Wednesday, October 05, 2005

Routines

I think i've been slacking away far too much for my own good...suppose to wake up early thats what i told my self like 2 days ago, and 2 days running i'm still waking up late. But all in all i'm still happy and content with the amount of time i have on my hands and furthemore this provides me with a good way to relax and recuperate from the mental exhaustion that i got during the last month of my Uni days. Isn't it strange that no matter which phase in life you're in everything always follows a certain routine...Like a few months back (for me), its always waking up, going to class, pick dad from work, dinner, freetime to do whatever, then sleep and then repeat the whole process from the top. But now with all the freetime that i have i would have expected changes within the routine but nooooo....now my routine has evolved to sleep, hrm, not sleep la more like hibernate, then wake up, WoW, dinner, WoW, breakfast, WoW, sleep....hrm, yeah thats about it. Sounds so damn boring. And if you think about it everything we do is a routine, later when i go out to work it'll probably be something like wake up, breakfast, go to work, lunch, continue work, get stuck in jam on the way home, dinner, chill, sleep and take it from the top again.

So now the million dollar question is probably how do we break away from this routine? I think leh we can't, its a never ending vicious cycle where our lives are dictated to doing the same thing over and over again...i guess the only time it changes is during different phases of our lives. Like now that i have officially ended my studying life and so i am taking time off to relax and blah blah blah, so this is my routine....gawd i'm such a pig, lol...oink oink. hahaha. But somehow or another i really dread to start working and shit like that, so its kinda like a dilemma that i'm stuck in right now. Guess its true, you'll only improve when you are uncomfortable...oh well i guess when the time comes then i'll do something about it, as for now....i'll just stick to my routine and be a pig and do whatever the fuck i want whether its productive or not, good for my health or not, well honestly i don't give a flying fuck, let tomorrow be tomorrow and live for today.

2 comments:

Wimal said...

To be honest, I'm okay with my routine but I would prefer if I had more time to do other things like going to do personal errands, gym etc.

To break out from a routine there are several elements...first. intention. next will. then just bloody do itlah. hahhaa

said...

Yeah well i'm sure all of us are ok with our own routines ler, if not then everyone will just be unhappy right??? hehehe.