I guess its was a bittersweet day after all, something that was totally unexpected yet somehow somewhere i always knew that it would have been this way. But denial was probably the culprit, but denial as someone once said is the first step to acceptance. Was today closure? or did it just create more unanswered questions? Only time will tell....
The vortex that constantly envelopes me never seem to fade, and as time goes by i slowly but surely sink further into a void unknown of my own fate. I try and i try to struggle free from its clutches but my struggle is all in vain...have i given up? I don't know. I seek to find the answer to questions that i don't know of. So what am i looking for?
Perhaps i'm looking for my purpose...yes perhaps that is what i want? I wish my future was revealed to me somehow, at least then i might have the drive to move forward. And as i sluggishly drag my heavy feet through the mud, i sink deeper and deeper into an abyss devoid of life and existance...into an eternity of sorrow.
The vortex that constantly envelopes me never seem to fade, and as time goes by i slowly but surely sink further into a void unknown of my own fate. I try and i try to struggle free from its clutches but my struggle is all in vain...have i given up? I don't know. I seek to find the answer to questions that i don't know of. So what am i looking for?
Perhaps i'm looking for my purpose...yes perhaps that is what i want? I wish my future was revealed to me somehow, at least then i might have the drive to move forward. And as i sluggishly drag my heavy feet through the mud, i sink deeper and deeper into an abyss devoid of life and existance...into an eternity of sorrow.
4 comments:
whoa, so deep...
man.
what do you think it all means? i don't even know what it means...was just blabbering.
how would i know what you were trying to say if you dont even know yourself.
siao ah...
*roll eyes*
Yeah well guess i am huh??? lol
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