Sedated

Once in a while my nose would decide to act up on me and start running...Hrm, that didn't sound too right did it?? Well i'm sure you get what i mean, so anyway last night was one of those nights. I don't know sometimes it just acts as if it had a mind of its own, maybe it went something like 'hrm, i think i'll throw a tantrum'. And then my nose would just start leaking, from pass experience it is not a good idea to blow my nose in this situation if i don't have a hell lot of tissue. So keeping my nose from leaking would prove to be a gruelling task. Sigh, sometimes i just wanna like cut it off or something. Anyway i took a flu pill when i got home to help me with my situation, but everyone knows how flu pills work right it makes you drowsy. Well considering that it was way early in the morning already i thought hell why not, after all i really should go to sleep. Damn, it was so nice to be able to sleep so fast and soundly. 5-6 hours later, my mobile rang and woke me up...goddammit!!! Who the fuck is disturbing me?? Well it turns out to be an old friend of mine from 2nd year in uni asking me out for lunch, so i thought oh well since he already woke me up (although partially) i might as well get up and get some grub la numsayin?? Ever since then i have felt so sedated, i think i don't have enough sleep thats why...and probably the after effects of the damn flu pill....Dammit, i feel like sleeping but i know i should be sleeping cause its still to early, and on top of that it is a weekend!!! Fuck this really sucks, as a matter of fact i can barely keep my eyes open and every 5 mins i'll be yawning. Oh well, i think i'll just try to stay awake as long as i can and see what happens....Hrm, i think i might go out tomorrow night and celebrate my so called graduation too, hahahaha!!! We'll see.

Being a bum

Wah i feel like a total bum!!! so i guess i was right to say that now i am a bum, hahahaha....As a matter of fact i just woke up. Damn now i feel so damn lethargic, sitting here also i feel like just going back to sleep and slamming my head straight into the keyboard leaving keymarks on my face. Hrm, i think i need my ciggy to wake me up....yeah and i don't need coffee to wake me up for those of you who think i need to take coffee. Although i do have to admit that i do enjoy having a drink of coffee every now and then. Oh yeah coffee also don't work on me, but my best friend once told me that for a smoker like me the amount of caffeine needed to get the same effect on a regular drinker is different which is more la of course. So yeah, but i tried once drinking too much coffee and i think i over did it so i just kinda felt like throwing up due to caffeine poisoning. Hahaha, well that teaches me right....oh well curiousity killed that cat i guess, lucky for me i didn't throw up though.

For those of you trying to leave comments recently i have included the word verification due to all the spam thats been running around blogosphere. It really helps get rid of them spam, as you can see now i haven't been spammed for awhile now....with the exception of my tag board la that is, hahahaha...Yeah lotsa whacky people coming in here lately huh??? lol. But the one thing that i'm not too entirely happy about is even i have to go through the word verification, eh hello i'm the owner wei!!! at least you let me just post la. Instead i also have to go through it....but nvm la good also la i guess, at least i know its more secure now. Thanks to Wimal for bringing the word verification up or i'll probably never know about it.

Hurricanes

In the aftermath of hurricane katrina, another hurricane decided to whack more terror into the hearts of them americans...yeah i know again its old news, but then right because of them stupid damn hurricane experts are speculating that oil prices will go up, again!!! Well its bad enough that every year it just gets more and more expensive, and this damn hurricane is not helping at all. But honestly if you ask me right...katrina should have hit texas instead of rita. Wipe all them rednecks of this planet and the world would be so much more peaceful. In more ways then one you can actually say all this things are a form of retribution for what america has done to the rest of the world, although it really isn't the whole populations fault, but instead it falls into the hands of only a few individuals...more specifically their leaders. Hrm, wait a minute...come to think of it right, if the public choose him as their leader, then it only makes sense that they are paying the price for the mistake of choosing him in the first place. Because of the devastation that wrecked new orleans thanks to katrina, the public were already somewhat prepared for rita and so the evacuated early in order to avoid deaths. But then right i damn kesian all those old folks that were the first to evacuated, cause instead of avoiding a watery grave...they ended up dying when the damn bus exploded. Gee i wonder how did that happen....As a matter of fact, i'm surprise that they didn't blame it to be some terrorist act, what they ran out of countries with oil that they can go and invade ar??? Oh well, not my problem...doesn't affect me in anyway whatsoever, so i think i should just put it to rest and go play WoW, hahahaha!!!

Bumming

So right after that last day i pretty much just played WoW from the moment i wake up to the moment i sleep. I've been running around the whole world though so i didn't really level all that much, yeah i know this is like so damn boring cause most probably the whole chunk of you reading this don't know a damn thing i'm saying. So right now i don't know what to talk about because i haven't done anything lately besides WoW. Of course there was this morning la where i had to go back to Uni to finish my last presentation...All in all the lecturer was very impressed with the work that was done, and he assured is that we will not fail that subject, but then i'm sure he knew that not every one of us in the group (5 to be exact) did all the work. Anyhow the group was pretty cool and didn't mind to spread the marks equally even though we knew who deserved the larger portion of it and who deserved less. Well looks like there is one more thing left to do before i can totally write off my studying days, although like i've said before....i am officially no longer a student. Speaking of which i was asking my friend that question...I told him:

Me: I am officially no longer a student....mwahahahhaha. Erm, but i'm also not a graduate.
Friend: hahahahaha.
Me: Eh so what does that make me ar???
Friend: Erm.....a bum??? hahahaha!!!
Me: hrm, that doesn't sound right....but i guess that has to be it la, hahahaha!!!

So yeah right now i'm resigning myself to being a bum, and frankly speaking i don't think i'll mind being a bum for awhile. I wonder how long will this bumming season of mine last.

Hear me for i have conquered!!!

Mwahahaha!!! and it is done!!! Well actually i should rephrase the topic to hear me for i have 'HALF' conquered. So this is the story today i am officially no longer a student!!! Wooohooo!!! finally man, although i am also still not a graduate la, so that kinda sucks....Damn!!! now that has got me wondering, so what the fuck am i exactly??? Oh well, don't care la for now!!! Well the reason why its only half conquered is because due to the pass month or two when i have been procrastinating i didn't manage to finish some of my work, which i manage to postpone la...Well i'm kinda still waiting on the admin to get back to me regarding that matter. Don't think it'll be long from now though. And besides that i have a presentation this coming monday morning...So besides all those loose ends to tie up i don't have anything to do as a student anymore. So three cheers for finishing...hip hip hurray!!! hip hip hurray!!! hip hip hurray!!!

But then right now that i am so free, i was thinking la on the way back (stuck in traffic)...What the fuck am i gonna look forward to??? Work??? Nah, not really looking forward to working since i've already done that in the past. So there really isn't much to look forward to besides WoW. Hrm, yeah that does sound like a plan however....although being a short term plan, but its still a plan nevertheless. Now to set my agenda, party then wow, then party some more, then wow some more (repeat until bored...rest and repeat again). Dang!!! sounds like i'm a bit deprived!!! hahahaha.

Since today was supposedly my last day i was comparing it to when Mr.Wimal Tan had his last day in Uni. I remember i was dragged to his class farewell thingy right after his last exam paper. And since i know most of his classmates i thought i'd just come along, and it was pretty fun...we were all talking and asking each other what are the plans for the future and blah blah blah. Then there was that massive photo session, where practically the whole damn class took out their digital cameras...Damn man, i've never seen so many digital cameras in my entire life. If they gathered all the cameras together they could actually set up a shop i tell you. So anyway, compared that experience to mine....mine was like, ok ciao. WTF!!??? So damn boring!!!! hahahaha....oh well i'm not really close to my classmates anyway cept one. I feel more at place in Wimal's class, i guess that would be one regret i would have to live with. Sigh the relief of finally finishing, i'm still praying that i can graduate this year though....so you guys help me ok, light some josticks, say a prayer or whatever it is that you believe in la to help my cause, hahaha....oooh, the urge of playin wow is killin me...so gotta go...hahahaha

One down and one more to go...and time to chill

Man i've got to say i don't even know what the hell i wrote in today's paper...its like hrm, i think i'll just write this, and i did exactly that. So right now the only thing thats running in my mind is 'Oh god, oh god i'm gonna fail'. But who cares...lol, honestly like i've said before i seriously couldn't be bothered about the whole damn thing anymore, just got sick and tired of it...Kinda like burned out. So anyway i have a one day break tomorrow and so i'm gonna chill, relax and enjoy for abit before i hit the books once again. Come friday then i'll be scot free...mwahahhaha, i can see the light at the end of the tunnel already. Hrm, hope the damn tunnel don't suddenly cave in though, hahahahaha. But with the end so near it has got me wondering what the hell am i gonna do after that, well i know one of the things that i'm gonna do....not gonna talk about it though. But that one thing is like not enough, hrm....i just got enlightened. I think the reason for all this negativity about don't care and shit is because i don't have any sense of direction in where my life is heading...yeah i think thats it. Oh well, hahahaha....gonna just laugh it off.

Eh its kinda strange everytime i complain that the weather is like damn fucking hot, then suddenly it will start to rain....It's like magic!!! But yeah its kinda nice to see it rain, damn shiok to sleep also, hahaha. Anyways because of my exams i've been sleeping in the hall for the pass whole week, and i'm kinda really enjoying it...For one its much cooler then my room la, and secondly the couch damn soft, significantly softer then my bed la. So comfortable and so easy to sleep....only drawback of the couch is....well its a couch la so you can imagine the amount of space you get tryin to sleep on one of those. Fortunately i'm a small guy and i practically don't move when i sleep...so there's no problems there. Problem is i don't think its a good idea to continue sleeping in the hall for the rest of my life la. Hrm, maybe i should get a new bed, new mattress, pillows and install a brand spanking new aircond into my room then i'll move back in, hahahaha. Yeah right, keep telling yourself that!! Anyways because i haven't been sleepin in my room that means i haven't turned off my PC in like 4 days, wow!!! new record...but then right now its making funny sounds and i think its coming from my CPU fan, dang!!! that doesn't sound to good...oh well have to look into that before something bad happens.

Disappointment

Wah i feel so damn fucking tired, and once again my hand aches because of all that non stop writing. You know ar, i honestly think that exams don't do a person justice. The purpose of an exam is to gauge a persons understanding in regards to the subject at hand. But its damn fucked up cause we must use the damn fucking 'key words' and crap like that in order to score points. Hell i can talk about the damn thing without using those damn 'key words' and it'll mean exactly the same thing, so what is big fucking deal??? Oh well, just wanted to vent some of my frustrations because of the exam...Damn sad man, i fucking missed out on my first class due to lack of time. 10 minutes thats all i ask, just 10 more minutes i tell you....Sigh, should have listened to all my seniors, i remembered they were all telling me not enough time and blah blah blah. Hey wait a minute even if i did listen what difference would it make??? Answer: Absolutely NOTHING!!! Because seriously in the end i still don't have enough time, i was already writting non stop in the first place with hardly any rest....as a matter of fact i wrote more today then yesterdays paper. But then right, writting more doesn't mean shit la. Don't worry though i know what i wrote was correct, dammit....i fucking lost 30 marks because i was short of 10 minutes!!! 30 FUCKING POINTS OK!!??? wah, if i fail i'm gonna go kill someone. Oh well, fuck it....thats in the past, need to move on to the next subject....oh gawd when is that damn rest day gonna come before it all ends??? WWWHHHHHEEEEEEEENNNNNN!!!!!???????

First of last days

And here it begins the first day of the last days...Now what the fuck am i talking about??? Well actually its exam week, finals week, which means that at the end of this week i officially finish my studying life. Well sort of la anyway....i probably still have a few loose ends to tie up, but don't think its gonna be too much of a hassle. So anyway, today was the first day of my finals....and what a way to start. Had a two hour paper wrote until my hand ached, it hurt so bad that i can't even clench my fist. Well not ok already la, just could clench it for say 5 to 10 minutes....i had to slowly adjust to the pain with some hand exercises. Anyway i'm pretty surprised with the arrangement of the exam schedule this time around....usually they give us a one day break in between exams, but this time around i have three papers in three consecutive days. Now for a person like me who don't actually study (I only read on the last day to refresh my memory) thats gonna cause some major brain cramming sessions. As a matter of fact, in today's paper i don't even know what the hell i was writing....i probably wrote of out topic, ah but who cares i certainly don't. Looking on the brightside though at least this way it finishes way faster...Oh dang!!! what the hell am i still doing here, i gotta go read up. Hahahaha.

Its back!!!

Now i'm pretty sure you're gonna be wonderin what in tarnation might be back, well let me tell you.....its the fucking god damn heat thats what!!! It is so damn motherfucking cibai hot i can't stand it!!! I just took a shower like 5 mins ago and i feel like i should hit the showers again!! I had to secretly turn on the aircond in the living room for awhile just to cool down a little during the afternoons, wah how do people live in this heat ar??? Worst how to sleep....i mean there you are lying in bed and suddenly you wanna go take a shower, few minutes after stepping out of the shower you just wanna go back in again. Well yeah i know most of you probably have the luxury of having an airconditioned room, but guess what!!??? I don't....so i'm gonna fucking whine my ass of until i get one!!! Hrm, wait a minute that didn't sound right....how the hell am i gonna get one by whining to you guys!!??? DOH!!!

Today not very good day la, suppose to get things done, but end up getting nothing done....oh cept for the hair cut. Yeah my hair got long again, i think it actually got longer then the previous time. My hair stylist was like 'so how??? keeping long hair again ar??' and i was like 'no way la....how to keep long hair in this weather???'. So anyway he gave me a new look, not too happy bout it cause its not as short as i hoped it would be and i didn't really wanna tell him to make it shorter since there was some else waiting....besides i needed to rush of somewhere. Then after that there was the WoW incident, where i almost got killed in town cause some bunch of jackasses decided to walk into town carrying some kind of disease killing everyone around them. So i left and started doing my quest and after a good 1-2 hours i couldn't find the npc that i was looking for. Dammit i want to smash something already. And really it just goes back to this heat we are having...its not really helping things get any better, oh gawd....i think i'll go get another shower.

Tennants

Most of you probably have lived on your own and knows what it feels like to be living under the same roof with other people outside your family or friends circle. Well i live in a four room house and since only two rooms is being occupied it actually only made sense to rent out the remaining two. More or less two years ago, a couple moved in taking up both the empty rooms...it was a good thing since it would help pay the bills and what not. But honestly i'm starting to wonder if it was really worth it. Anyway the couple that moved it were from the same church that my dad goes to, so naturally i thought that they were nice and considerate people la. Well nice is nice la no doubt...but then again i'm seldom at home to 'bond' with them la, and frankly i couldn't give a rats ass to 'bond' with them anyway. But them considerate??? Hrm, i don't think so...They really damn don't give face wan seriously. They stomp around the house, the drag the chair in the dining room (the dining room is just outside my room....yup my room is downstairs, don't ask), the slam the door...Basically they don't handle things in the house in a subtle manner. Worst part is they don't care if a person is sleeping or not, they'll just do whatever they want to. To make it worst every sunday they will have their weekly lovers quarel....wah i tell you damn stress man, they'd just shout from upstairs to downstairs, slam doors left right and center. How am i gonna get things done like this...let alone sleep. Well anyway, they have since moved out and i think its the best gift that i've had in a very very long time. My dad intends to get new tenants i seriously hope they aren't as bad as the previous ones...hrm, i hope a single hot chic moves in as well, hehehehe *grins evilly*.

Hurricane Katrina...yeah i know its alittle bit old.

I was reading a post on Wimal's blog regarding hurricane katrina, at seriously i am amazed at the behaviour of the red cross society. So what is it about, well since wimal already posted about it i'd just summarize it as the american red cross is fucked up!!! Hrm, wait a sec...that didn't really make sense now did it?? Ok ok, so now this is really a summary....it has been said that the red cross society in america hasn't been giving out all the aid funds it has collected in the relief effort to assist the victims of hurricane katrina (now why am i not surprise). But this isn't where it all started....apparently they have been doing this for quite sometime now. Even during 9-11...the amount of money they released to help the victims was so damn fucking pathethic. And when asked they said they gonna use the remainder of the money to add the war effort or some shit like that!!! Eh hello, the red cross society is suppose to help people la wei!!! Not fucking help war efforts and make other peoples lives more miserable. But honestly i think they all just talk cock only wan la, i'd bet with you right that all those senior positioned people is pocketing the money!!! Damn fucking greedy bastards....mahai seriously if you wanna do that then stop working for a charity organization la.

On another note Wimal also posted something about the first lady...Wah that was so damn fucking funny, why leh cause she can't even get the name of the damn hurricane correctly. Oh gawd how dumb are they man!!! First the president takes his own damn fucking sweet time to resolve the issue which in the event caused many deaths as well as untold havoc ran rampant in those areas affected by the hurricane. Then now when giving an interview the first lady called it hurricane corina or something like that instead of hurricane katrina. Sigh, what is the world coming to??? hahahaha. You know its really tragic and unfortunate that this happened, but can you imagine how the victims would feel if they saw that interview??? But then of course la everyone is like that what right?? Well most people anyway....as long as it isn't effecting me that i don't care, most natural reaction la i guess...oh well.

Dread for the future.

And so once again the new week starts, and with each and everyday that passes by my finals are getting closer. I really sucks that i wanna leave my studying life behind me, but at the same time i'm too comfortable to get out there and look for a job. I have worked in the pass, stuff relating to what i'm studying too and its all good...but i just can't see myself working at this moment, so with that kind of mentality how am i gonna be prepared for life after graduation?

I was having a conversation with one of my friends say about 2 weeks ago regarding fresh grads looking for jobs. You'd realise that companies tend to hire people with working experience, now the funny thing about it all is that how are you gonna find fresh grads with experience when they are just....fresh grads??? Strange isn't it, i mean yeah la of course got people out there wanting to change jobs and what not. But don't they realise that there are a whole lot of fresh grads out there looking for jobs and wanting to apply for them, how are these people gonna get the job when all they ever ask is 'do you have working experience'.

Sigh i don't know, i don't really feel like working in the near future. Worst of all i don't even feel like doing anything lol. It would be great if people could do whatever they wanted to and didn't have to worry bout income. So how do we get the money, well it just materializes out of no where....like magic!!! hahaha....now that would be so cool. Oh well, i think i'll just let this feelings of mine sink in and then i'll rethink about it or maybe i should get uncomfortable, hahahaha. You know the word comfortable is a very dangerous word...why leh? Well simply because if you are comfortable then that would mean that there is no room for improvement. Lets imagine you going to a wedding dinner, now obviously you would be seated in a table with all your friends la. So there you are having a great time talking bout whats been going on, eating and drinking and what not. Now at the end of the day the only thing you gained is probably knowledge of what happened to your friends that you haven't seen in maybe a week or longer, other then that you'd probably also have a great time of laughter and what not. Now compare that to if you were to sit with a whole table full of strangers, in this scenario you'd gain new friends and on top of that your network of friends would grow....so thats the difference between being comfortable and uncomfortable.

Obviously from the two scenarios there are gains as well as losses, but it really is up to the person to decide which he or she would prefer right? So right now i think i just prefer to be comfortable.

Back to WoW

Wah i completely forgot bout blogging today, lol....Well guess i was too preoccupied with lotsa stuff today. On the bright side today wasn't as bad as the previous two days cause i manage to wake up slightly earlier. But right i think i'm just gonna screw it all up really badly after today, why leh??? Well answer is very simple wan, i got my WoW account jor....so yeah gonna be playing. I doubt that i'd be playing as much as i'd actually want to though. Besides that also leh, i got finals comin up and still got some projects to finish up....very little but still got la nevertheless.

The funny thing recently right is that now that my tennants have moved out i thought that i'd get a whole lot of peace and quiet. Well in all aspects thats true la, but now that my timing has been so damn screwed it doesn't really matter if their around or not. On any normal day though, the amount of noise they make will wake me up way early in the morning when i don't need to wake up yet. I think i'll appreciate this new found peace that i have later when i finally fix this timing issues that i have. Gawd i feel so damn fucking tired, but i still wanna play....oh well i guess i'll just play for a little while more before i crash on my bed. Anyway before i sign off i would like to say much thanks goes out to Box for assisting me in attaining my WoW account.

Timing Dilemma

Since the day i fucked up my bi clock...again, i have been waking up at dinner and sleeping most of the mornings all through the day. This is very unbecoming of me, i haven't done much in the past whole week and it really bugs me to see myself so unproductive and yet i still don't feel like doing anything about it....Now why is that??? This always happens, obviously this isn't the first time...As a matter of fact i'm pretty sure i spoke about a similar incident where i fucked up my time before. And every single time this happens i take my own sweet time to change it back to the way it should be. When its back to normal it only takes a blink of an eye to screw it all up again....problem is i always tend to screw it up, more often then not i do it on purpose. So here is my dilemma what should i do about it? Why would i wanna change?? Well obviously living like this isn't exactly very healthy thats for one...and honestly if that isn't a good enough reason for you, then nothing else would be. Think about it you can have all the money in the world but if you don't have your health (meaning you're dying) what good will all that money do you? Anyway besides that, i can't get much done when i've been sleeping for the entire day...so yeah need to fix myself for that too. Besides that i'm not really complaining, but yeah this two points are very important, at least for me la....so how do i change my time back to normal and yet have the ability to once in awhile to have a late night out?

Bored

Ok today proves that i was indeed hearing things yesterday, cause i was out at the same time in my driveway having a ciggy as usual and i didn't hear any jap talkin and instead it was your mixture of chinese and english. Gosh i wonder what happened to me yesterday to be hearing that, hrm...maybe it was because i had anime overdose??? hehehe. Anyway today i was so damn tired i don't know why, that i slept the whole day until like 5pm or was it already 6pm...hrm, can't exactly remember. So very unproductive of me, but then right it was because of that day when i was rushing for my project that my whole entire bio clock is all messed up again. Well not that it really matters since i don't really have much to do in the day time anyway la, but i just don't really like it la waking up so late. Finished the whole anime series yesterday morning didn't wanna leave it hanging so now i'm dead bored don't know whether i should pop in a new series today. But then the only ones i'm left with are really short, and i'd probably be able to finish them in one sitting. Which is bad la cause after i finish them then i'll be bored again.

Now i really wished that i can play WoW, at least then i don't have to complain above how boring it is and blah blah blah. But getting WoW now isn't really that good also cause my finals are coming up, and yes although i say i have nothing to do in reality i do have stuff to do, just that i don't really feel like it. Well whatever i have to do isn't much anyway, probably can finish it in one sitting as well....so i'm not really too bothered about it. Want to go out also cannot cause i don't have the car today, sigh....this really sucks man. Oh yeah my hair has grown long enough to part again, and right now i'm wondering whether i should keep it or just continue to maintain my old hair do? Most people can't imagine me with long hair cause i've been having really short hair for the past....hrm, 8 years i think. Gawd its been so long that i can't even remember when was it that my hair was long. Well not really long long la, the longest it ever got was about chin length. Well do let me know what you think.

I'm hearing things

Phew was up the whole night finishing up on some projects, well now that that is finished looks like i only have 1 more to go. Come to think of it, it isn't even 1 its more life half....lol. Anyway i was so tired and i had this massive migrane that i didn't do anything but sleep for most of the day. But from the moment i woke up i just decided to watch an anime series that i have started a few days earlier. After a few episodes i decided to go outside for a ciggy break and the weirdest shit happens. You see my house is like really near the playing field and the time was about that time when all the kids go to the field and play, so its not surprising to hear kids shouting stuff to each other. The weird thing was whatever it was they were shouting at each other, i heard it in jap....as in JAPANESE!!! I was like WTF!!!! is my fuckin ears playin around with me or is that really jap??? I'm still wondering if what i heard was really what i think i heard or was just my imagination.

Yeah yeah i know you'd probably say things like maybe it was a bunch of jap kids and all that, but i can assure you that it wasn't. It freaked me out so much that i just threw the ciggy away and went back into the house. Hrm....come to think of it maybe the it was the nicotine playin around with my head, well guess that could be it since it was my first stick...and i remembered that my head was spinning too when i walked into the house. Oh well whatever it is it was still freaky. But then i went back in to continue watching more anime in jap.....lol. At the rate i'm going i think i'm gonna finish all the anime i have with me, damn....that doesn't sound too good, what the fuck am i gonna do in my free time then!!??? Oh well i'm sure something will come up ;)

Bum

Another day that i went to Uni for fucks....sigh how many times has this happened already? I tell you ar, no more Mr. Wimal Tan to tell me when to go and when not to go is definately something i miss out on in this final year. I'm beginning to question (well not really beginning la...for quite sometime already actually) whether i made the right decision to work first before entering my final year. Cause honestly i think i'm really regretting the fact that i didn't join earlier. For a fact i know that if i had joined earlier i wouldn't be in the fucked up situation i'm in right now. Not only that, i'd definately would have attended more classes that i have right now...Since i never actually believe studying actually helps in exam right now studying is all i have left in order to get me that passing grade. What to do never go to class some more la, of course i didn't skip all la....but then i think i skipped quite a number of classes, hrm...make it more like a significantly large amount of classes. Worst i don't have any friends in this intake cept for one really cool dude who has helped me heaps. Great, just fucking great...well Eugene thats for being such a bum la!!! tai kao lei sei!!! hahaha!!!

And even after all the help that i got from these guys, i'm still wondering when will be the day that i repay them for their kindness. Honestly its really hard to find these type of people now a days. I mean everyone is just so damn fucking 'Kiasu', well at least the one thing that i gained from all those years in Uni is the friendship of this great people, cause honestly right they really didn't have to help me wan...but they did la nevertheless. Not only them but other people as well. Anyway its the last month, so this is the last stretch to push....hopefully i can make it. Regardless of whatever cock results i get i'm still gonna go with my plan, but until that day i think i'll pretty much just keep it to myself.

Phases

Well it turned out that my independence day (and eve) wasn't as uneventful as i had first perceived it. As a matter of fact it was really very eventful, although i must say i was quite disappointed missing out all the fireworks. Anyways, i am back into my procrastinating phase again...Dammit, i think i always get into funny phases at unexpected times and this is really bothering me cause it really sucks and lastly its affecting my work and shit. Like that time when i was last in this phase it was due to depression, so it didn't come as a big surprise as to way i was putting off almost everything. But as soon as i recovered from that depression phase i sorta like kicked into overdrive mode and started slogging on my notebook completing hell alot of work that was thrown down on me, although it was tiring as hell i honestly think i did a good job even though i couldn't finish my project on time. But recently i've gone back into that mode of procrastinating again, why now of all times!!! I mean i'm nearing the end of my final year and it is like damn important cause i still have a whole lot of shit to finish. I guess what my horoscope says about me is true, that i always sway from one side to another....constantly changing as the wind blows you might say. Hrm, must think of some way to break out of this spell i'm in...Anyone of you have any suggestions???