Accelerated Aging

Some time two weeks ago i had a lunch appointment with a friend since i was somewhere near her work place and during the course of having lunch i can't remember what was the topic about but i showed her my IC and i was told that i have aged................This doesn't sound good, this doesn't sound good at all. Why??? Well when i went for my high school reunion i was told that i didn't change one bit, of course i think thats highly unlikely la but i'll take their word for it. And even if i showed you my younger pictures you'd probably say the same. So i have concluded that when i was younger to about now i didn't change much however there was a big change in recent years considering that my IC wasn't changed all that long ago.

Oh gawd!!! I currently aging at an accelerated pace....i can see it now, 5 years down the road i'll age so fast to make up for all the lost time that i practically stopped aging. The stress of the change might even be too much for my body to physically handle that it my distort me to waaaaayyyyy beyond my age. I'm already having nightmares about it...what should i do??? I know i should look at what might be the cause of the problem that started to make me age so fast in the first place....hold on while i think.

(5 Minutes Later)

I think i got it....it must be because of the stress i'm getting at work, and not to mention the fucking idiots that i constantly loose patience with on the road. Very well then i should tender my resignation effective immediately and stop driving all together, well cept for like really late at night when theres like not too many cars on the roads....yeah that sounds good. Hrm, and maybe i should revert back to my carefree lifestyle. So first agenda would be to party...yeah thats always a good way to keep young, hrm this is starting to sound good already....as a matter of fact i can start feeling the effects of aging slowing down already. Mwahahaha!!!!

*Disclaimer*
Please don't try this at home kids....just some mad man rambling nonsense to past time.

Sick

I guess you could say that i have had the worst weekend ever for the year by being sick...i was so sick that i can't even begin to describe how sick i was, but whatever it is i stayed at home for the whole weekend missing out on a couple of dinner and lunches along the way resulting in more unhealthy conditions. It all started on Wednesday really, i had a horrible running nose and i blame it to allergies either with my neighbors cute little cat or the little bugger disturbing everything that has dust on it...so its got to be either one, and since it was really one of those time where i've actually spend extended periods with a cat i can't really that the exact cause.

Well whatever it was that's how it started and i got sick on wednesday sneezing the rubbing my nose practically the whole day at work, and as i left for home it actually got worst instead of better. I don't even remember having my dinner i just took my flu pills and went to bed, next day i woke up no difference i was still sneezing and my nose was sore as hell. So no work on thursday, just sut at home and recuperate...feeling like shit so it was kinda hard to sleep throughout the whole day, although i did pretty much just that.

But me being the smart ass that i am decided not to drink any water because i was too goddamn lazy to boil some water to drink, so nicely the next day when i woke up everything was still pretty much the same....Until roughly about lunch when i felt like throwing up, ok thats not so bad yet although that has never happened before so i didn't put much thought into it. Of course right after lunch i went home and started feeling really really fucked up. Thats when i started to get a fever....basically i got dehydrated, i'm dry as a prune...well not outwardly la.

Yup so the rest of my weekend was staying in bed shivering like a gutless whore completely cover in my blanket everywhere i went (while still shivering) with drinking water never too far out of reach. Well fever is pretty much gone, but i still get the weak feel like my extremely high resistance to cold (for someone my size) is completely gone, hopefully for now only la....but the fucked up feeling in my stomach is there cause its still trying to push out all the air thanks to me not eating much over the past few days. Man i still feel like shit....argh!!! This sucks.

I Want a Holiday Too!!!

Today is a public holiday for the state of Selangor and thats where i reside....so now why the hell does my office need to be in Federal territory and not in Selangor??? WHYYY!!!???? I also want holiday, you see if i had a holiday today then at least i could have slept in and play more games last night or if i wanted to be productive i could have studied and blah blah blah. No instead i had to sleep early when everyone was still out partying and having fun and shit and i got to go to bed!!! fuck!!! I'm so not happy...It really isn't so bad if i actually had work to do also, but noooo....the customer site today also on holiday so i had to come into office and do nothing.

Lepaking around the office hasn't been so boring, i guess i kinda got used to all the problems that i have been having during the project implementation. And to be honest i find it quite good because it actually keeps me awake and my mind actively thinking of troubleshooting. Although on the downside it does give me a hell lot of frustrations and stress...but still at least something is being done. Seriously theres only so much you can do when you don't have work to do, and when your at the office everything that you can do must be cut down even further so that limits you to only a handful of things that you can do. Eventually you'll also get bored doing any of those things on a 9-5 job, sigh i too wished that i had a holiday....sleep sounds so good right now.

Heavy Penalty?

Ok early post since i am waiting for support and have nothing much to do. Anyway i was reading some tech news over at yahoo and i just found out that apparently my country has very very strict penalties on pirated movies...compared to the seven years jail penalty in some other country. I definitely got to say that here there you can find an abundant amount of pirated movies here, but what i didn't know were the strict penalties. Yeah i'll admit that i don't think i would be able to live with those penalties in the event that i were to get them (not like i will since i don't pirate movies anyway), but if it really were as strict why would i still be seeing so many pirated dvd peddlers around?

So whats so strict about the penalties found over here? Well apparently from the news article the penalty is life imprisonment or death....i think i just stopped dead in my tracks reading that, not so much as because i was scared or anything but more because i wasn't aware that there was such a heavy penalty in the first place. So i turned over to my colleague and showed him the article and of course he was just as surprise as i was. Then again its not like i really know if that was true or not nor that i even care if it were true or not....apparently its also same to our fellow neighbors down south. But regardless of the articles validity it definitely got me intrigued so i think i'll look it up later when i have more time. For those of you who are interested in reading it i'll leave you the link.

Very Stressed Condition.

Think its getting hot again, dammit no more rain....nuuuuu!!! It so fucking hot today i swear i was melting, yeah no joke and even as i was leaving work for home it was still fucking hot got home still the same damn thing. Bah can't it just be cooling or something, i hate this heat...and to make things worst the office was freezing like a freezer today so its really bad when your out its fucking hot and when your in the office its fucking cold, and if you were to go in and out on a regular basis i won't be surprise if i get sick or something. At least if it rained or something then it wouldn't be so bad now would it. Plus i didn't sleep today so i'm being a grouch, and i'm very agitated when i don't sleep....as a matter of fact i was troubleshooting to the point where i was so frustrated that i wanted to smash something...fortunately common sense told me other wise or my poor mouse would have been smashed up.

Speaking of trouble shooting, yes i went into work today and not training thanks to some problem that creeped out of no where on friday which requires my attention and so i had to cancel my training....sigh, and here i was so looking forward to it. Oh well, guess i'd have to wait till next time.....fuck. Well at least one problem has been solved at work, but there are tons more to go and i need to get everything done and fully working in less then 2 weeks and on top of that i still have to study and take my exam in about 2 weeks time also...so i'm pretty much screwed in more ways then one. I better have one hell of a kick ass Christmas present come end of the year cause seriously with the amount of work and shit that i'm going through right now its just about making my head explode like *kaboom!!!*.