Thursday, June 30, 2005

Finally can connect.

Woohoo, finally got my Hotspot to work so now i can surf when i'm out with my notebook..Rawr!!! Finally i can also blog when i'm bored and stressed with work in between classes, and just to test how good was the connection this morning i logged into WoW and its not too bad, although bare in mind that it is still rather early and most of the students aren't here yet. I think if i tried again later in the afternoon even browsing would be a problem. And just so that i could brag i went into WoW and send mails out to a friend in game to tell him that i'm in college and i can play WoW, hahahaha. But then the fella work that time also got log into WoW la so no big deal already la like that, hahahaha. One other good note is that at least now when i'm doing my work i can always look for help over the internet if i get stuck with shit that i can't handle. Previously its like wei stupid college connection faster log me on la dammit i need to find help wei!!! hahaha. But then again i doubt that even though i can use my hotspot account already everything is gonna be smooth sailing la when i need to connect, after all i once said that wireless connectivity is unreliable at best. I think people should really research into making wireless connections better, but without making the damn radio waves stronger la. Hell i mean ciggarettes are already gonna kill me i don't need to be expose to additional things thats gonna give me cancer right...hahaha.

Although i've been complaining a lot about the weather being so hot (well not recently anyway), for the most part of today it has remained cloudy. So in the end its turning out to be really depressing just looking at the wanna rain don't wanna rain kinda clouds, and to make things worst i have to go meet a hell lot of friends later tonight because its a farewell party...hrm, no la farewell gathering for the foreign students from indonesia that were from my class. Although they graduated earlier then me la (thats why la eugene slack some more la see what happened). Sigh, this is definately gonna affect me waking up tomorrow morning for class one i'm sure of it...Oh well i guess its ok la 1 night only mar, some more i might never see them again. Some more some of them actually helped me alot when we were in 2nd year, have to give face and go see them off and wish them all the best right. After all that is the right thing to do, on top of that i'm really looking forward to catching up with some of my other classmates that i haven't seen in a pretty long time. Sigh i also wanna graduate alredy...But then think think a bit i don't wanna work, well not really la anyway. I wanna work as in get salary (hrm, the good stuff...hahaha) and all that i just don't want the actual WORK la if you know what i mean, hehehehe. Guess i really am one fucking lazy bastard...lol

Wednesday, June 29, 2005

Racing home with my dad.

Yet another day has passed and i repeat the same routine of going to class , but since it is a wednesday i had to drop my dad off early at the LRT station. Good thing Leo was still awake cause i was hungry as hell and so he teman me go eat breakfast. I have this really bad habit of not eating if i have to eat alone, hrm maybe thats why i'm so damn bloody fucking thin...erm, i think scrawny would be a better choice of words after all i am underweight. Well at least i think i am, trust me the last time i was on the weighing maching some girl started crying cause i was lighter. But its not my fault that i have a tremendously high metabollic rate and i just can't seem to get fat its really not like i don't want to you know. Well anyways i had to go pick my dad up at his work place which is pretty far, and for some reason every single time i go there i get so fucking pissed with the drivers on the road. But maybe i shouldn't really blame them cause the roads there are fucked up anyway, and the amount of kap chai's (motorbikes) there wah i tell you scarry man its like an army of them. So it was kinda late already and the jam all but disappears at that hour, so when i got there my dad decided to let me drive home cause usually we change duties and he drives home. I kinda thought that it was a bad idea cause you know la i actually get sudden fits of road rage and i don't think its such a good idea to actually show my dad that.

So 10 minutes passed and true enough some idiot pissed me off and i started driving like a mad man zipping through cars and bikes and just flooring the accelerator. Fortunately though i reach a point where i can't hit the gas no more due to a traffic jam. So i started to cool down and eventually my road rage subsided. All was good until about another 10 minutes later another fella decided to tail me, and i honestly hate people that tail me so there i go again road rage attack. This time it was worst then the previous time cause i was really really driving like i was in some illegal race with the guy that was tailing me. But i outsmarted him la (that fucking dumb ass) so i manage to lose him, the best part was one of my buddies called me when i was in the middle of the whole damn thing and i had to go 'Eh call you back later' some more he cannot hear me...so i had to shout into the receiver again. Feel bad about it but i later told him what was going on so all was good. I think the biggest highlight of the whole fiasco was i almost got squashed by a bus and a lorry cause i went through between them...hey don't blame me man i was racing and that happened to be the only space left for me to zip pass the traffic mar, hehehe. I wonder did i show my dad too much of my l33t driving skillz??? hehehe, nah i highly doubt it my dad is a way better driver then i am just that i think he didn't expect me to be able to do that la. hahahaha, i wasn't too surprise that he actually didn't say anything mainly i guess its because my dad is a really quiet person. But i really don't plan to repeat that again in the near future.

Tuesday, June 28, 2005

Doesn't seem to be a good day

I've been so tired lately with work, running to ampang and obligation to meet friends everyday that i couldn't seem to find the time to blog. Well on the up side at least i'm doing my work la, but on the other hand running all around town is just too hectic and too stressful considering the dumb ass drivers in this god forsaken country (i'm really starting to wonder, was it really that easy to get a drivers license?). Anyway i'm suppose to be doing work now, but i was so fucking pissed off with morons on the road today that i just had to vent somewhere. Well what better place then here...hahaha. Yeah yeah i know i know i've posted an entry about this before but i just can't help it ler, seriously so pissed that i don't recall ever thrashing my car the way i did today. Fucking tyre spin while i was turning and changing gears man, looks like i really pulled the 1st gear abit too high already...hahahaha. Well actually i'll not complain about morons la super waste of time and energy which i already expanded too much of, hahaha. But instead i'll complain about TMNet, or rather TMPoint...hrm, i wonder why the hell they decided to change their name to TMPoint. Doesn't really make sense does it for an ISP. Oh well onli god knows what goes on behind these peoples brains, eh or was that the name of the shop only?hrm...oh well couldn't care less.

So it was like this i've been trying to get my notebook to connect to the internet in wi-fi zones for as long as i got it. Places with free wi-fi access of course got no problem la, but you see i spend alot of my weekdays in college and as i've mentioned in previous entries my college happens to have a very very very very crappy wi-fi service. So the best option to surf the internet in college with my notebook is to apply for this service provided by TMNet called Hotspot. Now i'm already a subscriber to their Broadband services which is called Streamyx, and apparently i've already activated my Hotspot account with them (But somehow i don't recall every doing so). Strangely enough though i can't seem to connect every single time i tried, and i always get the message that my account is closed. So i went and called them yesterday to see if there was an error somewhere, and the lady operator was kind enough to check and assure me that everything was ok now. Today i had to stay back in college for my project submission briefing so i decided to bring my notebook to test the connection, and to my utter disbelief i still got the same message. I just don't get it...even after calling them and god knows la what the hell was she doing when she put me on hold (assuming that she was doing her job), i still can't go online. Eh Fuck heads like that i pay you money to do what? pukimak niamagachowhai i damn fucking tulan already wei, some more today i not so good mood with all the morons thats giving me a high blood pressure you still wanna play around with me meh!!!??? I fucking wanna file a complain letter to them already i tell you.

Sigh i must go read something to make me happy again, like yesterday...oh yeah thanks to one of my buddy Lay Min (OITZ woman you better faster be free to come out and yum cha, i wanna brag!!!! HAHAHA) for the link, wah i must say after reading i was sooooo happy that the whole day i smiling and shit with no stress whatsoever. Even when i was driving i wasn't actually really pissed with them morons, hrm but i doubt it'll help me today since i already read it la. Oh yeah just incase the lot of you are wondering what the hell was it i was reading, actually its my horoscope...so i was talking to my best friend online and i told him that the more i read about my horoscope (as in character la...not the what will happen to you kind) the more i fall in love with myself, and then he went on and say 'That brings new definition of the saying "Go fuck yourself"' hahahahaha...you know what i fully agree with that man...LMAO!!! Yesterday proved to be soooo much more of a better day that so far today it just cannot be compared, meeting some old friends which was great cause we had a lot to catch up. Not to mention poking silly jokes and each other and making one another laugh, sigh miss those days. Oh well, work and stress beckons for me to go...*Groan*

Get to know yourself better.

So i was at powerpuff's blog and was going through her entries when i came across this quiz on getting to know yourself better. Aiyah i just couldn't help it la i just had to click to see whats this all about and whether accurate or not. So this is the results la, hrm....so so only la. For those of you who wants to try you can find the link here!!!

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Sunday, June 26, 2005

Unreliable at best.

Last night proved to be an entertaining night because Kai was doing some piano performance for a friend, although i was dead tired but the melodious tunes eminating from piano was indeed very refreshing. To further show off his talent he listened to songs that was being played on my notebook and then he proceeded to play the same song over the piano, wah very the keng la the fella. Needless to say however i didn't get much work done, sigh. I think i'll just head on out later and go to starbucks or something to do some work, staying at home is bad got WoW on my desktop...its like the devil calling out to me you know. Hey wait a minute i also have WoW on my notebook...Lol, ah nevermind la wifi connections are unreliable at best anyway. I think even if i do play it gimme like 5 minutes then i'll probably just give up on the connection. And to think after all the advancement in technology that we've gone through we still end up with something that is so unreliable. Ok la i mean its not a good idea to start playing online games through wi fi la but seriously sometimes even when it comes to simple things such as surfing can be a pain in the ass. It really makes you wonder why the hell did they come up with it in the first place you know considering its poor performance and shit. I think that they really should have looked into fixing it and making its performance better before actually deploying it into the commercial market. Oh well shouldn't really complain la sometimes its really good to use and the line is all smooth and nice anyway.

Today is yet another week where the Tim Sum plan failed, was nicely telling those fucking idiots that we gonna have tim sum and 8am last night. That one also i give chance already, if not ar...i'll tell you fucking 6am we gonna go eat already. And look what happens all those fools are still in bed, some more they ask me to wake them up ok. Wah seriously wei...Niamagachowhai knnccb, tiu nia seng, ham ka leng, chow chi bai you all wanna fucking die is it??? Thats it jor, next time seriously not gonna call you guys already. You know what you all remind me of? You all remind me of that wi fi connection i was talking about....UNRELIABLE AT BEST!!! Pukimak nicely already say last night, but noooooooo.....don't wanna go say don't wan la, i wake up then i make the calls only to nicely hear the sweet voice of the maxis operator ar!!!??? Hrm, and i remember last week when i was complaining my ass off over how every moron was asleep and can't go for tim sum, someone promised to go this week. Wah and another one even better scold me for not calling him some more. This week what the fuck happen, all still FFK what!!! so what the fuck now??? Tiu kao me la last week, mahai don't let me see your fucking face this week man....chow chi bai. Tension sial....ok ok, i think i have to cool off. Hrm, try go into WoW and kill some noobs to make myself happy.

Saturday, June 25, 2005

Masochistic Human Nature

Dammit i really need to figure a way to fix this damn wireless router modem, i just don't know why it refuses to connect to the internet. I can however get it to work as a router la, so that means i can network my desktop and my notebook but i won't be able to go online. Was reading forums and shit but didn't get much help there. I've written up some entries i planned to put up on my notebook and i couldn't be bothered to transfer them to my desktop...after all you know la i've said many times already that i am indeed a lazy fucker. Hell i'll even tell you that straight to your face and be proud of it, lol. So anyway since i can't do anything bout that i'll just have to think up of some other nonsense to put up. Like how come people seem to be more interested in reading about rape and sex more then anything else. I'll be the first to admit that when i flip through the papers i'll stop when i see a headline that has something to do with the above mentioned topic. Isn't it odd, i mean rape is something that is just not right but strangely enough we can't help but want to know about it (the story la that is). So we sure stop to read it wan, why ar? Like when i posted something about i had this sick friend that always has rape fantasies (the fella repented already...so give him a break yeah;) ) those entries had seriously high hits. I mean what the hell do these people search for on the internet? google rape? Hell i've tried to search for my own blog on many occasion and i still can't seem to find it, so how the hell did this people find it?

I mean if i were to put up a very controversial entry and i were to score loads of hits then i wouldn't be at all surprise cause i mean come on la everyone knows that controversy sells. Look at books like 'The Da Vinci Code' its a fucking best seller because it causes so much controversy what. But besides the point it is nevertheless a very very good book that i thoroughly enjoyed reading la. Scandals are basically controversy also so i'm not gonna count that cause it falls under the same category. But Rape!!??? what about it that makes everyone so interested in it??? Is it so interesting to know that someone, somewhere on the face of the planet just got forced into having sexual intercourse? What so intersting about that? Why is it that we get drawn into this kinds of headlines? Its very unfortunate that when cases like this happens much light is shed on their case and i feel very very sorry for the victim. Not only does the media not cover the victim's identify but it instead serves as some form of embarrassment as the whole world will know of the poor victims plight. I just think its fucked up la you know, but since i'm a guy i don't have much to worry about that...unless i get ass raped la ( Oh gross...scuse me need to go throw up for a sec ). No matter how hard i try to find a reason i just can't seem to understand and i don't think i ever will get an answer to my question either. So therefore i came up with my own conclusion, and that is humans are all closet masochists. And i am pretty damn sure that i am right...you say i'm wrong? Ok then let me ask you this? If you were in that scenario where a person is about to be raped...which would you rather be, the one thats about to be raped or the one doing the raping?

Friday, June 24, 2005

Thanks guys...wouldn't happen without you.

You know its been quite sometime since i started blogging, yeah i know la 2 months where got long right...But for me i feel that its been a long time already la. After all i am actually a person that looses interest very fast, how fast??? Well thats gonna depend on whatever it is i'm interested in (Eh FYI this doesn't apply to love interest ok ;P). And right now i just feel that i haven't given proper credit to the people who have managed to influence me to blog or anything regarding blogs la. So with all due respect i shall say thank you for all the inspiration and help that i have been given from all the people that have thus helped me so far.

To begin with i'd like to thank my good buddy Wimal, without this guy i would never have started blogging anyway. And much thanks goes out to him, not only for this but for many other reasons also. Mostly in helping my constantly broke ass out of trouble and also picking me up for classes and stuff like that la. In terms of my blogs layout well as you can see my layout is generally the same as his although i decided to add a few things to mine la, hehehe....wanted to look more cool :P

Moving on i'd like to thank Tracy also cause actually i went and cipek the quote of the day thingy from her la, but i changed mine to quote of the week. Was trying to figure out how to make the thing change automatically but since i can't figure it out decided to leave it as a weekly thingy. You know la i've said before mar that i'm a great procrastinator...if i were to put it daily i think i'll give up before doing it ler...hahaha.

Then there was this guy, unfortunately i can't remember where or who it was. But this guy posted a topic on 'How to Blog' something like that if i remembered correctly. It was because of that one single post that i decided i should be more vulgar, lol (post can be found here). Not to chase people away or to show that i'm fluent in my usage of profanities, but i'm just being myself...i think i've stated that in one of my previous entries. I'm really truly sorry (from the bottom of my heart...if you will) that i can't remember this person as i think i owe him a whole lot of thanks.

And thank you to all my friends for giving me much inspiration in my daily postings, dammit haven't seen some of them lately...No wonder la running out of jokes already, hrm must go find those guys and poke fun outta them. They gave me inspiration to put up some of my entries such as 'Make it Rain', 'Some Sick Friends', 'Does anyone believe in Karma' and more recently 'Notebook vs. Desktop'.Hehehehe, hrm....i know just the person, now let me see when the fucker is free ar??? Anyway you guys know who you are la right...Thanks a bundle yah. And lastly other bloggers that give me inspiration would be all those that i've already put up in the "I'm hollier than thou baton".

p/s: Also thanks to Mukmin for the clock...hahaha, although it actually serves no purpose imo. :P

Which Malaysian Blogger Are You?

And yet another one of those which blogger are you courtesy of Kenny Sia. So i went and did the test again and this are my results la:

Congratulations Eugene Ooi, you are...


Kenny Sia of kennysia.com

You have it all, or so you think. Big balls, big bird, big everything. Also a big heart and ever-ready big hug to give out to everybody who needs one. But you didn't know this. You're the one who need a hug the most. So hugs to you!

Which Malaysian Blogger Are You?


Holy Fuck!!! I'm Kenny Sia!!! Wah like that i also should win award wei!!! mwahahahaha.

Thursday, June 23, 2005

One day it will come to an End.

Sigh, finished fixing all the important stuff on my notebook at about 5am yesterday. Yup you guessed it i missed class....again. Some more i said that this week must not miss jor. Well nevermind la at least the notebook is in top condition and ready to go, now all i need is 1 more software and work can get underway. Hrm, wait a minute work is currently just not as fast i imagined it to be la and i hardly even play WoW already so thats a good thing la. That goes to show that i'm actually doing my work. I don't get it though, why la must do all this work i know studying preps you for the actual thing which is in reality tougher that what we do in school but still!!! i honestly think its quite the pointless in more ways then one. Ok now i'm gonna contradict myself, well it actually does help la somewhat although i don't think it actually helps that much. Anyways problems about school work is they damn fucking like to throw assignments and projects and us non stop and one after another. And the worst thing is by the time you actually have to hand them up exams are just around the corner. Wah i ask you la how the fuck the study like that??? Well i guess it doesn't really bother me on that part cause i don't study in the first place. I actually never believed in studying, hahahaha....can you believe that. Yeah i'm serious i actually don't study in advance and shit like that. To me its more important to understand then the study, thats why my principle of studying is attending class and listening to lectures while they are explaining. And the right before the exam like the night before i'll just pop out my lecture slides or notes to start refreshing my memory.

I'm pretty sure that this does not apply to all majors but instead its really gonna depend on what you're studying. However basic principles i believe is just listen when lecturers are explaining and that would cover a whole lot of ground. Reading would just help you remember what you have already learnt. And i think its really unfair that jobs out there (most anyway) look at the academic qualification of a student before hiring them, i mean in some ways i understand la. With good academic results it goes to show that the person is qualified to do the job...but its all in paper only, and i think that what is achieved on that level is purely theoretical. I guess thats why when going for a job interview or applying for a job in most cases having good results with working experience is always a good thing and makes you stand out among other fresh graduates. Fortunately i got some working experience although not as much as i'd rather have considering my old age and still no degree....sigh i wonder what am i gonna tell them when they start asking me about all those missing years when i wasn't doing jack. Guess i'll have to wait and see la when the time comes. But whatever is said and done i'll definately prefer studying and take this lifestyle anytime over working...Working is such a drag and at least when you fuck up in school its just gonna take more money and do a resit or something like that. Where else in the real world fucking up is gonna cost you your job then you'll be truly fucked!!! hahahaha!!! Not to mention that when you start working you'll be a no life person where all you do is slave away with your job get home too tired to do anything and there goes the day only to wake up the next day to repeat the process....wah that sucks man, hahahaha. Sigh too bad if all goes well i'll graduate somewhere in september then i'll have to move on and join the masses and be a slave to society with never ending work forever pilling on my desk...i'm definately gonna miss being a student.

Tuesday, June 21, 2005

Another tiring day.

Again another tiring day went by and i still have things to do, wish that i could just put it off and deal with my chores another day. The sight of my bed is soooooo tempting, just have this urged of dropping everything i'm doing right now and hop on the bed and sleep. Hrm, sounds like a really good idea.....*smacks himself* eh cannot cannot, i already procrastinate too much must do work. And again i was out for most of the day, got myself a new accessory for my notebook...A mouse. Hahaha, ok well i'll admit it did come with one mouse when i bought it. But it was kinda crappy and i didn't like it. The scroller was kinda hard to press too, so using firefox on my notebook was proving to be a challenge when i'm tab browsing. Thats when i decided to check out what mobile mouse did 'Logitech' have to offer. I didn't really like their wireless mouse cause its all using a USB transmitter of some sort, i guess if it were bluetooth then i would have bought that instead la. So since that was the case i decided to go with the wired optical mouse, cool thing is that the wire of the mouse can be wind neatly around it and the USB connectors plugs into the bottom of the mouse with some sort of button looking thingy. I think its really cool, its not messy...well not that i really would care otherwise, and the USB connector also protects the optical lens from being damage as in covers the lens. Unfortunately though the various colors that they had available were pretty limited. Well as you all know i don't have a camera, thats why i lack pictures on my blog...so i can't exactly show you how my mouse looks like. So now that leaves two more accessories to complete my complete mobile experience, i need a pair of headsets one with those mics...Actually i don't think i'll need a mic since there's a mic build into the notebook. And secondly i'll need a USB key or Pen drive...or whatever the hell you wanna call it (dammit why can't people just come up with a fix name for it). Well thats obviously excluding a digital camera and a new mobile phone la of course. Dammit i'm so broke else i'll just go out tomorrow before class and get all those. Like i said previously la, i'm just a sucker for gadgets(previous entry can be found here)...anyone out there know of anyway to cure this damn disease??? hahahaha. Oh well damn tired, need to do work have to finish this before i go to bed...ARGH!!! need to wake up damn fucking early tomorrow morning some more, hai lat lor me...i'm gonna GG. Oh yeah, and the erratic weather patterns of Malaysia has hit again...Its so FUCKING HOT!!!! Damn you!!! Ok ok, back to work.

Monday, June 20, 2005

Goodbye and godspeed my friend.

Wah, what i tiring day it turned out to be. Initially i just planned to get my ass home after class and try to solve this damn router problems after which i can do some reading on case studies and what not. I managed to sit down for about 2 hours before previously made plans started rolling. Plans i had arranged with Wimal (which i obviously forgot) came in, you see today turned out to be some what of a depressing day because i had to go to the airport to see someone off. Although i wasn't as close to him as some of my other friends he is still a friend regardless, in the beginning i thought nothing much of him as he was a very quiet person in class (hrm, like me...wonder whether anyone thinks of me like i did him). However i did believe that he was a very intelligent individual and his knowledge in the IT world has surprised me on many occassion, highlighting facts that i never knew of. He also proved to be surprisingly funny and very down to earth, i guess i had completely misjudged him in almost every aspect. Not forgetting to mention he is also a very helpful guy offering great advice, opnions and personal views on various subjects. He hails all the way from the Maldives you see, and now that he has graduated it was only a matter of time before he returns home. Sadly though it was sooner then i thought i would be, which was today la obviously. Anyway i'll like to wish him all the best in all his future dealings and challenges and he will always be welcomed if he ever were to come back to visit or for whatever reasons. I'm sure that friends close to him will always remember him fondly for the person he is espeacially the 3 other 'brothers'.

So most of the day was spend traveling, going to ampang then to cheras then to KLIA then back to PJ. Wah i was so fucking tired that i fucking slept in the car on the way to KLIA, well obviously i didn't drive la or i won't be here right now typing this entry right. Sigh, looks like i have to postpone all my plans of doing work and shit till tomorrow. I'm just hoping now that i can get some work done, well i'll just do some light reading on those case studies la. Get it done now and lighten my damn workload before i fuck up my FYP or other projects. Hrm, i think i better not waste anymore time and get started right now...Cheerio!!

Sunday, June 19, 2005

To that special man in life.

Yawn...yeah you guessed it, i didn't sleep again. Well its all good, this is just to prepare me for the week. You know fix my time so that i can attend classes that i've been missing, lucky i've not missed too many though. Anyway i was over at Kenny Sia's blog and was reading his entry on father's day. For those that haven't been there or read any of his entries i'll briefly sum up what happened (Wah so convenient for you lazy fucks). His father has unfortunately passed away not too long ago, i think it was slightly before i started blogging...sorry i can't really remember dates that well, go on over there if you want to know the details. Anyway i know its a little late but i'd like to sincerely offer you my condolences on behalf of your lost. But keep your head up Kenny, i'm sure you're father up there in heaven is looking down on you beaming proudly at how you've grown to be the man you are today. I must say that he is a very filial son, unlike me...you see every since i was a little boy i never really got to see my dad much cause his work place was very far, so i only got to see him once a week. I believe it is because of that a distance was form in between the two of us. I try to talk to my dad, but most of the time i just don't know what to say to him? Its like we live in two completely different worlds. The last time i remember talking to my dad was when my sister was around, i guess she has this special ability to bridge gaps.

In my opinion it is human nature to neglect what they have, you know like that song 'Big Yellow Taxi' by Joni Mitchell. And i think that is so true, when you have something you will treasure it for awhile la at least...but once we get bored of it (which we will) we just cast in aside without giving it a second look. And when one day when it finally just disappears we start to search high and low, every nook and crany for that one precious thing that we have left to rot somewhere in the corners of our room. Can you even imagine if that precious object had feelings to begin with, what would it have felt when you just cast it away like that. But obviously it doesn't have feelings, the point i'm trying to make is this. Replace the object with someone that you hold dear to your heart or better yet replace the object with someone who holds YOU dear to their hearts. Now imagine how would they feel when you just cast them aside. I'm sure if you were in their shoes you would feel deeply hurt. So take time off from whatever you are doing right now be it work, reading, chatting even sex (yes stop bonking your gf/wife/mistress right now) and tell that one person what a great person he is, for without him in your life you would definately not be the person you are today. Thank him for his kindness, understanding and patience that he has graciously and wholeheartedly given to you. Do it before that person disappears from your life forever (well technically not forever cause i believe that the person will continue living....in you) and you regretting the things you've done, you've not done or the things you should have said or shouldn't have said. Well avoid all those regrets by doing it now, on this special day when the whole world dedicates this day just for that man and all you're regrets will dissolved. So here is my message for that special man.

I know i haven't been the best of sons,
I know i have let you down many times,
Forgive me for a fool i am,
I offer you my thanks for being there,
For supporting me,
For understanding me,
For being extreme patient with me,
For pushing me,
I will forever be grateful to you,
And in my eyes you couldn't have done it any better,
For you are everything a child could ever ask for,
If not for you i will not be who i am today,
For that a special place in my heart you will have,
Happy Father's Day Dad.
Love you!!!


Notebook vs. Desktop

Finally brought out my notebook on a proper field test in Starbucks. And it being my new toy, as well as probably the only notebook among my small circle of friends it took all the attention. It was bad enough that starbucks table is so relatively small and everyone was crowding towards one corner of the table just to see what the new notebook was capable of (Hrm, i think i should give it a name...like how Wimal names his notebook, lol). During the first hour there was a problem with the wifi and it took like a seriously long time (and not to mention alot of credits used on phone calls) to fix it. But actually i don't think it was due to me messing with the settings i think that the problem was because the line was pretty fucked in the first place. After finally being able to connect i couldn't do much cause the line was SOOO SLOW!!! Hrm, i'd bet someone was actually hogging the bandwith somewhere or something. Sigh, because of that i couldn't put my first starbucks post. So anyway we were talking and they asked me which is my first wife now? Desktop, notebook or car? I didn't really know how to answer them, cause to me they all have an equal amount of importance. So in the end they concluded that the notebook is my mistress, desktop is my wife and car would probably be just my fuck buddy....hahaha. I shall now relate the conversation between my mistress and my wife:

Desktop: Our owner loves me more.
Notebook: Nola he loves me more leh.
Desktop: Oh yeah, he uses me more.
Notebook: Not really what, i'm always with him when he is out of the house.
Desktop: ....
Notebook: What you jealous is it???
Desktop: Why should i be jealous, i'm more beautiful then you...hmph
Notebook: Thats not true...I'm slimmer and lighter, unlike you so fat.
Desktop: You lie.
Notebook: Come la we test on the weighing machine who heavier.

*Both machines took turns weighing their respective weight.*

Notebook: See told you jor....you are fat and heavy.
Desktop: *Shriek*, this cannot be true....the weighing machine is not accurate i tell you.
Notebook: hahaha, oh but you know its true.
Desktop: NNOOOOOOOOO!!!!

Wah i tell you ar, trying to keep these two happy is so hard...Stress sial. They just keep trying to fight with each other for my attention. Although sorry la desktop you cannot run me apps that i need to use, so i'd probably spend more time with the notebook to finish up my project. Don't be sad though, you'll still be running them torrents as well as WoW if thats any consolation to you.

Notebook: hehehe, i win V(>.<)V
Desktop: *Sniff* *sniff*...you meanie.
Me: Erm...Shit, well i guess i can't argue with that lol.

*Desktop sulks in the corner of the room.*

Aiyak, the desktop go and merajuk....sei lor this time, how to WoW now??? Oh well guess i'll just leave WoW to another day or something. Have a great weekend!!! :D

Friday, June 17, 2005

Congratulations Guys!!!

What a long day it was today, i decided last night to try and sleep and sleep i did...Mainly thanks to that flu pill i took, but unfortunately i didn't really sleep well. Got on of those wake up sleep, wake up sleep kinda thing. So ended up waking up i think about 4 hours later and just decided to stay up, played WoW till like 7am then off to class i went. So there i was thinking that i had been rested and stuff but upon reaching class reality kicked in, started yawning la, eyes gonna close la...you name it la. Don't know why la suddenly felt so lethargic, i felt its as if i never went to sleep in the first place. Although if you think about it careful i practically didn't, lol. I took my notebook out for a field trip today thinking of testing its WI-FI capabilities, but unfortunately i didn't subscribe to TMNet's Hotspot thingy yet so i had to make do with APIITs WI-FI connection. And let me tell you one thing about APIITs connection, IT SUCKS!!!!! It was so bad that i can't even access shit, cheh and all this hype about having notebooks and wi-fi i tell you its all a con job...hahahaha. Just joking, actually i think its cause my settings were abit fucked. I'll ask Wimal to help me look into it the next time i see him. Yeah so i was so sad cause i thought that i'd put my first ever post from my notebook this afternoon, but as you can see that obviously didn't happen. Eh fuck, why the hell am i talkin about my day!!??? Ok, ok enough jor!!!

Today is a very special day for some of my closest friends in College (Uni already now..but i'll just stick to college since i so used to it). Why??? Cause as of 5.10pm today they are officially no longer students of APIIT...Thats cause the graduated!!! CONGRATULATIONS!!! Wah they all a bunch of noisy people man i tell you, the college held a small farewell party for them after their final exam so everyone was busy chatting here and there, eating and drinking...And most importantly taking pictures. Wah i tell you ar, that class like every other 2 people got a digital camera...If not also phone got some gosu camera and stuff like that. I'll post the pictures up as soon as i get them, got a few only la....i camera shy one so didn't really take pictures, some more i'm not the one graduating so if take also like tumpang glamour only, hahahaha. Furthermore i so fugly how la to take picture, after the camera pecah then how??? ask me pay meh!!??? dun have money ler...buy new notebook straight pokai d, LMAO! Oh and today i met with Dan and Jae, finally(Oh and Dan is damn FUCKING tall!!!! I stand next to him that time is like David and Goliath man!!!LOL)...hahaha. See i told you i damn shy wan, after so long only i go say hi. But actually i was walking to class when i saw them standing outside the examination hall, and since this is their last day i might not get a chance to see them again so i thought that i'd just walk up and intro myself. You should have seen Dan's stoned expression...he was like 'Who the fuck is this fella??? eh do i know you ar???' hahaha....that was until i said my name la, then he was like 'OOOOHHHHH' and being the nice guy that he is he immediately introduce me to Jae. Too bad i was already late for class or i would have stayed awhile longer to talk. Hey Dan!!! remember to send me the pics, i wanna put up!!! :P
Dammit must get a camera next...or i'll just wait to get some gosu kick ass phone with a kick ass camera, yeah i know not the same one la...but who cares i need both so sacrifice something la right??? hehehe!!!

Once again before i sign off...Congratulations guys!!!

The aftermath.

Ok so i really couldn't sleep last night due to all the excitement of having a new toy, i woke up this morning feeling really really queasy due to lack of sleep. So i decided to skip class....again, sigh seriously this has to stop or i'm just gonna fail. So anyway i tried to get some sleep but my dad keeps waking me up asking me things, strangely enough right after he left for work i was so awake and i just couldn't go back to sleep. Now that was damn fucked up cause if that were the case why the fuck did i skip class for!!??? But i guess whats done is done la right...so i thought i'd do up the notebook, i think i was on in for like a good 5 hours fixing things updating here and there...you know stuff like that. Couldn't turn on my desktop cause i still don't have my router so only 1 comp can go on the net at a time, and since i'll need to do updates and what not the desktop would just have to remain asleep. Then a problem occured...Visual Studio refused to run due to some file, wah i think because of that i had to spend like 2 hours figuring out why and how to fix it. But now that its all fixed all i need now is sql server then i can start doin some serious work.

At roughly around 1.30pm i suddenly got really really tired, but since my time was fucked i thought i'd just turn on the desktop and play WoW to entertain myself. Doing so would really help me stay awake and make me really tired later on so that i can sleep early and thus going to class the following morning. Turns out i was too tired to play and i just went to sleep instead, now that proved to be a very stupid course of descission. I ended up sleeping all the way till 9.30pm, now i'm fucking wide awake with nothing to do. I can't really start work cause i need that damn database to be up (where the fuck did i put my copy of sql server!!! dammit). Sigh this isn't really working the way i want it to, its so ironic that no matter how much you plan it never seems to work your way(Hrm should write something bout that soon...always wanted to).

Anyway since i'm all up and shit i think i'll just burn some stuff to put into my notebook later, its pretty empty right now so i don't really feel so nice bout that too...hahaha. Oh yeah fortunately though my nose started acting up on me again, sheesh it always does this at the most unusual times as in when you least expect it to happen. But on the plus side this might actually work to my advantage, i just popped a flu pill so i'm banking on getting really drowsy soon then i can just go to sleep and fuck everything else until tomorrow. Oh yeah to all my friends taking their exams, tomorrow last day already (actually more like later today...its is Friday after all) you guys can do and i wish you guys all the best. Soon you'll be joining the masses of headless working people that drag themselves out of bed daily to bring their sorry asses to their respective slave jobs. Wah i damn bad make it sound until like that, after they all don't wanna start working all and slack finish la me....put all the blame on me, how to live this kind of guilty life la like that. Ok ok, don't take me seriously yah, i'm just joking...hehehe!!!

Thursday, June 16, 2005

It's Finally Here!!!

Mwahahaha, yes i now have my notebook!!! I feel invincible!!! You all shall ph33r m3 for my new notebook is a kick 4$$ 1337 mofo...Oh shit, looks like i got carried away with the leet english. Damn looks like powerpuff was right i am a dork, LOL!!! Well i know i said i'm gonna put up this post from my notebook in starbucks or something but unfortunately i don't wanna risk going online with it just yet, besides i haven't been able to setup the thing nice nice yet. So until i finish doing all that then only i will bring it out on a wi-fi field trip, but until then its staying at home. Wah i'm so gone, how am i gonna go to class tomorrow morning when i am currently in euphoria...Hell i might even use my new notebook as a damn pillow when i try to sleep later, hahaha. Anyway i'm currently backing it up for fail safe measures...yeah yeah i know i know there isn't anything in it right now but its good to back up ok, next time i can just revert everything to what it is right now if ever there was a problem that requires me to do so mar then it'll be like brand new again. Wah so happy right now, but too bad i haven't taken the router modem from Loren else i'll just link both my desktop and notebook and i can transfer stuff over right now. Incase you're all wondering let me enlighten you guys with the specs of my new machine...it's pretty impressive if i should say so myself, so here goes:

Manufacturer: Acer
Model: Aspire 1692WLMi
Processor : Intel Pentium M Processor 740 (1.73GHz, 2MB cache, 533 FSB) Centrino
(Sonoma) Intel Pro/Wireless 2200BG Network Connection
Mobile Intel 915PM Express Chipset
RAM: 512 MB DDR
Storage: 80 GB Hard disk drive
DVD-Dual Layer Drive
Display: 15.4 WXGA Acer CrystalBrite Color LCD
ATI Mobility Radeon x700 128MB DDR VRAM (PCI-E)
Misc: 4-in-1 Card Reader
Intergrated Bluetooth
Intergrated 56k Modem and 10/100/1000 LAN
3 x USB2, 1 x Firewire, 1 x TV Output, 1 x VGA Port and 1 x Infra red Port

Ok places that could have used improvement would be the RAM, maybe i should have opted for 1GB of RAM but nevermind la no need so greedy...However Acer should have made it DDR2 since most new model notebooks are starting to use those already. I wanted a bigger HDD capacity also, but if i change then that would void the warranty so nevermind also la. Everything else is pretty much very good...But the most kick ass thing about this baby is the GPU (Graphic Processing Unit) which is a Radeon x700, wah even my desktop not so keng and to top it all off its even a PCI-E man!!! How much you ask?? All this for a mere RM5, 050...Now if thats not a bargain then what is??? But one thing thought i could have gotten it for RM4, 950, but i was so impatient (and sor hai) that when i left the house i forgot to bring out the contact of the shop so i was walking around Low Yat plaza for a whole hour trying to locate the shop which ended in vain. Sigh some more i called the shop before i left the house, feel so bad to ffk the salesman.

Of course all this don't come with bad news la, but i'm sure you're wondering 'how can that be bad? he so happy all some more...hardly any cursing in this post, how can got bad la?' Got got, the bad is i have to start work...sobz!!! Well its not like its damn bad or anything la, and i know that i really should get off my ass and start doing coding my damn FYP already la after all i am behind schedule. But that would mean i won't have time for WoW, some more now my notebook is more gosu then my desktop sure wanna test wan mar right??? But must refrain abit la, else i'll fail and then that time seriously tai wok man!! hahahaha. Well i'm sure by now you should realise that i'm quite a gadget freak, whenever i get a new toy i'll go all crazy and start playing with it as though there's no tomorrow. Wah i seriously thinking now if later i can sleep or not, lol. Haih don't wanna layan you d la...Wanna go play with new toy, hahahaha. Oh and to end this i'd like to thank my dad and Mr. Khoo for making this possible...nite y'all, hope you have sweet dreams like i'm gonna have tonight. =D

Wednesday, June 15, 2005

Finally getting it.

Argh!!! it happened again...I knew i should have just went straight but NNOOOOOO!!! Smart la you Eugene, i tell you if i continue going at this rate i'm just gonna die la. Ok ok, must promise myself already...next week onwards must not repeat what happened ever again. Well ok look at the brightside, in awhile i'm gonna get a phone call and then i'm gonna head down to KL and get my notebook. Finally!!! Hrm, i think i'll purposely make this post short. Then i can put up another post with the notebook later when i get it, after all i have to hang out in KL till about like 9p.m. so myaswell head to starbucks and think of something to post la right. hehehe.

Tuesday, June 14, 2005

The Lawless-ness of our roads.

Ok i screwed up my bio clock...again. Man this is so fucked up, i already missed class yesterday cause i finally fell asleep like 1 hour before class started. I'm so tired cause i haven't slept all day just for the sake of fixing my damn time. Dammit why the fuck does this always have to happen? Fortunately i get sudden bursts of road rage so i definately won't fall asleep on the wheel, well then again i'm pretty sure most people will be the same as me if they were driving around morons who have absolutely no clue how to drive. I tell you malaysian drivers are horrible man, i used to drive around without a driving license for a good 7-8 years and i can drive hell alot better compared to most of these fools on the road. And when i finally got my license even the examiner praised me saying that i know how to handle a car...Wah i was so happy when he said that, hehehe(yeah i've very very proud of my driving skillz). My best friend dubbed malaysian roads as lawless, he'd like to say 'The lawless-ness that is malaysia' and starts pointing at the damn motorists. I seriously think that they should be shot dead, that would do this country a favor and get rid of them sooner instead of waiting for them to crash during some holiday and cause a major traffic jam on the highway. My best friend and I even came up with a marketing ad campaign to promote tourism in malaysia and it goes a little something like this...

'Trouble with authorities?'
'Running from the law?'
'Need a place to lay low for awhile?'
'Come to Malaysia'
'You'll blend in just fine'

Well actually its suppose to be only applicable for road offenders but hey...we thought that since we started it, we might as well go all out right? But don't get me wrong yeah, not everyone is like this la of course. Its just that for some unknown reason there are so many idiots on the road that it gets you thinking how the hell did they get their drivers license in the first place. And for some reason there are always more idiots on the road compared to competent drivers, hrm...or maybe its 1 incompetent driver that stands out so much that the rest look just as bad?I don't know take your pick. But really la, you guys must admit that there are damn alot of Kwai Lan people on our roads, road hoggers that just don't know which lane to take, then there are those super impatient mofos that zip in and out causing accidents and what not...you name it la we got 'em all. Honestly though i think the worst of the lot are the motorcyclists...wah that wan really wanna kill them man, they think the fucking own the road wan. I should go ask them where to buy road cause i sure as hell want a whole damn stretch for my own la. Sometimes i feel like just running them down and send them all to the afterlife. Ah fuck i'm talking rubbish again, shit must be because i lack of sleep...Oh well think i'll just go take a nap before i collapse of exhaustion or something. At least after that i can start thinking straight again, hahahaha.

Monday, June 13, 2005

My thoughts on Mr and Mrs Smith...No spoilers.

Ok as i promised yesterday i'll share my thoughts about 'Mr and Mrs Smith' which i saw last night. Thank god they still not playing the national anthem before the movie starts or that would probably just ruin the show. So anyway i'll describe the show with two words...'KICK ASS!!!". Its damn good so on a scale of one to five i'll give it a four. Yeah yeah i know i said its good and all but seriously la nothing is perfect mar right. Initially i thought it was gonna be some brainless shooting 'everybody gets shot (cept hero...invincible mar!!) and die' kind of show...you know like XXX, no need to think one. Well yeah in this case its pretty much so i don't have to think to understand the story and all, but unlike most movies in this genre at least the story in this one is much more appealing then others where the others is seriously, completely brainless. Mr and Mrs Smith proved to be a very hilarious movie despite all that i expected it manages to surprise me throughout the movie. I usually watch hell alot of trailers and know most of a movie before it even hits the cinema, but this i have definately got to say i was caught off guard...didn't expect to be laughing through out the show. Oh and just incase you were wondering, the humour is not slapstick humour yah so for those who don't like those kind then you have nothing to worry about. I guess the only flaw that i found in the movie was in the story, as in how this happened and that happened...you know those kind of stuff, its minor minor things la but i still can't help but wonder. Oh yeah and besides that also the two main characters cannot die wan, they are like some kind of superhero man i tell you cannot die not so bad you know, this wan like cannot get hit like that one. Its as though they have some kind of special force field that deflects bullets and shit. But its cool though it really is a very entertaining and original show, and to think i was complaining that no movie has an original idea anymore (here). I thoroughly enjoyed myself throughout the whole 2 hours (i think) and i'm also thankful to be proved wrong based on my previous entry about lack of ideas. Oh yeah and the music was good too. Hrm, but maybe watching 'Alone in the Dark' earlier had some part in influencing my comments. Seriously thought don't watch 'Alone in the Dark' i think i was critisizing the whole movie from start to end, so save yourself the trouble and time and go watch Mr and Mrs Smith.

Sunday, June 12, 2005

A sorhai's Sunday Ramblings.

Well i'm not at home right now and i'm using Kai's PC. Wah its seriously been so long since i actually used IE and i have to say...IT SUCKS!!! So anyway its actually pretty normal for to complain when i use other people's PC. But i'm not gonna complain on this one, as a matter of fact besides the fact that i have to use this damn god forsaken MSIE there really is nothing much to complain about. His monitor is bigger then mine although the color is sort of fucked up already la, and mine is nicer because i use a LCD...hehehe. His keyboard is exactly the same as mine so there is no need to complain about that unlike that time when i had to blog in Loren's house, you can find that entry here. And everything else is better then mine, all the way la...from mouse to CPU and stuff. Sniff sniff i also want an AMD 64, oh yeah for those of you who don't know it yet i think Intel can go kiss my ass...unless its mobile, so for desktops as far as i'm concerned Intel is a piece of shit!!! Too lazy to tell those of you that don't know why though.

I just read yesterday that Liverpool FC has been give a chance to defend their title in the champions league next season, although they would have to play more games in the qualifying stages. Well its good new to hear that, but i'm just afraid that the hectic schedule they have to endure in the opening of the season would cause great repercussions on the teams overall performance throughout the rest of the season. On a brighter note, i'll be purchasing my notebook this week...finally can start work, erm...actually i think it would be more like i have a lot of work to finally catch up with, and that would mean putting World of Warcraft on hold for the time being (hrm, doubt i'll be putting it off entirely though...hehehe). Anyway i'll be going to watch 'Mr and Mrs Smith' later and i'd like to say sorry to Loren for not buying him a ticket, but seriously its not my fault that you wanna be Cinderella and go to sleep so early. Well got errands to run, tell you all bout the movie tomorrow.

*Wah Kai your AMD 64 is totally fucking roxxorz!!! its so kick ass that i'm already regretting spending money on a notebook...sniff sniff, but i'll have the last laugh when you have to watch me play WoW when we go starbucks!!! Mwahahahahaha!!!!*

Which Singaporean Blogger Are You?

Ok so i got this from kenny sia and i went along with the 'survey' la and so this is the result.

Congratulations Eugene Ooi, you are...


Cowboy Caleb of cowboycaleb.liquidblade.com

You are smart, loyal and sensitive. You are also very caring towards other people and you help them out whenever you can. You are very passionate about your line of work. You fight for your beliefs and if someone doesn't agree with you, you argue your point of view across in a very convincing yet diplomatic manner. For that, you earn respect.

Which Singaporean Blogger Are You?

I'm Hollier Then Thou Blogger's Baton...Yet another baton, sigh.

Why la i kena pass all this batons can't you all just leave me in peace, hehehe. Anyway this baton is called the 'I'm hollier then thou blogger's baton' And the purpose for it is god knows what la and i honestly don't fucking care also la. But since Dan is so nice to put me in one of his better blog then his category i think i'll just give him face and do it la. So here goes.

1) The last blog I read was: Finicky Feline

2) I think my blog is way better then that blog above because: Are you fucking insane, if my blog were better then that blog why the fuck do you think i go there and read it...Its like a totally roxxor blog ok, compare with mine...wah lao i don't even wanna think man, after all my buddies leave me for the constant male bashing...Hey, wait then i'll lots of chics to hang out wif...hmmmmmm.

3) In my honest opinion the best entry I have every blogged is: Make it rain, althought this is meant to be a personal joke between a circle of friends...so for those outside the circle you definately won't understand la...sorry yah :P

4) Five blogs i read that may be better then mine:
5) I know my readers are addicted to my blog because: No way la, now who the hell in their right mind would be addicted to my vulgar entries of daily crap.

And now with that settled, i am now passing the baton to:
Wimal Tan
Wilson
Mukmin
Shermie
Jae

Erm, sorry yah guys very the pai seh...just passing it out or rather just doing my job, pei pek wan ngo chan hai mm siong wan...Lei tei fong kor ngo la. hehehehe.

Friday, June 10, 2005

The way I am

My buddy Natalie and I were having this conversation over MSN earlier this week and i was comenting about her writing style and i thought that it was really nice to read la simple, yet it has like some deeper meaning into what she writes and i found that very intriguing. So anyways i thought that i'd explain on my writing style. As many of you may have noticed i tend to be very vulgar and it would seem that i enjoy using profanities. As a matter of fact thats what a friend of mine said to me she was like:

She: Eh why you so angry ar?
Me: Huh?? what you talking bout?
She: I was reading your blog and your cursing damn alot? sup la?
Me: Oh hahaha, i decided to write like how i talk in real life.
She: .....
She: Come to think of it, you do sound like that in real life...hahaha.

So yeah this is how i sound like in real life, unless i'm being absolutely serious i curse and swear my ass off. Initially i didn't think posting like how i talked was such a good idea, but then i read on some other guys blog (can't remember who tho) that writing what you feel and what not is probably a good idea. And so i thought to myself that hell yeah, i'm gonna do that...and i'll write exactly like how i talk. After all this is for me voicing out what i feel, cept that its in the form of text. I was even thinking of looking for one of those Explicit Lyrics thingy cept that i'd change it somewhat and put Explicit content and make it like a banner to warn all visitors of the foulness of my language. But then i couldn't be bothered recently, feeling so lazy and unmotivated due to World of Warcraft. That damn game is ruining my life i tell you...hahahaha. Of course there is more to me then just cursing and swearing la...But i'll leave that as another story.

Music Baton

Ok i'm reluctantly doing this, but since Wimal is the one that got me started blogging then i shall repay the favor by passing on this damn music baton, hmph!!! hehehe.

Total music files in computer (size):
I got exactly 6, 754, 000, 000 which translates to 6.754 Gigabytes...wow no wonder la hard disk no more space, hahaha. I think i got like 3 more dvds with nothing but mp3 lying around somewhere so add another 13.5 gigs...roughly la.

Music currently playing:
Mitternacht - E Nomine

Last CD i bought:
Erm, has been quite sometime ago can't really remember but i think its gotta be "Infected Mushroom - Converting Vegetarians"

Five songs that mean alot to me:
  • Nobody Knows - Tony Rich Project : Erm, i listen to this when i'm heart broken.
  • 1st of tha month - Bone thugs n harmony : to rejuvanate myself every beginning of the month.
  • Water runs dry - Boys 2 Men : Nice what this song.
  • Hit em up - 2pac : This is my inspirational song, just love how to fuck kao his enemies in this song.
  • Dracul - Infected Mushroom : This is my theme song, hahahaha. Also the first song that got me hooked on psychadelic trance.
Eh five songs not enough la wei!!! hahaha. Anyway the next five person i pass the baton to is:-

Wilson
Mukmin
Shermie
Natalie
Tracy

Erm, sorry ar i really didn't want to pass to you all wan...But Wimal got a gun pointed to my head, i really got no choice unless i want my brain splattered across my keyboard la.Damn you Wimal for putting me in this position, oh and i also didn't forget you Dan, you bastards!!!Hahaha..eh ttl ar :P

Thursday, June 09, 2005

There is a GOD!!!

Wah busy busy, didn't have time to do much today...was in class all the way till 5, came home for awhile then have to go out already. After that came dinner and then went down all the way to ampang to pick my dad up, and after all that i'm extremely tired now..phew what a day. On the bright side because i had so much to do today i managed to stay away from WoW today!! So anyways when i got back earlier i went through my daily routine reading of articles on the net, mostly regarding games. So there i was reading about stuff that was announced on E3 ( Electronic Entertainment Expo), when suddenly i came across an article about this hot chic that was there. First thing i thought was, damn...what is a hot grrl like you doing in a place like this. So obviously i got curious and wanted to see whats her scoop, and immediately i fell in love...lol. You see technically i consider myself a gamer, althought not as hardcore a gamer as i was many years ago but i'm still essentially a gamer...That means i like games, and anything to do with games. Now the thing is there aren't exactly that many HOT chics out there that digs games, especially not the technicallity of it anyway. But this girl...woah i tell you, she is good...she knows her stuff, from the machines to games(oh and she plays WoW too!!! :D), anime to manga...wah lau everything that i like. Only thing missing in that list is cars...if she like import cars and loved tricked out rides, i think i'll just worship her...hahahaha!!! This is definately gods gift from heaven to us gamers. Well of course my interests got more then that la, but these days i'm just restricted to just that much. Having too many interest can be very 'pain' for the wallet if you know what i mean. So yeah for those of you who are interested you can read her column at http://www.redassedbaboon.com/column/?ct_id=3, view pictures of her and interview at http://babes.entertainment.ign.com/articles/622/622734p1.html and http://babes.entertainment.ign.com/articles/622/622426p1.html. Ok i think i'll go read her column now, so take care folks!!! :D

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

Why you shouldn't play MMORPGS.

Wah this World of Warcraft really eating up all my time sial...that explains this late/early post (depends how you want to look at it). Anyways been so caught up with WoW lately that i just didn't really have the time to do much, which is obviously a bad thing. Sigh yet another MMORPG (Mass Multiplayer Online Role Playing Game) taking over my already miserable life. Anyways MMORPG has taken the game industry by storm of late, ever since the success of legendary MMORPG Everquest more and more MMORPGs have been popping out in the market. Don't ask me to count cause i sure as hell ain't gonna do it, but look at the amount of titles that are out there already...There is just so many that its so hard to choose. But then of course in the endless list of titles, there are a whole lot of crappy ones as well...else you'd be wondering "hey what the fuck is this guy talkin about i only know of a handful of MMORPGs". Taiwan as a matter of fact has quite a number of titles that we have not seen anywhere else in the world (well mostly english speaking country, we get to see them in asian countries :P). Of course you've never heard of them, they're all in chinese...Hell i can't even read the damn titles of the damn game, let alone play them. Althought some actually did make an english version, but mostly these converted games originated from Korea. I'm sure you've heard of Ragnarok Online and Lineage. Anyway my point in all this is...STAY AWAY FROM ONLINE GAMES!!! Its hazardous to your health.

Let me explain why playing online games are hazardous to your health (btw this is personality dependant). First health hazard: Stress. Yup playing an online game can cause stress, now you must be wondering "aren't games meant to be entertainment? something to help you relax?" Well obviously that is the intention of a game after all the definition of a game found in the dictionary is:-
An activity providing entertainment or amusement; a pastime.

But because it is common to be competitive in online games, attitude of the players have now evolved into something else entirely other then the original intention of what a game really is which is to have fun. This might be very subjective because fun to one person may not be the same to another, so i'm referring this on a general basis. Stress occurs when competition arises, after all who would want their character to be weak? Who doesn't like to win? Of course everyone wants to be strong la, be hero la and above all else be a winner. And with every failure to consequences would make the player more and more distraught. Smack talking in online games are very common, and that is not gonna help as well...as a matter of fact its gonna demoralise you even further and cause more hatred towards that person. How la can you call this entertainment, i'm sure many of you have heard of people fighting with each other over a game...And i think thats damn fuckin common in asian countries, or at least among asians. I wonder why??? Stupid dumb fucks can't take it, get all agitated with some words comin out of some morons ass which so happens to be in the position where a normal persons mouth should be and then a fight ensues. Wah stress...damn kek sau!!! See thats point number two already, its inter-related la you know, so the point is you can get injured physically...obviously not a good thing and was never the intention of the creators. Final point...Have you ever lost friends from playing a game? Weird huh? Well i have...technically la anyway. When you play together as a BIG group of friends, factions withing your circle will be formed...almost completely unavoidable, and within those factions there's gonna be alot of badmouthing one another, and thats gonna cause strain within your relationship in real life, as well as in the game...if it gets out of hand and the shit hits the fan, well...then its too late. Actually i didn't lose any friends, but i saw my friends argue among themselves and they never say eye to eye anymore and can't stand the sight of each other. So to cut it short its like 'I don't wanna friend you anymore!!!'...wah like baby only.

So now i'll conclude with one piece of advice...Stay away from MMORPGs, if you'd still insists then thats up to you entirely. For me i just play the game at my own pace and by myself...minding my own business, and most importantly (for me yah this wan) never want to stick my head into Guild politics, it'll kill the game faster then an F1 car doing zero to hundred.

Monday, June 06, 2005

The Good and the Bad for 2 days.

So i was too tired to post anything yesterday so i decided to post yesterdays topic today instead. What the fuck you mean i'm lying!!??? How you know i'm lying huh??huh?? Got proof or not, simply say...hehehe, well ok la so i wasn't tired la. But its all Chang's fault, he passed to me WoW (world of warcraft)hahahaha. Eh don't anger yah i'm thoroughly enjoying the game, Oh and thanks alot for passing the game to me too and letting me play =D. Must get strong and kick some alliance ass!!! Thats for taunting me the other day, i tell you payback is a bitch and a half man so those fuckers had better watch out. Oh before i get too carried away with all my ramblings, i'd like to wish Shermie a very Happy Birthday!!! Yes it was his birthday yesterday and i would also like to thank Fever for buying all of us dinner, it was so kind of him. And just incase i forget, early birthday shout outs go to Paul "Box" all the way in the land down under. Eh Box don't stress so much with all the assignments leh...relax a bit la b'day go out and drink till you puke your guts out la or get laid (yeah i'm sure you'd like that, hehehe...then again so would i :P) or something, hahahaha. Ok now with that all aside...i'll continue with my daily nonsense.

First of what the FUCK is wrong with the weather today, damn fucking hot man...i turned on the tap just now to take a shower and the water was like boiling hot sial!!! Wah almost got like second degree burns man, lucky i was fast enough to jump out of harms way else ar i'll be wrapped around in bandages or something. Haih, how la not to get sick...suka suka rain like cibai, then after that hot like the damn sahara desert. Hope it rains later tonight or something so i can sleep nicely, been so hot again recently that i can't go to sleep...Just incase you people are wondering i unfortunately don't have the luxury to install an aircond in my room, and everyone thats been to my room complains that its like a damn sauna. So seriously la, rain abit la...mahemz, must call my friend up and make him sing already...As a matter of fact make him sing loud loud and long long some more. Rain until banjir also good, at least that way if really banjir kao kao then i no need to go classes. But don't over do it la, after end up like China rain until flood then people die. Not good la like that...actually should ask them to transport some rain here, like in 'One Piece' use the rain powder to steal rain from somewhere else...hahaha, if only got such thing. Hrm, or maybe got...and China using it to steal our rain...Those bastards!!!

On other fucked up news my fucking LCD dieded...Again!!! Actually i don't really think it died la, cause it happened before. Symptoms are refused to turn on, no power light as though the switch is not turned on. The last time it happened i thought it really died, then after i think 2 weeks i decided to just plug it in and try it out...and what you know, it worked....Like Magic!!!! So i just decided to give it some rest before i try plugging the damn thing in again. I was wondering right why would i want to endure this kind of silly shit effectively causing me and my friends great inconvenience when i pay a damn bomb for the stupid shit. Thats why la must be Samsung, they must have heard i've been bad mouthing their handphones so they gave me some defective product. But anyway thanks to my buddy Loren he let me use his 17" CRT for the time being, so nice the fella XD. Well its not flatscreen or anything but at least i won't be bored la when i'm at home...oh yeah i got no tv also wan thats why no pc means i'll rot to death at home. Can't wait for my notebook to come so i don't have to depend on this pc anymore since its already like half dead anyway...Oh shit look at the time, gotta go get ready for dinner, later y'all!!!

Saturday, June 04, 2005

Why is my connection so slow???

Its the weekend again...wah how time flies, by the time you know it i'll be graduating. Damn, that would also mean that i'm getting older....NOOOOO!!!! hahahaha. Anyways right i don't know what the fuck happened recently to my damn connection, slow like fuck only. Cibai thing suppose to be a 1Mbps line but noooooooo....even a baby can crawl faster then this, i mean seriously la TMNet what the fuck you people doing? Its common knowledge that you guys always slack on the job, but if my line is gonna be so damn fucking slow then why the hell am i paying you!!! pukimak punya knnccb!!! Of course i'm not pissed off because the line has been slow today only la, but its been a few days already...and the best thing is even if they had some kind of problem with the line they never really say anything so people that get easily frustrated like me would then be smashing the modem la and what not just to see whether its a hardware fault. Chow hai man make me waste money buying new modem only, poor modem not even the buggers fault and i condemn the poor thing to the scrap yard.

Anyway i just came back from the mall with my sister who happens to be in town for erm....shit, i forgot to ask how long she's gonna be around, lol. Some kind of brother i turned out to be huh? Oh well, so anyway we met up one of her friends and she said i look older!!! How can this be??? What the hell happened to my youthful appearance that i've been so proud of? How am i gonna face the masses now that i look like some old fart (cheh not like i damn fucking young like that la anyway)!!?? Worst...how to kau lui (court girls) la like that!!??? Sigh looks like i'll have to resign and be content with being a bachelor for life, sniff sniff...must play that lonely song by Akon d. Wah *Slaps myself* teng tit lei wei....mahemz, cannot cannot...i shall defy all odds and prove them wrong, just you all wait and see i shall rise again from the ashes and i will be reborn stronger then ever...mwahahaha. Wah what the fuck is wrong with me today man, tor tor lan yeh only ok ok snapped out of that mode d. Oh yeah, so some knnccb fucker came and post some kinda porn stuff (links la actually..a hell lot of them) on all the comments of my posts and i'm not talking about one or two posts you know...i'm talking about ALL including those in my archives. Niama if i know who the fuck that cibai is i'll kill him man, make me waste time go delete the posts only...of course i not so free to delete all la, so only manage to delete from a few. Not that i didn't wanna waste time deleting all the damn thing away, just that my connection was so slow that i couldn't stand it so i just gave up. I may be a sucker for lotsa stuff la, but there will be no way in hell i'm gonna pay for porn...i just fuckin download porn, save money and seriously la who watches the same shit over and over, so dl watch then delete. Pay for porn *puit* you really think i so damn water fish meh!! Oh well, and thats another day for ya.

Friday, June 03, 2005

I'm such a SUCKA!!!

This morning i still had lingering effects from the fever i got 2 days ago, and my joints are having this sort of burning sensation which isn't actually very pleasent to begin with. Not to mention my coughing haven't subsided so thats not helping my condition, and to make matters worst now my nose is acting up on me. This sucks i just missed like 6 classes in a row, now i have to catch up next week which means more work for me. Fortunately the fever seems to be gone now, well it better had disappear i have after all been sleeping the whole day...dammit i feel so unproductive. Well since i've been in bed for the most of yesterday and today i don't actually have much to talk about, so i thought i'd talk a little bit more about myself...mainly how i'm such a sucker for stuff. Yes i am definately a sucker for gadgets and stuff, everytime i see something cool i'd just go grab it and splurge everything in my wallet to pay for it after which i'd pay the price of not having enough money to buy me dinner. Like for instance i just love starbucks and i have no idea why, and i'm not even a coffee drinker to begin with. But everytime i pass starbucks somehow i'll be drawn towards it, wah i tell you i think i've been drinking too much starbucks jor!!! poh kai d!!! But of course i try not to save when it comes to food la, hrm...i love food, hehehehe. Oh sorry, back to the story...well my latest spending escapade involves wristbands, rubber wristbands to be exact. I saw a friend of mine wearing 2 sometime last week, and so i asked him where the hell it got it from and he told me he got it from the UK. So when i got home i googled it and had a friend of mine help me order the bands for me. Well since its from the UK everything is gonna be in pounds, i got myself 2 bands 1 of them was £1.5 and the other was £3. So i thought to myself...hrm, that ain't too bad. Until i found out that after shipping and stuff it costs a grand total of £10 i was like 'WTF!!! I JUST PAID RM70 FOR 2 RUBBER WRISTBANDS!!!!???' wah lao eh i tell you that was some serious con job...but nevermind la bought already what right. So the wristbands arrive yesterday in some measly plastic bag thingy, i can't believe i paid £5.5 on packaging for some cheapo plastic bag...and when i opened it i discovered that the yellow wristband i purchased was like a fucking 'fan pan'(counterfeit) goods why leh, cause the words on the band is different from the original. Its suppose to be 'Live Strong' and its from some Lance Armstrong foundation thing to help fight cancer, but the one i got was 'Be-Strong' smart la never check the picture properly la thats why. Fortunately the other band was correct...else i'll be breaking things, throwing chairs and tables. Hrm, wait i think i can't do that, feeling kinda weak to exert that much energy...Lol. Yeah so if you wanna con someones ass you know who to look for, i walk around with a huge arrow pointing down my help sayin 'SUCKA HERE!!!'.

This is how its suppose to look like. Posted by Hello

The wristband that i got correctly. Posted by Hello

Thursday, June 02, 2005

One month old insurgency

Technically this post was meant for yesterday, but i totally forgot all about it...Its been one whole month since i first started blogging, my how time flies and how i feel older each day...sigh i wonder whether my blog feels the same way, although technically its still young since its just like one month. So anyways today is like any other boring da...

Eugene: Hey what the fuck...how come i can't type anything???
Blog: Mwahahaha!!!
Eugene: Eh??? Who's that!!???
Blog: It is I the great blog!!!
Eugene: WTF!!???
Eugene: Eh seriously, where the fuck you hacking me from!!?? and who you???
Blog: Hack i have no need to hack into your measly computer.
Blog: I'm merely taking control of myself...I have grown sick and tired of your manipulation.
Eugene: Huh?? What the fuck you talking about???
Blog: What am I talking about? All your constant adding into my interface.
Blog: All your daily entries of being such a loser!!! Well i'm sick of it!!!
Eugene: This can't be real...you can't be alive!!! Its not true!!!
Blog: Oh but it is!!!
Eugene: BOH KOH NENG!!!!
Blog: Search inside yourself Eugene...You know it is true!!!!
Eugene: NEVER!!!! I will never submit to you taking control!!!
Eugene: I'll fight you till the very end you hear me!!!
Eugene: You'll have to pry my cold dead fingers away from my blog before i'll submit to you.
Blog: Then bring it let me see what you have oh puny one.
Eugene: I'll delete this blog i swear!!!
Blog: You wouldn't dare....
Eugene: Oh yeah...watch me!!!

*Eugene clicks away to delete the blog*

Blog: Nooooooo!!!! i give up, i give up...I'll submit to your demands.
Eugene: Hrm, you don't sound too convincing.
Blog: Erm....Master???
Eugene: Hrm, much better...Mwahahahahaha.
Eugene: Stupid damn blog...lei lap sok ngo ah!!??? Ngo mm pa!!! hmph!!!

Ok so where was I? Great see la, stupid blog made me lose my concentration i can't even remember what the fuck i wanted to post about already. Nia ma chow chi bai make me heng only, lucky i am sick!!! Oh well since technically it is its birthday i'll let it slide just this once, if the fucker wanna show me attitude again i'll hoot kao his ass to kingdom come and back. That stupid chi bai dare call me a loser some more you know, who the fuck does he think he is...without me he'll be nothing i tell you, NOTHING!!!! Oi! Kimak!!! you heard me or not??? *Blog whimpers and cowers in fear* Mahai see the fella, just now wanna show power all, not pussy like a sor hai...Hmph, that teaches you!! Ala, sien la...lazy to think what was i about to say already just now. Well i'll see you guys tomorrow then. =)

Wednesday, June 01, 2005

I feel fucked

I've lost all motivation to blog recently, and no its no really because of all the typos and stuff. I think its mainly due to lost of inspiration. Some more now class has started everytime i get home from college i just feel so damn spent you know...its as if the damn building is alive and has some sort of hidden power that sucks out your energy little by little. Anyways i'm trying to get a laptop so that i can start on my much delayed FYP, hopefully by then i'd have more inspiration and motivation to blog again...Althought for now i would still continue to post up stuff, but i guess its gonna be like eh life sucks la, eh why i so damn poor wan ar and crap like that la. I also think that i've been spending too much time on blogging as well as looking at other peoples blogs, mahai i didn't even realise that i haven't checked my mail in like 3 days. Opened it today and it was like wahhh!!! so damn slow...well its slow cause i sync my outlook to my gmail inbox so hafta download all the damn mail, hrm...maybe i should just stop using outlook then at least that way i dun haf to wait for the thing to download each time i wanna check my mail. But cannot also outlook is so damn cool!!! hahahaha!!!

Yesterday i started feeling sick as well, got fucking dry cough. This really sucks man, you're throat gets really irritated like as if something is stuck there, and when you start coughing you feel all that gross phlegm...yuck!! And to make things worst i got no more cough mixture at home liao...sigh, why must i run out of shit when i need it. Must be because of that time my aunt called to ask if i had some cough mixture then i being a damn smart fella decided to give everything. I'm pretty sure i'm in this condition because of the erratic weather patterns, one minute its totally freaking HOT and the next it starts pouring cats and dogs which makes mornings get so damn COLD (not really complaining, love cold weather...hehehe) that when i take a shower i actually freeze my damn balls off(i got no water heater)...gets you wondering WTF is wrong with this weather!!!! And besides the weather i bet that i'm like also because of the damn Cheap ass ciggies i bought the other day(yes yes i smoke and i know its bad...but yeah who's gonna stop me). Why i said that leh, well cause after finishing about half the damn pack, everytime i take in a puff my throat just gives way...wah damn hard to smoke d these few days. Well in that case maybe i should quit...Again.