Bang! Bang! Bang!

Sienness is the word that comes to my mind of how boring it is when i don't have a project to do. So once again i'm sitting in the office doing absolutely nothing. There really is only so much you can surf before you start reading the same things over and over and over and over again. Actually its not that i don't have a project to work on, its just that i'm waiting for some good news so that i can fucking finish the project else i'm just stuck with nothing to do...more like can't do anything. Ok ok, i think i should stop bitching so much la (after people complain).

Yesterday a few friends and i decided to do something different for a change, so after dinner at shakey's we all went to the arcade located on the toppest floor of 1 utama (new wing) above the bowling alley and splurge on shooting games. Damn those games are addictive i tell you, i think i was going 'bang! bang! bang!' the whole night. And it wasn't all that cheap too...i can spend way less that what i did in a cybercafe and get almost the same amount of satisfaction as i did. But nevermind la once in awhile only...besides it was fun.

We then went to have a drink in a mamak in taman tun do discuss how the hell did we die like flies to the game, and we also thought of ways how to play the game and look cool at the same time, like playing the game with solo but with both sides so you'll look like some John Woo reject. Of course considering that how we lost so badly with two individual players i doubt that playing it like that would improve our game, it'll probably make us suck even more really.

So while we were just yabbering in the mamak of how cool it would be if you could complete the game that way and blah blah blah, someone called out my name. So i was turned around to see this guy standing over me and it took a little time for the face to register in my head that its a friend of mine that i met when i was in NYC. We chatted for a bit then his wife came to say hi which also happens to be my first crush in high school. Then we talked abit more before they left, what to do late already mar have to go home and see how the baby is doing all. Wah seeing them makes me think...has it been that long since i left school, oh yeah it has actually..HAHA!!!

Gaming over the weekend

Someone was mentioning something bout a TV and a PS2 the in previous post...and that just made me wanna tell you what i did over the weekend. Of course la related to those two things, firstly i got a TV and secondly i got a PS2, and i already finished 1 game. Yup i went out and got myself 'Final Fantasy VI : Dirge of Cerebrus' and yup i've finished it...Damn i have to say that game is way to short, but like what most people say games of those genre don't usually take very long to complete. Now i'm just like playing them games that i started sometime ago that i never managed to complete and thats all thanks to my TV blowing up on me, guess i over worked the last one or something...Oh well don't matter. So just incase you haven't seen 'FF7: Dirge of Cerebrus' yet, i thought i'll just leave you guys a clip...Not that great really, but the CG (computer graphics) are equivalent to 'Final Fantasy Advent Children' so that part is like WOW!!!

Busy and Lost

Phew already the weekend and i only had two posts for this week, dammit not enough whinning and bitching. But yeah i've been really busy with work...i'm not so busy that i can't blog actually, its just that currently i have to fucking travel to Banting (don't ask...its the most god forsaken land i've ever been for work...So far) which is so fucking far that i spend most of the time driving around like getting to the clients place and back. Then theres all the traffic jams and then theres all the trouble shooting and this and that and blah blah blah, that i end up so drained at the end of the day. So what to do, don't blog la, just sit back lepak chill and relax...play some PS and watch some series before i call it a day.

Speaking of series i've just started watching LOST thanks to Wimal for providing me the series, and i have to say it is pretty interesting....not too shabby if i would say so myself. But then again it was at the top at one point or another, not really sure if it still is though. Yeah i guess you could say i'm a little outdated la, but what to do i think i've mentioned before that i don't have a TV to watch at home, besides even if i did i don't have astro and because of that i tend to watch everything later. I'm still in season 1 though but might probably finish it over the weekend if i have the time, hrm...now what am i gonna watch when i'm done with that. Hey anyone got CSI?

Sucks to be Tired

I find it rather weird how every single day when i get into the office i will feel sleepy after an hour or two of doing work, and it doesn't really matter if the job at hand is important or not as long as i'm in the office i'll want to sleep...now why is that? Surfing around the world wide web for anything that i normally would do at home doesn't really help alleviate me from my drowsiness as well, on the contrary it actually makes things worst. So what do i do? Well either i'll walk around the office pretending to be thinking of something important or just look elsewhere and concentrate on something that 'might' help me stay awake..."Oh lookie here, hot chic walking around", ahem, sorry where was i...kinda got distracted.

I remember sometime ago (a years ago) when i was working i would be alright and it doesn't matter if i had enough sleep the previous night or not i'll still be ok...no problems whatsoever, of course that would only last till bout lunch time. Reason being, after a nice hearty meal i would feel all nice and comfortable and yes....sleepy. Well its more then apparent that that isn't really working for me now is it, instead its the other way around and i'll actually feel more alive after lunch and after that nice hearty meal that i absolutely crave, lol. Hrm, i reckon the problem lies in my health, like i'm already fucked up somewhere....most likely the blood circulation or something, has got to be that. To solve this problem i'm gonna have to get some booze...well i think red wine will work fine, but yeah need to get back the energy of my youth.

I also think that its really weird how when you feel sleepy and nothing seems to be able to help you shake that very irritating feeling..cept for one thing. What is it you ask? Well its time...with each and every tick of the clock you slowly but surely regain your energy, and just when its almost time to go home, you're full of it and rearing to go. And every single time that happens i always ask where the hell did all this sudden burst of energy come from...hello!!! couldn't you have come earlier, i mean it would have been less torturous had i had this amount of energy earlier when i needed it...But noooooooooo!!! it just decided to go, hey i'll let you fuck up at work for awhile and tease you towards the end only to get all the energy later so you won't be able to sleep early at night which inevitable will result in you fucking up some more the next day at work...Sigh it really sucks to be tired everyday at the office.

Monday Blues

Sigh i hate mondays...its one of those days where you begin to wonder why the weekends aren't long enough. Actually i'm just saying all that because i'm really tired and sleepy right now, but then again i really do think the weekends are never long enough...reason being just when you're about to adjust into your lazy mode monday comes and spoils everything. Ok ok, on the the picture at hand, i'm tired and sleepy and i feel like falling face flat on my keyboard (not the first time). I pratically didn't sleep last night thanks to the grilled fish la that i had for supper, ended up sweating and all in bed that it practically took forever to finally fall asleep, if you could even call it sleep in the first place...therefore i would say its safe to say that i didn't sleep. In some ways its kinda fortunate that i didn't have to get into the office first thing in the morning, but instead i had to go to a clients place which unfortunately is located somewhere in Banting. Yes you're probably wondering where in tarnation is Banting. Well if you ask me all i can say is, its far.....really far, so far and so deep inside some kampung that you'll feel like civilization was simply ripped out of your hands.

First i had to drive to OUG to get my colleague so we can go look for the place together which isn't really so bad la, if i was alone i'd probably fall asleep on the wheel and i would have died somewhere already...hrm. I remember i used to complain about how far putrajaya is and how its like in the middle of no where but seriously this is like on a whole new level, just getting there is like going to putrajaya and coming back all in one trip. The roads are worst, the drivers are plain fucked up and there are so many heavy vehicles on the road you feel like you'll get squashed at any minute. Lucky for the two of us i used to pass by that place when i was really young so getting there wasn't really gonna be a problem since i already knew how to get there. Honestly though the journey there proved to be rather fruitless as in the end we achieved practically nothing...i was just thinking that whatever we accomplished today could have been easily done over the phone in under 10 minutes. On the plus side since Banting is rather close to Klang my colleague suggested that we stop by there for some famous Bah Kut Teh for lunch....Mmmmm, i'm still full, hehehe.

But now that i'm back in the office with no one here cept my boss and with nothing to do i really feel like sleeping. All that driving around just drained my energy, it normally wouldn't be the case but because i didn't get enough sleep i have to use more energy into concentrating on the road and trying not to get us killed...Its already bad enough that i'm operating on my back up batteries but this is really just stretching it to the limits. I should have just gone home after dropping my colleague off at least i could just kick back and relax and do the work that i'm suppose to do at home instead of coming back here. In the end the work only lasted like what 2 minutes, definately no where longer then 2. Oh well no point in bitching over something that has already happened anyway...But the only consolation driving down there was that it bring back some nice memories when i was young following either my mom or dad down to some ulu place located in some where really far at the state border down south somewhere. It was also cool to see how much the place has changed from back then...Now they have huge and nice looking houses over there it makes you wanna live there or something. Too bad i was driving else i would have taken some pics....oh well, think i'll just go home early today and get some rest.

Alone

I totally can't believe it for the first time since i started working today is the first day that i've spent the whole day in the office completely alone. Yes i remember there were a couple of occasions in the past where i had to sit in the office alone, but not for the entire day...i wonder where everyone went today? Did i miss something like its a public holiday or something like that, because this is really strange. Today is definately one of those boring days too simply because i don't have anything to do...my testing has pratically come to a complete stop thanks to some problems that i can't seem to solve (and this is after 2 complete days of trouble shooting). I've actually tried to seek some help with the problems i'm facing but i haven't got a reply or nothing helpful as of yet. Initially i was planning to just do the whole thing from scratch again (3rd time), but unfortunately i don't have the required software installers with me since it was taken by my colleague yesterday. Had i known that would happen i would have copied it all first...of course i only found out that the office had blank media after the discs were taken.

I guess the highlight of the day would be that a colleague dropped by for awhile earlier to have lunch and the less the 2 minutes that my boss was here...besides that i'm the only living thing in this place for the last god knows how many hours. Anyway i had a pretty late dinner last night, somewhere around 10 something at A&W (PJ State) with Wimal and another friend. As we were eating all i saw this girl that looks exactly like a good friend of mine, probably the only difference between them is that this one was relatively fairer and a hell lot more younger. Even Wimal thought so, and when i pointed that out to him...he was like 'Yeah yeah i also thought so'. Nope i didn't take a picture of her as that would probably make me look like some stalker or some psycho fella surveying targets to kidnap or something, so too bad guess i'll have to leave that for you peeps to imagine. Oh and i think maybe something was wrong with whatever Wimal ordered cause he didn't feel so good after that...i was okay la, no problems whatsoever cept maybe i had a little too much to eat. Besides that all was good....so maybe it was just something he ordered, therefore i think i shall start to avoid that particular A&W since Wimal is actually the 2nd friend to feel bad after eating there.

To leave or not to leave?

Ok its about time i leave the office cause there isn't a single soul in this place and its starting to get dark...But thats not really the main reason, the main reason would probably be because my official working hours have passed and i'm hungry as hell. Still thinking if i should just eat here like yesterday or should i just go home....argh i hate making decisions. But then again if i go home now its gonna be damn jam, so i might just stay here for dinner....but wait i have to go do the laundry and water the plants. Bleh guess i'll just go home then, i honestly hate the jam...there's like two ways home. Taking one way has an alternative route where you can bypass the toll but its very jam to take that...on the other hand you can pay the toll and get stuck in a 'not as bad' jam. Of course the best would be to take the other way where the toll is more expensive (two times to be exact) but no jam...Recently been taking the expensive toll home and although its not really that much but if i were to take that road everyday the toll is gonna drain me dry. Hell its not like i'm not running low as it is....Sucks. Oh well think i better leave now before it really gets too dark, then i won't know what am i watering when i get home.

Need to format

Oh remember a few days ago when my notebook got infected by a virus...well like i've said i've managed to contain the virus and eliminate it from existance, well on my machine la that is. But the damage have already been done and now my notebook is a bit sot sot. Sniff sniff...i didn't notice till i was attempting to do some tests at work, when suddenly i realised that 'eh wtf?? how come cannot wan??'. So i asked one of my colleague to test and see if he could accomplish what i couldn't and to my horror...he could!!! That means something wrong with my notebook already...Noooooooo!!!!! On top of that i actually lost the 'My Folders Options' options thats located on my computer when you start browsing for your stuff.

Man now i really need to format this little bugger, cept that i still need a whole lot of hard disk space to backup everything in here before i can format. Question is where the hell am i gonna find a hard disk big enough to store my own shit. Of course i could always go buy one, after all i've been meaning to buy one ever since i started working...then of course there was that unfortunate incident that set my plans back and now i'm kinda tight on the budget so buying a HDD is a no no. I could always borrow one though, although i can't think of anyone who i can ask...well there might be one or two friends but i don't really feel like asking. For one i'm sure as hell lazy to do backup, why?? Simply because its such a pain in the ass thats why...crap now i can't complete my work.

The weekends over...i'm deeply saddened

Well the weekend went pretty well although i do have to admit that i did blow a considerable amount of money from my wallet...perhaps more that i would have liked, but nevertheless it was all good and i thought that the weekend went well. And so the weekend has come to pass and now once again the repetition of my monotonous life begins with work, sigh so sad. I'm not really complaining about work though, as a matter of fact i do like my job very much...its just that when i'm frustrated with something i tend to bitch at almost anything. I also finally managed to catch pirates of the carribean 2 : dead mans chest. I've got to say its pretty good, just as expected from all the rave reviews its been getting. Unfortunately though my story had been pretty much spoiled by a couple of people so i wasn't surprised at what happened in the end and what not. Yeah i know i've 'fuckers' for friends....lol, eh don't anger yah you know i love you guys :P

But anyway as good as the weekend was over the headache has started to come in, with lots of things to handle both on the domestic front and erm...where ever else that needs my attention (and i can assure you that there are matters that i really need to look into). Some of which i have to admit is pretty troublesome to handle, but have to be dealt with one way or another. Thinking of solutions for so many things at the same time is really putting me under alot of stress right now, and like i've said before when i'm under alot of stress and/or frustrations i will tend to go a little mental. So before i start blasting my mouth every now and then let me first say that 'I've warned you'.

I saw an Angel

Hrm, looks like i forgot to mention about the angel i bumped into yesterday when i came back from putrajaya to the office. So guess i'll just do that for today then, well you see i was in the office for almost the whole day when my colleague and my boss asked me to go down to putrajaya (god forsaken place) to grab something and bring it back (what the hell...i'm the office boy now ar!!?? haha), well not that i'm really complaining la since its not as boring as stayin the office the whole day la right. I arrived at putrajaya at about 4 something close to 5 got in, grab the stuff and got my ass out of there...after all it was approaching the time where everyone rushes home, don't wanna get caught up in the jam.

So anyway when i got back it was pretty much 6pm already and i felt really really tired from that stupid drive to that god forsaken place. I was so tired that after i parked my car i pratically sleep walked to the office, well at least thats what i thought la when i arrive at the parking lift....and finally when the lift opened, there she stood in all her grace and beauty. I was struck in awe of her presence, my tiredness seem to have faded away and i just stood there stoned...to be honest i think it even showed on my face, lol!!! Fortunately though i didn't drop my stuff else that would have been really obvious and to top it all off....funny as hell.

The Good and The Bad

You know its really weird that after a whole month plus plus of bitching and whinning about yadah yadah, things are finally looking up. Two concerns that i was really complaining about was my car and how i lost my shades. For the car issue it was really only a matter of time before everything would work out, so it really wasn't an issue to begin with...i was more just impatient over the matter. And then there was the lost shades, now i know that i left it in a friends car but apparently i didn't...so i wrote it off as lost, how i don't know. It could have been due to my carelessness or it could have been one of my dad's 'friend' that took it from my room. After all if he/she could have taken my bottle of perfume from the room, what stopping him/her from taking anything else right?

Well this week has proved to be very interesting, for one everything starting working out. Take for instance my car, you see after i collected my car the central locking didn't work. Something to do with the hook not clamping the boot door tight enough or something like that, and to make things worst the boot door is misaligned. And its because of that reason that my car always detects at least 1 door to be open...until a few days ago that is. I was transporting some stuff to my office and it requires me to use the boot space...after moving this and that and everything is done i locked my car up with my key as how i normally do. But as i was leaving i hit the remote to first 'lock' the car and then hit it a second time to 'unlock' the car. But to my surprise when i hit it the first time it gave me the indication that the car is locked...without problems. And so my car alarm is working again due to some strange phenomenon.

As for my shades, well i got it back...it was left in my friends car after all. I have no idea how it ended up under the seat but it did and that was why my friend said it wasn't in his car, because obviously he didn't check under the seat. Oh well, no problems at least i got it back...now i don't have to buy myself a new one, woohoo. But something did happen along all those things that have been reverting...my notebook has been hit with a virus, it really fucked up one. And there just so much junk in my notebook that i haven't backed up yet that i can't afford to format and reinstall stuff...So i spend the whole of last night fixing it and shit, thank god its all good and healthy again. Although i do think that i should really format this little fella the moment i get some free time to back up and stuff, it is really too cluttered. Hrm, since i don't have to buy myself a new pair of shades...i'll just use the money to get myself a new portable hard disk, then i can back up my stuff...Woot!!!

More things...Soon >.<

Ok so everyone knows bout them new toys that i have, so it really wasn't a surprise when an old friend of mine (whom i haven't seen in like....erm, forever, lol) asked about my new acquisitions when i bumped into her. And now since we're on the topic of 'toys', a new toy is coming into my every increasing number of new toys...i think i'd rather just keep it a bit of a hush hush till it arrives, but it would be cool if you could guess what its gonna be. So to help you guys out with this so called riddle i'll leave you with a clue...Because of this new toy that i will be getting (god knows when..but getting nevertheless), it will render my 1GB memory stick for my k800i utterly useless. I think thats a big enough hint already...for all of you who already know (because i told you or someone else told you) do keep it to yourself...at least for the time being. Hrm, i wonder if i could like trade in this memory stick for something smaller plus some cash...that'll be great though since i'm running low this month.

Got the sniffles.

Damn got them sniffles...i hate it when this happens, and believe me it does come every once in awhile. Feeling all weak and shit cause i've been blowing my nose the whole day, furthermore due to all them blowing and wiping my nose is really sore. Feel like i should just chop it off and get myself a new one...bah, if only that would work then i won't have to be in this situation. It would be a hell alot easier if i could determine when my nose is gonna act up on me this way at least then i'll know before hand and i can get them tissues and flu pills ready. Well looking on the bright side after taking them flu pills i'm a little bit drowsy so that means i can call it a day earlier and i'll be damn sure that the sleep would be damn good too, no interuptions and shit like that. Well at least thats what happens most of the time when i do take them pills. So anyway didn't go to work because of that, and i've been practically sniffling and sneezing the whole day while laying on my couch trying to suppress my goddamn nose. Although since i had the day off i took the opportunity to take my car to its first service, get one thing out of the way la you know. Damn feel sleepy already, oh well think i'll just go lay down some more...since i've already pigged out the whole day i guess there really isn't much harm pigging out some more right...lol.

New shirts

Its my first month working already, gee how time flies...there are still stuff that i was suppose to do before i even started work that i haven't gotten around to finishing. Yeah lor what to do i am such a bum, but i believe that one fine day la i'll actually get around to finishing it all off once and for all...When will that be you ask??? Well i have absolutely....no idea, lol!!! Well i guess when it comes it comes la you know. Anyhow after working for this past 4 months i finally got my first HP shirt, woot woot!!! At least now i don't have to wear working clothes all the time, i actually hate wearing long sleeve shirts and slacks i feel very very uncomfortable wearing those. But work is work la right i mean i will wear it if i had to but other then that i'd rather not. Hell even when i go clubbing i don't wear shirts and by shirts i mean collared with buttons running from the top all the way to the bottom.

I'd really like to point out that i hate the color of the shirt though. I mean look at that...who actually wears colors like that??? Well i'm definately not one of them la, but hell since its free and since i always wanted one i guess i won't really complain la. At least now that i have one i don't have to feel 'pai seh' when i wear a normal plain polo-tee when i on site or whatever. But most likely i'll just wear this in the office la, or when i go outstation or something like that. Oh and i finally got my shirts that my mom was sending me already...hrm, good stuff. Although its in the cleaners so no pics.

Hrm, i have to run to the cleaners later cause i'm running outta clothes to wear already, lol....Shit maybe i should really go take a look at them washing machines so i can get a new one then i don't have to go through all the trouble of going to the cleaners. Its actually not very far and all but seriously the place always got no parking, so i really don't like going there. Then again if you think about it most cleaners are located in very high density places so it will always be packed...well cept a few that i know of but unfortunately its further away, bah!!! Bleh maybe over the weekend i'll go look for one.

Tired and Sleepy

Bleh its an awfully tiring and boring day here in the office, hrm...maybe i should rephrase myself, when i say boring it doesn't mean that i have nothing to do as a matter of fact i actually have a whole lot to do. Problem is i can't get this goddamn thing to work and i have to resort to looking for the solution on the internet. Now we all know the great wonders of the internet and how its like the 'Guru' of just about every god damn thing under the sun (and underneath too). But due to the lack of sleep thanks to 'Dragon Tiger Gate' i can't really read a long winded article on installation and implementation, i'd probably fall asleep faster then the page can load. Trust me i've tried, hell i've even gone as far as pumping my body full of caffeine but its really not working right now, hell i'm even falling sleepy just typing this out.

Guess watching a butt kicking show didn't really help me stay awake when i need to does it. To make things worst (for me that is) its raining a little tad too heavy here right now, and the monotonous tone of the rain hitting against the window panes is just making me wanna fall asleep even more. Sigh and everybody seems to be so busy so i also very very the 'pai seh' to ask them to help out...well although i did ask one or two guys la, but i don't wanna overdo it or anything la. Scarred after they all scold me...i'm like a bimbo, lol. Lots to do yet not enough time or sleep...this is bad, well at least looking on the bright side my salary has finally been cleared so once again i can eat peacefully, lol. Mmmmm...pay, otherwise known as the good stuff...but then i've got bills to pay, seriously i swear before the end of next week i'll be broke as a beggar all over again...sigh, my life is in shambles its so depressing, lol.