I'm good now.

Yeah so i've been very sick and i had the whole of last week off mostly confined to the four walls of my living room or otherwise known as my room, lol. Well obviously i feel hell alot better compared to say sometime like 7 days ago...so now its back to work. So how does the new week celebrate me getting my ass back to work??? With lots of traffic thats how!!! Well not like i was late or anything but seriously i love to drive at my pace and lots of cars on the road don't drive anywhere near my pace most of the time their just fucking hogging the whole damn road. And just like every other normal day where i'm stuck in traffic i just got impatient and hit the pedal to the metal zooming in and out hoping that i can reach my destination in record time. Result? Well i didn't reach there in record time considering i've done better, but i got there on time so i'm not really gonna complain bout that.

Oh yeah i believed i promised some pictures, well i think i'll just put those up tomorrow or something. Too lazy to go look for those pics right now besides i've got other better things to do. Anyway i've got lots of things to do this week, for starters theres work...well you know that there is no end to work right so i think i should just give up on complainin bout that. Then i have to go service my car which is already overdued anyway but i think i'll just put it off for a little bit more until i my salary get banked in, at least that way i won't be so tight around the belt which without a doubt i already am. Some other personal shit to be settle hopefully by the end of the week, i probably have to take half the day off or something to get this done oh well i'll just delay it as well....lol. Gawd i really should stop all this procrastinating. Oh then theres the new year shopping and for the weekend some social event....So i pretty much got the whole week packed already, and this is without considering the weird things that happen along the way...i wonder how am i gonna pack that all in.

Under Medication.

This is like one of those rare cases where i happen to blog at like fucking 6.30am and a Sunday morning this is definitely one of those things that you don't see every day. So what this about? Well last night my finger started to feel pain and when i woke up yesterday afternoon (yes i was pigging in the morning...now leave me alone :P) the pain actually got worst. How much worst well now i can see spots all over my hand, and i feel like both my hands has pins and needles...not very funny. The sensation actually comes from the spots that are all over my hands, and now it has gone further and spread to my feet so right now i have trouble walking.

Now why am i up when i'm not feeling too well? Well lets just say that i just came home not too long ago, i was out clubbing actually...trying to sweat it out was a bad idea since its pretty hard for me to sweat in the first place, hrm maybe if i wore my turtle neck that it would be an entirely different story. Then again velvet has a collar dress code so i might not have been able to get in if i did dress like that. I'd actually like to post up some pictures of tonight but i think i'm too lazy so i might consider putting up another post along with the photos or at least some of the photos tomorrow after i wake up, i wonder...is it my medication thats making me sleepy or is it the linger effects of the alcohol. Well whatever it is i don't care cause i feel so tired and sleepy that whatever it is its doing me one hell of a favor for helping go to bed.

Disappointment

I don't know why but i am, don't even bother asking why cause you'll probably never know the answer. Perhaps i'll carry my disappointment to my grave never letting the world know what i've been so disappointed about. True i'm probably no better then my disappointment but it doesn't change the fact that i am or have been let down. But i'm not gonna mull over it and be sad and all that crap, why? simply cause i know i don't deserve it and i'll just have to stand my ground. Yeah you're all probably wondering what kind of rubbish am i blabbering about, and i'm really sorry for it. But you know i like to unleash my angst here, well not all of it...somethings are usually better left unsaid. Yup so this is one of those bitching posts to get some stuff off my chest, hell if i don't do this i'll probably collapse at work due to the work stress that i'm getting. Ok with this out of the way i think its about time i get back to work again.

And the work comes in

The one thing about work that i have definitely got to say is that when i'm free, i'm really free but when i'm busy...well all hell breaks loose. So today is one of those sorta free days where you think that nothings gonna happen and what not, well thats until the shit hits the fan (hrm, still wondering how that works). So right now on top of whatever work i already have i've got to do two things and thats to help out in some other modules that i'm familiar with. Honestly i'm fine with that, as a matter of fact i'd gladly do it without being told hell i was just about to get to it today even if it wasn't for me being the old absentminded freak that keeps forgetting to bring the media to work so now i'd have to postpone whatever it is that i have to do till tomorrow. Ok la not so bad la since i had SOME work to do today. The bright side to this first thing i hafta do thingy is that at least for the next couple of days i'm gonna be preoccupied with work....woot!!! hehehe.

Now moving on to task number two, as i was just thinking about how to fit things into my schedule i received a call informing me that i have to do some work on a certain project using a certain product that i have only touched once in my entire life which was dated way way way way way back during a somewhat crash course training. And the first thing that came to my mind was that 'i'm fucked', and now that i come to think of it....i think that saying that is so highly appropriate. Problem with the whole thing is during that training i was thought how to use the product not how to implement the product, so therefore next week i've got roughly two days to experiment and then the real shit starts...well sort of anyway, basically i've got to get it to work after that two days. Because of that i've now got to spend a hell lot of time refreshing my memory by reading the reading material that was provided during the training. With that said i think i'd better get started.

Experiences with Ronald McDonald

So i was at McDonalds the other day for dinner or supper don't really remember but i think it was more supper or yum cha since the damn place opens 24/7 now. Since there wasn't any space outside we had to sit inside for the time being (need to sit outside for smokes), so the plan was to sit inside and after whoever is done eating can go out and smoke and then come right back...I think it was something like 3 of us just went out and whats left at the table was another 3, with one more person on the way. While we were smoking some tables were now empty and so we just sat there while we were smoking and the rest just decided to come out and stay out. Well of course thats gonna work for me since the first 3 that went out (me included) are quite fond of the nicotine stick, when suddenly a friend decided to sit next to Mr. Ronald McDonald himself...or should i say on, lol. Here's a picture to make things clearer.

Apparently he said it was quite comfy to sit there, and if you follow the same posture as good ol' Mr. Ronald there it gets even better...erm, in a sense that its really comfortable la. Well obviously i didn't try it out la and no i won't try it anytime in the near future but i think i'll take his word for it. Of course then something ridiculous happen....
OMG!!! What is he doing!!??? look at Ronald McDonalds face....he's smiling from ear to ear!!! It must be something dirty isn't it!!??? Well no la, he just put his drink there and he's taking a sip...but what a great sport for taking his time drinking so that we could all take a snapshot of it. But i guess you already figured that one out.

Spending too much on....

Now that the new year has finally settled in (yeah i take a while to settle into things), i'll have a quick review from Christmas to date. First and most important issue is money, due to the festive season being a back to back kinda thing and with the somewhat extended holiday (which i'm totally not complaining about) has taken a huge toll on my wallet. Ironically all that money just disappeared without me going partying or anything like that, and seriously the new years that i had in 'the curve' wasn't really that much of a party anyway. But anyway getting back on track i've actually gone and spent almost 80% of my income from the 24th of December till today, so i'm already close to broke. Besides that one trip to 'the curve' on new years eve i've not actually gone partying or clubbing to spend insanely excessive amounts on alcohol.

However i did go all out on food, in just two weeks i've already spend more then rm 200 just on two weekends on food, so that would mean i've spend roughly a whooping rm 400 to rm 600 just on food in those two weeks (i show how think its more though)...cigarettes, yum cha and miscellaneous expenses excluded. To solve that problem, i'm gonna have to eat like a beggar for awhile and that would mean only roti kosong and ais kosong for me until the pay check comes out. Hrm, maybe i was really happy with my exam results and cause me to unconsciously go on a spending spree to reward myself. Well although i could have thought of much better ways to have actually put that money to better use but oh well whats done is done, nevertheless if theres any consolation to this whole saga is that at the end of the day i have a very very happy stomach, lol.

First bad news for me?

Well my training trip to Singapore next week has been canceled, no apparent reason for the cancellation but i guess i am rather happy that it was called off reason being that at least now i don't have to spend too much. Initially my schedule for the beginning of the year seem to be very hectic and also very very expensive. I projected that i'd be broke for the next three to four months...this month included la, but now since the Singapore training was called off i get to save quite an amount there. Although from my career point of view this doesn't really bode too well la because from that point of view i'd love to go for as much training as i possibly can. But oh well, there's always a next time.

Oh well there is still always that Bali trip i have to look forward too, hrm....bungee jumping sounds like fun, although i fear that i might actually get an anxiety attack and die on the way down, lol. Now thats a one way to die don't you think...hahaha, ironic really. So anyway the first bad news of the year is that my phone fucked up....yeah my rm2k++ supposed state of the art hand phone (at that time) just decided to be all bitchy and died on me, so now i have to bring it back to the service center to get it fixed....sigh i hope this is a small problem and i can get this fixed as soon as possible. More importantly i hope i don't have to leave it at the service center for a few days or however long i just want it fixed on the spot....even if they can't do it i would expect they give me a temp mobile to use or something. Well what can i say...shit happens.

Resolution for 2007

So with the new year all running and what not already i guess i should put down my resolution, for one i've decided to fuck it with the quit smoking thingy since i never actually bothered to try and quit in the first place...its just something that always seems to be in my resolution year after year to make it longer. This years resolution would be:

1. Be more dedicated at work.
2. Be more responsible
3. Clean the house and what not more often
4. Finish all them unfinished business

Hrm, i think that should be about it, with the number one resolution being the highest priority...hell i think i wanna push it this year, push it to the point where i will go work even when sick....unless too sick la, then that wan got no choice. Basically the point of this resolution this year is to be more responsible in every way as an adult la, look lets face it...its not like i'm getting any younger.

Merry Christmas and Happy 2007

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