Tuesday, March 07, 2006

Bored with a dilemma

Uh...for once i really can't think of anything to blog about, lol!!! I'm outta ideas!!! I'm pretty sure you guys are bored as hell over the constant WoW ramblings that i've been having and that how sick i am and blah blah blah (as someone would put it :P). So instead of boring everyone with stuff that would hardly make sense to public in general i decided to blog about something more erm....general? And guess what? I can't think of anything, na-da, my mind is as blank as a white sheet of paper. Seeing how i ended up in this situation i will once again reiterate my life as a boring life, well at least to most people, however i'm still kinda happy....Now if only i had a job then i think i would be much happier, considering that i would have more money. And again, yes i know i should be looking for more job opportunities out there and all that...but seriously i can't really be stuffed. Don't get me wrong its not that i'm not looking and stuff, its just that i'm really picky about what kinda job i wanna get.

Here's the thing though, don't ever try to push me to move my slow ass any faster then its already moving. Cause if you did, its be a pain in the ass...after all that shoving and all that who also pain la. No, no...seriously, it'll just cause me to completely stop in my tracks and that would really make things worst. I guess its really true that i take a long time to make BIG decisions in life, hrm...not a very good sign, problem is maybe i think too much. Like if i were to get a job already leh, can i still play games, will i have enough time to go yum cha until wee hours of the morning, will i have enough energy during the weekends to go clubbing every once in awhile and the list goes on and on and on and on and on. And maybe a part of me doesn't really wanna let go of all of that, or rather i'm not prepared to let go of that. Getting a job is a big thing, its like a whole new chapter. Its like the culprit has been identified and now its time to catch the culprit kinda thing, its, its....its like watching a porno flick and you're reaching the climax scene but you know after that its gonna be over.....hrm, wait a sec that didn't sound quite right...Erm, but you know what i mean. Ah dilemma dilemma....what am i to do, i guess at the end of the day i'm just gonna wait until time will tell me the answer....then i'll move extremely fast on my own.

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