Hummidity is killing me.

I finally updated my link by removing some dead links and updating some of the URL, well thanks to my boredom la else i probably would have just left it the way it is until god knows when only i'll decide to change. I was looking at changing my template also and adding a few stuff here and there when i finally decided against it cause it seemed too much of a hassle. Anyway is it just me or does anyone feel that the weather recently has been so terribly hummid? Crap man i can't get by the day without taking at least three showers in the span of like minutes? hahaha....no but seriously its been so terribly hot lately its not even funny. When you can start sweating under a shaded area with a rotating fan something is definately wrong la right.

My room is a very very stuffy place and everything is like cluttered everywhere since i never bothered to finish my room cleaning that i started sometime late last year. To make the situation my room window is permanently closed, well not by design...but by choice, hahaha. With my desktop running 24/7 and me sitting in front of my monitor it can get really hot after a while...remember no aircond just a table fan that isn't even blowing at me. So this new change in the weather pattern is affecting my comfort when i'm using my pc in my room....actually not only when i'm using my pc la but also when i go out and other stuff la. It sucks cause the moment you get out of a shower you feel like jumping right back in cause you'll start to feel all sweaty and sticky in a matter of minutes. So how to makes things feel better leh?

Getting into Mode

Damn i finished all the materials i have to watch already...seeing how things are i guess i won't have anything to do for today cept to play WoW already. I've been playing less and less lately to adjust my 'lifestyle' in preperation for when i start working, well i don't think its gonna be such a problem since i actually prioritise going out over playing WoW...erm, most of the time la anyway. As each and every passing day goes by i get more and more worried over what is to come, for one i'm afraid of getting out of my comfort zone which i've been so accustomed. I mean i've been this way and been doing the same thing for as long as i can remember, problem is i know i have to move on.

I once told my friend that if i managed to convert how i think and how act in WoW and apply it to real life it would be a good thing. So i sat down and thought what drove me in the game and i found out the biggest reason why i was so determined was because i have a goal...i've been stuck in my world for so long that i guess you could say i forgot how things worked on the outside. Realising the reason i have already set out some goals for me to achieve but right now its still kinda hard because i still know so little of what i have to do and so forth. But everything has to start somewhere la right...better with whatever little goals i have then none at all.

So what happens to everything else when i start working? Well i guess i'll try to do everything that i still do now just that bring it down to a minimal. WoW especially have been a big part of my everyday for almost a year now, and i still have things i want to do in the game...I'll just do what i can and take a step at a time, if some time down the road i feel that the amount of time i'm putting in isn't worth what i'm paying then i guess i'll just call time on the game...everything has to come to an end.

Hard Gay

Before i start todays post i would like to shout out to the birthday boy today who happens to be a really good friend of mine...you know who you are, well have a good one aight... Happy Birthday man.

Ok so whassup with this hard gay thingy...well i first heard about it on monday night when i was playing WoW, and some guild members were going this guy is hard gay that guy is hard gay. I didn't bother asking them about it though, but i was really wondering WTF is up with this hard gay thing. So later that day i went out for supper and i was asking if anyone knew what the hell is up with all this hard gay talk that so many people seem to know about. Suffice to say the whole table was pretty ignorant about it as they haven't heard it being mentioned in anyway cept for two other guys, one who was clueless to the meaning and another who happens to know exactly what its all about. The next day (yesterday) he send me a link on youtube which happens to be an episode of some sort of hard gay...This guy is so fucking hillarious and so i thought i'd share it with you.

In Seven Days

In exactly seven days from now i will for the first time no longer have full control over my freedom, erm wait....no la not exactly for the first time la, but i won't be able to do anything i want to do anymore. And most importantly i won't be able to brag to people that i can sleep and wake up at any time that i want. As a matter of fact i'm probably gonna get that from some people, sigh karma sure sucks doesn't it. If you still haven't the slightest clue of what i'm talking about well basically i'll have to start work in about seven days time.

I've already notified the officers in my guild in WoW that i will not be as active anymore due to me starting work. And depending on the workload and what not i may even stop playing. In more then one way you could say that i have mix feelings about working. I've always been comfortable where i'm at right now and i don't really want to change, although i do know that i'm actually in a very bad position la. But on the other hand i also know that i need to start working and for once stop slacking and get my act together. Breaking it down its more like the choices i have are 1) doing the right thing and 2) doing what i want to do.

Well one thing though i don't really have to make it sound so dramatically serious la, because my job scope right now is mainly.....training. Yes i'm going for training first, so i don't know what i have to do yet besides the training. I'll keep you guys updated when i find out so don't you worry about it. But the biggest problem would actually be the transport to work...as far as i know there isn't a damn bus that goes there from my place, got la but its ridiculous to take a bus to get there....very very big round waste of time, blah blah blah. So in terms of public transport the most viable choice would be taking cab to work. Wah with the pathetically low salary that i'm getting i'd probably die first if i were to take cab to work everyday ler. So most likely i'll be rotating usage of the car with my dad...i guess we'll really have to wait and see how things go la in seven more days.

Up and Down weekend

This weekend was a little bit of a mixed up thing, its all started on Saturday where i did nothing but WoW. Because my tennant went back to his hometown i could make use of his comp, which is faster and his line is also without lag unlike mine. I played for about 6 hours non stop, with the only breaks that i had was stopping to go to the toilet other then that i was sitting right in front of the PC the whole time. And after 6 hours of sitting there i was sitting there for fucks, i wasn't invited to raid without a reason and i was disappointed. But i'm not gonna jump to conclusions just yet cause i don't know whats going on and what not, so i had better talk to those people in game to get a better understanding before i start firing at just about everyone.

Yesterday was not too bad though, i thought i'd be a good idea to just go out and do whatever to get my mind of things that i've been so stressed about lately. So i went out for lunch with my buddies, after that we went to watch a movie and then have a drink at starbucks...Hrm, i think i'm going back to my old routine, last time every weekend was a starbucks day pretty much the same for the past 2-3 weeks now. Went to watch ultraviolet, which in my honest opinion isn't good at all...if you watch it for purely entertainment value and non-stop action then i guess its ok but i still think its not worth the RM10 that i paid. To sum the movie up the movie has like 5 minutes of story and everything is action...yeah that means no story, well not really la anyway.

In total i kinda overspend yesterday about RM40++, for lunch, movie, starbucks, dinner and ciggies. Ouch now that i think about it, that kinda hurts...oh well, looking on the brightside at least i wasn't stressed out over anything which is good cause that was the plan anyway at the expense of my wallet la, but who cares. But one thing that i thought that i should mention though, i was really looking forward to reading a particular book that someone was suppose to bring yesterday...unfortunately due to some unforseen circumstances, that someone forgot to bring it along, and to top it off i didn't even get a chance to meet up...so i guess that was the days low key, hahaha....wah i make it sound so bad, but no la it wasn't really that bad la as a matter of fact its far from it, just in comparison to everything else that happenned that was the lowest point of the day. Now whats the plan for today.