad traffic is understandable but what really ticks me off is the fact that the jam is caused by nothing...yes thats right there is no apparent reason why the line is held back for so fucking long. Oh wait then again maybe there is a reason....and that would be the amount of fucking idiots who don't know how to wait in line and cutting left right center and whatever else. Then of course there is also the road hogs.

Seriously if you are gonna drive slow then please for crying out loud stay in the fucking slow lane thats what its there for!!! But noooooooo!!!! apparently all the lanes are suppose to be the same to these people and they just decided that 'hey this lane is empty...i should drive on this lane taking my own sweet time'. ARGH!!! Give me a gun and i'll seriously waste all these fools, sometimes i just wonder how do they even get the license to drive on the road...Oh and some of them have like really really nice and expensive cars but when they drive their break lights are like permanently turn on...WTF!!??? I know la you got damn fucking alot of money, but seriously if you wanna spend all your money on new break pads just give me the damn money la...hell even better give me the car and i'll make better use of it.

Oh and don't even get me started on the motorcyclist....If i could i'd gather all of these dumbasses on the road and make them like congregate in one huge area after that i'll just like get that whole area nuked so even if they survive they'll be like too mutated to drive not only them but their generations to come as well...which is a good thing since getting rid of them would also probably reduce the road accidents creating a safer environment for the rest of us to drive in. Well of course traffic is just a small part of where all this angst is coming from, there is more but i think i bitched enough for one post...lol.

Drinks Over the Weekend.

Delaying pictures again won't be such a good idea la i guess, so i think i'll just put the weekend pictures up to start things of....wow i actually did two post with pictures back to back, hrm...i hope this doesn't start to become a trend or something else i'm really gonna start to run out of hard disk space.

Eu-jin meets Eugene

Messing around

More fooling around

I was pretty much wasted at velvet over the weekend, since i couldn't drink much anyway. Well that obviously wasn't an excuse for not drinking la....at least thats what my friends had to say, so came more drinks and there goes my guts. Fortunately i was ok enough for the journey home...or the mamak session anyway. By the time i made my way home i was pretty much ok already...as a matter of fact i was so ok that i wasn't too happy bout it. All in all i by the time i left the club i had consumed a total of four different types of concoction with a shooter to boot. Fortunately i was already fucked when the shooters came so i didn't have to go on one of them shooter sprees that normally happens and instead just had one...which suffice to say was more then enough to send me straight to hell. I'm still thinkin if i should put up the pics of them hotties....hrm.....need time to think. Well not really fair for me to put it up without asking right? Not!!! hahaha.

The laddies.

Well i think this would officially be my last clubbing night for the month, we still have to go back to finish the rest of the bottle. I just hope the next time around my friends don't decide to buy more drinks on top of the bottle and drown me in alcohol considering that i can't really drink all that much. I seriously wouldn't want to be puking my guts out again....that was seriously a very horrifying experience. Well not like i've never been through it, its just that i haven't drank that much in a VERY VERY long time and i haven't thrown up like that in an even longer time. But i can assure you that the feeling isn't very pleasing.

Overdued Pics.

I guess its about time i posted up those pictures that i've promised, reluctantly posting them up actually since i don't really like to put up pictures of people whom i never got permission for putting it up in the first place...But since they probably won't even know i guess it won't hurt anyone la right. Anyway this was for the events of two weekends ago.

This pic is kinda out of focus, but its the only pic of all of us.

Taking a sip from a jug of Long Island Tea.

The Hotties.

Jo, Sherms and I

Another group pic...for old times sake.

If i have the time i'll post more pics tomorrow, this time about the events that occurred last night/this morning. Also in the same place i might add, just with different people...well not entirely different but different nonetheless. Anyway i'm fucking tired and i really need to get some sleep now, its like fucking 7am for crying out loud and i'm already sober as anyone can be...sigh.

I'm good now.

Yeah so i've been very sick and i had the whole of last week off mostly confined to the four walls of my living room or otherwise known as my room, lol. Well obviously i feel hell alot better compared to say sometime like 7 days ago...so now its back to work. So how does the new week celebrate me getting my ass back to work??? With lots of traffic thats how!!! Well not like i was late or anything but seriously i love to drive at my pace and lots of cars on the road don't drive anywhere near my pace most of the time their just fucking hogging the whole damn road. And just like every other normal day where i'm stuck in traffic i just got impatient and hit the pedal to the metal zooming in and out hoping that i can reach my destination in record time. Result? Well i didn't reach there in record time considering i've done better, but i got there on time so i'm not really gonna complain bout that.

Oh yeah i believed i promised some pictures, well i think i'll just put those up tomorrow or something. Too lazy to go look for those pics right now besides i've got other better things to do. Anyway i've got lots of things to do this week, for starters theres work...well you know that there is no end to work right so i think i should just give up on complainin bout that. Then i have to go service my car which is already overdued anyway but i think i'll just put it off for a little bit more until i my salary get banked in, at least that way i won't be so tight around the belt which without a doubt i already am. Some other personal shit to be settle hopefully by the end of the week, i probably have to take half the day off or something to get this done oh well i'll just delay it as well....lol. Gawd i really should stop all this procrastinating. Oh then theres the new year shopping and for the weekend some social event....So i pretty much got the whole week packed already, and this is without considering the weird things that happen along the way...i wonder how am i gonna pack that all in.

Under Medication.

This is like one of those rare cases where i happen to blog at like fucking 6.30am and a Sunday morning this is definitely one of those things that you don't see every day. So what this about? Well last night my finger started to feel pain and when i woke up yesterday afternoon (yes i was pigging in the morning...now leave me alone :P) the pain actually got worst. How much worst well now i can see spots all over my hand, and i feel like both my hands has pins and needles...not very funny. The sensation actually comes from the spots that are all over my hands, and now it has gone further and spread to my feet so right now i have trouble walking.

Now why am i up when i'm not feeling too well? Well lets just say that i just came home not too long ago, i was out clubbing actually...trying to sweat it out was a bad idea since its pretty hard for me to sweat in the first place, hrm maybe if i wore my turtle neck that it would be an entirely different story. Then again velvet has a collar dress code so i might not have been able to get in if i did dress like that. I'd actually like to post up some pictures of tonight but i think i'm too lazy so i might consider putting up another post along with the photos or at least some of the photos tomorrow after i wake up, i wonder...is it my medication thats making me sleepy or is it the linger effects of the alcohol. Well whatever it is i don't care cause i feel so tired and sleepy that whatever it is its doing me one hell of a favor for helping go to bed.

Disappointment

I don't know why but i am, don't even bother asking why cause you'll probably never know the answer. Perhaps i'll carry my disappointment to my grave never letting the world know what i've been so disappointed about. True i'm probably no better then my disappointment but it doesn't change the fact that i am or have been let down. But i'm not gonna mull over it and be sad and all that crap, why? simply cause i know i don't deserve it and i'll just have to stand my ground. Yeah you're all probably wondering what kind of rubbish am i blabbering about, and i'm really sorry for it. But you know i like to unleash my angst here, well not all of it...somethings are usually better left unsaid. Yup so this is one of those bitching posts to get some stuff off my chest, hell if i don't do this i'll probably collapse at work due to the work stress that i'm getting. Ok with this out of the way i think its about time i get back to work again.

And the work comes in

The one thing about work that i have definitely got to say is that when i'm free, i'm really free but when i'm busy...well all hell breaks loose. So today is one of those sorta free days where you think that nothings gonna happen and what not, well thats until the shit hits the fan (hrm, still wondering how that works). So right now on top of whatever work i already have i've got to do two things and thats to help out in some other modules that i'm familiar with. Honestly i'm fine with that, as a matter of fact i'd gladly do it without being told hell i was just about to get to it today even if it wasn't for me being the old absentminded freak that keeps forgetting to bring the media to work so now i'd have to postpone whatever it is that i have to do till tomorrow. Ok la not so bad la since i had SOME work to do today. The bright side to this first thing i hafta do thingy is that at least for the next couple of days i'm gonna be preoccupied with work....woot!!! hehehe.

Now moving on to task number two, as i was just thinking about how to fit things into my schedule i received a call informing me that i have to do some work on a certain project using a certain product that i have only touched once in my entire life which was dated way way way way way back during a somewhat crash course training. And the first thing that came to my mind was that 'i'm fucked', and now that i come to think of it....i think that saying that is so highly appropriate. Problem with the whole thing is during that training i was thought how to use the product not how to implement the product, so therefore next week i've got roughly two days to experiment and then the real shit starts...well sort of anyway, basically i've got to get it to work after that two days. Because of that i've now got to spend a hell lot of time refreshing my memory by reading the reading material that was provided during the training. With that said i think i'd better get started.

Experiences with Ronald McDonald

So i was at McDonalds the other day for dinner or supper don't really remember but i think it was more supper or yum cha since the damn place opens 24/7 now. Since there wasn't any space outside we had to sit inside for the time being (need to sit outside for smokes), so the plan was to sit inside and after whoever is done eating can go out and smoke and then come right back...I think it was something like 3 of us just went out and whats left at the table was another 3, with one more person on the way. While we were smoking some tables were now empty and so we just sat there while we were smoking and the rest just decided to come out and stay out. Well of course thats gonna work for me since the first 3 that went out (me included) are quite fond of the nicotine stick, when suddenly a friend decided to sit next to Mr. Ronald McDonald himself...or should i say on, lol. Here's a picture to make things clearer.

Apparently he said it was quite comfy to sit there, and if you follow the same posture as good ol' Mr. Ronald there it gets even better...erm, in a sense that its really comfortable la. Well obviously i didn't try it out la and no i won't try it anytime in the near future but i think i'll take his word for it. Of course then something ridiculous happen....
OMG!!! What is he doing!!??? look at Ronald McDonalds face....he's smiling from ear to ear!!! It must be something dirty isn't it!!??? Well no la, he just put his drink there and he's taking a sip...but what a great sport for taking his time drinking so that we could all take a snapshot of it. But i guess you already figured that one out.

Spending too much on....

Now that the new year has finally settled in (yeah i take a while to settle into things), i'll have a quick review from Christmas to date. First and most important issue is money, due to the festive season being a back to back kinda thing and with the somewhat extended holiday (which i'm totally not complaining about) has taken a huge toll on my wallet. Ironically all that money just disappeared without me going partying or anything like that, and seriously the new years that i had in 'the curve' wasn't really that much of a party anyway. But anyway getting back on track i've actually gone and spent almost 80% of my income from the 24th of December till today, so i'm already close to broke. Besides that one trip to 'the curve' on new years eve i've not actually gone partying or clubbing to spend insanely excessive amounts on alcohol.

However i did go all out on food, in just two weeks i've already spend more then rm 200 just on two weekends on food, so that would mean i've spend roughly a whooping rm 400 to rm 600 just on food in those two weeks (i show how think its more though)...cigarettes, yum cha and miscellaneous expenses excluded. To solve that problem, i'm gonna have to eat like a beggar for awhile and that would mean only roti kosong and ais kosong for me until the pay check comes out. Hrm, maybe i was really happy with my exam results and cause me to unconsciously go on a spending spree to reward myself. Well although i could have thought of much better ways to have actually put that money to better use but oh well whats done is done, nevertheless if theres any consolation to this whole saga is that at the end of the day i have a very very happy stomach, lol.

First bad news for me?

Well my training trip to Singapore next week has been canceled, no apparent reason for the cancellation but i guess i am rather happy that it was called off reason being that at least now i don't have to spend too much. Initially my schedule for the beginning of the year seem to be very hectic and also very very expensive. I projected that i'd be broke for the next three to four months...this month included la, but now since the Singapore training was called off i get to save quite an amount there. Although from my career point of view this doesn't really bode too well la because from that point of view i'd love to go for as much training as i possibly can. But oh well, there's always a next time.

Oh well there is still always that Bali trip i have to look forward too, hrm....bungee jumping sounds like fun, although i fear that i might actually get an anxiety attack and die on the way down, lol. Now thats a one way to die don't you think...hahaha, ironic really. So anyway the first bad news of the year is that my phone fucked up....yeah my rm2k++ supposed state of the art hand phone (at that time) just decided to be all bitchy and died on me, so now i have to bring it back to the service center to get it fixed....sigh i hope this is a small problem and i can get this fixed as soon as possible. More importantly i hope i don't have to leave it at the service center for a few days or however long i just want it fixed on the spot....even if they can't do it i would expect they give me a temp mobile to use or something. Well what can i say...shit happens.

Resolution for 2007

So with the new year all running and what not already i guess i should put down my resolution, for one i've decided to fuck it with the quit smoking thingy since i never actually bothered to try and quit in the first place...its just something that always seems to be in my resolution year after year to make it longer. This years resolution would be:

1. Be more dedicated at work.
2. Be more responsible
3. Clean the house and what not more often
4. Finish all them unfinished business

Hrm, i think that should be about it, with the number one resolution being the highest priority...hell i think i wanna push it this year, push it to the point where i will go work even when sick....unless too sick la, then that wan got no choice. Basically the point of this resolution this year is to be more responsible in every way as an adult la, look lets face it...its not like i'm getting any younger.

Merry Christmas and Happy 2007

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