Disappointment

I don't know why but i am, don't even bother asking why cause you'll probably never know the answer. Perhaps i'll carry my disappointment to my grave never letting the world know what i've been so disappointed about. True i'm probably no better then my disappointment but it doesn't change the fact that i am or have been let down. But i'm not gonna mull over it and be sad and all that crap, why? simply cause i know i don't deserve it and i'll just have to stand my ground. Yeah you're all probably wondering what kind of rubbish am i blabbering about, and i'm really sorry for it. But you know i like to unleash my angst here, well not all of it...somethings are usually better left unsaid. Yup so this is one of those bitching posts to get some stuff off my chest, hell if i don't do this i'll probably collapse at work due to the work stress that i'm getting. Ok with this out of the way i think its about time i get back to work again.