Tuesday, February 28, 2006

Sexual Scandals.

Did i ever mention that my connection is fan-fucking-tastic? Well just incase i haven't the let me tell you that it is (please include your own sarcastic tone). Yes once again streamyx is giving me a whole lot of headaches...Well what else is new. Fortunately though i'm not really playing WoW anymore so that means i don't really need to have a smooth ass connection la, however it still pisses me off every now and then when i decide to pass some time in WoW. Moreover i can't download at a decent speed...and at most times my download speeds are so slow, that a relic as old as a 14.4kbps modem would be faster.

Now my quest of downloading the 'Tammy scandal' issue is a no no...not only has it been taken off from every god damn place on the world wide web, you probably would get your ass hauled off to court if you were caught distributing them scandal videos. And even if i did find it, my line is too goddamn slow to even download a 7.92 meg file, it'll probably take so long that by the time i complete it every other new born baby would have seen it....so now how??? Maybe i should just opt to get some 'Tammy' merchandise and be content with being part of the hype of this goddamn scandal. I just don't understand whats the big deal though, and honestly right now i'm just too tired to even try to understand...so to hell with it i say.

Well sex scandals aside, there is apparently a 'ham sup' scandal going on in some uni in the UK, yes thats right a 'ham sup' scandal...at least thats what i think it is. Something to do with masturbating in the shower and clogging the damn drains...lol!!! serious serious...you can check it out yourselves here. There is a follow up regarding that case, which you can read if you click on the following link. I would dare say that it has been a highly educational reading and i encourage you to do so as well...not to mention entertaining. For those of you who have already read it, well FUCK YOU for not sharing!!! Lol!!!

Monday, February 27, 2006

The week in review.

Well i just got home and man i have to tell you...its totally freaking hot out there!!! But seriously though i've seen worst, nevertheless its still hot outside. Ok first and foremost i have to apologise to someone (no names) for spamming messages in the middle of the morning, i hope i didn't interupt any sleep...So whats this all about you guys must be wondering. Well simply put, i was out clubbing on saturday night...well i'm sure you all know about that already, and i'm also sure that you guys know that wasn't really in a normal state of mind at that time as well. With that said i just had to go and disturb someone, unfortunately though anyone that i would normally disturb was either already there or would screw me over if i were to disturb them....so in the end i just had to la you know, and seriously sorry yah!!! hehehe!!!

I would have to say last week was definately a nice week for me, was very very interesting with a lot of stuff happening that don't happen everyday. This breath of fresh air was indeed very refreshing from my boring everyday routine of laming around the house thinking of what to do. The weekend was a very nice change as well...its nothing new but its definately out of the ordinary as i don't go clubbing as much as i used to, which in my opinion is a good thing. More importantly thanks to a friend i got a job interview, which was today...and no i didn't just wake up to miss the interview or anything like that, and thats why i was out of the house in the hot sun...getting back home from the interview.

How did the interview go? Well i would say that i think it went pretty well...as i have been recommended for a 2nd interview. Now i'm not gonna tell you whats the company name...don't want any stalkers around or anything like that (klover). But i think it would be great if i could get the job considering that i don't have a car and that the office is really easy to get to from my place. The fucked up part would actually be a trip home because the bus would be packed like a can of sardines when i get off work. Oh well guess its all part and parcel...sheesh look at me talking as if i already got the job, i'll update more about that when the time comes. So as of now, theres gonna be even less time for me to WoW...hey wait a minute, come to think of it i hardly ever do WoW anymore in the first place...Oh well, looks like its about time for me to get productive anyway, hehehe!!!

Sunday, February 26, 2006

I'm feeling so FUCKED!!!

4 shots of tequila and a few gulps of long island tea can do wonders considering that it has been quite some time since i last consumed an extensive amount of alchohol. It has been four hours since i took my last drink and to be honest i'm still swooning all over the place and i can't sleep...which is bad, but heres the thing, if i wait till the effects of alchohol run out i'm definately prone to getting an instant hang over all thanks to my extremely high metabolic rate. And to make things short...thats just FUCKED UP!!!! Hell then again i'm so fucked up as it is i don't think its gonna make much of a difference...by the way excuse any typos or bad grammar as i'm typing this out with my eyes closed, well for the most part of it anyway. Well looks like i had better try to sleep anyway...better then just sitting down here in my chair hoping for the effects to run out. Gawd do i feel like i'm gonna throw up....blek

Friday, February 24, 2006

Deceitful Sleep

Had a really interesting day today in town...and not to mention a totally exhausting day as well. Gawd i'm so tired right now, it feels like i'm gonna be asleep for a long time, lol. Speaking of sleep you know how my sleeping pattern has been changing so regularly? Well my friends decided that they should play a prank on me so that i'd finally fix up my time once and for all. Their idea is that one day while i'm still sleeping, they would go and change everything that has dates around the house to something like five years from now...Basically its just to con my sleepy ass that i have slept for five years without waking up. And then they would like cover me with dust and spider webs as if i've been untouched all those five years la of course. Weird thing is they planned that all in front of me...i think it would have worked if i were to have woken up to that, but give me like awhile to readjust my bearings and then i'd realise that i've been fooled. Then again if you think about it logically, no one can actually sleep that long without waking up to at least drink, eat or go take a leak...so not gonna work. Hrm...was it five years or more??? Can't really remember in this sleepy state of mind.

Thursday, February 23, 2006

Bloody Hell

You remember the other day when i was complaining about getting cuts while i was fixing my gundam? Well just for your information those cuts where little little cuts that just managed to graze the skin so you can actually just see cut marks, no injuries that need any real attention...just time to heal. But that was then...This is actually my third gundam model kit that i'm fixing up just so you all know, and seriously i've never really gotten any REAL injuries. Until today that is...

As usual i was fixing up my gundam, with the new '1 piece' a day attitude...I'm about half way done when i had to scrape off this little piece of the edge to make it smooth with a blade. Now i've done this about a million times and nothing happens...Cept for this time it just went right through my skin. Oh god!!! The pain was so unbearable, blood started spewing everywhere i tell you. And i not being a big fan of pain started freaking out...I thought i had chopped off my right index finger or something. And for a second there i felt faint....oh all the horrors i went through just to fix this model kit, i'm beginning to think if its all worth it.

Anyways the bleeding has since stopped, and my keyboard and mouse is all bloodied to hell. Now the place looks like as if its just seen a war or something, and i honestly can't be bothered to clean things up right now because i am so tired (after all that freaking out...like running around the house screaming in pain) and i can't really use my fingers right. Hell even typing this is proving to be quite a bit of a chore...sigh, why me....And i have so much to do tomorrow too!!! Oh well, think if i sleep it off it'll all pass tomorrow when i wake up.

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

Chuck Norris...Whats the deal?

It actually has been going on for sometime now in WoW and i've tried really hard to figure out wtf is actually all the fuss about, but no matter how hard i try and no matter how hard i've searched i can't find a damn clue as to what this craze over chuck norris is all about. What exactly am i talking about? Well you see a few months back, some chuck norris banter poped up on the WoW channels...its actually pretty lame, like 'And God said Let there be light...And Chuck Norris said Say please'. Of course you guys should know Chuck Norris, the white dude with a mean 'Roundhouse kick'. ????? WTF issat???? Or rather where the fuck did that come from?? There are more of course but i honestly can't bother to waste my 'brain space' for something so utterly insignificant....afterall its total rubbish. Don't get my wrong i'm not saying that the dude sucks or anything...as a matter of fact its quite the opposite. But i just honestly don't understand the joke, if thats what its meant to be, and like i said i think that its pretty damn lame. Maybe if someone explained the logic behind the whole damn thing then maybe...just maybe i'd learn to appreciate it more.

But sad to say no one really explained it...Or rather i never actually bothered to ask around. You don't see us chinese dudes playing WoW going like 'Oh yeah...well Bruce Lee kicked his ass!!!' which we all know for a fact that thats what happened, lol. And for your information there are quite a number of them chinese dudes playing WoW...Maybe not as many as them white folks but i'm sure that we have quite a fair share in terms of the total population count. After all if that weren't the case, whole the hell do you think is doing all the farming? Or why are most farmers in the game referred to as 'Chinese farmers'??? For those of you who don't understand whats the deal about farming and farmers in a game, basically they're a bunch of people that do nothing but gather materials that drop from monsters in the game (as well as money) and then sell them or trade them for real life money (and thats the short version...it'll take too long to explain the whole thing). So with that said, can anyone of you readers out there please explain to me whats the deal with Chuck Norris??? Its so annoying that there was a mod created specifically to filter out all Chuck Norris talk...yes it is that irritating, and yes it is that dumb as well.

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

No more Seafood...lol

Hrm, i think i should start to stop blogging about what i do on a daily basis. Yeah i think i've done that for abit too long right now...not good, not good. You know whats really so not good about it? Its the fact that you get friends reading your blog and they'll know exactly how you've been, what you're doing and stuff like that. So whats not so good about that right? Well they won't really have a reason to call you out to yum cha thats what!!! And even if they did you probably can't tell them what you've been up to anyway because they already know. And why am i saying all this??? Simply because that just happened to me at about dinner today....damn!!!

But there is one thing i'll talk about though is what i did in WoW, hahaha. Reason is simply because half you guys wouldn't even know about half the things i'm talking about, and i can go on and on and on and on and on. Wait a sec...thats not too good as well, eventually i'll be repeating myself over and over and over again. Gawd i'm caught up in quite a fix aren't i? Oh well, guess i'll just leave it to whatever that comes to mind. Speaking about earlier today i have loss a 'seafood' friends...sniff sniff, what a sad day it has turned out to be.

Now i know you're all probably wondering what the hell is a 'seafood' friend? Hehehe, well you know them ah bengs? Of course you do...everyone knows them just by looking at them, anyway thats what we call them ah bengs!! Cause this ah bengs always have some 'lala muis' around with them mar...as in 'Lalah' or otherwise more commonly known as clams, so to pair up the 'lala muis' you don't actually call the guys lala...so we call them 'si ham chais' (i have no idea what you call those in english). And therein lies the seafood...mwahahaha. So anyway back to the story at hand...a friend made a drastic converstion one day to become one of the seafood guys...and now he has opted to alter himself to his old self...Great!!! Now i got no more seafood friend to brag to other people about anymore!!! Just great!!!

Monday, February 20, 2006

Getting started on my Zeta.

Considering that i haven't been playing much WoW and i've also been doing next to nothing in recent weeks, i finally decided to fix up my gundam. And boy i have to tell you, that damn thing is a bitch to fix up...all the itsy bitsy pieces can be a real pain in the ass. Its not so much of cutting out those pieces from the frame thats being a problem, its smoothening the rough edges thats a real bitch. Right now my right index finger is in a lot of pain thanks to some minor cuts from a blade and the constant pressure that i have to apply on sharp plastic pieces...ouch. Initially i thought i'd fix two parts a day, so on the first day i finished the head and the torso. During the last parts of fixing the torso my fingers were already near the pain threshold barrier but since i was already about to finish i thought that i'd just go ahead and walk the pain off.

Continued with the two arms (and hands) the next day with some lingering pains in my index finger and by the end of the day i ended up with even more cuts and felt more pain that i can't even open a pack of chilli sauce (you know the ones you get from mcdonalds). So today i concluded to reduce the amount of pain and to increase the healing rate of my injuries i decided that i'd just fix a part a day. So right now being the third day since i started this little mini project of mine i have only managed to complete five parts in total, as opposed to the whole thing which consists of a whooping 15 parts...roughly anyway didn't really bother counting.

So far though i am caught between how much i like the model, half of me really hate it because this particular model kit has sooooo many small parts that its really hard to make it look nice with smooth edges and blah blah blah. Not to mention some of the parts don't really seem to stick together nicely and therefore posing it after completion might be a serious problem, and this itself is a REALLY big problem as its suppose to be very posable. But on the other hand i would have to give credit to the designers because i think its a marvel as to how they designed the mechanics of the model. Due to the fact that its a transformable series, the mechanics and design of the model in whole is trully fascinating and something i wouldn't even dream of...its simply amazing to have come up with this.

Anyhow i hope that i can finish this before the end of the week so i can 'pinjam' my friends SLR to take some pictures of it, along with the rest of my model that i have already completed from before (only two la...no big deal). And while i'm at it i might as well take some pictures of other stuff as well....but no i won't take pictures of myself to change my profile pic, i think its fine the way it is...After all i'm suppose to be very very indecisive when in comes to making major decisions, at least thats what my horoscope says about me la, hahahaha!!! Even though i wanna finish this as soon as i can, i'm already starting to think of what am i gonna do after i've completed this mini project of mine...Oh well, i guess WoW can always be a fall back plan, lol.

Thursday, February 16, 2006

Walking the Notebook,

It has been a pretty long time since i last took my notebook out of the house...yes of late it has just been sitting on top of the coffee table in the hall, and lately i think its getting bored. Its like when you have been sitting down for too long that you feel that your ass is practically glued to the seat...yeah same thing. Finally today i thought i'd bring it out for a 'walk' but unlike how you walk your pet around the neighbourhood i have to bring this pampered little fella to a cafe where i can have WiFi access so i can do shit. And since i'm not studying or working i don't really have that much work to do...But i thought that i should do something to make myself look busy instead of being such a poser and sit here and surf. So what better way to do that then blogging...hahahaha, so here i am sitting in Starbucks trying to figure out what to blog about.

The connection here isn't really all that great to begin with, hahaha...and i thought that my house was crappy. So besides your average surfing and blogging there isn't really much i can do, and i've been here for some hours already. Streaming is just a big no no because the connection sometimes just cuts half way and then you probably have to clear the cache or just start over or if you're lucky the streaming just resumes. Anyways i've already tried to do most stuff you would normally do with the internet, downloading, streaming and surfing...hell i've even tried to play WoW here. After testing just about everything i've finally concluded that the connection here is only good for surfing, and thats it. Till this day, there isn't a single place that i've been to where the connection can beat the Starbucks in Plaza Mount Kiara...now that place has one hell of a connection.

Most places that offer WiFi services have really crappy connections, and i really don't know why either. I don't see many people hogging the bandwith or not that many people with notebooks and shit like that, but for some reason the line really sucks. This is where Mount Kiara comes in, there are a whole lot of people goes there and an equal amount of people that uses the WiFi there as well. But the line is soooooo smooth that it actually makes me wanna move my residence to Starbucks, hahaha!!! No seriously, its so fast that you can actually run torrents there and it wouldn't give you the slightest problem, hell the line is so fast there that you wouldn't even wanna download from home...The only thing i haven't tried there is playing WoW. Hrm, i can get a latency of like 200ms over there it sure as hell beats home. Lol, then i'd really consider moving there and sleep by the roadside or something like a beggar (yeah right :P).

So moving along i think i should just bring out my notebook more often, more often then not i've actually regretted the times that i forget or rather didn't bring my notebook when i visit locations that have WiFi access...And seeing that today is the first day that i've actually brought it out in a very long time and seeing as to how it has provided me with much added entertainment i would have to say that this change is surprisingly refreshing and therefore i've concluded that i should do this more often if i'm gonna visit such locations in future.

Getting old

I once said to an old friend of mine that we all suffer from a terminal illness that has no cure and that disease is simply called.....Aging. Well it would have a cure if you can find the fabled fountain of youth, but unfortunately no one has ever survived the journey in search of one. Or at least they never found the way back. Anyways there are lots of symptoms that come along with this illness, one of the more common symptoms is known as forgetfulness. Now what does that have to do with me getting old...Well simply put i'm getting forgetful, take for instance that i was suppose to update my links on my blog, do you see it being updated??? Noooooo....and why is that? Well i forgot la thats why!!! And its not that i chose to forget it or anything like that its simply because i really forgot. Obviously this has occured many many times, and its really starting to bother me.

Throughout the day i have actually many many ideas of what to blog about, like things that made me laugh or some silly topic that my friends and i were discussing about and shit like that. But when time comes to blog i forget everything i was about to talk about, and there goes another great post...well at least thats what i always think to myself. I'm sure that i'm not the only one that has this problem though, or am i??? Anyway i was reading in an article somewhere sometime ago that humans don't actually forget...apparently our brain is like some highway, where the memories are stored at a 'Destination' and there are many 'Roads' that lead towards that destination. We tend to forget things due to many factors such as stress....so having stress is like having one of those 'Roads' blocked (for road works or something i dunno). But seriously la how can i be having stress....i mean i don't do anything all day so where the hell does the stress come in?

Have you guys seen those memory max thingy the used to advertise on the tv? Supposedly boosts your memory capacity or some shit like that...do those work? I so doubt it does, i mean think about it, if it did probably everyone in this whole damn world would have like photographic memory already. Honestly its a curse, cause you remember all the really really sucky stuff as well. But i think it'd be really cool in some ways la...like you can memorise the entire text book and score with flying colors in the exam, hahahaha....Yeah right as if thats gonna happen. But yeah, i think i need to figure out how to remember to get things done cause its really really bothersome when you are reminded to do something but suddenly there is so little time to do it. Writing things down doesn't really help either cause then you'd be stuck with so much paper that you won't can't tell apart whats a note a money anymore, hahahaha. You guys got any idea on how to resolve this issue?

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

Need job

I was out practically for the whole day yesterday, and after a few days of walking in shopping malls i realised that everytime i actually go to one i get tired after walking for awhile. Hrm, i wonder why that always happens. Its all good really because i get to sleep early instead of those late nights playing WoW sessions and sleep in the early morning this is seriously much better...or at least thats what i thought la. I've been waking up really late for someone that sleeps early la that is, its still early if you're following my standards but basically i sleep for a good 12 hours and that really sucks. I so need to get that part fixed then everything would be great...that and getting a job la. Hrm, pretty hard to come by something that i might be interested in doing these days.

Was having drinks with this old friend of mine and i think i might take up his advice in applying to a recruitment agency, and let those people look for me. Being a lazy ass person to begin with i don't think its such a bad idea. Then there was this one job he was telling me about and it sounds really really tempting...Starting pay is at RM7k, and all you do is listen to people call in. Basically a customer service line, the only catch is you'll be based in singapore. Hrm, wonder if i should go for that one...seven thousand is a lot of money for a fresh grad. But i don't know it seems pretty high for a CSP, must be some tough shit to deal with.

Anyways i've got loads to do, HDD needs to be cleared, then i have to update my blog links cause i realised that alot of them are already dead so need to fix that up too, look for job (as usual) and i think i really need to start playing abit more WoW. I haven't been playing WoW for the entire week already so i can't be spending money like this rm60 a month and just letting the account sit there is a big no no. But considering that i've just woke up and i'm hungry as hell, my priority right now is to scour the house or anywhere else for that matter for food before my gastric decides to give me a piece of his mind. So with that said i think i better start looking now, goddamn tummy now having a concert in there.

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

Valentines Day

Aahhh!!! Valentines day...the day when the prices of flowers soar by 200% (or did it just get higher?), the day when all the fancy restaurants are packed, the day when there is so much mush in the air that it simply suffocates you. No la its actually not that bad la, but valentines day is just simply all commercialised and all hype. I mean seriously why do you need a single day in a year to show your affections to your partner when you can do it everyday or anyday for that matter. Instead you decide to splurge a hell load of money on this one day when everything is overpriced, simply not worth it don't you think? Oh well....

Anyways i was having drinks a few days ago and we were 'interogating' a friend asking him whats his plan for this valentines day. And he was saying he has no plans la, cause he has to work and blah blah blah...To our utter shock la, cause this guy is like for some reason always going after some girl and keep in mind its always a different girl. But if he doesn't have plans for this valentines then what ever the hell is he gonna do? Well apparently he's not too worried about being short on love...You see he's like a pimp see, hes got Mrs. Palm and her five (yes five) daughters to take care of him incase he gets all lonely and shit, lol. Well happy valentines y'all.

Monday, February 13, 2006

Boring and eventfully tiring day

And so chinese new year has come to an end...actually right i was wondering, what do people normally do on the last day of new year? Is there like some special thing to do? You know like the eve is when you have the family dinner and all that. Hrm, most probably not since there was never really anything to do even when i was young and still went visiting then. So anyways today has been a pretty boring and yet tiring full of event day. I spend the first half of the day waking up early and trying to figure out what to do...end up watching some two movies and lazing around the house, all the while pondering if this is all i'm gonna do for the rest of the day. Frankly i thought i was just gonna drop dead of boredom.

Had an extremely early dinner at around 4 plus PM...wasn't really to enthusiastic about that, but what the hell better i eat now then trying to call some people up to teman me for dinner later. Kinda regretting it right now because i didn't eat supper and i'm kinda feeling hungry already and of course i'm sitting at home right now...not good. After dinner i went to starbucks...Again (wah i tell you my wallet got one fucking big hole already) for the 2nd time in a row, i was actually in the same starbucks and sat in the exact same place as the day before when i went there for a drink with Wimal. I tend to smoke more the longer i stay out, to be more specific i smoke more the longer i yum cha...And starbucks sessions are never short, sometimes its even long enough for me to get another venti coffee. Because it isn't really cheap i also tend to drink alot slower when i'm there compared to your everyday mamak and that would translate to a very long time.

Came home after coffee and chill out for about an hour or so and then went out again to teman some friends who haven't had their dinner, so more drinks for me...Wah i tell you i drank so much today that my bladder was on the verge of exploding that its not even funny. And that is how i ended up the day with a boring and eventful day, and now that i'm so fucking tired i can't actually sleep...because my tennant is sleeping on my bed, with my blanket somewhere hidden so i have no idea what i'm gonna do right now. I can barely stay awake and i'm already fighting with my self just to keep myself from smacking my face flat on this keyboard of mine out of exhaustion. To top it all off due to all the smoking i've done in the past two days my lungs feels like its on the verge of failure as well....sigh, i think i'm just gonna find a temporary make shift bed to sleep in tonight. Whatever it is i'm gonna need to sleep as i need to wake up early tomorrow cause there are a whole lot of chores to be done.

Friday, February 10, 2006

Sleep, sleep and more sleep

Holy crap i actually slept the whole day away...and after all the sleeping that i was doing, i'm still sleepy. Not to mention hungry as hell, damn feels like i just took some drugs cause i'm feeling damn 'pei'. Hrm, maybe i should open those seaweed crackers that a friend of mine gave me...not too bad though i don't think i actually missed much today cause i don't seem to have alotta missed calls on my phone. Now what should i do? I've done everything that i need to do on a daily basis...maybe i should go play WoW, or start fixing the gundam. Although going back to sleep right now seems very very tempting. My sleeping pattern has been so screwed lately that i keep changing my body clock daily, i think that is the reason as to why i've been sleeping so much lately and not to mention waking up feeling very very sedated and lethargic.

I think i'm on the right track to fulfilling the first thing on my new years resolution, i mean i've been checking for jobs everyday on the net and in the papers. But so far i haven't really found anything that i'd like to do. As far as i'm concern i couldn't give a damn about programming jobs as well as sales, so anything other then that is fine by me. However there were some interesting jobs that i thought i'd like to apply for, unfortunately though the vacancy thats available are usually situated in some place far...Like penang, now how am i going to work in penang when i stay here in PJ? I'm definately not gonna move considering that i don't even have my own car, and i've practically never been out of this state to begin with, i'd get lost in 2 seconds if i were thrown into a different state. Besides that i don't speak anything else besides english and BM so going to a state where the predominant language is other then those two is gonna be a problem for me right, how am i gonna order my food? Well if i do go, looks like i'll be using hell alotta BM...which isn't really that great to begin with.

I think i've been smoking a little bit too much lately. While i was trying to sleep last night, i felt a little uncomfortable because something around my heart and chest was kinda like pounding. Getting kinda worried bout that, hasn't really stopped since either...I actually wanted to go out for a jog but i didn't manage to wake up, hell i think if i were to jog non stop for and hour i'll actually black out due to the lack of oxygen running to my brain and i might also eventually throw up. I think some exercise would do me good, although i'd definately admit it i'm a weee bit too lazy to bother. But now with this chest pains bugging me i think i should...but i don't really feel comfortable exercising alone la. Eh any of you people free to teman me ar? And don't tell me to go to the gym unless you're gonna sponsor me. Shit i wonder if i can still do push ups...probably can't already since its been so long since i've last done anything streanous to my body, lol. Oh well think i'll just go back to sleep only la, then i'll think of what to do when i wake up...Whenever that might be.

Thursday, February 09, 2006

Lazy boring day

I just screwed my timing (yes again) two times over...firstly i corrected my timing thanks to the long outing i had the previous day shopping for gundam. For some reason i woke up really early that day, and due to the endless walking from complex to complex and shop to shop i was totally spent by dinner time. If that weren't so bad i was held up late at night thanks to a late night conversation (I'm not blaming anyone here ok...just to get that straight). But strangely enough right after i went to bed i woke up at the same time the next morning, which was around 9am. The one reason why i hate waking up early is it leaves me with a question of what am i gonna do for the day. Well yes there is WoW to play, jobs to look for and blah blah blah, but really looking for jobs only takes like so long...WoW can be endless but i haven't been playing for 3 days now and i don't really wanna jump right in, don't have the mood and motivation to do it. So after many hours of laming around the house and rotting my ass to death, all of a sudden i felt really really sleepy...The next thing i knew i was sleeping like a baby. Fortunately though i didn't end up waking up too late, as a matter of fact i woke up slightly after dinner time.

Met up with a really really old buddy of mine for dinner and we practically sat down at mcds for a good 4 to 5 hour chat. It really would have been alot shorter then that if it weren't for some other friends deciding to pop up all of a sudden. With not much planned i suddenly got a phone call from my tennant asking me when am i gonna come back to do some stuff in WoW, and after much debate of when and what not, i left shortly after. Played a little over an hour and the whole session came to a stop and what started to be a promising run eventually turned into a disaster destroying all mood to continue playing any further. So i went out for another round of drinks and to smoke my lungs to death while thinking of whether i should continue playing when i get back. Well i just got home and i think i'll just go to sleep and take a break from playing WoW for awhile....i think if i continue any further i'm gonna suffer some burn out, which ain't really good considering all the 'effort' i've thrown into the game lately. Sigh, what a boring and lazy day it has turned out to be....so unproductive, maybe i should start fixing up my gundam.

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

My New Toy...Zeta

I had one hell of a long and very very tiring day that by the end of the day i was struggling and fighting with myself to stay conscious. Yesterday was finally the day that i decided to splurge a hell load of money and live the rest of the month like a beggar (Great now i can't go clubbing this month), simply because i bought myself a new toy....And REALLY when i said i bought myself a toy, i really do mean its a toy. I bought myself a Gundam Model Kit to be more precise...like Wimal not to very long ago. Unfortunately though i don't have pictures of the box to show you guys...wait i'll start looking for some on the net...Anyways before i get to that i spent a whooping RM218 on that damned thing. For those of you that are interested its called MSZ-006 Zeta, which appears in one of the best gundam series of all time...Zeta Gundam. But its old as hell la, so some of you might not like it, story is good though. This is the third addition to my expanding Gundam Model Kits with RX 178 MK-II and RX - 79[G] already completed and posing in my room. I need to learn how to pain them though....then they'd look fabolous!!!

So i was in KL walking with my friend jumping from one shop to another to check out the variance in prices between all the shops. Of course must get as cheap as possible mar right...So anyways the cheapest shop was this particular shop in low yat, and compared to the rest of the shops that carry the product it was about RM7-RM12 cheaper then the rest. Hrm, ok la i thought not too bad what right guess i'll see if this guy can give me some more discount, after all making it a round number i think nicer la. So my friend started haggling for me cause he buys stop from that shop anyway, and the guy just refused to go any lower that what it already is. I was like WTF??? RM3 also don't wanna give ar? Fuck la 3 bucks wouldn't even be enough to pay the fucking parking man....stupid fucking old man!!! Its as though if you gave me a 3 buck cut your shop is gonna close down....Erm, but i still bought it from him though...hahaha, saja wanna bitch and the shop owners cibai-ness.

Ok so now i'm broke, well not broke enough that i'd die because i won't be able to eat broke....Just that i can't go clubbing this month broke. Of course i think that maybe i can cook something up to ease the financial strains...hehehehe. Anyway the box for the gundam is huge!!! Well not as big as a perfect grade (Can't afford those....those are like RM500, EEKKK!!!) model kit but still its huge. I opened it up to take a look at the instruction manual (Which is in japanese aka nipponese mind you) and i couldn't find the freaking manual, there were just so many parts in there that the manual was completely hidden from sight right at the bottom of the box!!! After flipping a few pages of the instructions i will hereby conclude that this will definately be the most complicated gundam that i will attempt to assemble ever....Thats of course until i can afford to get another one la.

Before i finally decided to buy it from that particular shop i was telling a friend of mine, that for some reason i have this huge ass feeling that i'm gonna regret buying it...Maybe because its so expensive. Then he said that for everytime i bought an action figure he would feel the same....regret, but at the same time he would also feel satisfied with whatever he bought. And so i decided to make the model kit last a long time and not fix it up yet, i'll probably wait till i can afford markers to make it look even nicer when i start assembling it...and tools, hrm, definately need them tools. And all this stuff require money, and money is something i don't have right now...probably gonna start work on in sometime next month when i can get enough money to buy those markers and maybe some tools....After all i think i did mention before that this is my new hobby, so i think i'm happy.


This is how the gundam looks like with the stand and all.

Here is the Zeta again with a beam saber in hand.

Oh did i mention it can transform???

Here's another look of the Zeta in plane mode.

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

Stuff to do...I'm paining!!!

I have no idea what the hell happened yesterday, but whatever it is when i was going to sleep i felt pain on my tongue...yes my tongue. So at first i didn't really care about it but then i had a problem trying to sleep because of the damn pain...well obviously in the end i manage to fall asleep la, when i woke up i thought the pain would have packed up and leave, but nooooo. Being like any normal person i went to check what the hell was causing me such grieve....and it turns out to be an ulcer. Now how the fuck did a damn ulcer get on my tongue, i don't recall accidentally biting my own tongue in the last couple of days. Great so now i'm gonna have a hard time eating la, drinking la and whatever else that requires the use of a mouth. Probably even talking...hrm, well so i guess it looks like i can't go on my tirades of verbal barages aim at a few selected people (all in good fun though let me remind you). You know what it even hurts when i don't do anything and just keep my goddamn mouth closed....GAWD!!!!

On a surprising note, i didn't play WoW yesterday....at all!!! Well i actually didn't feel like playing, and i have no idea why. Its not that i wasn't motivated or anything but yeah....i just don't know why. I don't think i'll be playing much today as well cause i'm gonna be out in the afternoon, and by the time i get back i'll probably be too tired to do squat...so no playing again. Unless i can find some reserves to squeeze out la. My mom called me yesterday morning, and i got bombarded to kingdom come over stuff that i need to do...Haih, need to do but got no car to get to the place, which is FUCKING far let me remind you. As far as i know there isn't even a single bus that goes there...well like i said la, as far as 'I' know, so how??? Whatever it is she just gave me a ton of stuff to do, which i really don't feel like doing because its all a fucking hassle....Looks like i have to sort things out before i do anything else la. Hrm, i'm wondering who the hell am i gonna drag with me for the sake of company.

Monday, February 06, 2006

I'm gonna die young

I stumbled across this predictor thingy where you answer a series of questions and then based on your answer they'd tell you when you die. The funnies thing about the whole thingy was that they state that this quiz is highly unscientific and that with the use of highly advanced, totally secret and super-algorithm which was created less then an hour is able to predict when you would die....ain't that cool!!! hahahaha. And after i answered all of those questions....truthfully i might add, the result is....

I am going to die at 69. When are you? Click here to find out!

So as you can see, i don't really have much time left...so what happens if i stopped smoking, and stopped drinking i wonder if the results would be different. So i decided to take the quiz again minus the smoking and drinking part and the results were....

I am going to die at 74. When are you? Click here to find out!

So i manage to actually extend my lifespan by 5 years...WTH!!??? I guess it must be because i don't consume much fruits then, or is it because i walk dark alleys??? hrm, confusing confusing...oh well, guess i'm just fated to die young then.

Saturday, February 04, 2006

The New Year and WoW.

Just so that everyone knows i've actually managed to finally hit my max level in WoW already, as a matter of fact i already achieved that on tuesday. And now my journey into hell has just begun, so yeah thats what i've been doing for most of the chinese new year...playing WoW. For starters i don't visit relatives during the festive season and it has been this way for about a good 10 years and running already. The only time during the new year that i won't be free would be the good 1 to 2 hours of family dinner which consists of my dad and i. So every year the new year is the same for me, have dinner with dad on the eve and then i'll be free for whatever, whenever and whereever. That would be the main reason why i get the same amount (exactly same) of ang pow every year, if i do happen to drop by a friends house then its something extra la....seldom happens cause i don't really think its a good idea to get ang pow when i'm picking a friend or going out with him/her and so happens that i entered the house. Its like there is absolutely no sincerity in the visit, and makes me look bad in a way that i'm only there to get an ang pow...so i'd rather not.

My time has been screwed two times over again thanks to all the WoW playing, but at least for the moment i can see some progress in terms of my virtual character getting stronger with each and every passing day. There is so much to do even though i have maxed my level and there simply just isn't enough time to do it all. You know thinking about it, the game is pretty much like life, you study study study then you graduate and then bigger responsibilities come in that require your attention and for somewhat reason all these resposibilities never seem to cease. So in that sense its like the same thing, there just so much to do yet so little time. I was thinking of taking a break from the game for awhile, like a day or two...but somehow the question of what am i gonna do with all that free time came up. After a few hours of pondering i really can't think of a better way to spend my time, so i guess i'm just gonna do what i always do day in and day out until i get some job interviews....and hopefully that would be soon, so then at least i can do something more productive to myself and not my virtual self. With that said, i don't foresee any changes in my new year celebration in years to come...and i think i'm really content with all this free time to myself to do whatever i want (for now WoW) rather then going through all the hassle just to get money from relatives that i never see.

Friday, February 03, 2006

Bad Wind Coming

I was reading in the papers sometime late last week, and apparently this year my blardee 'feng shui' is not very good...then again it seems that this is a very trying year. So how like that, finish la...how to get job now? Then car summore leh, then new pc leh and all the many many things that i had instored for this year....HOWW!!!!??? You know if i think about it right, with each and every passing year that goes by, my 'feng shui' is getting from bad to worse. Every year somebody will come to me and say 'Eh eugene this year very bad for us/you...because ar blah blah blah blah blah.' Wah sai, like that the older i get the more 'cham' i'll be lor, at the rate things are going i think i'd rather just die sooner and get it over with man....this damn thing is like slowly torturing you, tormenting you. Its like fate is playing around with you, you know....like looky here this is what you want, and just when you're about to reach it...it goes nah don't wanna give you la.

Looking on the brightside though i don't really believe in this whole mumbo jumbo crap...well not entirely la i mean. Its nice to read and maybe gives you some hope and inspiration to strive for something to achieve, but of course it really sucks when whatever goals it is you set out for yourself doesn't happen la. But then right that should be used to further fuel your desire you reach out even more, push yourself even more. Well last year was a complete disaster for me la, so i guess i'll have to try and make things better for myself this year. But i wonder ar if there is ever a single sign that has a completely blissful year without a single damn worry to think about. That would just be like the ultimate year man, every thing going your way...thats just the shit la numsayin. Ok la that settles it, just gonna make the best out of whatever it is i can take.

Thursday, February 02, 2006

A visit to Shogun

I had a fantastic dinner today, i think i haven't been this full in awhile...Ever since the first day of new year my friends and i have been planning to pay a visit to 'Shogun', this new japanese buffet restaurant in 1 utama. And so today is that fateful day, eight of us took the journey into the unknown. Food was quite okay since i've actually never been to a japanese buffet (or i can't remember anyway), but i've got to say everything was a little bit salty...well almost everything anyway.

It has already been 5 hours plus since we finished and to be honest i'm still feeling stuffed, i didn't even have suffer today...well not that i need it or anything but its just odd la. And i'm feeling very very sleepy, must be because all them oxygen is still going to my goddamn stomach to digest all the food. Thinking about it all i've been doing for the pass few days since new years was sleep and eat, and after today i can be officially be labeled as a piggy for eating and sleeping so much.

The whole experience was really funny though, a friend took too much to eat and in the end he even had to skip his desert else he'd probably just throw up. To make it even funnier no one wanted to help him, actually i think no one could help him since everyone was stuffed to the brim anyway. I think those hardcore buffet regulars should instruct him the ways of eating in a buffet. The price was about rm50 per head so i don't think its all that bad la, considering that we were all conned by one guy and thought that it would be like rm80 per head....fortunately it wasn't and we all had a very filling dinner.

Oh and there won't be any pictures because as you all know (or if you don't already know) i don't have a camera. Hrm, maybe its about time i used my ang pow money to invest in one...then again i don't think i have enough, lol.