The New Year

Ah and its so fast that the year has come and gone, it feels like only yesterday when i last said those words 'Happy New Year'. But you know the older i get the more boring the new year has become. I think this new year would be the most boring new year i've ever had in Malaysia, the most boring was when i was in NY sometime back. I actually spend the new years alone in my apartment reading magazines that i bought. Hell i remember i didn't even know it was new years until i heard lotsa noise from a distance, probably the celebration down at times square. But just because i was in a foreign country for new years i think the experience would still beat this years dullness.

But seriously new years have now been just like any other day already to me, its strange because i remember back in the day it was a day of celebration where a bunch of friends and me would make our way down to the city to party. Of course there were some new years where we had our countdown in the car, after all everyone is just going to the city anyway. But i guess due to age i just couldn't be bothered about going through the hassle. Besides getting out of my house right now will prove to be a challenge, i heard theres a massive jam because of the new year celebration thats going on in 1U and The Curve. Hrm, actually if i feel like it i probably could just walk there to see whats going on and maybe...just maybe i'll celebrate right there. But thats so highly ulikely, old already la....after all today, tomorrow, whatever day la...its just like any other day.

King Kong...Extended Version!!!

The time now is 5.55AM on a Wednesday morning...ala, just blardee make it 6 in the morning la easier. Now i guess many of you are wondering what in tarnation am i doing up at this hour blogging considering that i've been a lazy ass bum and not blogging, or too busy (like some of you might have complained :P, hehehe) for that matter. Well you see i thought i'd share something really interesting with all of you la while its still fresh in my head.

I actually just got back from the movies, watching king kong...Well for those of you that already saw the show, well i only have one thing to say to you guys....SUCKA!!! Why leh, well because my show started at 12.30am and it finished at about 5am. Mwahahahaha!!! we all got some uncut extended version playing for us, along with a toilet break to boot!!! While the rest of the world had to sit on their sorry asses watching a three hour movie without a toilet break. I can imagine your bladder bursting for holding back for so long (if you did hold back that is), oh gawd it sucks to be you, hahahaha. Anyway i'm really too goddamn tired to blog about it, so i'll continue about this extended version tomorrow or something...if i remember that is, hahaha.

The Night Before Christmas

And once again its that time of the year...and it was the night before christmas and no one was stirring, not even a mouse (hrm, did i get that right? Oh well, who cares). Yeah yeah i know i know i haven't been blogging....been kinda busy lately. So busy you couldn't even imagine, but seriously not busy with WoW, well i mean got la WoW just that that isn't really whats taking my time away from blogging la. After all it is the holiday season and i just have a whole lot of things to do, people to see...places to go, programs to write, blah blah blah, Oh i'm sure you get the picture. Anyways This is just a short post to wish everyone a very very merry christmas!!!

Getting my ass up.

I can attribute my staying at home and playing games whole day and night to the lack of money to go out and have a good time everyday. So in my quest to look for more money my uncle (not blood related) has came up with a proposition for me, and all i probably need to do is just a little programming. Dammit and i swore i'll never touch programming for the rest of my life ever again, oh well...i guess i'll have to do something to get some money right. Keep in mind that i'm not exactly looking for a job, so i think this is a perfect opportunity for me to get some extra cash. I was told that it is an easy program and to what i have gathered i could probably finish the first part of the program in 5 minutes, yes it is that simple....however i'm a little concern over the second part. It kinda sounds very complicating...how complicating??? Well it sounded to me like i had to code a search algorithm, sigh...already giving me a headache. Anyways i'll be looking more into that this coming week. Hope all goes well, and that i'll get some rewards at the end of the day.

You know i really can't see myself working in my current state of mind. I'm afraid i'd start to skip work, don't do work properly and yada yada yada...so i guess thats why i'm not really looking for a job yet. Why leh i'm like this right now? I guess WoW is such a big distraction to me right now, besides that most of my friends are like playing and half of them are working while the other half are just playing. I'm guessing that if everyone was working then i'd feel pressured to work as well, like trying to fit in la. Funny isn't it. Anyway i'm still on course of hitting my target in game, but seeing how things are moving i doubt that i can reach it though...my daily progress has really started to slow down and i'm feeling a little bit of burn out. Maybe a holiday to somewhere for awhile would freshen my mind up and put me back into the mood of getting things going again, i don't know...oh well, like i always said just take a one step at a time and eventually you'll reach you're destination...Have a great weekend.

My life is a bore.

I just don't know what to blog about anymore these days, i guess that explains the lack of updating over the week. The main reason is mainly because i don't do much but play WoW, and thats really just about it. Yes i have degenerated to a no life computer game playing dork who sits on his ass everyday and every possible hour in front of the computer doing nothing but playing games so that one day he will be the strongest character on his server (yeah right). And you know what? It really is quite boring its just the satisfaction of getting stronger and stronger as you progess that drives me to sit here day after day and hour after hour to continuosly play the game.

I guess in many ways its like how we humans are in the first place, we always strive to be more then we are. However in this case what happens is we just transfer all those into a virtual character. Now that i'm actually blogging about it, i feel that i'm rather sad...as in a sad case, cause i really don't have much of a life. I mean for the past few months my life has been revolving around a game. Although i don't think i'll put the blame on the game and my friends who are playing it, after all can you really blame me for playing so much since i'm paying monthly access fees that are ridiculously pricey for someone who doesn't work.

Nothing but WoW

I've been so busy playing so much WoW recently that i have totally neglected updating my blog...well i'm sure that all of you who come here everyday would have realised that, duh!!! Mainly its because i met two people in the game and we quickly became friends, questing together running things together and killing people together as well. Like a team, and we suprisingly worked very well together...So we decided to stick to this winning formula of ours and just stay as a team working and helping each other with quests and stuff. However these two new friends are from all the way across the globe from where i am, so that would mean that the playing time would be very different. Since i have absolutely nothing to do at the moment besides takei everyday...i decided to tag along, and it sorta became a routine...so right now my timing is so totally fucked that if i were to live in canada i would fit in just nice.

Needless to say due to the recent commitments that i've made to the game, as well as setting objectives and goals to achieve i don't really have much time for anything else. Although i do have to admit i am spending and awful lot of time going out for drinks, which could be used to spend otherwise. Oh well i don't think its that much of a concern anyway, well not until i get a job that is...Which i need to mind you. You know if you really think about it my life for the past two months or so have become very dull, i do the same thing over and over without a care in the world what tomorrow would bring. I have to admit that it worries me sometimes but i just don't want to bother about it till whatever needs my attention comes around...to translate that into one single word...Comfortable. Yes i am comfortable with my current situation, and i don't intend to do much about it. I think that i'll just continue to do whatever it is that i do every day for as long as i feel happy about it before i take on new challenges for the next chapter of my life to unfold.

Convocation

Sigh its so sad when i visit some of my daily readings, to be more specific the some happens to fall to all those APIIT'ians that have already graduated. I'm not sad by the fact that they graduated earlier then me, that has been a fact ever since i was still in Uni so it doesn't change much. I'm sad because our convocation is on the same day...Now i'd bet that you're wonderin how can i possibly be sad when the convocation happens to fall on the same day, after all its a good time to meet up with old friends and fellow seniors that were once my classmates, on top of that its suppose to be a happy day since this happens to be a once in a life time event....a milestone even.

Well to cut the story short due to my slacking during the last two to three months of uni, i unfortunately have to re-do some stuff before i can be awarded my degree. So therefore my convocation would be postponed till next year, if i'm not wrong should be somewhere around march...I think. What could possibly be so bad its just a few months only what right??? Yeah well that may be true la but the thing is i don't really know anyone from that batch...wait let me take that back, i DON'T know anyone from that batch, hrm...yeah that sounds more like it. So with that said, how can i not be sad....who gonna happy happy with me during the damn convo. Makes me don't wanna go, but its a once in a life time thing!!! Oh well, not like my parents would be free to attend with me anyway.

You know what fuck it, doesn't really make a damn difference if i go or not....either way i'll still get the most important thing. If you really think about it right, the only thing i don't get is the damn picture of myself with the gown, lol. The brightside would be i get to save money, no need to pay for the gown, no need to pay for whatever that needs to be paid...and i couldn't be bothered to shake hands with people i hardly know. So yeah i guess its settled then i'll just stay at home and don't go...and with all that money saved i think i'd rather use that money to get myself a scrumptious meal now that my friends is what i call a plan!!! hahaha!!!

The Backstroke of the West

Ok this damn thing is pretty old, but for those of you that don't know about it yet you should really check it out its absolutely hilarious. So what is this 'the backstroke of the west"? Well its actually Star Wars : Revenge of the Sith, "the backstroke of the west" happens to be the translation from chinese to english thats on the dvd. Now i bet you're wondering how or what in heavens name has backstroke of the west got anything to do with star wars...well you see i'm guessing that some fool decided to let a moron do the subtitles for the dvd, and i'm pretty sure that the script was in chinese or something. So the moron (being a moron that he is) translated the chinese dialogue into english directly...Yup directly.

Don't ask me to explain to you how he got backstroke of the west though cause my mandarin really ain't that good, hell i guess its even suffice to say that i don't know mandarin. So anyway, i thought that watching movies here in malaysia were hilarious with the titles being translated into BM (national language), but damn!!! these chinese people sure showed me, i can't remember laughing so loud in a long time. Star wars ep 3 was like a total action movie but with this i'd say it made a complete 360 turn and became a comedy instead...of course if you read it the show won't make sense whatsoever, but nevertheless its still funny as hell. If you speak mandarin try translating it back and i'd probably sound right...so without further ado you can check it out at Star Wars III: The Backstroke of The West!!!

Starbucks

Bleh nothing much happening mostly just sat at home to rot my ass off since its maintenance day, thats what people who play WoW call tuesdays. But for all those hardcore players its really the only day and time they can actually do something else besides sit on their asses in from on a pc playing the whole day...Damn sounds almost like me :P

Anyways i had my coffee cravings from last week quenched at last, after all since there wasn't anything to do and there is a new starbucks that opened near the area we thought that it'd be a good idea to go visit the place. It turned out to be unexpectedly packed but besides that i think the open air area is kinda small. Ah doesn't really matter i'm just there to satisfy some cravings.

You know the one thing i really hate about going to starbucks is every single time i drop by, the visit will always burn my wallet. Not that i'm really complaining or anything but considering that if this was the US it would be a hell a lot cheaper to drink the same damn thing over there then it is over here...dollar for dollar that is. And then there was the case of them abolishing the loyalty card system, now it really sucks to go there...but i can't help myself la, i just love my macchiato. Oh well i wonder if i'll get more cravings this week...after all i only satisfied last weeks cravings.

Woot!!! Line is ok again!!!

I missed the weekend and yesterdays posts because my line is finally back to its good old self, hardly an excuse for not blogging right, hahaha!!! Well since my line started operating at what it used to be (if not slightly better) i immediately took it upon myself to kick it up a notch in WoW. So yeah i've been playing WoW, not as much as you think i'm playing but i would definately say more then i used to before i stopped. And again its all to make up for lost time, anyway i think i'll start to play even more this coming few weeks because this time around i have set a target for myself to achieve....in the game la anyway. And that is to achieve the max level by end of the month, its actually not very far off but considering how i so damn love to procrastinate i think it would pose to be quite a challenge really. On top of that christmas and new year celebrations would be coming soon and those two occasions would definately hinder my goals. The main reason why i have set this goal to achieve for myself is because i intend to start looking for a job after the new year. Yes yes i know...by the time i actually would get a job it gonna be like two to three months after i started looking which would give me plenty of time to achieve whatever it is i wanted right....well technically thats correct, but you see getting all them levels in WoW just doesn't cut it, you need to farm for items get this and get that and blah blah blah blah....so those two to three months would be the time i would use to do all those stuff...Neat huh?? Its like i got it all planned out, of course i'm pretty sure life as bitchy as it is would love to throw some unexpected turn of events at me. As a matter of fact i can see them coming already, heres just to name a few...next week might head down to singapore for zouk fest (might), then the following week i might be going to PD for the weekend with some friends then finally near christmas or after christmas might be going for another trip somewhere that i don't know where yet. Besides those that i have just said there'd probably be more, i'm just hoping right now that it doesn't really distract me too much.

Unwanted thoughts.

About two years ago i met someone that really captured my heart, but as cruel as life is an unfortunate twist of events had caused me to loose that someone special to me. A few post ago i was mentioning about how two friends of mine who just broke up with their respective significant others are affecting me right? Well its affecting me in a sense that i started to think about this particular girl again. But that has got to be like last week to three weeks ago, how could i have possibly not overcome it yet? Well its simple really, i got my hands on some MTV by M-Flo and there is a girl in two of the MTVs that looks similar to her. Hell she even danced similar to her, so right now i'm suffering from something i'd like to call the L syndrome (don't wanna put name, so L will do :P). Worst part is the song damn nice and i can't help watching the damn MTV, i probably should just delete it or something. But i don't want!!!! so how, how!!!??? This unwanted thoughts have really put me in a fix...oh well, i'm sure it'll pass, hahaha!!!

Earlier today a friend pop by my place slightly after dinner to borrow some cds from me, and he asked me to show him these MTVs that i was talking about la. I tell you that guy is sick man, Boa he no reaction, but when it came to that girl he was like 'Wah!!!' then he went and take a pillow and covered his groin area!!! When i started to give him the 'WTF are you doing look' he cheekily smiled and took another pillow to cover the same area. Knowing the whacko that he is i told him to stop fantasizing about the girl la, but the fella i tell you he even had the cheek to ask me to pinjam him my toilet for 10 minutes!!! Sicko man!!! gawd i can't believe i know such an evil creature!!! if you could even call him that. I think the next time i'm gonna be meeting him i should bring out a crucifix to ward him from me incase something happens...you can't be too sure la right, better be safe then sorry. Lol.

Slacking in all departments

I need to do more catching up with whats going on in the real world, seems to me that i've been slacking off in every single department. I haven't played WoW for the past month or so and now almost everyone has overtaken me, which is bad news because i won't have anyone to partner with. I'm sitting on my ass at home everyday complaining of boredom, and i couldn't be bothered to look for a job as of yet mainly because i still have things to settle in Uni and therefore i'll only grad next year. Great another year wasted before i start working. I haven't attempted to go to the next phase of cleaning my room so its still pretty much in a mess, although there are less junk lying around. Then theres also the issue of reading, i suddenly realised that i haven't been visiting the blogs that i used to read daily and i haven't updated myself on technology in a long time. All knowledge that i posses right now regarding PCs are so damn outdated that if i were to spec a PC for you it'll probably be something of the past generations of PC or something. Kinda realised this when i was flipping through this PC mag and i noticed that ATI came up with a technology that utilizes two cards which is similar to NVidias SLi technology. I haven't read about it though but i think i really should, hell i didn't even know that those two GPU manufacturers have a new product lineup...Gawd i'm such a slacker, better do something about....Erm, after i wake up that is, hahaha!!!

Elusive Artists

About four or five years ago when i was working in a cybercafe (which has now closed), a friend stumbled upon a jpop group that sounded really really good as in they made really good music. He introduced the group to me after which i was totally entranced by their work that i immediately went all over the net looking for more of their music. I've got to say that during that time it was like close to impossible looking for their stuff, or maybe i wasn't looking hard enough i don't know and i can't remember. We even raided the cd stores scouring every inch of the shelves allocated for japanese music but to no avail. Eventually we gave up hope and the group has been forgotten and lost in some parts of our memories....until recently. Fast forward to the present on one faithful day sitting in another friends' car, this cool sounding japanese song was being blasted through the speakers which my friend calls his 'happy song'. When i heard it i began to reminisce about the jpop group from four to five years ago which had eluded my grasp. My curiosity began to stir and prompted me to ask his 'just who the hell am i listening to', which of course he answered to what i had already suspected 'M-Flo'. With the emergence of google searching for almost (if not) anything on the net has been a walk in the park, and so immediately when i got home i did exactly what i had intended to do...look for more songs. M-Flo happens to be like the Neptunes, you could even call them the 'Neptunes of Japan'. Most of their song or almost all of their songs are collaborations which mixes between the R&B/Hip-Hop genre with fusion.And now finally after four (or five) years waiting i have finally attained that which have manage to elude me for so long...their album!!! mwahahaha.

The first songs i heard are from this album

Environment Crissis and Evolution

Has anyone actually realise that with each and every single year that passes by the summers get hotter and the winters get colder? There are more and more natural disasters that matches previously recorded levels or even exceed them. I was just readin the sunday paper when i came across an article (although i didn't read the whole thing) which shows that there is a 27% increase of carbon dioxide in our atmosphere. So what does this all mean? Well apparently carbon dioxide is the gas that is responsible for global warming, so i guess thats why it keeps getting hotter la each year. Coming to think of it when i went to the US some years ago i managed to find some time to visit the planetarium, i can't exactly remember the name but its in New York la (can't be bothered to find out now). Anyway there i saw some sort of 'pictures' if you will that shows the levels of the ozone layer and the respective years. I guess you know where i'm heading with this la right, well its really obvious really...as the years go by our planets ozone gets thinner and thinner, especially in metropolitan areas or highly populated areas. Its a known fact that its getting thinner and i'm sure you don't need me to tell you that, but the way i see it nothing is ever gonna change and i believe that it will continue to get thinner and hotter.

Which brings me to the point of the movie (or book if you prefer) called 'Time Machine' where in a distant future all mankind will be living underground, well not all la but alot la. The evolution of man has now practically stopped, well physically la anyway we are however still evolving but more on the brainy side (or so i was told la). Which means that probably in a distant future man would have like really small bodies and really big heads, like ET or how aliens are commonly depicted in the movies or comics or whatever or where ever you saw them. Why we have stopped evolving physically leh is because we have grown comfortable with our lives, think about it there are so many creations of man that assists everybodies daily lives. So i'm just wondering that if one day when all of the earths ozone has finally been depleted (so to speak), and man were force to live underground how would we then evolve? Or will we just perish for being exposed to the suns radiation? Or will we also be able to evolve to withstand those radiation (highly unlikely)? Or will man find a way to recreate the ozone? Well whatever the future will be, at times like this i find the saying of 'Agent Smith' (From the matrix) to be so true...then man are like a cancer, a disease!!! I just hope that i won't be around when the ozone decides to collapse, hahaha.

Its the weekend

And so it has come to pass that another week is coming to an end, in fact it also means that we are getting older and time is passing by. You know the weekends aren't as fun as it used to be anymore, there isn't much to look forward to la, the weekend is just like any other day la, the same thing happens as every other day la and the list goes on and on and on. Well thats obviously the case mainly because i'm bumming, i'm not working so everyday is a weekend to me, i'm not playing WoW because my line is fucked so really at this moment in time life is just plain boring...colorless even, dull or whatever the hell you wanna call it. And because i'm not working i don't really have the spending power to actually go out and buy more models for me to waste time on, so i really need to start lookin for some cheap thrills and going out for drinks all the time isn't exactly very cheap either. If i actually think about it i think i spend more money having drinks then i spend on ciggarettes, hrm...well then again i get 3 packs of ciggies free everyweek la so i guess that explains why i don't spend so much on smokes. This particular friday seems especially boring, i was suppose to do something important this afternoon it was so important that my future actually depended on it, but then i got lazy and decided to fuck it. Well lucky thing i didn't really fuck the whole thing up and instead do what every lazy man does, use the phone instead of making a trip. Well at least i solved the problem without having the need to travel but nevertheless i half heartedly did what i have to do...which of course is not good la.

Right after that i was just plain surfing the net and then i got a phone call to check out my friends connection which seems to have some very weird problems. In the end though i came to a conclusion that his modem is dead, and i'm pretty sure that is really what happened la...how leh i really have no idea maybe a bug went inside and decided to take a leak and short circuited something i don't know take a guess but it really doesn't concern me. Right after that whole trouble shooting process my nose started acting up...yes again!!! And now i feel like shit, as i do everytime my nose starts to act up. Sigh...why does this have to happen. The only thing that i thought was really great today was meeting up with two old friends that i haven't seen in a long time (well not really that long la...but i used to have drinks with them every week or two so yeah long enough). But besides that today was pretty much the same as yesterday...cept you substitute the movie with the drinking with old friends. Thankfully though as we approach christmas there should be lotsa movies coming out so at least i know i'll be hitting the movies a number of times this coming month, and on top of that there is that trip to PD although i'm really still thinkin if i should go or not...dilemma dilemma. And lastly best friend would be back for christmas, nothing in store for christmas though so yeah i think i'll just wait and see what happens then....hopefully i'll have an eventful christmas and new year. So heres to you guys having a great weekend.

Long day with Harry Potter

Gawdammit i'm so freaking sleepy, oh well thought i'd just blog before i go to sleep. Had quite a long night last night due to some last minute plans to catch 'Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire', i have to say that this is probably one of the most enjoyed harry potter movie i've seen to date. I'm guessing because there was a lot of action in it compared to the previous harry potter movies, well as for the book i wouldn't know and quite frankly i don't really care either. I'm not saying that the book ain't good though, i'm just not interested enough to bother picking it up and reading it so i'll just leave the whole story telling to the movies and other people to fill in the missing gaps. As every year goes by, we get a harry potter story as well as a movie to entertain the masses, ain't that great. Anyway i don't plan to talk about the movie and give out any spoilers well not that anyone would care but mostly i'm just too sleepy right now to recollect about the events and highlights of the movie, but here is a little something la my favorite part was the scene with the dragon....after all i have this affinity towards dragons (gawd i must have said that a million times already). The long night was because it was really a midnight movie but we kinda got there early to try and get some tickets that were released by them late comers who already reserved tickets, unfortunately though that didn't really go as plan so we ended up with a midnight movie. Seeing that we are already there i suggested that we just go grab a drink there instead of going off and coming back later, so in the end i ended up being quite broke due to the massive amount of money spending on coffee. The movie ended around 3 (or was it 3 something...can't remember) after which we proceeded to the nearest mamak for a drink (normal la), left the place around 4 something and proceede to another mamak to meet up with another friend for drinks (don't ask). So eventually returning home at 7am, i think that if i were to have bought me a drink during the movie i would still be in the toilet pissing right now judging from the amount of fluids that i have already consumed in such a short amount of time hahaha. The one thing that i really enjoy about going to the movies is the good laugh i always get when the title appears on screen...not because of the title but because of the Malay translation, they never cease the amaze me. Just like how that chinese bunch of people translated star wars, that was so damn hilarious. Anyways i'll get the link and put it up along with the pictures i promised maybe sometime next week when i can get those things done. Until then i'm gonna have to catch some shut eyes got lotsa important stuff to do today....need to sleep!!!

Still experiencing connection problems...sigh

Oh well i kinda missed out on getting the pictures for them models yesterday, hrm...maybe tomorrow or something then, if i remember that is hahaha. Anyways my connection still sucks so i can't play any WoW and therefore my account has remained frozen and i think i'm gonna keep it that way for as long as my line deems that it is unplayable, man this really sucks. Why??? Simply because the damn box set costs around RM230 (when i bought it) and now i'm not playing, to make things worst all my friends are all higher level that i am, and being left behind isn't really a good thing because i would have to start to look for other people (strangers) in game to party up to do some quests....ok ok i bet you guys have no idea what the hell i'm talkin bout so i think i'll just stop there. Point is i really don't understand why my line is lagging so badly, i mean if there were some service interruptions then that would explain this whole ordeal that i'm going through, but i doubt that that is whats going on because my neighbour seems to be doing just fine. So that really doesn't explain why my connection is so bad right. But come to think of it this problem started to occur at about the same time when my telephone line got fixed, so now i'm wondering whether that might have been the cause of the problem. Unfortunately though i didn't really have a choice about fixing the telephone line, because if i didn't get it fixed then i wouldn't be able to go online in the first place and therefore i couldn't get anything done and then i would need to go to other peoples house bringing around my laptop and my router so that i could get things done, now talk about inconveniece.

Anyway on the brighter side of things at least i managed to get alot of things done, although some of the tasks at hand are only half way through. For example cleaning my room, yeah i know i've been talkin bout cleanin my room for god knows how long. But my nose really can't stand the dust see, and as a matter of fact my nose still keeps giving me problems on a daily basis. So i do what i can when i can, well at least its getting there right...its definately better then just leaving my room in a mess. On top of that i manage to finish my model which was something that i've been meaning to do for quite some time now, so thats another plus to the whole line problem thingy. I need to be visiting Uni some time this week too, need to get some issues resolved and after that i can start looking for a job. Gawd i so damn need to start get my lazy ass of the computer and be part of the statistics, at least then i don't have to worry too much about money. And also maybe then i can start to look into getting my own car...full fledge la, not the half half situation that i'm in right now. Well i think the activities that i've got lined up for today would be sleep, sleep, sleep and more sleep....and if i wake up in time i'm gonna test my line speed once again and if i really get pissed off i'm gonna call them up and give them a piece of my mind.

Picked up a new hobby.

I think i've been staying out too late and too long these pass few days, reason why i said that is because i haven't blogged...hahaha. I usually get too tired to blog already everytime i get home and for some reason i don't like to blog earlier in the day like say in the afternoon. Anyway because i don't really have much to do these days i've been watching a lot of anime just to pass time, as a matter of fact i was finishing animes so fast that i had to put a stop to it before i run out of things to see...hahaha. So a few days ago when i was going through another phase of cleaning my room, i found one of my gundam models that i bought some time back but couldn't get my lazy ass of the computer to fix it up, well i just finished fixing it. I didn't paint the model though because of two reasons, mainly because i don't have an airbrush to paint the thing and secondly because i don't know how to do it in the first place. Hrm, i think i might borrow a camera to take pictures of this thing so i can show you guys what it actually looks like. Not that great though cause i don't have all the tools to built the model, so i had to make do with whatever i could find. Thanks to 'box' who taught me a more effective way of cutting the parts out as well as shaving of the rough edges of the model. Unfortunately though because of the methods and tools that i use, the end result quality is compromised. I'm starting to think if i should just go and buy all the necessary tools if i were to buy more models to fix up. But then again i'm probably never going to paint them because my hand shakes too much so i think it wouldn't look good if i were to paint it myself. Am i gonna buy a new model? Yeah if i can find the particular model that i want, so far i'm just looking for two more models one which i actually already have but Bandai decided to remake a new version of it. So this particular new version looks much more detailed then the one that i currently have. Besides that i kinda screwed up on the one that i have anyway, how??? Well i kinda broke a piece in half...don't ask. After all some of the parts are pretty flimsy, thin plastic and all that. Actually come to think of it i kinda fucked up the new one too, not too bad though, hrm....actually its not noticable at all, so its really not too bad. Hope i can save up enough money for the new models, hehehe....hrm, anyone wanna make any donations??? LOL, just kiddin.

I hate dust.

Ok just finished another phase of my room cleaning so once again dust is flying everywhere in my room, i stoped the moment i got the slightest hint of my allergy to dust kicked in. My to my horror when i got out of the room my dad was sweeping the hall and dust was flying everywhere outside as well, so in the end i wasn't able to avoid the irritation that dust causes to my oh so sensitive nose. Actually my nose has been acting up on me almost everyday lately, and today is the first day i cleaned my room in over a week so i really don't know what seems to be the problem. I'm kinda guessing that it is the weather, cold outside and hot to warm at home. So my theory is that the constant change in temperature is whats causing my nose to be acting weird. To further strengthen my theory usually when i wake up everything seems to be fine (only occasionally it'll just act weird for the hell of it) its mostly after i go out that it starts acting up. Anyway a friend of mine suggested that i go flush my nose because he thinks that i have a sinus problems, well that may be true....if it were like 15 years ago. I used to have sinus when i was very young but then i took this supplement that was recommended by a friend and after awhile my sinus was gone, of course i'm not gonna write it off completely by saying that i'm 100% cured from it, just that i don't get sinus attacks on a daily basis anymore. So therefore i think its a complete waste of money if i were to flush my nose. Besides flushing would not cure it entirely anyway. Oh well i'll just stick to my flu pills at least they also help me sleep so that way i get to kill two birds with one stone...yeah i know its bad to keep taking them pills, which i avoid as much as i can. As a matter of fact i only take them when its really bad, so bad that i practically can't do anything. Ok, i think its about time i try to clean some more since my the hall (where i sleep currently) is being cleaned...i mean my as well do something la since i can't actually go sleep right now anyway right??? hehehehe.

A past resurfacing.

Two friends that i hang out with just broke up with their respective partners recently, coincidentally it both happen roughly around the same time, and both relationships also lasted around 6 years. And like every aftermath of a break up they are obviously feeling very down and depressed. So in order to stop thinking about it they call up their other friends (like me) to go out and have a few drinks, hang out and chill. Which i willingly oblige since i have nothing much to do anyway. But when we go out they talk about their problem and ask for advice on how to deal with the situation that thier in. Well i'm not an expert and advice that i can offer are things that everyone knows of already so its really up to them. But the problem is because of the constant talking of this kind of stuff i slowly got drawn back into an old case of mine and now i'm not feeling too good as well...dammit. Don't get me wrong though i'm not blaming anybody here, just this feeling just plain sucks. But let me get one thing straight, my problem is like history already, and i've gotten over it and all that stuff already....just that right now i'm starting to miss her all over again. To make matters worst, because my WoW account has been frozen i can't exactly occupy myself by playing games or anything so all this idle time that i have is really effecting me bit by bit. Fortunately i just got a whole lot of anime from a friend just yesterday, so i guess now i can keep myself occupied....i hope this thing don't last too long though, better yet i hope this feeling don't drag me into that bottomless pit that i was stuck in earlier this year again.

Doing nothing much

Hrm, looks like i missed two days of posting. Oh well, you see recently i've been going out the whole day and sleeping for the other half of the day. So everytime i get back i'm already too tired, and by the time i wake up its time to go out and eat. Hrm, come to think of it i don't even wake up myself, as a matter of fact people have to wake me up (which most of the time is around dinner time). Yeah yeah i know i know, i've been pigging around lately...but what to do? i don't really have that much to do anyways so if i do wake up normally i'd be bored out of my skull and probably just go back to sleep anyways. But not to worry i don't have any boring WoW stories to entertain you with as well since i haven't been playing for about a month now. I think i'll put WoW on hold of a while i have to settle some stuff first before i can actually start playing again, don't really wanna waste the monthly access fees when i'm not playing after all. So right now all i do for entertainment is watch movies and anime, and i'm talking about really really old movies. Stuff so ancient that it was probably shown on TV for a couple of hundred times already. Hrm, come to think of it i have been doing that for almost a month, to be more precise i've been doing that since my telephone line got fucked. Well at least now i have the internet to kill some time, so i can just add that to my list of things to do to keep myself entertained. But seriously there is only so much you can do on the net. I think i should start reading up again on technology at least i'd know what are the new market trends in terms of PC hardware la anyway. Hrm, yeah that sounds like a good idea, at least i'd also know what to get if i ever wanted to get an upgrade.

Sundays

Is it just me or is it really hot today? I think its really funny how sunday always seems to be the hottest day. Maybe its because its 'Sun'-day, but yeah for some reason i always find that sundays seem to be the hottest day of the week, now why is that? Guess this falls into one of those unable to explain kinda things huh? Oh well....anyways, my WoW account is dead right now need to reload it to be able to play again. But every since i got my line working the connection has been pretty slow, surfing takes forever, downloading speed varies depending on where i'm getting the file from and playing WoW is just....well simply unplayable. And trust me i already tried, i thought i was used to playing the game with lag, but this lag is really bad...its so bad that i can't do anything, i'd practically login only to get dropped by the server due to time out. So i think i'll just reload the account after i figure out why the fuck is my line lagging so badly. You know what really sucks about the internet line in malaysia??? Its the fact that different IP's have different effects on things you do on the internet. Take WoW for instance, to play the game comfortably a person in malaysia should connect to the internet with the IP that starts with 218. And i for one can never get that god forsaken IP for some unknown reason, and to prove it i've actually tried for like 3 hours just disconnecting and reconnecting for the sake of getting myself a nice IP to enjoy my game, but in the end even after all that time i couldn't even get it. The only time i managed to get a 218 IP is during the afternoon, say sometime during lunch hour. But lately i haven't been able to wake up at those hour so i can't seem to get it then. Oh well better get that fixed huh??? Damn i hope it rains later tonight, at least it would cool down the damn weather, but then again if it does rain it would be really humid which sucks....oh gawd i just can't decide, hahaha.

What i've been up to

Ok everything seems to be in order now, phew...took me practically the whole day just to adjust my downloads and stuff. Now all thats left is to clear some space, speaking of which i have been using my laptop so much that this thing is already running out of space. Hrm, think i'll do the burning either later today or tomorrow. I'm also expecting to resume my WoW tomorrow, by the looks of things i think everything is going according to plan so no worries there. I actually tried to play WoW yesterday without turning off my downloads and damn was it laggy, on a lucky day i'll usually get a ping of about 1000 but yesterday was like 5000 so i was constantly getting dropped by the server...with that said i think i'll just wait till most of the important stuff has been completed before i start doing anything else like playing WoW. Fortunately surfing and blogging requires very little bandwidth so its all good.

Seeing how that today is Saturday i think i better make an effort to go out and have some fun, well after all i think i better make the most of my holidays as much as i can before i start to get serious with my priorities. Of course theres the issue of cleaning my room, i've been clearing stuff in phases recently. With all the dust laying everywhere i think that that would be the best solution, my plan is to clear as much stuff as i can until my nose gives in to the dust flying around. Yeah i got a pretty sensitive nose actually, so staying in my room for extended periods would cause my nose to run like a leaking pipe...and let me assure you that its not exactly very comfortable when that happens. As a matter of fact when that shit does happen, i feel like i wanna just chop of my nose and replace it or something...Hrm, whacko jacko syndrome...hahahaha. But i haven't got around to the next phase in awhile already, and i think my dad isn't very happy about it...yeah i think i should do that before i go to sleep later today, at least get some work done before i start playing WoW again right. Its kinda funny though my room is actually getting cleaner but my hall is getting messier, lol....why leh, cause i've been spending so much time in the hall that i've brought out so much stuff from my room to the hall, sheesh, its like relocating my rubish from one place to another. Oh well looks like i have to clean this place up to, sigh....work work.

I'm Back

Hello everyone i is back...hrm, so how long has it been since i've been gone i can't even remember when was the last time i actually had a decent amount of time to blog. So like i've mentioned before i haven't been able to blog because my line was down, and i don't really like bringing my laptop everywhere i go so that i could blog. Occasionally i drop by some friends house to do some stuff and if i have time then i'd drop in a line or two, that would explain the on and off posts. Anyway initially i thought that my telephone line had been cut off completely, but after the Hari Raya celebrations my line was suppose to get reconnected, however it didn't really get connected although them people at telekom said that the line was ok. So they then had to send a technician over, which he got lost on the first day (the fella actually went to the wrong house) and therefore causing further delay. Finally he came yesterday, so now everything is all good again. The problem wasn't anything about paying bills and stuff like that, apparently due to the recent thunderstorms my telephone cable which runs from outside to the house phone socket got fried. So new cables have been put into place and hopefully it doesn't get fried again anytime soon.

Ok anyway, Today is my sister's birthday!!! Happy birthday che!!! hehehe....Although i don't think she visits my blog, but thought i'd do a shout out anyway. Its kinda funny how my line got back up just in time for me to send her an email. Well the past few weeks without access to the internet has been pretty much boring. Since i have so much free time right now living without an internet connection can be quite hellish, afterall my daily activities consists of everything that revolves around the damn internet anyway...Like WoW. So yeah i haven't played WoW for a good 3 weeks, and to be honest thats just complete waste of money considering i still have to pay for the monthly access fees and not being able to play...wah that really sucks. I haven't done any of my downloads recently and so that first thing i did was check up on my torrents and reprioritizing them downloads, wah i took me almost 4 hours just to get everything in check and up and running again. Looks like i won't be able to play WoW that much until i clear a significant amount of downloads which are currently eating the whole chunk of my bandwidth. Well anyway i'd like to say sorry for the visitors that have come to my blog over the pass few weeks only to see that there isn't anything new, as i have mentioned before the line was fucked and so i can't come online, well now that that has been resolved rest assured that you can see me posting on a daily basis again. As a matter of fact i think i'll blog over the weekend too just to make up for lost time.

My Line is down

Ok so i haven't posted in a really long time, as my last post indicated i had some connection problem, it actually got worst in the next day or two. So right now my telephone line has officially been terminated, therefore i can't actually connect at home. As a matter of fact i'm in my friends house (and not to mention my neighbour as well). I decided that i should explain to everyone about my absence of late. I honestly don't know when my phone line will be back up and i honestly wish it would be back as soon as possible. Suddenly i realise how boring it can get once i've been disconnected from the internet...I spend day after day watching movies and anime, a finished watching the movies i have so fast that i have to rewatch them again when i really have nothing to do, sigh...thats like so sad. On the other hand i know that i could always come to my neighbours place to borrow his line, but then i don't feel very nice about it la. Besides carrying my laptop to his place everyday would make me look really suspicious, hahaha....well at least i think so la anyway. So anyways until my telephone line is back up there won't be any new posts.

Goddamn connection!!!

Dammit what the hell is wrong with my damn connection, yesterday like that...today also like that, and i am the only one that seems to be having problems with my goddamn connection. So whats the problem??? Well my line keeps disconnecting, and i really don't know what the hell is wrong...maybe its because i didn't pay my phone bill, well obviously that can't really be the case cause it only started giving problems like yesterday. Of course today is alot worst then yesterday la...mahemz, you would believe how long it took me just to put up this post. I can't get anything done now with the line like this, and because of it i'm bored as hell...now where the hell did all my movies go to??? I have to start getting back all my movies from all those people who borrowed them for situations like this, dammit i spend practically the whole day watching trailers that i have saved into my hdd and pacing around the house. I feel so on the edge right now that just a little nudge might cause me to blow. Now i have to delay 2 more posts that i had planned for another day thanks to my stupid connection...oh well like i've said before malaysian, unreliable at best.

The Evolution of Gaming - Part 2

Due to the introduction of multiplayer modes in games, games soon became competitive where players would challenge each other in the form of deathmatches either in group or on a 1 on 1 basis. I am not too sure but i think it started over the internet rather than LAN, but LAN connections soon became increasingly popular and therefore the emergence of cybercafes...sigh i remember those days as if it were just yesterday, so damn fucking expensive!!! hahahaha. Yeah so anyway here in malaysia our internet connection is like crap...so no point in playing over the internet (now different la of course), so we all played in cybercafes. Very soon cybercafes started openning every where in the klang valley, and in order to promote their new establishment they organize competitions with cash prizes to win. And so my youngsters flock to cybercafes to practice and sharpen their skills...countless hours and money is spent in these establishment, but not only do the winners get to bring back money...they also gain recognition. As the gaming community grew so did the competition and having said that no one can stay at the top forever. But obviously this trend did not start in Malaysia, to my knowledge it started in the good ol US of A. This is the birthplace of what is now termed as 'cyber-athletes' or 'pro-gamers', who actually play games for a living by constantly challenging one another to vie for the top spot of the their respective game. It really became a big thing when 'Thresh' won a ferrari, some of these gamers even quit their jobs to focus on their training as a 'Pro-gamer'. All this eventually evolved even further with the WCG (World Cyber Games) which is basically the Olympics of Games which is held like every year...although i don't keep track of it anymore. The WCG is held in their respective country to determine the finalists that would represent that respective country to battle it out in the finals held in where ever its gonna be la basically. So the winner would be like world champion!!! Cool ain't it...Previously it was just CPL (Cyber Professional League) which was always held somewhere in the US but it eventually opened up to the rest of the world, now i'm not sure also...hahaha. Although right now i think that the scene of pro-gamming has died down a notch since its hype few years ago, but of course its still there i just don't think it is such a big deal as it was back in the day. Some people even achieved 'superstar' status from winning the WCG...i heard that in Korea fans (hot chics :P) actually flock to see their favorite player in action, hahaha!!! Oh well, guess i'm already too old for that...hahaha.

The Evolution of Gaming - Part 1

I was exposed to video games be it computer games, console games, arcade and etc at a relatively young age. Well probably not as young as kids these days but for my time i think it should be quite young la. Although i never actually had a computer or a console till i was pretty much in my teens i did enjoy a fair amount of electronic gaming. I remember can still remember those old games from way back when the graphics was like total crap, dual tone colors...which eventually evolved slowly to what you see today. As games evolved with technology so did the learning curve and difficulty of games, it just got more and more challenging. There was practically no such thing as multiplayer games and there sure as hell wasn't any MMORPG. I can't exactly remember when was the first time i played a multiplayer game over LAN, but it should be around the time when Doom 2 (if i'm not wrong) came out with a multiplayer version...hahaha, i can even remember it was in school. During those days i don't have a PC fast enough to handle something like Doom, so i had to go to my buddy's house after school to play. Ahem....So anyway, one day the school had some sort of LAN party and alot of people brought their comps to school and hook it up using parallel cables (gosh now thats some ancient way of networking pcs). After everything was setup everyone had a share to play Doom (can't remember whether it was against each other or with each other). It was from there that computers started to come with a multiplayer mode, where people can connect via LAN network, TCP/IP or IPX. Games like Warcraft and eventually Red Alert and Quake took the gaming industry by storm and revolutionize the way games are played forever. Ahhh....the good old days.

Repetitions of my daily life

Well i slept early last night and i woke up really early in the morning, so what did i do for the whole day??? Play WoW thats what!! hahaha...my dad has been asking me if i plan to get a job yet and all. I think its a little too fast for me to start working right now, maybe after my character has reached the max level that things would be slower then maybe i'd be in a proper state of mind to work. At least i won't be thinking about trying to level my character right??? But come to think of it that isn't a really long time more, i'm already more then half way there already after all. Looks like i'll be waking up early again tomorrow morning, oh wait its more like later....oh well at least it gives me more time to play without going out too much. Yeah like i've been saying life for me right now is pretty much dead boring, play WoW, eat, more WoW, go out for a drink, WoW again then sleep. Sigh such a carefree lifestyle...on the downside though there isn't any money coming in la, its just going out...and its going out in a moderately fast pace, which is bad la. Gawd life has been so monotonous but surprisingly satisfying...hrm, i'm just wondering when will this end, after all everything has to come to an end. Oh well guess i'll have to deal with it when the time comes la...Speaking of which since i have all the time in the world, i think i should get my lazy ass of my seat and literally rip my hands of the keyboard and mouse and get my room cleaned, Damn is it messy in there...maybe thats why i don't sleep in my room these days, lol. Hrm, i think i'll just deal with that next week or something, hahaha.

Need to sleep.

I am so freaking tired!!! feels like i can just drop dead on my keyboard any moment now...Its kinda strange that i'm tired considering that i'm on this really long holiday that can never end unless i want it to, but nevertheless i'm still tired. Actually tired would be an understatement, i'm physically and mentally drained...hrm, now that sounds better. Why leh cause i have been up for 24 hours already. Its really funny cause i thought that now that i'm on holiday there would be absolutely no need for me to stay up the whole day, its pretty normal i guess when you're studying...usual la have to complete assignments (last minute), studying for exams and what not. Sigh so happens i was in the mood to play WoW i decided to stay up and help friends and myself to level. Oh gawd, i so damn need to level...for someone thats on holiday i really don't seem to be playing all that much, as a matter of fact i don't play much at all, i just hang around in game doing nothing pondering what is the next thing i should do. Anyway i got my motivation today and i pushed myself to the limits. I think in a few more hours then i'll go to sleep...hrm, and if this goes according to plan, that i'll probably wake up in the morning and fix my time....damn!!! lol. Oh yeah and in order to keep myself awake today i kinda drowned myself with coffee, although i think i overdosed on coffee, my stomach is feeling a little funny right now...it has that 'you had too much caffaine' feeling. Hrm, looks like i can't achieve my objective today...oh well, nevermind after all tomorrow is another day. Dammit i really don't feel so good...think i'm gonna get sick, body temperature is definately higher already. Ok ok, i'll go get some rest in about an hour or two.

Network is up.

Kinda overdued post but i finally got the damn wireless router to work so now i can go online with 2 computers at home, mwahahaha!!! Hrm, but considering that i'm the only person in the whole house that uses a computer, why would i need 2 comps that can go online??? Oh well, but it has been one hell of an experience setting up this thing. You could say this was the first time i set up a network on my own, with minimal help from friends or from reading manuals and it was quite an achievement for me at the end of the day so i was very happy when it finally worked. Hahaha, its really funny because before it worked i was constantly running out of my room to the hall and back to the room again constantly testing to see if the connection has been made, tweaking some settings and whatever. After 2 hours i was already having a headache and i swore that i would break something up if it didn't work at the end of the day. Guess i have a strange way of venting my frustrations...lol. Anyway since its up and working my desktop has never been off since, and since my desktop is in the room with only a single table fan which blows either me (when i'm sleepin) or my desktop (when its on) i decided to sleep in the hall. Come to think of it i've never slept in my room since i got the router workin. Hrm, maybe my body has been aching everyday is because of the couch well it is a couch after all, although its really comfy and all it is a little too small to sleep in...Oh well, nevermind i think i'll just leave things be until maybe one day i can get an aircond installed into my room then only i'll consider moving back into my room.

Saturday Night

Damn my whole body feels sore, and thanks to the rain that we've been experiencing (well i'd rather it rained and be cool compared to the scorching sun) my nose is fucked up again. Anyway reason for my body being sore was thanks to saturday night, although looking on the bright side i did have a good time. Saturday was a pre birthday celebration for fever and we had it in 'Passion', so before i get into detail thanks fever for a very enjoyable night at your expense, hehehe. Well firstly the music wasn't that great, and to what i heard the previous week had much better music on compared to last saturday...Dang!!! now why wasn't i there last week??? Oh well...anyways we arrived at approximately 11pm so the place was still pretty quiet but slowly picking up. And i would say about 30 minutes after we sat down one bottle was already finished...damn that was fast, all you fuckin alcoholics!!! hahahaha....wait a minute i think i just condemned myself too, doh!!! But no worries one bottle down and two more to go...damn, this is gonna be a long night, well at least thats what i thought to myself. So roughly about 5 glasses i think i already had my share of the alcohol and decided to make like a leaf and leave...well obviously not leave the club la, more like leave the table and hit the dance floor.

Passion is split in two, upstairs and downstairs...upstairs plays electronica and downstairs caters to those R&B and hip-hop lovers. My personal preference would be downstairs...the only thing i really hate about going downstairs is that its constantly packed!!! And i'm not just talking about packed, i'm talking about packed like fucking sardines packed!!! On top of that i was wearing a turtleneck that i bought in the states during WINTER, so it was really thick...oh gawd, it was so fucking hot i tell you. Well that teaches me to wear a turtleneck huh??? On the upside, in rained quite heavily that night so at least i was kept warm, so no worries over there...better be warm that cold, i might have ended up getting pneumonia or something, hahaha....nah ain't exactly that weak. So anyways met some really old friends from way back over there, and its cool cause we gotta catch up a little bit and get to know what everyone is up to these days. Since its a club well there we're lotsa very hot looking ladies around with a lotta skin to show, too many i'd say. Too bad i didn't summon up enough courage to chat one up...lol!!! Hrm, or maybe i didn't drink enough...well whichever you prefer. I even met some of my classmates from second year, although i don't really know them. But what really made my day was they played some old school rap from back in the days when i first started listening to 'black' music...stuff from 2pac and snoop, sigh those really bring back some memories. Maybe i should dig up my cds and pop it back into my player to relive my past, then again i'm too lazy to look it up...oh well, anyway last saturday was also a personal celebration for finally finishing my goddamn studies so it was all good. So thanks Fever for a memorable night, hope there'll be more to come...hehehe!!!

Eating out

I've been eating out ever single day for the past....darn i can't even remember how long, i'd have to say for at least the last 4 years. And honestly i'm getting sick of the food that i've been eating. Think about it how many places do you think i've actually been to?? Well considering that neither me or my friends are willing to travel far to eat, we visit the same places over and over again. So yeah, i've probably tried everything in all the places that i go to eat...From time to time we make the little effort to go a little further for some grub, but a little further isn't exactly that far anyway la. Sigh, i wish that i got food at home so i don't have to spend so much money eating out. Cook??? Well don't look at me, i'm hopeless in the kitchen...But my sister calls me a professional maggi mee cook, lol. Hrm, come to think of it i think its quite true too. Of course besides travelling to different venues to eat is one problem, another would be budget....i tend to always overspend on food, well not that i'm really complaining or anything (unless the food really sucks) but i really do think that food now a days is really overpriced. So say i go eat something that costs me roughly RM10 for a meal, and if i visit that same place like 3 times in 1 week, then i know that i'll be broke before my next allowance comes in. So any suggestions on a few places for me to visit thats around PJ area???

Routines

I think i've been slacking away far too much for my own good...suppose to wake up early thats what i told my self like 2 days ago, and 2 days running i'm still waking up late. But all in all i'm still happy and content with the amount of time i have on my hands and furthemore this provides me with a good way to relax and recuperate from the mental exhaustion that i got during the last month of my Uni days. Isn't it strange that no matter which phase in life you're in everything always follows a certain routine...Like a few months back (for me), its always waking up, going to class, pick dad from work, dinner, freetime to do whatever, then sleep and then repeat the whole process from the top. But now with all the freetime that i have i would have expected changes within the routine but nooooo....now my routine has evolved to sleep, hrm, not sleep la more like hibernate, then wake up, WoW, dinner, WoW, breakfast, WoW, sleep....hrm, yeah thats about it. Sounds so damn boring. And if you think about it everything we do is a routine, later when i go out to work it'll probably be something like wake up, breakfast, go to work, lunch, continue work, get stuck in jam on the way home, dinner, chill, sleep and take it from the top again.

So now the million dollar question is probably how do we break away from this routine? I think leh we can't, its a never ending vicious cycle where our lives are dictated to doing the same thing over and over again...i guess the only time it changes is during different phases of our lives. Like now that i have officially ended my studying life and so i am taking time off to relax and blah blah blah, so this is my routine....gawd i'm such a pig, lol...oink oink. hahaha. But somehow or another i really dread to start working and shit like that, so its kinda like a dilemma that i'm stuck in right now. Guess its true, you'll only improve when you are uncomfortable...oh well i guess when the time comes then i'll do something about it, as for now....i'll just stick to my routine and be a pig and do whatever the fuck i want whether its productive or not, good for my health or not, well honestly i don't give a flying fuck, let tomorrow be tomorrow and live for today.

Vicious cycle

Did you guys hear??? Bali got bombed again...this time killing some 20+ people. And so the vicious cycle starts over again, sigh...i guess this will never end. I once said that this will never end and because of minor differences between people this cycle will continue to go on forever and ever. Although we as humans are tailored from the same cloth ( at least thats what i'd like to believe and it is true to a certain extent ), there will always be differences and this killing and fighting amongst ourselves will go on. But it is my theory that we can unite together, but only on one condition...now i'd bet you'd wanna know right??? hahahaha....My theory is that if aliens were to come and invade earth with the intention of destroying the human race, then and only then will the human race unite as one to fight of the this new threat. I mean it is only natural what right, in order to preserve our own lives we would do whatever that is necessary....After all it is in our nature, so i'm pretty sure that is the only way that would happen.

I am a big fan of star trek, you know the sci-fi tv series...hrm, i think i've mentioned this before. So anyway it would be great to be living in that age, where there differences are put aside, there is no longer any currency, no use of money, no poverty, everybody is equal and most importantly borders are broken down. That would mean that there is no longer any crap such as my territory or your territory and shit like that. I think its a beautiful world where everyone can live together in total peace and harmony, well of course there is always the problem in space la...hahahaha. Oh well, its never gonna happen la, guess its all just wishful thinking. Well at least its not gonna happen in my lifetime la. Hrm, you know what as a matter of fact i dare say that the world will end before that ever happens...bleh, this goes to show just how selfish we humans are. On a happy note though, i'd like to wish a very happy birthday to Mr. Sum Ting Wong (Not real name by the way), well congratulation and may you have many more birthdays to come.

Sedated

Once in a while my nose would decide to act up on me and start running...Hrm, that didn't sound too right did it?? Well i'm sure you get what i mean, so anyway last night was one of those nights. I don't know sometimes it just acts as if it had a mind of its own, maybe it went something like 'hrm, i think i'll throw a tantrum'. And then my nose would just start leaking, from pass experience it is not a good idea to blow my nose in this situation if i don't have a hell lot of tissue. So keeping my nose from leaking would prove to be a gruelling task. Sigh, sometimes i just wanna like cut it off or something. Anyway i took a flu pill when i got home to help me with my situation, but everyone knows how flu pills work right it makes you drowsy. Well considering that it was way early in the morning already i thought hell why not, after all i really should go to sleep. Damn, it was so nice to be able to sleep so fast and soundly. 5-6 hours later, my mobile rang and woke me up...goddammit!!! Who the fuck is disturbing me?? Well it turns out to be an old friend of mine from 2nd year in uni asking me out for lunch, so i thought oh well since he already woke me up (although partially) i might as well get up and get some grub la numsayin?? Ever since then i have felt so sedated, i think i don't have enough sleep thats why...and probably the after effects of the damn flu pill....Dammit, i feel like sleeping but i know i should be sleeping cause its still to early, and on top of that it is a weekend!!! Fuck this really sucks, as a matter of fact i can barely keep my eyes open and every 5 mins i'll be yawning. Oh well, i think i'll just try to stay awake as long as i can and see what happens....Hrm, i think i might go out tomorrow night and celebrate my so called graduation too, hahahaha!!! We'll see.

Being a bum

Wah i feel like a total bum!!! so i guess i was right to say that now i am a bum, hahahaha....As a matter of fact i just woke up. Damn now i feel so damn lethargic, sitting here also i feel like just going back to sleep and slamming my head straight into the keyboard leaving keymarks on my face. Hrm, i think i need my ciggy to wake me up....yeah and i don't need coffee to wake me up for those of you who think i need to take coffee. Although i do have to admit that i do enjoy having a drink of coffee every now and then. Oh yeah coffee also don't work on me, but my best friend once told me that for a smoker like me the amount of caffeine needed to get the same effect on a regular drinker is different which is more la of course. So yeah, but i tried once drinking too much coffee and i think i over did it so i just kinda felt like throwing up due to caffeine poisoning. Hahaha, well that teaches me right....oh well curiousity killed that cat i guess, lucky for me i didn't throw up though.

For those of you trying to leave comments recently i have included the word verification due to all the spam thats been running around blogosphere. It really helps get rid of them spam, as you can see now i haven't been spammed for awhile now....with the exception of my tag board la that is, hahahaha...Yeah lotsa whacky people coming in here lately huh??? lol. But the one thing that i'm not too entirely happy about is even i have to go through the word verification, eh hello i'm the owner wei!!! at least you let me just post la. Instead i also have to go through it....but nvm la good also la i guess, at least i know its more secure now. Thanks to Wimal for bringing the word verification up or i'll probably never know about it.

Hurricanes

In the aftermath of hurricane katrina, another hurricane decided to whack more terror into the hearts of them americans...yeah i know again its old news, but then right because of them stupid damn hurricane experts are speculating that oil prices will go up, again!!! Well its bad enough that every year it just gets more and more expensive, and this damn hurricane is not helping at all. But honestly if you ask me right...katrina should have hit texas instead of rita. Wipe all them rednecks of this planet and the world would be so much more peaceful. In more ways then one you can actually say all this things are a form of retribution for what america has done to the rest of the world, although it really isn't the whole populations fault, but instead it falls into the hands of only a few individuals...more specifically their leaders. Hrm, wait a minute...come to think of it right, if the public choose him as their leader, then it only makes sense that they are paying the price for the mistake of choosing him in the first place. Because of the devastation that wrecked new orleans thanks to katrina, the public were already somewhat prepared for rita and so the evacuated early in order to avoid deaths. But then right i damn kesian all those old folks that were the first to evacuated, cause instead of avoiding a watery grave...they ended up dying when the damn bus exploded. Gee i wonder how did that happen....As a matter of fact, i'm surprise that they didn't blame it to be some terrorist act, what they ran out of countries with oil that they can go and invade ar??? Oh well, not my problem...doesn't affect me in anyway whatsoever, so i think i should just put it to rest and go play WoW, hahahaha!!!

Bumming

So right after that last day i pretty much just played WoW from the moment i wake up to the moment i sleep. I've been running around the whole world though so i didn't really level all that much, yeah i know this is like so damn boring cause most probably the whole chunk of you reading this don't know a damn thing i'm saying. So right now i don't know what to talk about because i haven't done anything lately besides WoW. Of course there was this morning la where i had to go back to Uni to finish my last presentation...All in all the lecturer was very impressed with the work that was done, and he assured is that we will not fail that subject, but then i'm sure he knew that not every one of us in the group (5 to be exact) did all the work. Anyhow the group was pretty cool and didn't mind to spread the marks equally even though we knew who deserved the larger portion of it and who deserved less. Well looks like there is one more thing left to do before i can totally write off my studying days, although like i've said before....i am officially no longer a student. Speaking of which i was asking my friend that question...I told him:

Me: I am officially no longer a student....mwahahahhaha. Erm, but i'm also not a graduate.
Friend: hahahahaha.
Me: Eh so what does that make me ar???
Friend: Erm.....a bum??? hahahaha!!!
Me: hrm, that doesn't sound right....but i guess that has to be it la, hahahaha!!!

So yeah right now i'm resigning myself to being a bum, and frankly speaking i don't think i'll mind being a bum for awhile. I wonder how long will this bumming season of mine last.

Hear me for i have conquered!!!

Mwahahaha!!! and it is done!!! Well actually i should rephrase the topic to hear me for i have 'HALF' conquered. So this is the story today i am officially no longer a student!!! Wooohooo!!! finally man, although i am also still not a graduate la, so that kinda sucks....Damn!!! now that has got me wondering, so what the fuck am i exactly??? Oh well, don't care la for now!!! Well the reason why its only half conquered is because due to the pass month or two when i have been procrastinating i didn't manage to finish some of my work, which i manage to postpone la...Well i'm kinda still waiting on the admin to get back to me regarding that matter. Don't think it'll be long from now though. And besides that i have a presentation this coming monday morning...So besides all those loose ends to tie up i don't have anything to do as a student anymore. So three cheers for finishing...hip hip hurray!!! hip hip hurray!!! hip hip hurray!!!

But then right now that i am so free, i was thinking la on the way back (stuck in traffic)...What the fuck am i gonna look forward to??? Work??? Nah, not really looking forward to working since i've already done that in the past. So there really isn't much to look forward to besides WoW. Hrm, yeah that does sound like a plan however....although being a short term plan, but its still a plan nevertheless. Now to set my agenda, party then wow, then party some more, then wow some more (repeat until bored...rest and repeat again). Dang!!! sounds like i'm a bit deprived!!! hahahaha.

Since today was supposedly my last day i was comparing it to when Mr.Wimal Tan had his last day in Uni. I remember i was dragged to his class farewell thingy right after his last exam paper. And since i know most of his classmates i thought i'd just come along, and it was pretty fun...we were all talking and asking each other what are the plans for the future and blah blah blah. Then there was that massive photo session, where practically the whole damn class took out their digital cameras...Damn man, i've never seen so many digital cameras in my entire life. If they gathered all the cameras together they could actually set up a shop i tell you. So anyway, compared that experience to mine....mine was like, ok ciao. WTF!!??? So damn boring!!!! hahahaha....oh well i'm not really close to my classmates anyway cept one. I feel more at place in Wimal's class, i guess that would be one regret i would have to live with. Sigh the relief of finally finishing, i'm still praying that i can graduate this year though....so you guys help me ok, light some josticks, say a prayer or whatever it is that you believe in la to help my cause, hahaha....oooh, the urge of playin wow is killin me...so gotta go...hahahaha

One down and one more to go...and time to chill

Man i've got to say i don't even know what the hell i wrote in today's paper...its like hrm, i think i'll just write this, and i did exactly that. So right now the only thing thats running in my mind is 'Oh god, oh god i'm gonna fail'. But who cares...lol, honestly like i've said before i seriously couldn't be bothered about the whole damn thing anymore, just got sick and tired of it...Kinda like burned out. So anyway i have a one day break tomorrow and so i'm gonna chill, relax and enjoy for abit before i hit the books once again. Come friday then i'll be scot free...mwahahhaha, i can see the light at the end of the tunnel already. Hrm, hope the damn tunnel don't suddenly cave in though, hahahahaha. But with the end so near it has got me wondering what the hell am i gonna do after that, well i know one of the things that i'm gonna do....not gonna talk about it though. But that one thing is like not enough, hrm....i just got enlightened. I think the reason for all this negativity about don't care and shit is because i don't have any sense of direction in where my life is heading...yeah i think thats it. Oh well, hahahaha....gonna just laugh it off.

Eh its kinda strange everytime i complain that the weather is like damn fucking hot, then suddenly it will start to rain....It's like magic!!! But yeah its kinda nice to see it rain, damn shiok to sleep also, hahaha. Anyways because of my exams i've been sleeping in the hall for the pass whole week, and i'm kinda really enjoying it...For one its much cooler then my room la, and secondly the couch damn soft, significantly softer then my bed la. So comfortable and so easy to sleep....only drawback of the couch is....well its a couch la so you can imagine the amount of space you get tryin to sleep on one of those. Fortunately i'm a small guy and i practically don't move when i sleep...so there's no problems there. Problem is i don't think its a good idea to continue sleeping in the hall for the rest of my life la. Hrm, maybe i should get a new bed, new mattress, pillows and install a brand spanking new aircond into my room then i'll move back in, hahahaha. Yeah right, keep telling yourself that!! Anyways because i haven't been sleepin in my room that means i haven't turned off my PC in like 4 days, wow!!! new record...but then right now its making funny sounds and i think its coming from my CPU fan, dang!!! that doesn't sound to good...oh well have to look into that before something bad happens.

Disappointment

Wah i feel so damn fucking tired, and once again my hand aches because of all that non stop writing. You know ar, i honestly think that exams don't do a person justice. The purpose of an exam is to gauge a persons understanding in regards to the subject at hand. But its damn fucked up cause we must use the damn fucking 'key words' and crap like that in order to score points. Hell i can talk about the damn thing without using those damn 'key words' and it'll mean exactly the same thing, so what is big fucking deal??? Oh well, just wanted to vent some of my frustrations because of the exam...Damn sad man, i fucking missed out on my first class due to lack of time. 10 minutes thats all i ask, just 10 more minutes i tell you....Sigh, should have listened to all my seniors, i remembered they were all telling me not enough time and blah blah blah. Hey wait a minute even if i did listen what difference would it make??? Answer: Absolutely NOTHING!!! Because seriously in the end i still don't have enough time, i was already writting non stop in the first place with hardly any rest....as a matter of fact i wrote more today then yesterdays paper. But then right, writting more doesn't mean shit la. Don't worry though i know what i wrote was correct, dammit....i fucking lost 30 marks because i was short of 10 minutes!!! 30 FUCKING POINTS OK!!??? wah, if i fail i'm gonna go kill someone. Oh well, fuck it....thats in the past, need to move on to the next subject....oh gawd when is that damn rest day gonna come before it all ends??? WWWHHHHHEEEEEEEENNNNNN!!!!!???????

First of last days

And here it begins the first day of the last days...Now what the fuck am i talking about??? Well actually its exam week, finals week, which means that at the end of this week i officially finish my studying life. Well sort of la anyway....i probably still have a few loose ends to tie up, but don't think its gonna be too much of a hassle. So anyway, today was the first day of my finals....and what a way to start. Had a two hour paper wrote until my hand ached, it hurt so bad that i can't even clench my fist. Well not ok already la, just could clench it for say 5 to 10 minutes....i had to slowly adjust to the pain with some hand exercises. Anyway i'm pretty surprised with the arrangement of the exam schedule this time around....usually they give us a one day break in between exams, but this time around i have three papers in three consecutive days. Now for a person like me who don't actually study (I only read on the last day to refresh my memory) thats gonna cause some major brain cramming sessions. As a matter of fact, in today's paper i don't even know what the hell i was writing....i probably wrote of out topic, ah but who cares i certainly don't. Looking on the brightside though at least this way it finishes way faster...Oh dang!!! what the hell am i still doing here, i gotta go read up. Hahahaha.

Its back!!!

Now i'm pretty sure you're gonna be wonderin what in tarnation might be back, well let me tell you.....its the fucking god damn heat thats what!!! It is so damn motherfucking cibai hot i can't stand it!!! I just took a shower like 5 mins ago and i feel like i should hit the showers again!! I had to secretly turn on the aircond in the living room for awhile just to cool down a little during the afternoons, wah how do people live in this heat ar??? Worst how to sleep....i mean there you are lying in bed and suddenly you wanna go take a shower, few minutes after stepping out of the shower you just wanna go back in again. Well yeah i know most of you probably have the luxury of having an airconditioned room, but guess what!!??? I don't....so i'm gonna fucking whine my ass of until i get one!!! Hrm, wait a minute that didn't sound right....how the hell am i gonna get one by whining to you guys!!??? DOH!!!

Today not very good day la, suppose to get things done, but end up getting nothing done....oh cept for the hair cut. Yeah my hair got long again, i think it actually got longer then the previous time. My hair stylist was like 'so how??? keeping long hair again ar??' and i was like 'no way la....how to keep long hair in this weather???'. So anyway he gave me a new look, not too happy bout it cause its not as short as i hoped it would be and i didn't really wanna tell him to make it shorter since there was some else waiting....besides i needed to rush of somewhere. Then after that there was the WoW incident, where i almost got killed in town cause some bunch of jackasses decided to walk into town carrying some kind of disease killing everyone around them. So i left and started doing my quest and after a good 1-2 hours i couldn't find the npc that i was looking for. Dammit i want to smash something already. And really it just goes back to this heat we are having...its not really helping things get any better, oh gawd....i think i'll go get another shower.

Tennants

Most of you probably have lived on your own and knows what it feels like to be living under the same roof with other people outside your family or friends circle. Well i live in a four room house and since only two rooms is being occupied it actually only made sense to rent out the remaining two. More or less two years ago, a couple moved in taking up both the empty rooms...it was a good thing since it would help pay the bills and what not. But honestly i'm starting to wonder if it was really worth it. Anyway the couple that moved it were from the same church that my dad goes to, so naturally i thought that they were nice and considerate people la. Well nice is nice la no doubt...but then again i'm seldom at home to 'bond' with them la, and frankly i couldn't give a rats ass to 'bond' with them anyway. But them considerate??? Hrm, i don't think so...They really damn don't give face wan seriously. They stomp around the house, the drag the chair in the dining room (the dining room is just outside my room....yup my room is downstairs, don't ask), the slam the door...Basically they don't handle things in the house in a subtle manner. Worst part is they don't care if a person is sleeping or not, they'll just do whatever they want to. To make it worst every sunday they will have their weekly lovers quarel....wah i tell you damn stress man, they'd just shout from upstairs to downstairs, slam doors left right and center. How am i gonna get things done like this...let alone sleep. Well anyway, they have since moved out and i think its the best gift that i've had in a very very long time. My dad intends to get new tenants i seriously hope they aren't as bad as the previous ones...hrm, i hope a single hot chic moves in as well, hehehehe *grins evilly*.

Hurricane Katrina...yeah i know its alittle bit old.

I was reading a post on Wimal's blog regarding hurricane katrina, at seriously i am amazed at the behaviour of the red cross society. So what is it about, well since wimal already posted about it i'd just summarize it as the american red cross is fucked up!!! Hrm, wait a sec...that didn't really make sense now did it?? Ok ok, so now this is really a summary....it has been said that the red cross society in america hasn't been giving out all the aid funds it has collected in the relief effort to assist the victims of hurricane katrina (now why am i not surprise). But this isn't where it all started....apparently they have been doing this for quite sometime now. Even during 9-11...the amount of money they released to help the victims was so damn fucking pathethic. And when asked they said they gonna use the remainder of the money to add the war effort or some shit like that!!! Eh hello, the red cross society is suppose to help people la wei!!! Not fucking help war efforts and make other peoples lives more miserable. But honestly i think they all just talk cock only wan la, i'd bet with you right that all those senior positioned people is pocketing the money!!! Damn fucking greedy bastards....mahai seriously if you wanna do that then stop working for a charity organization la.

On another note Wimal also posted something about the first lady...Wah that was so damn fucking funny, why leh cause she can't even get the name of the damn hurricane correctly. Oh gawd how dumb are they man!!! First the president takes his own damn fucking sweet time to resolve the issue which in the event caused many deaths as well as untold havoc ran rampant in those areas affected by the hurricane. Then now when giving an interview the first lady called it hurricane corina or something like that instead of hurricane katrina. Sigh, what is the world coming to??? hahahaha. You know its really tragic and unfortunate that this happened, but can you imagine how the victims would feel if they saw that interview??? But then of course la everyone is like that what right?? Well most people anyway....as long as it isn't effecting me that i don't care, most natural reaction la i guess...oh well.

Dread for the future.

And so once again the new week starts, and with each and everyday that passes by my finals are getting closer. I really sucks that i wanna leave my studying life behind me, but at the same time i'm too comfortable to get out there and look for a job. I have worked in the pass, stuff relating to what i'm studying too and its all good...but i just can't see myself working at this moment, so with that kind of mentality how am i gonna be prepared for life after graduation?

I was having a conversation with one of my friends say about 2 weeks ago regarding fresh grads looking for jobs. You'd realise that companies tend to hire people with working experience, now the funny thing about it all is that how are you gonna find fresh grads with experience when they are just....fresh grads??? Strange isn't it, i mean yeah la of course got people out there wanting to change jobs and what not. But don't they realise that there are a whole lot of fresh grads out there looking for jobs and wanting to apply for them, how are these people gonna get the job when all they ever ask is 'do you have working experience'.

Sigh i don't know, i don't really feel like working in the near future. Worst of all i don't even feel like doing anything lol. It would be great if people could do whatever they wanted to and didn't have to worry bout income. So how do we get the money, well it just materializes out of no where....like magic!!! hahaha....now that would be so cool. Oh well, i think i'll just let this feelings of mine sink in and then i'll rethink about it or maybe i should get uncomfortable, hahahaha. You know the word comfortable is a very dangerous word...why leh? Well simply because if you are comfortable then that would mean that there is no room for improvement. Lets imagine you going to a wedding dinner, now obviously you would be seated in a table with all your friends la. So there you are having a great time talking bout whats been going on, eating and drinking and what not. Now at the end of the day the only thing you gained is probably knowledge of what happened to your friends that you haven't seen in maybe a week or longer, other then that you'd probably also have a great time of laughter and what not. Now compare that to if you were to sit with a whole table full of strangers, in this scenario you'd gain new friends and on top of that your network of friends would grow....so thats the difference between being comfortable and uncomfortable.

Obviously from the two scenarios there are gains as well as losses, but it really is up to the person to decide which he or she would prefer right? So right now i think i just prefer to be comfortable.

Back to WoW

Wah i completely forgot bout blogging today, lol....Well guess i was too preoccupied with lotsa stuff today. On the bright side today wasn't as bad as the previous two days cause i manage to wake up slightly earlier. But right i think i'm just gonna screw it all up really badly after today, why leh??? Well answer is very simple wan, i got my WoW account jor....so yeah gonna be playing. I doubt that i'd be playing as much as i'd actually want to though. Besides that also leh, i got finals comin up and still got some projects to finish up....very little but still got la nevertheless.

The funny thing recently right is that now that my tennants have moved out i thought that i'd get a whole lot of peace and quiet. Well in all aspects thats true la, but now that my timing has been so damn screwed it doesn't really matter if their around or not. On any normal day though, the amount of noise they make will wake me up way early in the morning when i don't need to wake up yet. I think i'll appreciate this new found peace that i have later when i finally fix this timing issues that i have. Gawd i feel so damn fucking tired, but i still wanna play....oh well i guess i'll just play for a little while more before i crash on my bed. Anyway before i sign off i would like to say much thanks goes out to Box for assisting me in attaining my WoW account.

Timing Dilemma

Since the day i fucked up my bi clock...again, i have been waking up at dinner and sleeping most of the mornings all through the day. This is very unbecoming of me, i haven't done much in the past whole week and it really bugs me to see myself so unproductive and yet i still don't feel like doing anything about it....Now why is that??? This always happens, obviously this isn't the first time...As a matter of fact i'm pretty sure i spoke about a similar incident where i fucked up my time before. And every single time this happens i take my own sweet time to change it back to the way it should be. When its back to normal it only takes a blink of an eye to screw it all up again....problem is i always tend to screw it up, more often then not i do it on purpose. So here is my dilemma what should i do about it? Why would i wanna change?? Well obviously living like this isn't exactly very healthy thats for one...and honestly if that isn't a good enough reason for you, then nothing else would be. Think about it you can have all the money in the world but if you don't have your health (meaning you're dying) what good will all that money do you? Anyway besides that, i can't get much done when i've been sleeping for the entire day...so yeah need to fix myself for that too. Besides that i'm not really complaining, but yeah this two points are very important, at least for me la....so how do i change my time back to normal and yet have the ability to once in awhile to have a late night out?

Bored

Ok today proves that i was indeed hearing things yesterday, cause i was out at the same time in my driveway having a ciggy as usual and i didn't hear any jap talkin and instead it was your mixture of chinese and english. Gosh i wonder what happened to me yesterday to be hearing that, hrm...maybe it was because i had anime overdose??? hehehe. Anyway today i was so damn tired i don't know why, that i slept the whole day until like 5pm or was it already 6pm...hrm, can't exactly remember. So very unproductive of me, but then right it was because of that day when i was rushing for my project that my whole entire bio clock is all messed up again. Well not that it really matters since i don't really have much to do in the day time anyway la, but i just don't really like it la waking up so late. Finished the whole anime series yesterday morning didn't wanna leave it hanging so now i'm dead bored don't know whether i should pop in a new series today. But then the only ones i'm left with are really short, and i'd probably be able to finish them in one sitting. Which is bad la cause after i finish them then i'll be bored again.

Now i really wished that i can play WoW, at least then i don't have to complain above how boring it is and blah blah blah. But getting WoW now isn't really that good also cause my finals are coming up, and yes although i say i have nothing to do in reality i do have stuff to do, just that i don't really feel like it. Well whatever i have to do isn't much anyway, probably can finish it in one sitting as well....so i'm not really too bothered about it. Want to go out also cannot cause i don't have the car today, sigh....this really sucks man. Oh yeah my hair has grown long enough to part again, and right now i'm wondering whether i should keep it or just continue to maintain my old hair do? Most people can't imagine me with long hair cause i've been having really short hair for the past....hrm, 8 years i think. Gawd its been so long that i can't even remember when was it that my hair was long. Well not really long long la, the longest it ever got was about chin length. Well do let me know what you think.