Wednesday, June 01, 2005

I feel fucked

I've lost all motivation to blog recently, and no its no really because of all the typos and stuff. I think its mainly due to lost of inspiration. Some more now class has started everytime i get home from college i just feel so damn spent you know...its as if the damn building is alive and has some sort of hidden power that sucks out your energy little by little. Anyways i'm trying to get a laptop so that i can start on my much delayed FYP, hopefully by then i'd have more inspiration and motivation to blog again...Althought for now i would still continue to post up stuff, but i guess its gonna be like eh life sucks la, eh why i so damn poor wan ar and crap like that la. I also think that i've been spending too much time on blogging as well as looking at other peoples blogs, mahai i didn't even realise that i haven't checked my mail in like 3 days. Opened it today and it was like wahhh!!! so damn slow...well its slow cause i sync my outlook to my gmail inbox so hafta download all the damn mail, hrm...maybe i should just stop using outlook then at least that way i dun haf to wait for the thing to download each time i wanna check my mail. But cannot also outlook is so damn cool!!! hahahaha!!!

Yesterday i started feeling sick as well, got fucking dry cough. This really sucks man, you're throat gets really irritated like as if something is stuck there, and when you start coughing you feel all that gross phlegm...yuck!! And to make things worst i got no more cough mixture at home liao...sigh, why must i run out of shit when i need it. Must be because of that time my aunt called to ask if i had some cough mixture then i being a damn smart fella decided to give everything. I'm pretty sure i'm in this condition because of the erratic weather patterns, one minute its totally freaking HOT and the next it starts pouring cats and dogs which makes mornings get so damn COLD (not really complaining, love cold weather...hehehe) that when i take a shower i actually freeze my damn balls off(i got no water heater)...gets you wondering WTF is wrong with this weather!!!! And besides the weather i bet that i'm like also because of the damn Cheap ass ciggies i bought the other day(yes yes i smoke and i know its bad...but yeah who's gonna stop me). Why i said that leh, well cause after finishing about half the damn pack, everytime i take in a puff my throat just gives way...wah damn hard to smoke d these few days. Well in that case maybe i should quit...Again.

2 comments:

cerebellum said...

hahaha.. fyp can still go on without laptop ma.. ^_^

and i was sick too, and so with many others.. seems like one has the source.. feel the force, gene.. hahaha..

said...

Eh serious leh, cannot leh...well at least i can't start coding la, pc giving damn alot of problems since it short circuited last month.