Accelerated Aging

Some time two weeks ago i had a lunch appointment with a friend since i was somewhere near her work place and during the course of having lunch i can't remember what was the topic about but i showed her my IC and i was told that i have aged................This doesn't sound good, this doesn't sound good at all. Why??? Well when i went for my high school reunion i was told that i didn't change one bit, of course i think thats highly unlikely la but i'll take their word for it. And even if i showed you my younger pictures you'd probably say the same. So i have concluded that when i was younger to about now i didn't change much however there was a big change in recent years considering that my IC wasn't changed all that long ago.

Oh gawd!!! I currently aging at an accelerated pace....i can see it now, 5 years down the road i'll age so fast to make up for all the lost time that i practically stopped aging. The stress of the change might even be too much for my body to physically handle that it my distort me to waaaaayyyyy beyond my age. I'm already having nightmares about it...what should i do??? I know i should look at what might be the cause of the problem that started to make me age so fast in the first place....hold on while i think.

(5 Minutes Later)

I think i got it....it must be because of the stress i'm getting at work, and not to mention the fucking idiots that i constantly loose patience with on the road. Very well then i should tender my resignation effective immediately and stop driving all together, well cept for like really late at night when theres like not too many cars on the roads....yeah that sounds good. Hrm, and maybe i should revert back to my carefree lifestyle. So first agenda would be to party...yeah thats always a good way to keep young, hrm this is starting to sound good already....as a matter of fact i can start feeling the effects of aging slowing down already. Mwahahaha!!!!

*Disclaimer*
Please don't try this at home kids....just some mad man rambling nonsense to past time.

Sick

I guess you could say that i have had the worst weekend ever for the year by being sick...i was so sick that i can't even begin to describe how sick i was, but whatever it is i stayed at home for the whole weekend missing out on a couple of dinner and lunches along the way resulting in more unhealthy conditions. It all started on Wednesday really, i had a horrible running nose and i blame it to allergies either with my neighbors cute little cat or the little bugger disturbing everything that has dust on it...so its got to be either one, and since it was really one of those time where i've actually spend extended periods with a cat i can't really that the exact cause.

Well whatever it was that's how it started and i got sick on wednesday sneezing the rubbing my nose practically the whole day at work, and as i left for home it actually got worst instead of better. I don't even remember having my dinner i just took my flu pills and went to bed, next day i woke up no difference i was still sneezing and my nose was sore as hell. So no work on thursday, just sut at home and recuperate...feeling like shit so it was kinda hard to sleep throughout the whole day, although i did pretty much just that.

But me being the smart ass that i am decided not to drink any water because i was too goddamn lazy to boil some water to drink, so nicely the next day when i woke up everything was still pretty much the same....Until roughly about lunch when i felt like throwing up, ok thats not so bad yet although that has never happened before so i didn't put much thought into it. Of course right after lunch i went home and started feeling really really fucked up. Thats when i started to get a fever....basically i got dehydrated, i'm dry as a prune...well not outwardly la.

Yup so the rest of my weekend was staying in bed shivering like a gutless whore completely cover in my blanket everywhere i went (while still shivering) with drinking water never too far out of reach. Well fever is pretty much gone, but i still get the weak feel like my extremely high resistance to cold (for someone my size) is completely gone, hopefully for now only la....but the fucked up feeling in my stomach is there cause its still trying to push out all the air thanks to me not eating much over the past few days. Man i still feel like shit....argh!!! This sucks.

I Want a Holiday Too!!!

Today is a public holiday for the state of Selangor and thats where i reside....so now why the hell does my office need to be in Federal territory and not in Selangor??? WHYYY!!!???? I also want holiday, you see if i had a holiday today then at least i could have slept in and play more games last night or if i wanted to be productive i could have studied and blah blah blah. No instead i had to sleep early when everyone was still out partying and having fun and shit and i got to go to bed!!! fuck!!! I'm so not happy...It really isn't so bad if i actually had work to do also, but noooo....the customer site today also on holiday so i had to come into office and do nothing.

Lepaking around the office hasn't been so boring, i guess i kinda got used to all the problems that i have been having during the project implementation. And to be honest i find it quite good because it actually keeps me awake and my mind actively thinking of troubleshooting. Although on the downside it does give me a hell lot of frustrations and stress...but still at least something is being done. Seriously theres only so much you can do when you don't have work to do, and when your at the office everything that you can do must be cut down even further so that limits you to only a handful of things that you can do. Eventually you'll also get bored doing any of those things on a 9-5 job, sigh i too wished that i had a holiday....sleep sounds so good right now.

Heavy Penalty?

Ok early post since i am waiting for support and have nothing much to do. Anyway i was reading some tech news over at yahoo and i just found out that apparently my country has very very strict penalties on pirated movies...compared to the seven years jail penalty in some other country. I definitely got to say that here there you can find an abundant amount of pirated movies here, but what i didn't know were the strict penalties. Yeah i'll admit that i don't think i would be able to live with those penalties in the event that i were to get them (not like i will since i don't pirate movies anyway), but if it really were as strict why would i still be seeing so many pirated dvd peddlers around?

So whats so strict about the penalties found over here? Well apparently from the news article the penalty is life imprisonment or death....i think i just stopped dead in my tracks reading that, not so much as because i was scared or anything but more because i wasn't aware that there was such a heavy penalty in the first place. So i turned over to my colleague and showed him the article and of course he was just as surprise as i was. Then again its not like i really know if that was true or not nor that i even care if it were true or not....apparently its also same to our fellow neighbors down south. But regardless of the articles validity it definitely got me intrigued so i think i'll look it up later when i have more time. For those of you who are interested in reading it i'll leave you the link.

Very Stressed Condition.

Think its getting hot again, dammit no more rain....nuuuuu!!! It so fucking hot today i swear i was melting, yeah no joke and even as i was leaving work for home it was still fucking hot got home still the same damn thing. Bah can't it just be cooling or something, i hate this heat...and to make things worst the office was freezing like a freezer today so its really bad when your out its fucking hot and when your in the office its fucking cold, and if you were to go in and out on a regular basis i won't be surprise if i get sick or something. At least if it rained or something then it wouldn't be so bad now would it. Plus i didn't sleep today so i'm being a grouch, and i'm very agitated when i don't sleep....as a matter of fact i was troubleshooting to the point where i was so frustrated that i wanted to smash something...fortunately common sense told me other wise or my poor mouse would have been smashed up.

Speaking of trouble shooting, yes i went into work today and not training thanks to some problem that creeped out of no where on friday which requires my attention and so i had to cancel my training....sigh, and here i was so looking forward to it. Oh well, guess i'd have to wait till next time.....fuck. Well at least one problem has been solved at work, but there are tons more to go and i need to get everything done and fully working in less then 2 weeks and on top of that i still have to study and take my exam in about 2 weeks time also...so i'm pretty much screwed in more ways then one. I better have one hell of a kick ass Christmas present come end of the year cause seriously with the amount of work and shit that i'm going through right now its just about making my head explode like *kaboom!!!*.

I hope I can finish tomorrow.

I have one more day to wrap things up, didn't really get to do much today though due to some technical mishap, that and of course the lack of information in regards to other settings which i obviously did not set in the first place. All in all if tomorrow goes as planned then i should be able to finish up all the important things by tomorrow.

I really hope i can finish everything by tomorrow though at least then i can go for training...woohoo!!! yeah right, so for all those people that haven't left school yet and think working is all about...well working, then i'm sorry to burst your bubble but that is so far from the truth. Of course work is all about learning new things but if you were in my line of work you actually HAVE to study....sheesh, and here i thought i left school already.

There is a big difference from learning and studying by the way so please don't mix the two up. So why do i have to study again? Well for one there is that exam i have been doing nothing but complaining about and yes i only have 2 more weeks before i go take it and yes this is also the last time i'm gonna postpone the date of the exam....and secondly theres the training, technically training is not really studying but the more you think about it the more it seems like training.

Anyway...after reviewing how the new interface of my blog looks like i realized that i don't really like it, it seems a little....i don't know, messy??? hard to read??? Can't really find the word to describe it, but whatever it is it has been bugging me since i changed it. Especially those lines running across everywhere like every post has like 2 lines or so...well its good in a sense that you know where it starts and where it ends but it just somehow makes it...ah forget it. Oh well i think i'll just look into it when i have more time.

Frustratingly Good

Today has was a frustratingly good day, frustrating because before lunch i was so frustrated with troubleshooting that i swear if anyone were to have poked me i would get up and beat the shit out of the poor guy so bad that even his mama won't recognize him....yes that frustrated. But like i said that was before lunch la, it was good after lunch because the case was solved. I was so glad and relieved that the thing finally worked after two very very frustrating days of going through materials of how to solve the case. Oh well guess you can say its one of those days at work la huh?

Now that the biggest stumbling block has been removed i can continue with my work and assuming everything runs smoothly (not putting too much hopes on this one), i can get this done by the end of the week....at least i hope to get it done by the end of the week. I really hope i can get everything up by the end of the week though, because i'm suppose to go for training next week and i really really really want to go for that training. Well obviously if my job at my current project is not done then no training for me la....so i'm really pushing myself to get things done.

Hey i didn't really slack my ass off to get into this situation ok....its just bad timing and bad luck that things started falling apart when it was all fine. Conclusion about computer stuff: It can be doing fantastic one minute and the next minute it'll just fuck up and die in front of you...Well then again i guess that applies to most things anyway. Well got work to do, i think i should go read up to prepare myself for tomorrow at least that way i'd know what to do the minute i get in. Oh and just in case you haven't noticed...i've finally migrated my old blog to the new blogger beta, hrm....think i'll do some tweaking when i have more time, but as for now i really need to find food first.

Nothing new

Been so busy lately, and still busy...its probably gonna be like this for awhile though, which in a way is a good thing at least i ain't complaining about not having work to do. And i have to run around abit sometime this week, the plus side to that is at least i get to plan which day i wanna go run around town so that's not really a bad thing la i guess. The only drawback i guess is i get all tired after work that i get damn lazy to drive out for dinner again...so most of the time I'm just thinking that i should just skip dinner and chill at home, well not really the best idea but its definitely an idea. Hey after all i did gain weight....damn, need to loose that excess fat else i won't be able to wear any of my clothes. Although it does make good excuse to go shopping....hrm, bah i think I'll just stick to being scrawny ol' me. Oh well, think i should kick back and relax now before i try to find someone to take me out for dinner, lol.

Start a Day with a Surprise

For once (in a long while at least) i've managed to wake up early and get to my colleagues place so that we can car pool to work reaching there early...or were we just on time? Bah doesn't matter point is 'I' was early, something that you don't see everyday. If only more people were there at that time when i got in, they must have been surprised to see me there at that hour, lol. Speaking of surprises i got one myself early this morning. I received a message from someone who i never thought would have messaged me, well i was definitely caught off guard for that one hahaha... so much so that i didn't really know what to do. But considering how busy i've been especially over the past couple of weeks (and a few more weeks to come) i didn't manage to read the message till some time after lunch and then its back to work again. Sigh i guess you could call it a pleasant surprise la hearing from someone who you haven't heard from or seen in a very long time...oh well i better get around to replying that message, i believe i'm like 12 hours overdue or something...lol.

Long Work Day

This is definitely the first time i've worked this late in months, i am so fucking tired that i'm probably just mumbling some rubbish right now. Oh yeah so where have i been right? Yeah well as you all can probably guess by now i've been so fucking busy that i barely have time to even reply mails (that are not work related)...so seriously blogging would definitely not be any where near my 'to do' list. But i thought that i should take a breather for today even though i'm so god damn tired and just rant or bitch whichever you prefer to call it about how hectic things are for me right now.

Like i've mentioned in my previous posts, exams are creeping up on me at a very alarming rate. And yes even though i was suppose to have taken it by now i obviously haven't due to some unforeseen circumstances, therefore my exams have been put on hold for the time being until i sort out some issues. Secondly the work has been pilling up as of late, funny thing is i'm still on the same project with the same amount of work. So now why is work pilling up...well simply because things start fucking up, this can easily be translated to troubleshooting.

Now for those of you who are not familiar about the term troubleshooting, it simply means countless of hours wasted on trying to find out what the fuck is wrong with something and why the fuck did it stop working. And more often then not the solution is so simple that it takes a mere second to fix things (exaggerated) but it takes a fucking long time to find out the root of the problem. So right now everyday i'm sitting in front of the laptop trying to figure out whats wrong by reading text files that go on forever and ever about something that doesn't make sense and experimenting with the 'what happens if i do this?', which in turn (if unlucky) would give me more problems.

Well you know what they say curiosity killed the cat, but what better way to learn then jumping in head first right...lol. So to sum everything that i've been doing lately i'll just use three words, work, eat and sleep. Yup thats probably bout it, haven't even washed my car for like what...3 weeks now? Gawd its so fucking dirty...i had better wash it this week or else its really gonna be a chore when i finally get around to doing it. By the way if anyone is interested in getting an Apple Nano 4gig, please email me....its brand new just so you know. Sleep....need sleep!!!

Study Study Study

Ah yes its been awhile hasn't it...Well what can i say, i've been so absolutely busy recently with work and studies. My study breaks consist of releasing some stress by playing some games which require some killing involve, well obviously i'm doing all the killing la else i would be even more stress if i was the one getting killed right? Anyhow today i'm alone at work and it has been an utterly boring day cause i don't really have anyone to talk to here, and no i don't mean talk talk i mean talk as in 'How do you do this?' kind of talk.

Studying has seen some progress lately and i think after the more advanced implementation that we had recently (still on going i might add) i have gained some substantial knowledge to further increase my knowledge in the product. Well it wasn't really all that much to begin with anyway, however i'm still a long way off from being able to pass the paper...sigh this is so depressingly unmotivating. Besides the exam theres all that work although i've pretty much done my entire part i can't say that its completed yet, so still got quite a bit to go on that part.

On a good note i've been getting to work on time lately, hahaha....yeah thats something new, in a good way of course. Ok ok enough bout work, hey did you guys here that the new extremely highly anticipated next generation console is out in Japan, yup thats right i'm talking about the PS3. And did you see the queues that was generated due to its release??? Madness i tell you simply madess....if i were one of them i'd just wait until later to get one. But no thanks i really can't afford one anyway....its so expensive, what to do they just take the price and convert only how to not expensive.

Then theres people in America lining up camping outside the stores to get their PS3 Units not one, not two, not three but nine...yes nine fucking days ahead of the launch. I don't know i'm not much of a camping kind of person so there is no way in hell that i would sit out there in the blistering cold (Even though i love cold weather) for nine days just so i can say that i'm the first guy to buy a PS3 on this side of the planet. I'll probably just pay some guy to go camp there for me, now thats a plan and thats how things should be done.

Ok now i know i'm suppose to post up pics of the new notebook that i've just acquired (not with my money mind you), but unfortunately i can't really do that now so i think i'll just edit this post later and post it up as well as alter this last paragraph. So this is the pre pictures post...stay tuned for the post pictures post....nah don't its just pictures, not like its a new sports car or something of that magnitude, well looks like i better get back to studying.

Mmmmm....Black.

Yes its not the much sought after Intel Core 2 Duo.

More Work

Oh no, got a big presentation this coming friday, and off all people i have to go first...sigh why me!!!??? I hate doing presentations, and most of all i hate being asked questions so i seriously hope that they don't ask me anything that i can't answer. Well my colleagues will be there la so even if i can't answer i'm sure that one or two of them are more then capable of answering whatever it is they throw at me, but still i'll look stupid...not like i'm not la but still, lol!!!

The day went almost exactly like how i thought it would have, thanks to the late night yesterday i woke up late. Nevermind that i didn't even have enough sleep, so if i actually was too tied up with work and someone asks me something i will actually get a migrane just thinking about it. Man that really sucked, thanks to that i was taking things nice and slow. Nevertheless i managed to finish my task. So now all thats left is a few more tiny bits of pieces here and there...you know touch up work and familiarize myself before the presentation.

In RedBox

Well believe it or not i am currently blogging in redbox...yes redbox the karaoke place where everyone sings their hearts out. So what exactly am i doing here? Well you see it so happens that today is a birthday celebration for not one, not two but four of my colleagues...woohoo!!! But no la its not really all of them ber birthday together la, but you know la since we all working and all we are all very very busy people so we just decided to celebrate together gether la, easier that way anyway. But i would dare say the best news today is that i'm blogging from my brand-spanking-new notebook...Woohoo!!! Why simply because my old one went kaput on me, i guess i really ran the poor thing to its limits playing WoW and all sorts of other games. Well its not really dead la but its more like my hard disk drive is gone....sniff sniff. Fortunately a friend has managed to boot it up so all i need now is to get a HDD enclosure so that i can put it in to backup all the data.

Now for the bad news, i have been put under extreme pressure because i need to do my certification. Well i know i've been talkin bout that but the thing is if i fail marginally its ok la, but if i do really badly (Which i think i will) then i'm really fucked....and i mean seriously fucked. Then of course i've got some issues that i have to sort out, the main problem here is i know what to do but at the same time u don't know if i can handle it. So in that sense i think i'm screwed as well....sigh, if i were to summarise the last two months i'll have to say its mostly been fucked up. Oh well i guess all i can really do is try my best and pray....Pray really hard. Well i'll try to put some pictures up when i have the time, until then i guess i have to start singing or something, lol...Sigh.

Support

I had a call from support today regarding some work issues that my incompetent brain couldn't solve. Well i got the reply yesterday actually but everything was through email, so nothing big there until of course i actually replied the mail and then i received a phone call from an anonymous number nevertheless. To be honest i didn't really want to answer the call in the first place thinking that this might be some funny phone call, but i thought then 'hey what the hell, if i don't want to speak to the person i could always say i'm busy right'. And so when i picked up i was surprise to hear a girls voice, and a rather cute voice too i might add. The best part was it was a call from the support that was corresponding to my 'distress' signal...lol.

Initially when i got the reply through mail i thought that i was dealing with a guy, i knew the support was coming from China and i didn't really like the idea since i might have real problems trying to communicate with the person. Well i'm not saying that they can't speak but i'm more worried about the accent and that would result in repeating ourselves over and over again and that would really prove to be time consuming. But i think today was pretty ok since i actually manage to understand what the support was trying to say so its all good. She was kinda cute too cause she was trying so hard to explain to me the solution to my problems and all, and i could tell that she was really having a hard time.

And for your information i didn't see how she looks like and neither do i intend to, but after today i think any bad things i have to say about speaking with chinese support well i'll take it all back because they are really good. My problems was instantly solve after that phone call, yup thats right by listening to her advice on how to solve my problem i actually manage to work things out and everything is progressing smoothly. As a matter of fact i had a few colleagues who had similar experiences with China's support and they really do things fast and they're very good at what they do too...seriously i'm impressed (Although it doesn't really take that much to impress me). The one thing i felt funny talking to that support girl though was that her name is similar to one of my buddies name so that was kinda of a turn off. For those of you who are curious to know which of my buddy...well all i say is he's the 'Rain Maker' Lol!!!!

Borat

I am so fucking tired today that i didn't wanna blog, but then i was chilling in my room surfing and stuff when i thought that 'hey its been some time since i've been on youtube'. So i went and see if there were any interesting videos to see...Well of course got la else this post won't exist right, lol. So anyway just to humour you guys with his sense of idiocy i present to you Borat.

Strange dreams

I had one of the weirdest dream over the weekend, weird as in it was something that would never happen...but if it does i really don't mind at all, hahaha. So anyways the dream goes a little something like i was driving and all, in a brand spanking new car. That occuring by itself is already very unlikely since i'm probably not gonna upgrade my car anytime soon, but what was really out of this world is that the car i was driving is something that only a few can afford...i was driving a Lamborghini, yes a set of wheels that costs in the millions (well at least in this country la). So i was driving to meet my friends or something when i came to a traffic light near my high school when there was a traffic jam due to some accident that occured up ahead. The jam was so bad that it was actually more of a traffic stand still and no cars were moving, so i decided to just stop my car at the side of the road and get out of the car to see whats going on.

So it would seem that at least one (or more) of my friend was involved in the accident, don't worry nothing serious, just your normal car hit car pile up until the whole road block kinda thing but friend/friends were uninjured. So they were all lepaking at the side of road talking whatever it is they were talking about when i came and ask whats going on. Ok i don't know if they actually told me what was going on but whatever it is i can't remember. The only thing i remembered after that was that i offered to take a friend for a spin and after that i woke up. But really the strangest part about the whole thing is actually the car, yes first of all its a very very expensive car that i probably would only get in my dreams (proved with this dream...lol), and secondly if i had that kind of money i wouldn't have bought that car in the first place and finally if i did have that car anyway i wouldn't have been driving it during the day time on a weekday going for a drink.

But honestly though i really wouldn't mind having the car, then i can sell it or something i get a different car. You know something that i'd probably would like more, and now what could i possible like more then owning a Lamborghini? Well i don't know but i like Jap cars a whole lot better. Oh well, its was definately a strange dream for me but it was pleasantly nice since i got to own a very nice car although it was very short lived and very unreal...lol. Speaking about cars, now that the holidays are but a distant past, once again our daily lives will be flooded with the nightmare of traffic jams....sigh, i'm gonna get a headache because of this.

I want a longer holiday

Ah yes the first day of work after a considerably long holiday and so the big question is "How do you feel"...Well to be completely and brutally honest it totally fucking sucks!!! I wanna stay on holiday like for an indefinate period, then i'd be happy. Dammit wish i could just stop time then that would solve everything, hell i don't even need for the rest of the world to move also...i'll just layan myself the whole day and night, And since time has stopped i could like just go out and eat for free la, pump petrol free la....oh wait cannot petrol stations got cctv cameras. Then i got all the time in the world to do my studying for this cert that i'm suppose to take, sigh adding stress unto myself only. For entertainment well i can play games the whole day....yeah single player games of course, but i think most important of all i can sleep as much as i want and like a pig, yeah that would be the best.

Ah fuck la, i'm just so sick and tired of my current routine la i guess...not really sick at it as in i don't want to do it anymore or i'm being forced to do this and that (well forced to do some stuff got la but not everything la), i guess you could say that i feel like something's missing. I mean i'm sure theres more to life then just this right....dunno la i think i'm getting senile already at this age. Yeah i think a trip to somewhere out of this god forsaken country would be a good start. On top of that i feel tired and sleepy right now, hell if i were to go and sleep now no one would even know i tell you well besides maybe my colleagues who just happen to be sitting next to me la, so not good. After all this place is empty and the airconditioning is cold too, plus the filling lunch i had hrm....a perfect combo for a nice nap.

A Better Day

Ok today was definately a much much better day compared to the past two days, and when i saw much better i mean like TONS better. Had a meeting and then dinner after that with the whole company although some people couldn't make it (yeah that was the saddest part of today)...and i have to say it was pretty refreshing i mean the change and all, the best part is i'll be on holiday till next thursday so it was definately a good thing. Dinner wasn't really that great, and sorry i didn't take pictures so that i can show the whole world what i ate. But if i was payin for todays dinner then i'll probably never go back there again, or maybe i choose the wrong thing to eat. Well i guess if i ever do go there again i'll just try something different, and if that still isn't all that great then i guess that would definately be the last time i'm ever gonna go there.

Todays meeting gave me a better understanding of things going on in the company which is always a good thing, due to the fact that you are more aware about the entire organisation and what benefits and what not you are entitled to. So now i have to look at some stuff like getting insurance...but thats probably gonna happen when i have my next company meeting. Apparently theres gonna be another one and i'd like to see the agenda on that one, hrm...initially i was kinda reluctant to go, but after today i'm kinda looking forward to the next one. Its strange, maybe its because starting tomorrow i'm on a really long break...i don't know, well i guess we'll just have to wait and see how things go. Good la anyway...i hope this can help further fuel me to achieve more.

Uber Stessed Out

Wah stress...seriously stress, so stress until i want to kill, and i mean really kill!!!Got bloodlust jor!!! Mch yesterday fucking bad day all so damn stress already then i blogged about it long long bitching post and then dunno what the fuck happened by it obviously din get posted la for whatever reason i dunno and i really dun care anymore jor....too stress already maybe i should get myself one of those stress balls i heard it helps, then again i would probably tear it up to shreds, ARGH!!! cannot take it jor!!!

*Edited*

Hey WTF!!??? My post yesterday suddenly appeared!!! Its like Magic!!! Now if only the tagboard could just disappear without me doing anything.

Horribly Tragic Day

Today is a horrible horrible day...its so horrible i don't even know where to start. I woke up this morning early, and i thought hey not bad you know...long day ahead but not bad. I started driving to work when some moron decided to cut the lane and in doing so hit the cone that was placed there to PREVENT people from cutting into the path of my car. So i had to stop, luckily the car behind me saw what happened and didn't really need to press hard on the brakes. Ok i least i didn't get hit, but i can't move also....great just fucking great, so i had to look at the other lane making sure no fucker was gonna come near me as i attempt to step out of the car so move to fucking cone out of my fucking way...Of course la you know how fucked up drivers in this country is mar so they ber horn horn la, fuck them la i should just like fucking thrown the cone to the next lane i cabut only stupid fuckers. I really don't understand, if you wanna prevent people from cutting in so much just wall the goddamn place up la instead of doing this every morning and i think what happened today just made the jam worst, at least for awhile anyway.

Then since i was early i thought that i'd try a different route to work today, never taken that route before only took it once and that was from the opposite direction. Well i guess in overestimated my own sense of direction because i overshot the turning and therefore had to drive around to look for a way to get back...wasn't really that bad la, but i'm guessing it took me bout 10 minutes cause i went really slow to make sure i saw where to turn this time, else i would have probably just driven straight till i hit KLIA or something. So after those two incidents i ended up being late for about 30 minutes or so, fuck man from being early to being late...now how the fuck did that happen, talk bout unfortunate man. The day pretty much went by pretty smoothly after that did my own stuff read up on my module for the cert that i should be sitting for sometime end of the month.

After lunch it was back to work and then someone brought to my attention that the module that i was handling wasn't really working as it should have been, so i thought hey no problems i'll look into it and get it fixed in no time. Yeah thats what i thought la...fuck man what a dumbass. But just to cut the already long story short i basically fucked the thing up, hell i fucked it up so bad that not only my part was effected...but anyone who was doing anything on that drive that needed to use certain protocols for their module, well too bad we gotta do it all over again. Why??? Well because i fucked the config and it cannot be undone so we need to clear the damn thing and do it all over again...Great huh?? Best part is we have a timeline to follow, and we can't stay back late too...Woohoo!!! Fan-Fucking-Tastic i tell you. But honestly i think every 18th of October just hates me, every year nothing good ever happens on this day. I think next year i'll just stay at home and sleep through the whole day so when i wake up there ain't gonna be an 18th Oct, hell i'll even wipe that date off my calendars or something.

Stressed with Morons.

Wow what is up with the traffic today man? This is the first time ever where i had to take more then one hour to get home from the office...i think it was more like one and a half hour stuck in traffic. Thats fucking ridiculous if you think about it my house is only like 15 minutes away from the office, now how did 15 minutes become one and a half hours??? Something must have gone terribly wrong somewhere. At first i thought it was because there was some accident or something but after inching and inching myself through the endless stream of cars...i didn't see shit!!! So whats all the hold up about??? The wet road??? Fucking hell i couldn't have came home way earlier if it weren't for dumbasses who are scared of the goddamn rain!!!

Don't get me wrong i like rain, rain is good....keeps the air cool, and with the recent haze around it also helps clear the air and on top of that i don't have to water the plants cause mothernature has already got to that before i can, so whats there not to like right? Well obviously its not the rain that i am pissed about, its more like the fucking morons on the road. Notice when it rains its always jam, cause maybe some fool decided to leave early to avoid the rain and blah blah blah...Hell i don't even have an umbrella in my car and i don't give a fuck. Already la damn stress with work and all...now i got to study this thick ass manual for my certification which equates to more stress, and the idiots on the road wanna add on top of that summore meh!!!??? Ok i need to chill...go kill something, thats always a good way.

Searching for the unknown

I guess its was a bittersweet day after all, something that was totally unexpected yet somehow somewhere i always knew that it would have been this way. But denial was probably the culprit, but denial as someone once said is the first step to acceptance. Was today closure? or did it just create more unanswered questions? Only time will tell....

The vortex that constantly envelopes me never seem to fade, and as time goes by i slowly but surely sink further into a void unknown of my own fate. I try and i try to struggle free from its clutches but my struggle is all in vain...have i given up? I don't know. I seek to find the answer to questions that i don't know of. So what am i looking for?

Perhaps i'm looking for my purpose...yes perhaps that is what i want? I wish my future was revealed to me somehow, at least then i might have the drive to move forward. And as i sluggishly drag my heavy feet through the mud, i sink deeper and deeper into an abyss devoid of life and existance...into an eternity of sorrow.

Mail and Search Engines

While i was waiting for some stuff to get done here at work today i was exploring around the normal stuff that i do daily, in particularly the email. So i'll start with yahoo mail, did you guys know that yahoo recently launched the beta yahoo mail, a new interface and more...i'll have to say one thing bout it, its totally fucking cool!!! But one thing i don't really like bout it is its a lot slower then what it used to be, which could be a bad thing...But i like things that look and feel cool and high tech, so the eye candy was enough to make me ignore the slowness. But seriously if you haven't already tried it i'd encourage you to go and try it now...Besides if you can't stand it or too confusing or whatever the hell reason you have for not liking it well theres always a 'switch back' button to revert your mail back into the yahoo mail that you are more familiar with...so pretty nifty huh?

Now that i've said my share regarding yahoo, its time for my personal favorite....Google!!! I've always said that if the websites were alive then the whole world would have three best friends, and they are: wikipedia, google and youtube. Now that youtube and goole are already one, i guess i should revise that list and make it two best friends. But anyway back to the story...i was looking at all the other available features listed in my google mail (you know all them links located on the top left of the interface), and i just realise a whole bunch of stuff that i could use. Google has so many things that i don't even know where to begin...but if i were to describe google, it say something like...Google is like the borg, assimilating everything in its path...And of course resistance is futile!!! mwahahaha!! Ahem...sorry bout that, but yeah google rocks man,

I mean how can they not rock...think about it google is so big and famous that when you talk bout searching for things online, you don't go "Go online and search for it" instead people just say "Go google it". See how searching for things online has now become synonymous with google...thats how "terrer" they have become. But then again i'm just like a delusional fan boy la...going on and on and on about something that seems so great, at least for me and from my perspective la. But seriously though whether you like it or not they are the leading search engine and thats really got to mean something whether you like it. I just hope their acquisition of youtube is a good move, if you ask me i think it is but thats just me la. I'm sure alot of people are a bit skeptical over the whole thing but i guess we'll all have to wait and see the outcome huh? Only time will tell.

Rant

As everyday pass the day gets nearer...sigh i don't want it to come, i just want it to slip pass without me even knowing yet i can't seem to just ignore it. So how leh like that? Bah you know what i don't really have the energy to think of such tiny matters, my brain has more important things to think about then a day in a year. Ok on to other matters...I was stuck in what i would call the most horrific traffic jam in my life ever, well i'm sure some other people have been through worst but for me this has got to be it. At least in my own car la...considering that i didn't have a car for a long time and most of the time i'm probably sitting in some one elses car or more like sleeping in some one elses car, then yeah this was just fucked up.

And the weather man what the fuck is up with the weather...First its all totally fucking hot and sunny and the next minute it starts to rain, and i'm still thinking if the rain started because the clouds were beeing seeded or was it of natural causes? Well whatever it is its really making my car dirty and i hate it!!! Of course dirty la!! With all the cibai haze floating around and then rain so the dust sticks to your car when the water droplets dry up. Seriously Indonesia should fucking get their shit together man, every goddamn year its the same damn thing. Lucky i haven't actually felt really sick because of it unlike last year. Nevertheless i'm having my cough thanks to it la. Seriously though weather better start improving...and i mean soon!!! Like yesterday soon, else i'm really gonna get sick one day.

Blah Blah...Uttering Nonsense

Wow i've got so much work to do lately that i've been getting a headache, and the best part of it all is that i am no where near finished. If i were honest i would say that its like i've hardly done anything at all...well at least on my part. Like i've been saying, in my line of work most of the time its really not like i wanna do work or what not its more like i'm waiting for other parties to complete what they're suppose to do before i can actually start my part. I think i really need a break but with all the workload that i have lately i really can't see myself having a holiday of any sort...Well maybe during the weekend or something.

Strangely for the first time i'll be looking forward to the Raya Holidays...reason being because its a holiday. Phew its been awhile since i last bitched, kinda glad that i'm back at it again...mwahahahaha!!! But looking at the bright side of things i would dare say that i'm finally settling down with all this working shit yes FINALLY after so damn fucking long...took me awhile i must admit but hey!!! better now then never right? So anyways recently i have quite the drive to work, of course not SOOO semangat la, but its still a drive nevertheless la. Thinking back at how i used to be around 4 months ago i would definately have to say that this has been a drastic change for me. Although i'm also pretty sure that to the most of you it really ain't nothing much of a change la.

Besides all this work thats pilling up on me i've done pretty much nothing in terms of entertainment besides your normal go out and yum cha and normal normal stuff like that, yes and i still go out for drinks even if the haze was bad. Bah!!! no gawddamn ash flying around the sky is gonna kill me, after all my lungs have already been tarnished....Badly!!! Of course then again if haze actually came like a tsunami i think i would still die la, on rushing cloud of pollution in one whiff can be pretty deadly don't you think, i'll be like totally engulfed in a cloud of contaminants thats suppose to be bad for health and imagine all that in one go...i'd say yeah i'm pretty much fucked in that case, lol.

Hey don't mind me rambling aight i'm just slightly bored cause this is the first time that i'm in the office in about 1 month plus. So i kinda get to blog now and i can't really think of anything so i'm just splurting out some garbage...or any garbage that comes to mind. Think i might be going a bit mental already, lol. Speaking of nothing to do i was thinking of trying blogger beta...was looking at it a little while earlier and yeah it does have more custamisable features which is a good thing, although for a lazy bugger like me i'd really like it if they had added a wider variety of new templates, that'd be extremely cool so i can change the look of my blog. Still thinkin if i should migrate to the new beta blog but i think i'll just give it a test run for a little while more first to see how things go. Well i better get back to work and stop slacking before more work comes in.

Wedding Bells for Weekend

On any normal Saturday i would most likely if not most definately be sleeping my lazy ass of till whatever time i damn please after all it is the weekend, and recently i've been so busy and i lack so much sleep that in my opinion its only right if i did that, lol. But the just passed weekend wasn't the case, instead my schedule was so packed that it was worst then my normal working day. Not only was it worst it was much more tiring as well. But i would have to say it was all for a good reason, a VERY good reason even. So before i start my long winded story i would first like to say congratulations to my buddy Shaun for getting himself married!!! lol!!! YAY!!!!

Yes thats exactly what happened, i had to go for a wedding dinner...so what does that have to do with waking up early and staying out the whole day? You see i was one of the 'Heng Tais' so morning morning must wake up and go to the bridegrooms house to synchronise ourselves with the other Heng Tais and then convoy our asses off to the brides house where we had to play what is normally called 'Games'. It was a horror show i tell you....i'll be traumatised for life, i'll never get married!!! sniff sniff!!! HAHAHA!!! No la, the 'Chi Muis' very nice wan all give chance, i tell you if not everybody sure die already wan.

And after playing them 'Games' there was the tea ceremony with the brides parents, and some photo taking. After that we had to like go all the way back to the bridegrooms house where we had lunch, another tea ceremony and more photo taking. How not to tired??? I tell you if i was the one driving i think i'd probably collapse before the day was over so fortunately i wasn't la. Some more i have like a trademark of being late for everything so i was obviously late in the morning also, so yeah my bad...shit i should really do something bout my tardiness (suggestions are welcome).

Then i went out for a drink after that la, but for awhile only....got home rest for a bit then had to wash my car cause it was really dirty thanks to some bird droppings (i swear i'll shoot them all down man i tell you...fucking birds). Again was suppose to go for the blessing ceremony which was just before the cocktail party and as usual i was latela, so my best friend, another friend and i were late lucky not so late as to have completely missed the whole thing la. We probably missed like 85% of the ceremony but still at least got 15% hahahaha. Then dinner lor....Dinner is really a long story so i'm not even gonna bother telling story here la. But just so you know i had to go on stage to do some cheer, and i also help in the yam seng part but only 3 tables...need to drive ler thats why.

I would really like to put up some pics from the whole event ler but unfortunately i don't have pictures of the event, cause there were so many camera guys running around with their SLR's that i felt so inferior so i didn't even bother la. Besides bridegroom my buddy what anytime can take from him wan ler. Another reason is because not nice la so many people face there i don't wanna go to them one by one asking if ok or not i flaunt their pictures all over the internet, lol. Anyways i stayed there till the whole thing was over and it was really pretty funny the dinner aftermath and the speech that the best man gave was so gay we were like cringing in our seats just listening to it...but was nice la.

Oh well so far thats the first friend of mine that i meet on a regular basis to have walked down the married path. So one down, and many more to go...crap come to think of it i do have quite a number of friends thats in the 'about time' age. Hope they all don't get married all at once or that'll definately blow a hole in my wallet, eek!!! Oh and yesterday was a friends birthday so heres wishing her a very happy birthday...and in 4 more days another friends birthday. Wow come to think of it i know quite a few librans...hehehe. Wah if all decided to celebrate by hitting the clubs, i'll also go broke....so fortunately not all of them are doing that. But i think there should be one next weekend that should be hitting the clubs. Oh gawd what a busy month this turned out to be.

Stag Party

Over the weekend a bunch of friends and i were having a stag party for one of our buddies who's gonna be married soon. The whole idea was to get him dead and no longer vertical by the end of the day...well that didn't really happen and instead i was the one that wasn't vertical when we left the club. We got there pretty early actually so we had kinda like a head start in the drinking department. But it didn't take very long for the crowd to start filling in the empty tables and pretty soon the place was jammed packed. I knew some of my friends would be there to celebrate another friends birthday so immediately i knew that there were going to be two different groups of friends there. Of course later i found out that it was kinda split up so instead of two groups it now became three groups.

Oh well, the more the merrier i guess....so there i was trying very hard to get the-soon-to-be bridegroom drunk and at the same time entertaining some old friends that i haven't seen in a very long time when i decided that i should make my rounds. Now for those of you who don't know what them 'rounds' mean let me enlighten you. Basically it means going around to see them other groups of friend to say hi and have a drink or two...a courtesy thing so to speak. So off i went to say happy birthday to the birthday girl and i was shocked to see another old friend that i haven't seen in a very very very long time there. So chatted for a bit, drank for a bit...down 2 glasses with the birthday girl, took a picture or two. Suddenly one of my buddies went like 'Hey isn't that so and so's brother?". And i was like 'Where!!!???'

Went there started talkin to that guy met another group of friends that i used to hang out with about like 10 years ago so went and catch up and stuff and drink some more, well you get the picture. By the time i went back to my table i was a little more then tipsy but still managing just fine...So i thought to myself, i think i'd better hit the floor and try to sweat it out or something. But you know la i'm not exactly that young anymore so after a while i kinda got tired 'Oh my old bones'. After resting for a few minutes i decided to head back to my seat....went there grab my glass had it filled and did my second (and final) round. Almost at the end of my round i found out that another group of friends were there, so in total i now have 5 groups of friends...and i thought oh shit i'm fucked.

So when i finally hit that last table i knew i can't handle anymore that what i've already taken, so i was just chatting and stuff when one of my old buddies came from behind and drag me to another table where a whole tray of tequila shots was waiting...well i don't think i need to elaborate more but just to cut the story short, i wasn't walking very straight after that. Hell i wasn't even aware of what i was doing let alone anything else for that matter. With that said the prime objective of the day resulted in FAILURE. Of course i got a lotta shit too because it was as though i was the bridegroom to be instead of my buddy, lol!!! But oh well, one thing i know...i sure did have alotta fun. I'll try and see if i can put some pics up....but just so you guys can laugh at me heres me being dead.

I don't feel so good...need sleep!!! Zzzzz!!!!!

Asking for Directions

Since i normally tell the whole world where i went or where i'm going you guys would probably remember i was complaining about going to Banting a few weeks or days or however long was it ago right. Well yesterday a funny thing happened, you see one of my managers was suppose to go there and he obviously didn't know the way so he called me up to ask me where or how to get there.

B: Eh how to get to banting ar?
me: Oh well if you use the kesas highway...
B: what if i'm using NKVE?
me: Oh...erm, well once you reach klang just go towards the end of klang and keep going straight.
B: So i just keep going straight until the end and i'll reach there?
me: yeah, something like that...probably take bout 45 minutes once you reach klang.
B: ???
B: You mean once i reach klang i still need another 45 minutes?
me: erm, yeah about there la.
B: Wah!!! how far is the place.
me: Hrm, i'd say about 70+ km....one way.
B: Holy!!! Thats like going back to my hometown already...so far wan ar the place.
me: yup.
B: Erm, later you can draw map for me ar?
me: hahaha, ok ok.

So now you know leh how far i have to go over the past few weeks. But it was so funny cause i thought he knew how to get there, but i was obviously wrong la he apparently have never even seen the place how much more been there. So i hope he got that ok though, it would really suck to get lost in a place so far from home. Fortunately for me i have used that road frequently when i was a lot younger so i know my way around that area...another plus factor was that the roads there didn't really change much (long story how i know the roads there...not gonna talk bout it). I really can't imagine if i were to have driven there by myself alone the first time..."Mommy i'm scared!!!" LOL

Utter Rubish

Sigh and so the week begins once again and that means back to work. I see another jam packed week for me, cept for this thursday where i took leave so i can go pick up my brother from the airport. Then maybe i can go settle some stuff as well, hopefully pay comes out on time though i'm running a little low already...too low in fact. Hrm, thinking i should get myself a new notebook bag, mines really bulky so i don't really like it. I mean even though my notebook is a little bigger compared to everyone else but i still feel that my bag makes it look even bigger and its really a bother, so maybe i should get a new bag...still thinking though cause it ain't gonna come cheap.

But as much as i want something i think i'll just settle for ciggies...seriously with the ever increasing prices of ciggies that will see no end, nothing will beat duty free ciggies. Actually as long as its cheaper then anywhere else i don't care how it tastes its gonna work for me, free would be like a good dream...lol. Yeah been smoking like a chimney, not good...oh well, still have yet to find that reason to quit. If only there was such thing as buying petrol from duty free now that would absolutely rock, hell thats reason enough for me to not buy duty free ciggies....its like yeah gimme all the fuel that every single cent i have can buy. I won't even need loose change for emergency, as long as i have gas i have everything i need...mwahahahaha

Being Bitchy

After finally hearing about what happened to my guild in WoW i have concluded that its safe to say that my WoW career is as good as finish...erm, not like there was much to begin with anyway but i don't have any reason whatsoever to back in anymore. So maybe i should just sell the account like i intended too. Anyways was talking to a friend on MSN earlier asking her about the situation with the guild and blah blah blah and yeah thats how i found out as i refuse to log into the game. So anyway this friend of mine is going out with one of my old friends that i used to hang out with whose birthday just happen to pass not too long ago (i think it was last weekend). We were talkin bout giving him a surprise something stupid like pushing him into a pool or something along those lines. But then in the end i wasn't called for their thingy...which was really a stupid incident altogether, of course i'm not saying this without basis la. I would have loved to put up the chat logs of what happened that day but then i'd rather not la hor....its like invading someone privacy. But actually it was really only due to some incompetant individuals that happen to be present at the little birthday bash that they were having.

Aiyah whatever it is there are alot of issues that came along in the past 24 hours that i'm really in a very bitchy mood so i'm gonna try to be as non bitchy as i can (yeah right!!! I'd be as bitchy as i pretty damn well please!!!). Lets see i have so much work to do lately that it isn't funny, and to make matter worst the security for the current project i'm on is so tight that a virgin's pussy would be put to shame (ok i'm exaggerating...but you get the picture la). This is the first time that i have to take a mug shot to do something for a client...well i'm really fine with that you want my picture take lor, want my autograph too??? But want i didn't know was that they actually ran a background check on me!!! Its like WTF!!! do you wanna know what color are my boxers too??? Sheesh....Well its really my first time i guess i'll get used to it after awhile, so as for now i'm just gonna be ranting all bout it. So how come i was never warned of such things before...oh wait i had been warned, some more of worst incidents...lol!!! Must have slipped my mind. Ugh so much work to do...so much WAITING to do, thats the worst really. Work isn't really so bad when you can just do it instead of waiting for things so that you can START the actual work. Sigh i think i've gone long enough la....besides finger getting tired.

Training Day 2

1 more day of training to go, well i guess it wasn't really too bad today wasn't really that stressful on my brain. Least i don't have a freaking headache unlike yesterday...maybe it was cause i lacked sleep or food or something, i don't know but whatever it is it wasn't really the most pleasent thing in the world. Anyways, because most of the training required us to like do some automated processes that actually leaved us with ample of time to walk around the office and do our own stuff instead of just sitting in front of the screen listening to what suppose to be done and blah blah blah. And because of that i actually managed to as you can see now....blog, woohoo.

Needless to say all i did was pretty useless boring stuff, like change or modify my notebooks shell32 so that it'll look like an apple pc instead of well your normal lookin windows interface. Got to say though that after changing the interface...gawd does my desktop look so sexy, lol!!! Besides that i don't think i actually did all that much since i wasn't hooked up to the network for the most part of the day, which means i didn't get to do anything on the internet...even if i did for some reason the WiFi in my office refused to give me internet connections.

Oh i went to satisfy my craving to play Time Crissis 4 (that is one kick ass game i tell you), and after that i went for a drink at a nearby mamak. I think i was there for less the 10 minutes when i saw an old classmate of mine with her husband, so i went to say hi and catch up on things and stuff like that. I ended up ditching my friends and just sat with them till we all went back (yeah i'm evil...gonna burn in hell). So some other old classmates dropped by later and one of them brought something i never would have thought i'd see in this time and day.

Oh my gawd its a tai kor tai!!!

Training Day 1

Wow that was some intense training, it feels like my brain is about to explode. What to do crash course, but good la at least now i have a better understanding of the product. I can officially tell you a bunch of shit and its all gonna be true although you'll have absolutely no idea of what i'll be talkin about...well even if i were to lie and all its gonna sound so impressive that you're gonna believe the shit i feed you all anyway so yeah...mwahahaha. Erm, sorry bout that....brain going rogue on me, lol. Hrm, i think to unwind today i shall go and kill some people at the arcade...lol. Gotta make some phone calls now to see who wants to be my partner in crime...oh yeah and then theres dinner too, fuckin hungry.

Long work day.

Wah lao talk about travelling...i was everywhere today from all the way north to all the way south of selangor, i went through the same toll four times and was in three different locations. Lets see i got out of the house at about 8 something 9 in the morning and now its 10pm, yeah i just got home and had my shower. What to do traffic was a killer today, like every other rainy day la so nothing surprising there. The one thing that i really hate about traffic jams are how your car consumes more petrol compared to driving when the roads are clear...strange ain't it but yeah, and because of the thousand and one fucking morons that don't know how to drive being fucked up on the road i was forced to get into my road rage mode and be more aggressive which would have also meant pressing more of the gas pedal...sigh more petrol down the drain.

I think i've said earlier that i'll be pretty busy and boy was i right, my entire next weeks schedule has already been laid out so in terms of work i have something to do every day for the next week...woohoo!!! no boring don't know what to do day, then again there wasn't one of those this week as well. For the week after, well no news yet but theres definately bound to be something sneaking around to corner to jump on me...hell i'm so sure of it i can smell it from where i am now (hrm, or is that my stinky feet???). I'm definately tired as hell but i'm so hungy as well cause i haven't had my dinner....no time. Now i have to look for some one to teman me go eat, crap hate it when i have to eat dinner this late. Oh and before i go i wanted to wish Ms. MooseMousse a very happy birthday...so for birthday present i'll bring you out to go eat so you won't feel all the pain and stuff, lol. Oh time for me to look for food.

Packed Schedule

Phew been so busy at work i don't really have time to do much these days, much less blog all about it. Schedule has been packed to the brim for the next week as well...luckily its gonna be the weekend, that would definately be a welcome breather for sure. Now i can go and clean my car or something its so god damn dirty i tell you...must be the fucking weather. I was just thinkin bout if i still played WoW actively, man it would probably have ended the same way as it already is...so in some ways all this time not playing was something like a preperation for live after WoW. I guess i should really off load the accound, at least i know someone that would definately be interested. But we'll have to wait and see ler, it is still something that i really can't imagine letting go off for now. Sentimental value i guess...i don't knnow, either that or i'm still very intrigued with the game and still wanna go back sometimes to just play or something. Its not like if i sold it i can't play anymore or anything after all gonna sell it to and old friend...oh well i'll guess i'll just wait and see la.

Funny thing is i have so much to do at work but i seem to be starting work later and leaving earlier, of course when i'm working its like a damn crash course or something la. Actually it isn't really up to me to decide also since i have to work together with customers and other people. Of course if you'd ask me i'd rather start at whatever time i feel comfortable with la, like at night or something so i can sleep longer during the day and avoid all the traffic to work and from work. One thing good though i've got training next week, kinda looking forward to that at least i'll get some question answered...been fiddling with that damn software for what seems like forever and i never seem to be able to get it right, on top of that the damn help isn't really helping instead it just confuses the hell out of you and at the end of the day you're left in a worst situation then when you started...gg documentation i'll say. Oh well gotta get back to work and arrange stuff for tomorrow.

No pictures

Ok you know what i give up no more trying to upload them pictures, i'll just leave it to someone else to put it up....maybe i'll try la one last time when i get home, but after that thats it no more. This is fucking stupid man....i practically spend 2 hours plus a day just trying to upload pictures. I don't know bout you people but seriously thats something very wrong with that...hell its not even alot its just four pictures. Been quite busy at work today...i think this is the first time that i had so much to do when i'm in the office. Well of course you all should know la i whine like a bitch (at least i've been told :P) day in and day out bout how theres always nothing for me to do in the office and what not. But yeah today is pretty different lots to do, with so many problems that i can't really get things done properly and i can't continue tomorrow cause i need to be elsewhere...phew, talk about busy. Its amazing how all of a sudden a whole ton of work can just drop right in front of you...oh well guess my slacking days have been numbered.

Weekend.

Ok that was definately a weekend of cam-whoring and a big blow to my budget this month. Now i have to put my belt tighter a notch so save up on my ever increasing appetite for food which would also obviously be harder on my already small wallet...lol. So i was at midvalley during the weekend with Wimal, Mikel and erm...i'll leave the last persons name annonymous. We were there for quite some time too i might add i think i was there from around 3 something 4 to around 10.30pm. So about 6 to 7 hours in a shopping mall without shopping for anything...although we did some window shop, like for car accessories and stuff which Mikel had to give me a wake up slap.

Mikel: Wake up!!! Wake up!!! Stop dreaming!!!
Me: Huh??? where am i??? what happened???
Wimal: You were fantasizing bout adding ridiculously expensive stuff for your car.
Me: Oh was i??? Hahaha guess i needed that then.
Wimal: So thats your future planning?
Me: More like future investment...lol.

Come to think of it i think it'll be more of a liability then investment if i ever do get those stuff, like a rm500++ stearing wheel and a rm300++ gear knob and thats just the tip of the iceberg. Oh i'll probably get those one...but not anytime soon. Sometimes i question the logic in getting those...For example my car has airbags, and if i were to replace my current stearing with something thats worth rm500++ without airbag whats it gonna do for me? I mean if you were to say that just by changing the stearing your car gets an increase in horsepower now thats something...but i honestly don't see how changing it would increase my cars performance cept for stearing responsiveness, and its not like my car can go all that fast anyway. Well maybe i'll still get it one fine day, you know just for fun...lol.

Dammit i've been trying to upload the pics that i took over the weekend for the pass 2 hours or so but i have no idea whats wrong with the line or what not but whatever it is its definately not uploading...and frankly speaking i'm very frustrated with it. So i think i'll skip the pictures for another time, besides i only have 4 the rest are with Mikel i think...so maybe i should just wait till i get those.

Busy Month

It would seem that this month is gonna be a pretty busy month for me, excluding the work that is. A dear friend of mine just came back from Hong Kong lately and i went to meet her last night, well to be honest it wasn't as long as i expected it to be. I would have liked to chat with her a little longer, but oh well its not like there isn't a next time or anything right? Then end of the month my best friend would be coming back, and of course there is tomorrow...gonna meet up with splashmilk along with Wimal....hahaha. And once again its like i said this is all excluding the work stuff, if you wanna add that in then there is gonna be like a training session towards the end of the month and then theres all the traveling to Banting that still needs to be done and then there are a few projects that have been postponed (thank god) for now. If those projects went live now hell i don't know if i even can sleep already, lol. But its all good at least all these stuff is keeping me busy...i bet it beats the hell out of bitching about nothing to do right. Hrm, thinkin bout washing my car again this weekend....don't know if its such a good idea though.

Glutton is me

I've been seeing alot of people cutting down on food intake to 'loose weight', but i on the other hand have been eating too much...well at least thats what i think la. I mean when you spend 20 bucks in a mamak to get full i think thats some serious problem la. Well one things for sure i've been eating really alot lately, so much to the point that it scares me...if i was eating like this in some country where there's like winter then i'd understand after all i need food to burn to keep myself warm mar right? So anyway while i can complain all i want some of my friends would scold me by saying stuff like "you scared what? you eat how much also you won't gain weight". While that is true i'm just afraid that its affecting my health. I honestly can't get full with just a normal meal these days i wonder why...maybe i need to take those de-worming pills or something, must be some worm crawling in my insides thats been gobbling up on anything that i've been throwing in. But you know what it still feels nice to have a full stomach, hahahaha!!!

Been Busy

Yup i guess you all can guess la that i've been busy, i means thats got to be pretty obvious considering the lack of new posts. Anyway i washed my car over the weekend, well ok everyone knows that already...but i got it waxed the next day. Yeah i know i'm like suppose to do it all in one go but then i didn't get my wax yet so didn't manage to do it till i got it which was the next day la. And let me tell you doing all that was some serious work out, i think i lost like 2 kgs or so just washing and claying (don't ask) and waxing. But after all the work was done it really brings great satisfaction to see your car all squeeky clean and shinny and all...like them bling blings. So straight after finishing i went into the house to grab my cellphone so that i can take a picture of a job well done.

But actually right i think i did a very bad job, of course you can't see it here la...but on closer inspection you'll notice some parts that i manage somehow to fuck up and that really sucks. Nevertheless i was still happy with it because its really the first time ever i've ever polished a car, any car for that matter. Lol, i can remember that bathing afterwards was really a problem cause my arms were aching like mad. Of course i said i was happy for a reason cause now its all dirty and shit again, sigh....maybe i'll just wash it again over the weekend, although i've been told not to wax the car again cause its not a good thing to do it every single week la. Oh well guess i'll have to wait and see if i'm tired or not.

Washing my car.

Phew i'm bloody goddamn tired, i've been washing my car for the first time in erm....a very long time. Yeah i used to wash my mom's car when i was younger for extra cash but i haven't done that in more then 10 years. Well its not really the first time i wash my own car, imagine if that were true my car would probably be so dirty that dirt wouldn't even go near it. I think i've gotten the car washed 3 times before today, but this is the first time that i did it myself....well i mean i'd better do it la considering that i spend almost a 100 bucks on car care products and some more thats not the end of it. Yup that ain't all i'm gonna spend...its just that i couldn't afford all the stuff last month, so i think i'll go get some of the other stuff later today or tomorrow or something. Fuck this is blowing a hole in my pocket...But the satisfaction of seeing my car all nice and shinny is just out of this world...LOL. Ok ok, i'll go take a rest...i'm so beat my hands can barely move right now, great feeling though.

Bang! Bang! Bang!

Sienness is the word that comes to my mind of how boring it is when i don't have a project to do. So once again i'm sitting in the office doing absolutely nothing. There really is only so much you can surf before you start reading the same things over and over and over and over again. Actually its not that i don't have a project to work on, its just that i'm waiting for some good news so that i can fucking finish the project else i'm just stuck with nothing to do...more like can't do anything. Ok ok, i think i should stop bitching so much la (after people complain).

Yesterday a few friends and i decided to do something different for a change, so after dinner at shakey's we all went to the arcade located on the toppest floor of 1 utama (new wing) above the bowling alley and splurge on shooting games. Damn those games are addictive i tell you, i think i was going 'bang! bang! bang!' the whole night. And it wasn't all that cheap too...i can spend way less that what i did in a cybercafe and get almost the same amount of satisfaction as i did. But nevermind la once in awhile only...besides it was fun.

We then went to have a drink in a mamak in taman tun do discuss how the hell did we die like flies to the game, and we also thought of ways how to play the game and look cool at the same time, like playing the game with solo but with both sides so you'll look like some John Woo reject. Of course considering that how we lost so badly with two individual players i doubt that playing it like that would improve our game, it'll probably make us suck even more really.

So while we were just yabbering in the mamak of how cool it would be if you could complete the game that way and blah blah blah, someone called out my name. So i was turned around to see this guy standing over me and it took a little time for the face to register in my head that its a friend of mine that i met when i was in NYC. We chatted for a bit then his wife came to say hi which also happens to be my first crush in high school. Then we talked abit more before they left, what to do late already mar have to go home and see how the baby is doing all. Wah seeing them makes me think...has it been that long since i left school, oh yeah it has actually..HAHA!!!

Gaming over the weekend

Someone was mentioning something bout a TV and a PS2 the in previous post...and that just made me wanna tell you what i did over the weekend. Of course la related to those two things, firstly i got a TV and secondly i got a PS2, and i already finished 1 game. Yup i went out and got myself 'Final Fantasy VI : Dirge of Cerebrus' and yup i've finished it...Damn i have to say that game is way to short, but like what most people say games of those genre don't usually take very long to complete. Now i'm just like playing them games that i started sometime ago that i never managed to complete and thats all thanks to my TV blowing up on me, guess i over worked the last one or something...Oh well don't matter. So just incase you haven't seen 'FF7: Dirge of Cerebrus' yet, i thought i'll just leave you guys a clip...Not that great really, but the CG (computer graphics) are equivalent to 'Final Fantasy Advent Children' so that part is like WOW!!!

Busy and Lost

Phew already the weekend and i only had two posts for this week, dammit not enough whinning and bitching. But yeah i've been really busy with work...i'm not so busy that i can't blog actually, its just that currently i have to fucking travel to Banting (don't ask...its the most god forsaken land i've ever been for work...So far) which is so fucking far that i spend most of the time driving around like getting to the clients place and back. Then theres all the traffic jams and then theres all the trouble shooting and this and that and blah blah blah, that i end up so drained at the end of the day. So what to do, don't blog la, just sit back lepak chill and relax...play some PS and watch some series before i call it a day.

Speaking of series i've just started watching LOST thanks to Wimal for providing me the series, and i have to say it is pretty interesting....not too shabby if i would say so myself. But then again it was at the top at one point or another, not really sure if it still is though. Yeah i guess you could say i'm a little outdated la, but what to do i think i've mentioned before that i don't have a TV to watch at home, besides even if i did i don't have astro and because of that i tend to watch everything later. I'm still in season 1 though but might probably finish it over the weekend if i have the time, hrm...now what am i gonna watch when i'm done with that. Hey anyone got CSI?

Sucks to be Tired

I find it rather weird how every single day when i get into the office i will feel sleepy after an hour or two of doing work, and it doesn't really matter if the job at hand is important or not as long as i'm in the office i'll want to sleep...now why is that? Surfing around the world wide web for anything that i normally would do at home doesn't really help alleviate me from my drowsiness as well, on the contrary it actually makes things worst. So what do i do? Well either i'll walk around the office pretending to be thinking of something important or just look elsewhere and concentrate on something that 'might' help me stay awake..."Oh lookie here, hot chic walking around", ahem, sorry where was i...kinda got distracted.

I remember sometime ago (a years ago) when i was working i would be alright and it doesn't matter if i had enough sleep the previous night or not i'll still be ok...no problems whatsoever, of course that would only last till bout lunch time. Reason being, after a nice hearty meal i would feel all nice and comfortable and yes....sleepy. Well its more then apparent that that isn't really working for me now is it, instead its the other way around and i'll actually feel more alive after lunch and after that nice hearty meal that i absolutely crave, lol. Hrm, i reckon the problem lies in my health, like i'm already fucked up somewhere....most likely the blood circulation or something, has got to be that. To solve this problem i'm gonna have to get some booze...well i think red wine will work fine, but yeah need to get back the energy of my youth.

I also think that its really weird how when you feel sleepy and nothing seems to be able to help you shake that very irritating feeling..cept for one thing. What is it you ask? Well its time...with each and every tick of the clock you slowly but surely regain your energy, and just when its almost time to go home, you're full of it and rearing to go. And every single time that happens i always ask where the hell did all this sudden burst of energy come from...hello!!! couldn't you have come earlier, i mean it would have been less torturous had i had this amount of energy earlier when i needed it...But noooooooooo!!! it just decided to go, hey i'll let you fuck up at work for awhile and tease you towards the end only to get all the energy later so you won't be able to sleep early at night which inevitable will result in you fucking up some more the next day at work...Sigh it really sucks to be tired everyday at the office.

Monday Blues

Sigh i hate mondays...its one of those days where you begin to wonder why the weekends aren't long enough. Actually i'm just saying all that because i'm really tired and sleepy right now, but then again i really do think the weekends are never long enough...reason being just when you're about to adjust into your lazy mode monday comes and spoils everything. Ok ok, on the the picture at hand, i'm tired and sleepy and i feel like falling face flat on my keyboard (not the first time). I pratically didn't sleep last night thanks to the grilled fish la that i had for supper, ended up sweating and all in bed that it practically took forever to finally fall asleep, if you could even call it sleep in the first place...therefore i would say its safe to say that i didn't sleep. In some ways its kinda fortunate that i didn't have to get into the office first thing in the morning, but instead i had to go to a clients place which unfortunately is located somewhere in Banting. Yes you're probably wondering where in tarnation is Banting. Well if you ask me all i can say is, its far.....really far, so far and so deep inside some kampung that you'll feel like civilization was simply ripped out of your hands.

First i had to drive to OUG to get my colleague so we can go look for the place together which isn't really so bad la, if i was alone i'd probably fall asleep on the wheel and i would have died somewhere already...hrm. I remember i used to complain about how far putrajaya is and how its like in the middle of no where but seriously this is like on a whole new level, just getting there is like going to putrajaya and coming back all in one trip. The roads are worst, the drivers are plain fucked up and there are so many heavy vehicles on the road you feel like you'll get squashed at any minute. Lucky for the two of us i used to pass by that place when i was really young so getting there wasn't really gonna be a problem since i already knew how to get there. Honestly though the journey there proved to be rather fruitless as in the end we achieved practically nothing...i was just thinking that whatever we accomplished today could have been easily done over the phone in under 10 minutes. On the plus side since Banting is rather close to Klang my colleague suggested that we stop by there for some famous Bah Kut Teh for lunch....Mmmmm, i'm still full, hehehe.

But now that i'm back in the office with no one here cept my boss and with nothing to do i really feel like sleeping. All that driving around just drained my energy, it normally wouldn't be the case but because i didn't get enough sleep i have to use more energy into concentrating on the road and trying not to get us killed...Its already bad enough that i'm operating on my back up batteries but this is really just stretching it to the limits. I should have just gone home after dropping my colleague off at least i could just kick back and relax and do the work that i'm suppose to do at home instead of coming back here. In the end the work only lasted like what 2 minutes, definately no where longer then 2. Oh well no point in bitching over something that has already happened anyway...But the only consolation driving down there was that it bring back some nice memories when i was young following either my mom or dad down to some ulu place located in some where really far at the state border down south somewhere. It was also cool to see how much the place has changed from back then...Now they have huge and nice looking houses over there it makes you wanna live there or something. Too bad i was driving else i would have taken some pics....oh well, think i'll just go home early today and get some rest.

Alone

I totally can't believe it for the first time since i started working today is the first day that i've spent the whole day in the office completely alone. Yes i remember there were a couple of occasions in the past where i had to sit in the office alone, but not for the entire day...i wonder where everyone went today? Did i miss something like its a public holiday or something like that, because this is really strange. Today is definately one of those boring days too simply because i don't have anything to do...my testing has pratically come to a complete stop thanks to some problems that i can't seem to solve (and this is after 2 complete days of trouble shooting). I've actually tried to seek some help with the problems i'm facing but i haven't got a reply or nothing helpful as of yet. Initially i was planning to just do the whole thing from scratch again (3rd time), but unfortunately i don't have the required software installers with me since it was taken by my colleague yesterday. Had i known that would happen i would have copied it all first...of course i only found out that the office had blank media after the discs were taken.

I guess the highlight of the day would be that a colleague dropped by for awhile earlier to have lunch and the less the 2 minutes that my boss was here...besides that i'm the only living thing in this place for the last god knows how many hours. Anyway i had a pretty late dinner last night, somewhere around 10 something at A&W (PJ State) with Wimal and another friend. As we were eating all i saw this girl that looks exactly like a good friend of mine, probably the only difference between them is that this one was relatively fairer and a hell lot more younger. Even Wimal thought so, and when i pointed that out to him...he was like 'Yeah yeah i also thought so'. Nope i didn't take a picture of her as that would probably make me look like some stalker or some psycho fella surveying targets to kidnap or something, so too bad guess i'll have to leave that for you peeps to imagine. Oh and i think maybe something was wrong with whatever Wimal ordered cause he didn't feel so good after that...i was okay la, no problems whatsoever cept maybe i had a little too much to eat. Besides that all was good....so maybe it was just something he ordered, therefore i think i shall start to avoid that particular A&W since Wimal is actually the 2nd friend to feel bad after eating there.

To leave or not to leave?

Ok its about time i leave the office cause there isn't a single soul in this place and its starting to get dark...But thats not really the main reason, the main reason would probably be because my official working hours have passed and i'm hungry as hell. Still thinking if i should just eat here like yesterday or should i just go home....argh i hate making decisions. But then again if i go home now its gonna be damn jam, so i might just stay here for dinner....but wait i have to go do the laundry and water the plants. Bleh guess i'll just go home then, i honestly hate the jam...there's like two ways home. Taking one way has an alternative route where you can bypass the toll but its very jam to take that...on the other hand you can pay the toll and get stuck in a 'not as bad' jam. Of course the best would be to take the other way where the toll is more expensive (two times to be exact) but no jam...Recently been taking the expensive toll home and although its not really that much but if i were to take that road everyday the toll is gonna drain me dry. Hell its not like i'm not running low as it is....Sucks. Oh well think i better leave now before it really gets too dark, then i won't know what am i watering when i get home.

Need to format

Oh remember a few days ago when my notebook got infected by a virus...well like i've said i've managed to contain the virus and eliminate it from existance, well on my machine la that is. But the damage have already been done and now my notebook is a bit sot sot. Sniff sniff...i didn't notice till i was attempting to do some tests at work, when suddenly i realised that 'eh wtf?? how come cannot wan??'. So i asked one of my colleague to test and see if he could accomplish what i couldn't and to my horror...he could!!! That means something wrong with my notebook already...Noooooooo!!!!! On top of that i actually lost the 'My Folders Options' options thats located on my computer when you start browsing for your stuff.

Man now i really need to format this little bugger, cept that i still need a whole lot of hard disk space to backup everything in here before i can format. Question is where the hell am i gonna find a hard disk big enough to store my own shit. Of course i could always go buy one, after all i've been meaning to buy one ever since i started working...then of course there was that unfortunate incident that set my plans back and now i'm kinda tight on the budget so buying a HDD is a no no. I could always borrow one though, although i can't think of anyone who i can ask...well there might be one or two friends but i don't really feel like asking. For one i'm sure as hell lazy to do backup, why?? Simply because its such a pain in the ass thats why...crap now i can't complete my work.

The weekends over...i'm deeply saddened

Well the weekend went pretty well although i do have to admit that i did blow a considerable amount of money from my wallet...perhaps more that i would have liked, but nevertheless it was all good and i thought that the weekend went well. And so the weekend has come to pass and now once again the repetition of my monotonous life begins with work, sigh so sad. I'm not really complaining about work though, as a matter of fact i do like my job very much...its just that when i'm frustrated with something i tend to bitch at almost anything. I also finally managed to catch pirates of the carribean 2 : dead mans chest. I've got to say its pretty good, just as expected from all the rave reviews its been getting. Unfortunately though my story had been pretty much spoiled by a couple of people so i wasn't surprised at what happened in the end and what not. Yeah i know i've 'fuckers' for friends....lol, eh don't anger yah you know i love you guys :P

But anyway as good as the weekend was over the headache has started to come in, with lots of things to handle both on the domestic front and erm...where ever else that needs my attention (and i can assure you that there are matters that i really need to look into). Some of which i have to admit is pretty troublesome to handle, but have to be dealt with one way or another. Thinking of solutions for so many things at the same time is really putting me under alot of stress right now, and like i've said before when i'm under alot of stress and/or frustrations i will tend to go a little mental. So before i start blasting my mouth every now and then let me first say that 'I've warned you'.

I saw an Angel

Hrm, looks like i forgot to mention about the angel i bumped into yesterday when i came back from putrajaya to the office. So guess i'll just do that for today then, well you see i was in the office for almost the whole day when my colleague and my boss asked me to go down to putrajaya (god forsaken place) to grab something and bring it back (what the hell...i'm the office boy now ar!!?? haha), well not that i'm really complaining la since its not as boring as stayin the office the whole day la right. I arrived at putrajaya at about 4 something close to 5 got in, grab the stuff and got my ass out of there...after all it was approaching the time where everyone rushes home, don't wanna get caught up in the jam.

So anyway when i got back it was pretty much 6pm already and i felt really really tired from that stupid drive to that god forsaken place. I was so tired that after i parked my car i pratically sleep walked to the office, well at least thats what i thought la when i arrive at the parking lift....and finally when the lift opened, there she stood in all her grace and beauty. I was struck in awe of her presence, my tiredness seem to have faded away and i just stood there stoned...to be honest i think it even showed on my face, lol!!! Fortunately though i didn't drop my stuff else that would have been really obvious and to top it all off....funny as hell.

The Good and The Bad

You know its really weird that after a whole month plus plus of bitching and whinning about yadah yadah, things are finally looking up. Two concerns that i was really complaining about was my car and how i lost my shades. For the car issue it was really only a matter of time before everything would work out, so it really wasn't an issue to begin with...i was more just impatient over the matter. And then there was the lost shades, now i know that i left it in a friends car but apparently i didn't...so i wrote it off as lost, how i don't know. It could have been due to my carelessness or it could have been one of my dad's 'friend' that took it from my room. After all if he/she could have taken my bottle of perfume from the room, what stopping him/her from taking anything else right?

Well this week has proved to be very interesting, for one everything starting working out. Take for instance my car, you see after i collected my car the central locking didn't work. Something to do with the hook not clamping the boot door tight enough or something like that, and to make things worst the boot door is misaligned. And its because of that reason that my car always detects at least 1 door to be open...until a few days ago that is. I was transporting some stuff to my office and it requires me to use the boot space...after moving this and that and everything is done i locked my car up with my key as how i normally do. But as i was leaving i hit the remote to first 'lock' the car and then hit it a second time to 'unlock' the car. But to my surprise when i hit it the first time it gave me the indication that the car is locked...without problems. And so my car alarm is working again due to some strange phenomenon.

As for my shades, well i got it back...it was left in my friends car after all. I have no idea how it ended up under the seat but it did and that was why my friend said it wasn't in his car, because obviously he didn't check under the seat. Oh well, no problems at least i got it back...now i don't have to buy myself a new one, woohoo. But something did happen along all those things that have been reverting...my notebook has been hit with a virus, it really fucked up one. And there just so much junk in my notebook that i haven't backed up yet that i can't afford to format and reinstall stuff...So i spend the whole of last night fixing it and shit, thank god its all good and healthy again. Although i do think that i should really format this little fella the moment i get some free time to back up and stuff, it is really too cluttered. Hrm, since i don't have to buy myself a new pair of shades...i'll just use the money to get myself a new portable hard disk, then i can back up my stuff...Woot!!!