Bad Wind Coming

I was reading in the papers sometime late last week, and apparently this year my blardee 'feng shui' is not very good...then again it seems that this is a very trying year. So how like that, finish la...how to get job now? Then car summore leh, then new pc leh and all the many many things that i had instored for this year....HOWW!!!!??? You know if i think about it right, with each and every passing year that goes by, my 'feng shui' is getting from bad to worse. Every year somebody will come to me and say 'Eh eugene this year very bad for us/you...because ar blah blah blah blah blah.' Wah sai, like that the older i get the more 'cham' i'll be lor, at the rate things are going i think i'd rather just die sooner and get it over with man....this damn thing is like slowly torturing you, tormenting you. Its like fate is playing around with you, you know....like looky here this is what you want, and just when you're about to reach it...it goes nah don't wanna give you la.

Looking on the brightside though i don't really believe in this whole mumbo jumbo crap...well not entirely la i mean. Its nice to read and maybe gives you some hope and inspiration to strive for something to achieve, but of course it really sucks when whatever goals it is you set out for yourself doesn't happen la. But then right that should be used to further fuel your desire you reach out even more, push yourself even more. Well last year was a complete disaster for me la, so i guess i'll have to try and make things better for myself this year. But i wonder ar if there is ever a single sign that has a completely blissful year without a single damn worry to think about. That would just be like the ultimate year man, every thing going your way...thats just the shit la numsayin. Ok la that settles it, just gonna make the best out of whatever it is i can take.