Broke

Well so far things haven't been looking up all that much, been getting massive migraines lately on a daily basis and frankly its not a very pleasent thing. And even though my car is all ready to collect and shit i don't wanna go and get it yet cause i'm so dead fucking broke that i won't be able to afford the goddamn petrol. Funny thing is this month i didn't over spend it was actually due to some unforseen circumstances that i am in my current predicament, but oh well shit happens. I just hope that this damn thing don't last too long or i really won't be able to survive one way or another. Well obviously there is another alternative as to how i can manage to get by la, and thats to take on another job. But knowing myself i'm not really up to it, although i know some people that manage to pull it off (now thats what i call time management).

Sigh the amount of stess i've been getting this past few days is really horrible, and the best part of it all is that its not coming from work can you fucking believe that. Anyhow i already started doing some research on the car and shit, like whats the best way of running in the new engine, how to tighten the security of the car, maintaining the car and blah blah blah and it looks like i've got quite a bit to spend some more for the car right after i drive it out of the where ever it is i'm gonna pick it up from. So i just incurred more expenses unto myself, great... And if that wasn't really bad enough i read that new cars tend to be fuel guzzlers for awhile till the engine settles in or something like that, i honestly hope that that is a myth cause that would burn a terribly big hole in my spending. Guess for the next month i'm gonna have to live and eat like a beggar la...its all about cutting costs, must look to HP and follow their example.