Tuesday, October 31, 2006

Borat

I am so fucking tired today that i didn't wanna blog, but then i was chilling in my room surfing and stuff when i thought that 'hey its been some time since i've been on youtube'. So i went and see if there were any interesting videos to see...Well of course got la else this post won't exist right, lol. So anyway just to humour you guys with his sense of idiocy i present to you Borat.

Monday, October 30, 2006

Strange dreams

I had one of the weirdest dream over the weekend, weird as in it was something that would never happen...but if it does i really don't mind at all, hahaha. So anyways the dream goes a little something like i was driving and all, in a brand spanking new car. That occuring by itself is already very unlikely since i'm probably not gonna upgrade my car anytime soon, but what was really out of this world is that the car i was driving is something that only a few can afford...i was driving a Lamborghini, yes a set of wheels that costs in the millions (well at least in this country la). So i was driving to meet my friends or something when i came to a traffic light near my high school when there was a traffic jam due to some accident that occured up ahead. The jam was so bad that it was actually more of a traffic stand still and no cars were moving, so i decided to just stop my car at the side of the road and get out of the car to see whats going on.

So it would seem that at least one (or more) of my friend was involved in the accident, don't worry nothing serious, just your normal car hit car pile up until the whole road block kinda thing but friend/friends were uninjured. So they were all lepaking at the side of road talking whatever it is they were talking about when i came and ask whats going on. Ok i don't know if they actually told me what was going on but whatever it is i can't remember. The only thing i remembered after that was that i offered to take a friend for a spin and after that i woke up. But really the strangest part about the whole thing is actually the car, yes first of all its a very very expensive car that i probably would only get in my dreams (proved with this dream...lol), and secondly if i had that kind of money i wouldn't have bought that car in the first place and finally if i did have that car anyway i wouldn't have been driving it during the day time on a weekday going for a drink.

But honestly though i really wouldn't mind having the car, then i can sell it or something i get a different car. You know something that i'd probably would like more, and now what could i possible like more then owning a Lamborghini? Well i don't know but i like Jap cars a whole lot better. Oh well, its was definately a strange dream for me but it was pleasantly nice since i got to own a very nice car although it was very short lived and very unreal...lol. Speaking about cars, now that the holidays are but a distant past, once again our daily lives will be flooded with the nightmare of traffic jams....sigh, i'm gonna get a headache because of this.

Thursday, October 26, 2006

I want a longer holiday

Ah yes the first day of work after a considerably long holiday and so the big question is "How do you feel"...Well to be completely and brutally honest it totally fucking sucks!!! I wanna stay on holiday like for an indefinate period, then i'd be happy. Dammit wish i could just stop time then that would solve everything, hell i don't even need for the rest of the world to move also...i'll just layan myself the whole day and night, And since time has stopped i could like just go out and eat for free la, pump petrol free la....oh wait cannot petrol stations got cctv cameras. Then i got all the time in the world to do my studying for this cert that i'm suppose to take, sigh adding stress unto myself only. For entertainment well i can play games the whole day....yeah single player games of course, but i think most important of all i can sleep as much as i want and like a pig, yeah that would be the best.

Ah fuck la, i'm just so sick and tired of my current routine la i guess...not really sick at it as in i don't want to do it anymore or i'm being forced to do this and that (well forced to do some stuff got la but not everything la), i guess you could say that i feel like something's missing. I mean i'm sure theres more to life then just this right....dunno la i think i'm getting senile already at this age. Yeah i think a trip to somewhere out of this god forsaken country would be a good start. On top of that i feel tired and sleepy right now, hell if i were to go and sleep now no one would even know i tell you well besides maybe my colleagues who just happen to be sitting next to me la, so not good. After all this place is empty and the airconditioning is cold too, plus the filling lunch i had hrm....a perfect combo for a nice nap.

Friday, October 20, 2006

A Better Day

Ok today was definately a much much better day compared to the past two days, and when i saw much better i mean like TONS better. Had a meeting and then dinner after that with the whole company although some people couldn't make it (yeah that was the saddest part of today)...and i have to say it was pretty refreshing i mean the change and all, the best part is i'll be on holiday till next thursday so it was definately a good thing. Dinner wasn't really that great, and sorry i didn't take pictures so that i can show the whole world what i ate. But if i was payin for todays dinner then i'll probably never go back there again, or maybe i choose the wrong thing to eat. Well i guess if i ever do go there again i'll just try something different, and if that still isn't all that great then i guess that would definately be the last time i'm ever gonna go there.

Todays meeting gave me a better understanding of things going on in the company which is always a good thing, due to the fact that you are more aware about the entire organisation and what benefits and what not you are entitled to. So now i have to look at some stuff like getting insurance...but thats probably gonna happen when i have my next company meeting. Apparently theres gonna be another one and i'd like to see the agenda on that one, hrm...initially i was kinda reluctant to go, but after today i'm kinda looking forward to the next one. Its strange, maybe its because starting tomorrow i'm on a really long break...i don't know, well i guess we'll just have to wait and see how things go. Good la anyway...i hope this can help further fuel me to achieve more.

Thursday, October 19, 2006

Uber Stessed Out

Wah stress...seriously stress, so stress until i want to kill, and i mean really kill!!!Got bloodlust jor!!! Mch yesterday fucking bad day all so damn stress already then i blogged about it long long bitching post and then dunno what the fuck happened by it obviously din get posted la for whatever reason i dunno and i really dun care anymore jor....too stress already maybe i should get myself one of those stress balls i heard it helps, then again i would probably tear it up to shreds, ARGH!!! cannot take it jor!!!

*Edited*

Hey WTF!!??? My post yesterday suddenly appeared!!! Its like Magic!!! Now if only the tagboard could just disappear without me doing anything.

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

Horribly Tragic Day

Today is a horrible horrible day...its so horrible i don't even know where to start. I woke up this morning early, and i thought hey not bad you know...long day ahead but not bad. I started driving to work when some moron decided to cut the lane and in doing so hit the cone that was placed there to PREVENT people from cutting into the path of my car. So i had to stop, luckily the car behind me saw what happened and didn't really need to press hard on the brakes. Ok i least i didn't get hit, but i can't move also....great just fucking great, so i had to look at the other lane making sure no fucker was gonna come near me as i attempt to step out of the car so move to fucking cone out of my fucking way...Of course la you know how fucked up drivers in this country is mar so they ber horn horn la, fuck them la i should just like fucking thrown the cone to the next lane i cabut only stupid fuckers. I really don't understand, if you wanna prevent people from cutting in so much just wall the goddamn place up la instead of doing this every morning and i think what happened today just made the jam worst, at least for awhile anyway.

Then since i was early i thought that i'd try a different route to work today, never taken that route before only took it once and that was from the opposite direction. Well i guess in overestimated my own sense of direction because i overshot the turning and therefore had to drive around to look for a way to get back...wasn't really that bad la, but i'm guessing it took me bout 10 minutes cause i went really slow to make sure i saw where to turn this time, else i would have probably just driven straight till i hit KLIA or something. So after those two incidents i ended up being late for about 30 minutes or so, fuck man from being early to being late...now how the fuck did that happen, talk bout unfortunate man. The day pretty much went by pretty smoothly after that did my own stuff read up on my module for the cert that i should be sitting for sometime end of the month.

After lunch it was back to work and then someone brought to my attention that the module that i was handling wasn't really working as it should have been, so i thought hey no problems i'll look into it and get it fixed in no time. Yeah thats what i thought la...fuck man what a dumbass. But just to cut the already long story short i basically fucked the thing up, hell i fucked it up so bad that not only my part was effected...but anyone who was doing anything on that drive that needed to use certain protocols for their module, well too bad we gotta do it all over again. Why??? Well because i fucked the config and it cannot be undone so we need to clear the damn thing and do it all over again...Great huh?? Best part is we have a timeline to follow, and we can't stay back late too...Woohoo!!! Fan-Fucking-Tastic i tell you. But honestly i think every 18th of October just hates me, every year nothing good ever happens on this day. I think next year i'll just stay at home and sleep through the whole day so when i wake up there ain't gonna be an 18th Oct, hell i'll even wipe that date off my calendars or something.

Monday, October 16, 2006

Stressed with Morons.

Wow what is up with the traffic today man? This is the first time ever where i had to take more then one hour to get home from the office...i think it was more like one and a half hour stuck in traffic. Thats fucking ridiculous if you think about it my house is only like 15 minutes away from the office, now how did 15 minutes become one and a half hours??? Something must have gone terribly wrong somewhere. At first i thought it was because there was some accident or something but after inching and inching myself through the endless stream of cars...i didn't see shit!!! So whats all the hold up about??? The wet road??? Fucking hell i couldn't have came home way earlier if it weren't for dumbasses who are scared of the goddamn rain!!!

Don't get me wrong i like rain, rain is good....keeps the air cool, and with the recent haze around it also helps clear the air and on top of that i don't have to water the plants cause mothernature has already got to that before i can, so whats there not to like right? Well obviously its not the rain that i am pissed about, its more like the fucking morons on the road. Notice when it rains its always jam, cause maybe some fool decided to leave early to avoid the rain and blah blah blah...Hell i don't even have an umbrella in my car and i don't give a fuck. Already la damn stress with work and all...now i got to study this thick ass manual for my certification which equates to more stress, and the idiots on the road wanna add on top of that summore meh!!!??? Ok i need to chill...go kill something, thats always a good way.

Friday, October 13, 2006

Searching for the unknown

I guess its was a bittersweet day after all, something that was totally unexpected yet somehow somewhere i always knew that it would have been this way. But denial was probably the culprit, but denial as someone once said is the first step to acceptance. Was today closure? or did it just create more unanswered questions? Only time will tell....

The vortex that constantly envelopes me never seem to fade, and as time goes by i slowly but surely sink further into a void unknown of my own fate. I try and i try to struggle free from its clutches but my struggle is all in vain...have i given up? I don't know. I seek to find the answer to questions that i don't know of. So what am i looking for?

Perhaps i'm looking for my purpose...yes perhaps that is what i want? I wish my future was revealed to me somehow, at least then i might have the drive to move forward. And as i sluggishly drag my heavy feet through the mud, i sink deeper and deeper into an abyss devoid of life and existance...into an eternity of sorrow.

Thursday, October 12, 2006

Mail and Search Engines

While i was waiting for some stuff to get done here at work today i was exploring around the normal stuff that i do daily, in particularly the email. So i'll start with yahoo mail, did you guys know that yahoo recently launched the beta yahoo mail, a new interface and more...i'll have to say one thing bout it, its totally fucking cool!!! But one thing i don't really like bout it is its a lot slower then what it used to be, which could be a bad thing...But i like things that look and feel cool and high tech, so the eye candy was enough to make me ignore the slowness. But seriously if you haven't already tried it i'd encourage you to go and try it now...Besides if you can't stand it or too confusing or whatever the hell reason you have for not liking it well theres always a 'switch back' button to revert your mail back into the yahoo mail that you are more familiar with...so pretty nifty huh?

Now that i've said my share regarding yahoo, its time for my personal favorite....Google!!! I've always said that if the websites were alive then the whole world would have three best friends, and they are: wikipedia, google and youtube. Now that youtube and goole are already one, i guess i should revise that list and make it two best friends. But anyway back to the story...i was looking at all the other available features listed in my google mail (you know all them links located on the top left of the interface), and i just realise a whole bunch of stuff that i could use. Google has so many things that i don't even know where to begin...but if i were to describe google, it say something like...Google is like the borg, assimilating everything in its path...And of course resistance is futile!!! mwahahaha!! Ahem...sorry bout that, but yeah google rocks man,

I mean how can they not rock...think about it google is so big and famous that when you talk bout searching for things online, you don't go "Go online and search for it" instead people just say "Go google it". See how searching for things online has now become synonymous with google...thats how "terrer" they have become. But then again i'm just like a delusional fan boy la...going on and on and on about something that seems so great, at least for me and from my perspective la. But seriously though whether you like it or not they are the leading search engine and thats really got to mean something whether you like it. I just hope their acquisition of youtube is a good move, if you ask me i think it is but thats just me la. I'm sure alot of people are a bit skeptical over the whole thing but i guess we'll all have to wait and see the outcome huh? Only time will tell.

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

Rant

As everyday pass the day gets nearer...sigh i don't want it to come, i just want it to slip pass without me even knowing yet i can't seem to just ignore it. So how leh like that? Bah you know what i don't really have the energy to think of such tiny matters, my brain has more important things to think about then a day in a year. Ok on to other matters...I was stuck in what i would call the most horrific traffic jam in my life ever, well i'm sure some other people have been through worst but for me this has got to be it. At least in my own car la...considering that i didn't have a car for a long time and most of the time i'm probably sitting in some one elses car or more like sleeping in some one elses car, then yeah this was just fucked up.

And the weather man what the fuck is up with the weather...First its all totally fucking hot and sunny and the next minute it starts to rain, and i'm still thinking if the rain started because the clouds were beeing seeded or was it of natural causes? Well whatever it is its really making my car dirty and i hate it!!! Of course dirty la!! With all the cibai haze floating around and then rain so the dust sticks to your car when the water droplets dry up. Seriously Indonesia should fucking get their shit together man, every goddamn year its the same damn thing. Lucky i haven't actually felt really sick because of it unlike last year. Nevertheless i'm having my cough thanks to it la. Seriously though weather better start improving...and i mean soon!!! Like yesterday soon, else i'm really gonna get sick one day.

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

Blah Blah...Uttering Nonsense

Wow i've got so much work to do lately that i've been getting a headache, and the best part of it all is that i am no where near finished. If i were honest i would say that its like i've hardly done anything at all...well at least on my part. Like i've been saying, in my line of work most of the time its really not like i wanna do work or what not its more like i'm waiting for other parties to complete what they're suppose to do before i can actually start my part. I think i really need a break but with all the workload that i have lately i really can't see myself having a holiday of any sort...Well maybe during the weekend or something.

Strangely for the first time i'll be looking forward to the Raya Holidays...reason being because its a holiday. Phew its been awhile since i last bitched, kinda glad that i'm back at it again...mwahahahaha!!! But looking at the bright side of things i would dare say that i'm finally settling down with all this working shit yes FINALLY after so damn fucking long...took me awhile i must admit but hey!!! better now then never right? So anyways recently i have quite the drive to work, of course not SOOO semangat la, but its still a drive nevertheless la. Thinking back at how i used to be around 4 months ago i would definately have to say that this has been a drastic change for me. Although i'm also pretty sure that to the most of you it really ain't nothing much of a change la.

Besides all this work thats pilling up on me i've done pretty much nothing in terms of entertainment besides your normal go out and yum cha and normal normal stuff like that, yes and i still go out for drinks even if the haze was bad. Bah!!! no gawddamn ash flying around the sky is gonna kill me, after all my lungs have already been tarnished....Badly!!! Of course then again if haze actually came like a tsunami i think i would still die la, on rushing cloud of pollution in one whiff can be pretty deadly don't you think, i'll be like totally engulfed in a cloud of contaminants thats suppose to be bad for health and imagine all that in one go...i'd say yeah i'm pretty much fucked in that case, lol.

Hey don't mind me rambling aight i'm just slightly bored cause this is the first time that i'm in the office in about 1 month plus. So i kinda get to blog now and i can't really think of anything so i'm just splurting out some garbage...or any garbage that comes to mind. Think i might be going a bit mental already, lol. Speaking of nothing to do i was thinking of trying blogger beta...was looking at it a little while earlier and yeah it does have more custamisable features which is a good thing, although for a lazy bugger like me i'd really like it if they had added a wider variety of new templates, that'd be extremely cool so i can change the look of my blog. Still thinkin if i should migrate to the new beta blog but i think i'll just give it a test run for a little while more first to see how things go. Well i better get back to work and stop slacking before more work comes in.

Monday, October 09, 2006

Wedding Bells for Weekend

On any normal Saturday i would most likely if not most definately be sleeping my lazy ass of till whatever time i damn please after all it is the weekend, and recently i've been so busy and i lack so much sleep that in my opinion its only right if i did that, lol. But the just passed weekend wasn't the case, instead my schedule was so packed that it was worst then my normal working day. Not only was it worst it was much more tiring as well. But i would have to say it was all for a good reason, a VERY good reason even. So before i start my long winded story i would first like to say congratulations to my buddy Shaun for getting himself married!!! lol!!! YAY!!!!

Yes thats exactly what happened, i had to go for a wedding dinner...so what does that have to do with waking up early and staying out the whole day? You see i was one of the 'Heng Tais' so morning morning must wake up and go to the bridegrooms house to synchronise ourselves with the other Heng Tais and then convoy our asses off to the brides house where we had to play what is normally called 'Games'. It was a horror show i tell you....i'll be traumatised for life, i'll never get married!!! sniff sniff!!! HAHAHA!!! No la, the 'Chi Muis' very nice wan all give chance, i tell you if not everybody sure die already wan.

And after playing them 'Games' there was the tea ceremony with the brides parents, and some photo taking. After that we had to like go all the way back to the bridegrooms house where we had lunch, another tea ceremony and more photo taking. How not to tired??? I tell you if i was the one driving i think i'd probably collapse before the day was over so fortunately i wasn't la. Some more i have like a trademark of being late for everything so i was obviously late in the morning also, so yeah my bad...shit i should really do something bout my tardiness (suggestions are welcome).

Then i went out for a drink after that la, but for awhile only....got home rest for a bit then had to wash my car cause it was really dirty thanks to some bird droppings (i swear i'll shoot them all down man i tell you...fucking birds). Again was suppose to go for the blessing ceremony which was just before the cocktail party and as usual i was latela, so my best friend, another friend and i were late lucky not so late as to have completely missed the whole thing la. We probably missed like 85% of the ceremony but still at least got 15% hahahaha. Then dinner lor....Dinner is really a long story so i'm not even gonna bother telling story here la. But just so you know i had to go on stage to do some cheer, and i also help in the yam seng part but only 3 tables...need to drive ler thats why.

I would really like to put up some pics from the whole event ler but unfortunately i don't have pictures of the event, cause there were so many camera guys running around with their SLR's that i felt so inferior so i didn't even bother la. Besides bridegroom my buddy what anytime can take from him wan ler. Another reason is because not nice la so many people face there i don't wanna go to them one by one asking if ok or not i flaunt their pictures all over the internet, lol. Anyways i stayed there till the whole thing was over and it was really pretty funny the dinner aftermath and the speech that the best man gave was so gay we were like cringing in our seats just listening to it...but was nice la.

Oh well so far thats the first friend of mine that i meet on a regular basis to have walked down the married path. So one down, and many more to go...crap come to think of it i do have quite a number of friends thats in the 'about time' age. Hope they all don't get married all at once or that'll definately blow a hole in my wallet, eek!!! Oh and yesterday was a friends birthday so heres wishing her a very happy birthday...and in 4 more days another friends birthday. Wow come to think of it i know quite a few librans...hehehe. Wah if all decided to celebrate by hitting the clubs, i'll also go broke....so fortunately not all of them are doing that. But i think there should be one next weekend that should be hitting the clubs. Oh gawd what a busy month this turned out to be.

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

Stag Party

Over the weekend a bunch of friends and i were having a stag party for one of our buddies who's gonna be married soon. The whole idea was to get him dead and no longer vertical by the end of the day...well that didn't really happen and instead i was the one that wasn't vertical when we left the club. We got there pretty early actually so we had kinda like a head start in the drinking department. But it didn't take very long for the crowd to start filling in the empty tables and pretty soon the place was jammed packed. I knew some of my friends would be there to celebrate another friends birthday so immediately i knew that there were going to be two different groups of friends there. Of course later i found out that it was kinda split up so instead of two groups it now became three groups.

Oh well, the more the merrier i guess....so there i was trying very hard to get the-soon-to-be bridegroom drunk and at the same time entertaining some old friends that i haven't seen in a very long time when i decided that i should make my rounds. Now for those of you who don't know what them 'rounds' mean let me enlighten you. Basically it means going around to see them other groups of friend to say hi and have a drink or two...a courtesy thing so to speak. So off i went to say happy birthday to the birthday girl and i was shocked to see another old friend that i haven't seen in a very very very long time there. So chatted for a bit, drank for a bit...down 2 glasses with the birthday girl, took a picture or two. Suddenly one of my buddies went like 'Hey isn't that so and so's brother?". And i was like 'Where!!!???'

Went there started talkin to that guy met another group of friends that i used to hang out with about like 10 years ago so went and catch up and stuff and drink some more, well you get the picture. By the time i went back to my table i was a little more then tipsy but still managing just fine...So i thought to myself, i think i'd better hit the floor and try to sweat it out or something. But you know la i'm not exactly that young anymore so after a while i kinda got tired 'Oh my old bones'. After resting for a few minutes i decided to head back to my seat....went there grab my glass had it filled and did my second (and final) round. Almost at the end of my round i found out that another group of friends were there, so in total i now have 5 groups of friends...and i thought oh shit i'm fucked.

So when i finally hit that last table i knew i can't handle anymore that what i've already taken, so i was just chatting and stuff when one of my old buddies came from behind and drag me to another table where a whole tray of tequila shots was waiting...well i don't think i need to elaborate more but just to cut the story short, i wasn't walking very straight after that. Hell i wasn't even aware of what i was doing let alone anything else for that matter. With that said the prime objective of the day resulted in FAILURE. Of course i got a lotta shit too because it was as though i was the bridegroom to be instead of my buddy, lol!!! But oh well, one thing i know...i sure did have alotta fun. I'll try and see if i can put some pics up....but just so you guys can laugh at me heres me being dead.

I don't feel so good...need sleep!!! Zzzzz!!!!!